Salekh Fan Fic # 5: Salekh Home Alone!
Chapter 6: Enticing.
Again. Don't ask me what this chapter was about. Frankly, I don't even remember. It was Alekh's POV. Bullshit. Whatever. Enjoy...if you can.
Alekh's POV-
I watched her as she walked backwards, I could see the wall right behind her. I had her exactly where I wanted to. My self control was thinning with every second. The shower was enough. I felt like such a typical male. There was only one thing on my mind right now. She was beautiful, her body was beautiful, I loved her, she made it obvious she wanted me, and I wanted her. I wasn't going to lie; I wanted her body, desperately. I wanted to feel every inch of her. I wanted to feel the ecstasy, the mind-bending pleasure which any contact with her always accompanied.
Her face was full of desire, but her eyes were always drowning in the essence of her being, her inherent shyness. It was a part of who she was and it only made me want her more. My mind was flooded by the sinful thoughts I was having about her. Oh, the things I wanted to do to her. I tried keeping my eyes on her face. She wouldn't dare look at me, and when she did for one second, that's exactly when she hit the wall. I smiled at her.
I have you where I want you. I put my hands on her soft hips, and lifted both her legs up. She wrapped them around my waist, pulling me even closer, killing me softly. So willing, aren't you, my love? She was panting, and I watched her face, but she continued to avoid making eye contact with me.
It's ok, you're bewitching already. I began kissing the soft and delicate skin of her neck. She was absolutely irresistible. I was just getting started exploring her skin, when she pushed my face back and kissed my lips. Her kisses were enough to knock me out, but she was running her fingers through my hair too. I was still holding her against the wall, with her legs wrapped around me. She couldn't be more tempting, more alluring, or even sexier. We couldn't get any closer than this, without me losing my senses completely.
Then she pulled away from my lips. I wasn't satisfied, I wanted more. She started kissing my ear. I was on the edge of losing it; I couldn't hold myself back any longer. She had no idea how good I was feeling right now. She was killing me. "That feels…so good…" I managed to utter.
She continued, kissing down to my neck. I couldn't take it anymore, this was enough. I pulled away from her luscious lips. I wanted her then and there. There would be no need for a bed tonight, I'd make her comfortable right here. I looked into her eyes to see if she was ready, but she looked back down, as if she wasn't sure, or perhaps completely happy. She was still holding onto her towel tightly, the one I wanted to rip off her body. Was I forcing her into this? Was I taking advantage of her? Was I making her feel used, or as if she wasn't satisfying me with her love?
I felt despicable for a moment. I couldn't handle it. I removed my hands from her hips and let her down from my grip. It wasn't easy, but for a minute, I lost all trust in myself. I turned away from her. I closed my eyes and hoped I wasn't right. That momentary doubt shook me to my core. There was no way I would ever touch her if I felt like she didn't want it. But was I overestimating her desires for me? She is my wife, but is it ok for me to do all this? I prayed she wasn't forgetting how much I loved her, not just wanted her. Ever since our physical relationship began, I always hoped that she'd never ever feel as if my physical desires for her were stronger than my love for her. That was simply not true. She was the one constant need and want in my life, desire had just come into the mix a few months back.
I was lost in these thoughts when I felt her bare body pressed against my back, and saw her wrap her arms around me. I felt her warmth, and her velvety skin, which was always so yielding. She hugged me tightly. I took the feeling of it in. It was heavenly. She was made for me. I knew it. She didn't feel used, she felt loved. I was about to turn around when she moved in front of me and looked into my eyes. Her eyes were so full of tenderness, and trust.
"I love you…" She told me, with such adoration in her voice. She said it with such honor, as if she worshiped me, and prided herself in loving me. Of course, I was the luckiest man in the world.
I was literally at a loss of words, at the beautiful sight before me, her words, and her love for me. I simply nodded at her.
"I know".
The simple answer satisfied her, and she hugged me tightly, her exquisite body pressed against mine, and kissed my chest. I was filled with love and thanks to my maker. She loved me.
I felt like I had hurt her a little back there, and she deserved an explanation.
"Back there…I let you go because I felt like maybe…I was forcing myself on you…as if I was forcing you to be someone you're not…as if I was telling you that your love wasn't enough for me. I want you to know that it's more than enough for me. I almost lost if back there. The way you feel…the way I feel when you kiss me…you clearly have more self control than me. I'm sorry if I gave the wrong impression."
She nodded and smiled at me, still looking down.
"I want to let go of any fears…I want to give you more than I've given you…"
How much more could she possibly give me? I was overflowing with love and desire already. She's given me a 2nd life. I was bought into this world by my mother, but the woman who gave me a life to live here was my wife.
"Well, I was wrong…you can't possibly give me any more than you already have, because I don't know what will happen to me. I can barely handle you as it is…do you have any clue how beautiful you look right now?"
