Salekh Fan Fic # 5: Salekh Home Alone!

Chapter 5: Seduction.

No need for reviews anymore. Never thought reality would suck so much...and I'd post these chapters under such miserable circumstances for our couple. Enjoy...somehow. I don't really remember what this chapter was even about anymore.


The hotel was pretty big. Alekh Ji had rented a double room for us. Thankfully it wasn't a suite or anything. At the check in, I covered myself up with my shawl and stood behind Alekh Ji the whole time. His own hair had dried a bit but his shirt was still wet.

Alekh Ji got keys to our room and we took the lift up to the 4th floor. We were in room 409. He opened the door and told me to go in. The room was beautiful, and very comfortable. It was a lot like our own room at home.

"Alekh Ji…it's so comfortable and warm…I like it…it feels like our own room."

He smiled at me and looked very happy.

"I'm glad you like it. Sadhna, I think we should both shower…we're wet, salty, and covered with sand…I don't think it's best to sleep this way…"

"I agree…"

"You want to go first? Your hair looks really wet. I think you need to warm up. I'll watch a little TV while I wait.."

"Alekh Ji…I uh…maybe…" Should I do it? Oh my God. I was about to blush like a cherry, but I got this urge to ask him to shower with me.

"What is it Sadhna?"

"I was wondering um…if you'd…mind if we…showered together?" I don't know how I said the final two words.

His jaw dropped for a moment, but he recovered pretty quickly. He grabbed the back of his neck and started rubbing it.

"Uh…well…that's…you know…saving water…fine with me…sure sure.." He still looked a bit shocked, and wide eyed.

"Um…I'll go in and…w-wait for you, ok Alekh Ji?"

"Yes…yes that's fine…um…I'll be right there…"

Oh My God. What had I gotten myself into? I went into the bathroom and closed the door. I put my hands over my mouth and shook my head. Whoa, Sadhna. That was a new one! Ok, now that you've set the scene, you need to enjoy it, and make him enjoy it too. I finally gathered the courage to take my clothes off. I made sure the door wasn't locked, so he could come in. The bathroom was all white, and there were some candles on a table near the back. I light the candles, closed the lights, and went into the bathtub, which was huge. This was even bigger than the one at home. I turned on the shower and my knees were shaking. I mean, we'd seen each other this way before too. I think I was just nervous because tonight, I needed to take the lead. I had to show him how much I wanted him. It was clear, words weren't going to be enough.

I knew I wanted to show him, deep down in my heart, I had so many fantasies. I always suppressed them before, when they were impossible. But then my own self defense got in the way, and I failed to completely let go and show him my feelings.

I stood under the shower and saw the water running under me. Wow, I must have had more sand in my hair than I thought! The sand was collecting near the drain.

Then I heard the door squeak. I could make out a blurry image through the curtain, it was Alekh Ji, and he was undressing.

I saw him approaching the bathtub through the curtain. He put his hand on the corner of it, and slowly began to draw it.

Let go, Sadhna. Let go. No inhibitions tonight. No shyness and no fear. You and he were one. You'd spend the rest of your life together, and no one would separate you.

The curtain was fully drawn, and we both looked at one another. I took his hand in mine, and he stepped into the tub. We stood under the shower, and water was running down both our bodies.

He was staring at my face, and I knew he wanted me to make the first move tonight. I knew I needed to do that too. I was unable to make any eye contact with him but I raised my hands up, and put them on his chest. I moved closer to him, and put my head on his chest too, and pressed my body onto his. He didn't touch me in return. I was a bit hurt, but I didn't let it deter me. I just needed to come on him even stronger.

I grabbed the bottle of shampoo from behind him, and opened it. I took some out on the palm of my hand, and I knew he was watching me the whole time.

"Sit down Alekh Ji…"

He got down on his knees and I did too. I began running my fingers and hands through his hair, and I brought his head closer to me. I positioned it so that his lips were right above mine, and I kissed them. His wet lips, on my wet lips, such a perfect feeling. A fire began to blaze within me. I knew it was that daring Sadhna within me, the one that wanted to love openly, the one that wanted to let go, the one that had an endless box of fantasies hidden away in her, who was dying to come out.

I looked into his eyes briefly. He looked back at me with a craving which blew me away. There was thirst in his eyes. I knew he was speaking through his eyes, he wanted me more than I could imagine. I was blushing so hard right now. Even though we were both under water, I was sweating. I felt a tingling sensation all over my body, and where his skin was in contact with mine, my own was in complete rebellion, aching to give in to urges.

