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CHAPTER SIX : Explaining Again
"Bella is that really you." Emmett asked and I just nodded and he ran to me and had me in a bear hug. If I were human he would have broken some ribs . I laughed and for the first time in a long time I wasn't a fake laugh. It was a genuine laugh no pain no anything.
"It's good to see you to Emmett and right about now its good that I don't need to breath." He let me down
"Bella we've missed you so much honey when we left it was like I lost my daughter." Esme said
"Oh, when you left I felt so lost without you , you were and are a mother to me. It's nice to see you again I missed you so much."
I hugged Esme and she hugged me and we sobbed for a little and then she passed me to Carlisle.
" Oh how I've missed you daughter of mine." I could help but sob a little more he let go and I step back and to my surprise Rosalie was next to hug me.
"Am so sorry for everything I said and did to you Bella I didn't understand how important you are to my family until it was to late." Rose said
"Look Rose I never blame you or judge for you actions. And believe me now I understand more then anything that you were just trying to protect your family."
"Thank you Bella." Rosa said
"Hi Edward it's nice to see you." He just nodded and gave me a small smile that didn't reach his eyes the he said.
"Bella am so s…" He stop and nodded towards Alice, and she smiled at me.
"I need to talk to everyone about something important."
Carlisle said " Ok let's go to the living room and talk comfortably."
I nodded. And we stepped into the living room Alice and Rose sat on either side of me. Esme and Carlisle sat in the Love seat and the boys seat in the coach in front of me.
I begun.
"Well, I know you guys have questions. So before you ask let me clarify some points. Then if you have question you can ask me when I finish."
They all a nodded.
" Ok well, when you guys left I found out I was pregnant…" Edward interrupted and said
"You cheated on me…." Edward murmured low so that human ears couldn't catch. But since I wasn't human I caught it.
"Excuse me. You didn't just say that." I felt pain, and then anger I took a couple of unnecessary breaths and Jasper send calming waves. To reach a point where I wasn't seeing red.
I couldn't believe he had said that did he think that low of me. Did he really think that I didn't love him simply because his love for me was a lie. Alice glared at Edward.
"I'll answer your question when am done. Because even though you've gone to high school and numerous Universities. You don't know what it means to not interrupt.
"Then am I told Angie, Ben and Jake . I had to get out of town and find another coven of Vampires like you. Since Edward told me once about the Denali's I search for them with Ben and Angie. Jake stayed behind with his pack to protect my father from Victoria's attack. I stayed with the Denali's for the rest of my pregnancy they help out so much.
"Their my family and they care a lot about us. Then Elezer thought it would be best to have Aro come and see the twins while they were growing so that their would be no misunderstanding. So that he wouldn't think they were immortal children. Of course when Aro arrived I was no longer human the twins were filling me up with venom through out the whole pregnancy. When they were born the transformation was complete. So once Aro came and saw the twin were Half- Human and Half- Vampire and that they would cause no harm.
"He found another problem Angela and Ben were still human. So it was either they turn or they would get killed due to them knowing the secret. Angie was all alone after you guys left her parents and sibling died in a car crush. And Ben loved Angie so much that he couldn't leave her side and he would die for her."
I saw Edward Grimace when I said what I said about Ben. I continued.
" So they agree and I turn them. Aro left and a week or so later we return to forks to find out that Victoria had tried to attack my father but the wolves killed her. Then Jake imprinted on my daughter. So the treat that you guys made now includes Angie ,Ben , my daughter, my son , and me. It's a little different we are aloud on the rez.
"It just that we can't hunt humans not that we would Angie, Ben and I had one of our human traits come with us. We hate the smell of human blood. Which made it easier to come home and interact with people.
"Then about a year or so after Charlie die in an accident of all thing. He never really asked question about why I was different or why Ben and Angie were different. He just went by loving his grand kids. When he die he left me about four hundred thousand dollars. Which came from retirement and saving account along with the house.
"No we live about three miles north in a house similar to this one. Am my kids are four actual today is their birthday."
I heard Rosalie say " Today June eleventh."
I smiled " I know what coincidence. Am they have gifts they can go invisible, their shields. My son has the gift of telekinesis. And my daughter can show you images through her touch. I am a shield as well and I can us gift from other when they use it on me . Ok so am done I guess you can ask me any questions you may have.
"Oh no to answer your first question Edward. Once I went through my list of one vampire that I was with . I just deducted it to you being the father but maybe I should review that list again see a new name magical appears."
Alice and Rosalie chuckled and glared at Edward. Emmett and Jasper just smile and shock their heads.
"Were Grandparents." Esme state it wasn't a question and smile.
I nodded and said " Yes you have a grandson named Edward Jermette Carlisle Charlie Swan and a granddaughter named Mary Lillian Renesmee Angelic Swan. They are the most loving children in the world and smart and very overprotective."
"Why didn't tell me. Why didn't YOU TRY TO FIND ME?" He was really angry and he was yelling and instead of feeling bad I was mad. He left me not the other way around he had no right to yell at me. I could feel the angry rising .
Then Jasper feeling how upset I was said "Edward you need to calm down."
Edward glared at Jasper and I heard a growl building up and that set me off. I walked across to him he stood up and looked at me.
"Look Edward I get that you may be upset that you haven't seen them. I get you want to get to know them. I get that I wasn't fair that you weren't their. But its not my fault you left me it wasn't my choice. I haven't blamed you for the choice you made because you were right. If your feelings changed then you had all the right to leave.
"But don't yell at me for not looking for you and telling you that I had your kids. Because my priority is them and I needed to be sure that if you came to their life you would stay and wouldn't leave when you got bored. I needed to be sure for them not for me.
"Because if I were to think about how letting you see them would affect me I would've left with them as soon as I saw Alice. Because every part of my body is telling I shouldn't be here. Me standing here hurts , but I know what it feels like to be passed from my mother to my father. What it feels like to be the in-between the toy used for arguments.
"I hated not being able to get to know my father properly. Even if he wasn't with Renee I would have loved to have him in my everyday life. Not just for three years because I was just getting to know him I was just getting use to calling him 'dad' when he was gone it hit me. It hit me that I miss out on so much because I was always made out to choose.
"I could either side with my mother who raised or with a father who I saw two weeks out of the year. I choose her because she had been their , but when he died I knew that because I choose a side I never allowed him in. I don't want them to have to choose to be broken up because they fear their choice will hurt me.
"I love them to much to see that happen to them. So am here so that you can come and be there for them be their 'Dad'. And so that they don't feel that their two teams mine and yours so they don't think they have to choose.
"We need to be friends and be able to communicate without yelling. Because if it comes to who can yell the most and who can lose their temper the fastest. Am afraid you'll lose so don't yell me am not a child am your equal. Got it."
" Am sorry Bella I was wrong for everything I said it just a lot to take in."
"I get that believe me I understand, but I need you to understand where am coming from," I turned and took my set again and continued " I want you all to be their for them. They need all the love and family they can get. And I think today would be perfect since it's their birthday."