I said this looking down at her. It was true, I had very little self control to begin with, when I was with her at moments like these, and then with her in my arms, with nothing but the skin on her body, the softness of her skin, the curves on her body, the delicacy with which the curves hugged her figure, in all the right places, I was completely spellbound.
"You're beautiful too. You're just perfect." This was the reply my love gave me, blushing an even deeper red.
"Thank God you feel that way, or I don't know what I would do Sadhna. I got my head fixed, but I don't think I could spend the effort to fix my face or my body…"
"I would love you no matter what. I need you…just you…you're so beautiful…in every way, you always have been…both inside and outside…"
As would I, my angel. I thought with us standing enclosed in one an-others arms, so blissfully, it was the right time to proceed with our night.
"So, are we just going to talk or are we going to proceed?"
"Um…" She smiled. How precious. Shyness ultimately does her in every time. A while ago she was driving me off the wall in the bathroom, and then on the bed, and here she was, overcome by what was at the very heart of her personality.
I laughed at this thought.
"I think I know what you want. Don't worry meri jaan, I want the same thing".
She looked up at me through her pretty eyes, and touched my face. I held her hand in place, and bought it over my lips and kissed it.
"Do you need the bed, or was the wall more innovative?"
"Alekh Ji!"
"Hey we do need to try out a few new things, can't let our love life get boring!" I smiled at her and she looked like she wanted the ground to open and eat her up right there.
"Ok ok, the bed then?"
"Whatever you like…"
"I like it wherever you're comfortable…"
She completely buried her face in my chest, and I laughed. Don't worry my sweetheart, soon you'll forget any shyness, and be totally lost in my arms.
I took her hand and walked her to our bed. I sat leaning against the bed, and told her to come sit on my lap.
"You look so breathless..."
She nodded, let out a long and shaky breath, with her lips parted. Her face was blushing, and her eyes were sparkling.
"Are you ok? I mean…your comfort is most important…"
"I…uh…I'm fine…" She bent down, and laid her head on my chest. I could feel the fast drumming of her heart beating. I could feel it as her chest was on my stomach. She was all emotions right now.
I took her wrist in between my fingers, and felt her pulse. Her heart was beating wildly.
"Sadhna…your heart…"
"It's always like this when we're together…in moments like this…"
I needed to calm her down a bit. I knew she was fine, but doing anything with her when her heart was beating so wildly made me feel like something wasn't right. I knew she was excited, nervous, aroused, and in love. All these feelings are what caused her heart to beat so fast, but still, I need to calm her down.
I began running my fingers through her hair. I grabbed her by the shoulders and pulled her up, so her head on my shoulder now. I felt her breathing slowing down a bit. Her chest was heaving less violently now. I continued caressing her arms and back, and her legs. I felt her body loosening up, she was less tense now. She was drawing circles on my chest with her fingers, and kissing my neck softly. Every little touch was tantalizing. But I was proud of myself; I controlled my own urges, and took care of her first. She was obviously way too tense before, and right now she was much calmer. I looked down at her face, and she looked so happy.
I stopped caressing her skin, and put my hands on her face, and she rose up. I pulled her forward and kissed her. Her skin was so alluring, so soft, and so yielding. She couldn't be more attractive than this. With the most beautiful set of eyes hidden underneath the curtain of eyelashes, long beautiful hair down her back, lips so full and luscious, and skin which was glowing, she was more than I could handle.
She looked at me and said "I'm fine now…"
"Ok…" I smiled at her.
She placed her hand on my stomach, and my mouth was watering already. I could feel the desires spreading like wild fire through my body once again.
She sat up a bit and put her hand on my cheek. She really looked into my eyes for the first time tonight. Finally, perhaps having her calm down is what led to this.
"Why are you so perfect?" I couldn't answer, because she trapped my face in her hands and bent forward to kiss me. I put my hands on her waist and pulled her forward.
When she broke the kiss, I looked into her eyes and said, "You don't know the way you make me feel…and all the things that I want to make you feel tonight..."
After a few minutes, two people became one once again. I tried keeping my eyes on her face, and she was clearly drowning in a sea of pleasure, just like me. She was moaning and sighing, and she looked exquisite, she sounded exquisite, and she felt amazing.
It was very difficult to concentrate on anything rational during moments like this. My body completely overtook my mind. My senses gave out and it was far too difficult to contain myself. Everything felt too fast, it was just never long enough. I could never have enough of her. I always tried to make sure that she was an equal participant, and I wasn't the only one enjoying the moment.
Thankfully her shyness faded with each second, as pleasure passed through from one body to another. Her moaning grew louder, and she bent down and began running her fingers through my hair, taking fistfuls of it in her grasp, and pulling on it. Her eyes were closed, and her lips were parted.