I looked at his face briefly, I knew he could tell how shy I was feeling right now, but I prayed he could also feel my other, more inhibited feelings for him too. I founded his lips again and closed my eyes. I took his bottom lip in my mouth and sucked on it. I went down to his neck, and kissed him repeatedly, and began sucking on the left side of it. I love you, ok? I want to show you how much. C'mon, respond to me. My heart continued beating violently. My heart, my loyal organ, never left my side at moments like this. That was very important, because trust me, the way he'd looked at me from the moment he entered the tub, if looks could kill!

I sucked harder. I knew it was hurting him at this point. I took that part of his skin between my teeth and bit it lightly. I heard him moan softly. You're mine. I don't mind leaving a mark on you. You are mine. No, I won't let anyone take you! I need you. I love you, and I deserve you. I gave my heart to you and now I want you, for the rest of my life.

I was biting a bit harder now, and suddenly I felt his hands in my hair, and he pulled me back, and his eyes were veiled by flaming desire. No, tonight it would be just me. I couldn't fall under his spell yet. I looked away quickly.

I noticed the skin on his neck was red in that spot, very red. I did that. But it's ok, because he was mine.

I felt him pushing me back; he wanted me to lie down. No, not yet, you will not do that yet. So I pushed him back. I applied as much pressure as I could, and slowly, he began leaning back, but I was impatient tonight, so I literally pushed him back against the bathtub. I opened the faucet, and reached up to turn the shower off. My heart continued pounding away, and my own desire at this point was threatening to drown me.

He was looking at my body and was in obvious anticipation for that moment, but I wasn't quiet there yet.

I plugged the tub and poured the bubble bath in, slowly, while keeping my eyes on his. He was watching me, and I knew he was enjoying it. This is what he wanted.

After I finished, I sat on his lap, and leaned into his ear.

"I love you, and you're mine." I whispered, trying to add as much love and desire in my voice as possible.

"I'm yours." He whispered back.

"No one will dare to step in between us, and I will not lose you. You are mine."

"Mmm…always."

He was running his fingers down my back, and I was running mine down his chest. We began kissing again. I was pulling on his hair.

Maybe we should continue on the bed, I thought.

"Alekh Ji…lets finish bathing, and go to bed…and continue this…there…" I said that while making as little eye contact with him as possible.

"Ok…" He smiled, shyly. For the first time, Alekh Ji smiled at me at a moment like this, shyly.

We continued bathing. My heart was beating wildly and I had a hard time concentrating , but I was happy to note that I wasn't hyperventilating yet. Well, I made some progress. After he was done, he rose and stepped out of the tub, and grabbed a towel from the rack.

"I'll be out in a minute." I said to him, through the curtain.

"Ok…I…will go um…dry up then. Ok?"

"Yes." I smiled.

He left the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. I stayed behind and couldn't believe what had become of the night. Whoa. I didn't really have a plan of how to proceed, but I knew I had to be in the driver's seat. I was feeling really anxious, but surprised at myself too. I had to keep reminding myself, this was still Alekh Ji, my own Alekh Ji. The person I'd known through hell and back, through the best of times and the worst too and the one person I couldn't live without. His mind was different, but he wasn't a stranger. He was still my Alekh Ji. Only now, he and I belonged to each other physically too, and he desired me more than I could ever imagine.

I dried my body and tried drying my hair, but that wasn't going to happen in a damp bathroom, with no air.

He was waiting for me. I needed to go out and proceed with what I wanted. I needed to bury the fears once in for all tonight. I needed to let go and release my innermost desires.

It's true, I often fantasized about nights like this. This was exactly out of one of my fantasies, where I would unleash my deepest feelings for him, and where my love would take full control over him.

Whenever we were physically together, I'd feel like I was put under a spell by him. Tonight, I wanted to put that spell on him. I wanted him to feel, physically, emotionally, mentally, and physically, how much I truly loved him.

I opened the door and walked out of the bathroom, with just that towel around me. He was in bed, the TV was on, and he had a blanket over him. But he hadn't dressed yet, I could tell because the blanket was up to his stomach, and he had no shirt on.

He saw me. He looked at me and didn't hide at all how much he wanted me. I saw him sit up, and his eyes devoured me. I walked up to the edge of the bed, and he was just waiting for my next move. I kept my eyes on his, and stood at the edge of the bed. I was going to faint. I was seriously going to faint. But I had to proceed, if I could do what I had done in the bathroom, I could do the rest too.

I got on my knees on the bed, and crawled my way on top of him. He put his hands on my hips, but I pushed them away.

We kissed again, and I felt him trying to loosen my towel. I pushed his hands away. I couldn't go there yet, I didn't want to have a heart attack while making love to my husband, really, I wanted to satisfy him, and I wanted my fantasies to come true, but I needed things to slow down just a little.

I pulled away, and he looked frustrated, with eyes drowning in blazes of yearning.

Again, I looked back down, and blushed uncontrollably. He didn't make any other moves, he kept waiting for me. He wanted me to do everything tonight.

I removed his blanket from underneath me.