Watching her lost in pleasure only heightened my own. Eventually we both succumbed to our feelings. It always ended too soon. But it was always worth it. I was just thankful we could be together this way, and that finally after years, I could love her like this.
She wound up lying in my arms again, with her head turned in my direction. Her eyes were closed, and she was smiling, and her breathing was back to normal. I always thought she looked even more beautiful after we had made love. Her skin always glowed and she looked like the picture of complete blissfulness. I kept looking at her. I looked at the time, it was already 1:30 am.
She looked perfectly happy wherever she was right now, but I cleared my throat to get her attention. She looked up.
"It's 1:30am…by the way, did you get any call from Ragini?"
"Oh, no I got one right before we left the house last evening, she said they might come home Monday afternoon, not Sunday morning."
"Whoa! Ranvir didn't tell me that. Let me call him."
"But it's so late…"
"Ehh, it's Saturday night and they're attending a wedding, the probably just came back to their room."
"Alekh Ji lets not disturb them, we can call them in the morning. They're probably sleeping, and we should too."
"You want to sleep? I thought it was always the man who went to sleep right after…"
"We have to be home by tomorrow afternoon."
"No we don't…Maa and Papa are away, Ranvir and Ragini aren't coming back until Monday, and we'll confirm that in the morning. The house is fine and locked up. Why do we need to be home in the morning?"
"So…uh…I can cook?"
"No, you don't need to do anything. We're going to buy food on our way home, tomorrow EVENING…but tonight…I'm ready for a repeat." I wiggled my eyebrows at her and she looked away.
"A repeat of what?"
"Don't play coy with me…you know exactly what I mean…and you know you want it too…"
"I don't understand…" She smiled and covered herself with the blanket, and got into fetal position.
I got right on top of her and pulled the blanket away, she yanked at it unsuccessfully. I threw it off the bed and gathered her in my arms. She was smiling and I had an idea to make her smile even wider. I started tickling her.
"Alekh Ji stop! Stop! No…Stop"…she was giggling and trying to break away from me, but I continued tickling her. I loved seeing her smile like this.
"No no no…stop Alekh Ji! I can't breathe…" She was getting teary eyed from laughing so hard and she really did look out of breath, so I stopped and laughed.
"You haven't changed at all! You're just as naughty as you always were."
"Old habits die hard." I grinned.
"I can see that." She smiled widely.
"Thank you for smiling."
"Hmmm?"
"You don't smile enough anymore, Sadhna…it's like life's been so hard on you, that you have stopped smiling as much…and laughing too…I'm going to make an effort to make you laugh…I miss my bubbly Sadhna…"
"Well, if you continue being so naughty…I'll have to laugh and smile…"
"Then I'll see what I can do!"
I lunged at her and trapped her around the waist, and kissed her shoulders. I let go and she turned around and hugged me. Then she lay down, and I hovered on top of her. I was finally feeling a little sleepy, and I noticed her eyelids were getting heavy too. My ray of light was feeling sleepy. She was giggling as I hovered on top of her, threatening to have my way with her again.
She put her arms around my neck and pulled me down, and kissed my nose. I returned the gesture with a kiss on her nose, and a peck on her lips. Her eyes were beaming.
"Sadhna, you look so pretty when you're sleepy…"
"And when I'm annoyed?"
"Then too…and when you're giggling…you look extraordinary…and tonight…you were breathtaking…everything about you…and your body…the way your skin felt, the way it felt to kiss you…"
"You...make me feel beautiful…and…you make me feel loved…and you make me feel so alive and complete…"
"Sadhna you know Friday night, I heard you talking in your sleep?"
She blushed. "W-what did I say?"
"You said my name…"
"I did?" She smiled so widely and I kissed her again.
"Do you dream about me a lot, mere jaan?"
"Yes…I do…"
"I think I dream of you too, but I always forget my dreams…ugh"…
She smiled. "It's ok Alekh Ji…you have me with you in reality though!"
"Thank God! I love you Sadhna. I love you, your heart, I love the way you're shy…well except when you distracted…" I winked at her, "then you're not as shy…I have seen what it takes to make your shyness disappear…I saw it tonight…pleasure…really helps you ease up…"
"Wait what? What do you mean?"
"Well tonight when we were…you know…the way you were reacting to the contact between us…I saw only pleasure on your face…the shyness disappeared…"
"I…am not able to control my…reactions at that moment…"
"I don't want you to…"
She blushed and looked away.
"Don't be embarrassed my love, it only heightens my own satisfaction…"
I lay down next to her and pulled her close to my body. I saw her yawn, and I yawned too. Yawning was always contagious, but right now we both needed to sleep.
"Alekh Ji…I love you…good night…"
"Love you more…sweet dreams my angel…"
"You too..."
*sobs*...
I...don't have words...I don't know what I wrote up there...but I really don't know when I'll write again...so thanks for supporting me and hope you'll understand.