With the blanket removed, I knew the task would become increasingly difficult for him. I knew that I was torturing him at this point. He kept trying to put his hands on me, and I kept pushing him away.

I continued kissing him and teasing his skin. He was moaning very loudly now.

"You're killing me, this isn't fair."

"Shhh…patience…" I said.

"Sadhna…I need to touch you…"

I smiled shyly at him, and I think the shyer I looked, the more he wanted me.

He grabbed my wrists and got up and pushed me down on the bed. He pinned my wrists above me, and we looked at one another eye to eye. It was a fight between two souls, desire versus desire.

"Alekh Ji…let me go…"

"Make me…" He said, teasingly.

I moaned and tried pulling my wrists away. He began kissing me with aggressiveness. I couldn't help it, I kissed him back. But I wasn't going to give up so easily. I wrapped my legs around his body and began pulling him down. His hands were still on my wrist, but I could feel my towel loosening.

C'mon Sadhna, look at him in the eyes. I did, I looked into his eyes for a few seconds, and then looked back down. I just couldn't keep the eye contact up at moments like this, I had to work on that. In a way, it wasn't my fault. His eyes were so deep and sensual, so sexy and seductive. He held every emotion he felt for me in his eyes, and right now it was pure lust. Every time I glanced at them, they screamed out at me, "I want you so much"!

"I can't wait any longer…" I said. It was part of my plan to delay the moment, so I could have a bit more say in how the night went. Of course, I didn't want to delay it either, but I needed to, for tonight.

He searched my eyes to see if I was telling the truth or not. He let my wrists go. Success.

I grabbed onto my towel tightly and rolled away from underneath him, and got out of bed. He was shocked, and got up to follow me. I began walking backwards. He looked at my body from head to toe, and followed me like a hunter follows its prey.

I walked backwards and suddenly, I hit the wall. He smiled. God, he looked sexy. He walked up to me and stopped right as our chests made contact. My brain was going into that hibernation mode again, anticipating the coming moment.

He reached down and put his hands under my hips, and lifted my legs. I wrapped them around his waist. He kept me pinned against the wall, and began kissing my neck. I was panting again, and falling under his spell.

I pushed his face away and put my fingers in his hair, and kissed his lips. I stopped and started kissing his ear. "That feels…so good…" He was breathing heavily in between his words.

Hearing that from him, I continued down his neck. He pulled away. He stared into my eyes as if he was asking me, whether or not I was ready. I looked back down, and he looked at my hands, which were still holding onto my towel. He removed his hands from underneath my hips, and put me down.

He turned away from me. I was shocked, and hurt. I didn't mean to reject him, or to turn him away. He was standing with his back turned from me. I nearly broke down and cried. Be stronger, I told myself. Stop being shy, and let go. Follow what he says. There is no way he could be wrong.

Fighting the pain I was feeling, seeing him turn away from me, and the shyness which was an unavoidable part of being me, I moved closer to him, and dropped my towel. I went behind him, and wrapped my arms around his waist, making sure he felt every inch of me, pressed onto him.

He didn't turn, he didn't move. I wanted to cry. I didn't mean to turn him away before, I wanted him. He had to have felt my desires, right? I let go and went in front of him. I looked into his eyes.

"I love you…"

His expression softened, and his eyes were glittering. He nodded.

"I know".

I hugged him again, and kissed his chest. Finally, he began running his hands up and down my hips and back.

"Back there…I let you go because I felt like maybe…I was forcing myself on you…as if I was forcing you to be someone you're not…as if I was telling you that your love wasn't enough for me. I want you to know that it's more than enough for me. I almost lost if back there. The way you feel…the way I feel when you kiss me…you clearly have more self control than me. I'm sorry if I gave the wrong impression."

I nodded. I smiled. "I want to let go of any fears…I want to give you more than I've given you…"

"Well, I was wrong…you can't possibly give me any more than you already have, because I don't know what will happen to me. I can barely handle you as it is…do you have any clue how beautiful you look right now?"

I blushed once again and looked down. He found me beautiful right now, when I was completely nude. This means he found my body beautiful. I found him magnificent. He was a sight to behold. He was chiseled in all the right places. His arms and shoulders were firm. But he was also soft, parts of him were so soft, like his face, his hands, and his skin.

"You're beautiful too. You're just perfect."

"Thank God you feel that way, or I don't know what I would do Sadhna. I got my head fixed, but I don't think I could spend the effort to fix my face or my body…"

"I would love you no matter what. I need you…just you…you're so beautiful…in every way, you always have been…both inside and outside…"

"So, are we just going to talk or are we going to proceed?"

"Um…" I smiled.

He laughed. "I think I know what you want. Don't worry meri jaan, I want the same thing".


JUST WAIT UNTIL YOU READ ALEKH'S POV.