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CHAPTER 11: Discussion, Discover, breakdown, and truths.
I felt a wave of calm trying to hit me, but bounced of my shield.
"Now your try to calm the situation two second ago you were ready to kill each other." I told Jasper
"Bella he was going to attack. We had a right and the job to stand next to Edward he's our brother." Emmett stated as if that was reason enough.
"Yeah you do have a right to stand by him. For all I care you can stand by him, next to him, or on top of him where ever you damn well please."
"Bella calm down," Ray said while moving towards me.
I place my hand out to signal him to stop and said " If you enjoy having your limbs intact you will stay right there. When I asked you to calm down you didn't now am highly pissed off. I have to stand and watch Esme near tears because you guys have to show your man by fighting."
"Bella..." Ray start to say but didn't continue to move. I cut him off.
"No I'm speaking you promised Charlie you would get the message to him . But I don't want fighting. And if you wish to discuss my life yes because this is my life then we will do it later we will after the party. And if you wish to fight you can." I paused and then said " After you fight me."
Emmett smirked and said " You think you could beat me?" He asked and he was on the verge of laughing and everyone was shaking their head at his stupid question.
" I don't know I guess will find out later. Now my kids are going to comedown for the party. So make sure they don't notice." Everyone nodded
The kids came down and blow out the candles and got hugges and Kisses. And multiple gifts from everyone. The party went on until nine o'clock when the kids were falling asleep on their feet I went and tucked them in bed and they fell fast asleep. As I made my way down stairs I saw Ingrid, Laurent ,Max, Tanya, Carmen , Elezer, Ben Angie, and Jake heading out.
I stop and Elezer said " We'll give you privacy."
" Thank you." They head out and I closed the door and hand to the living room. To see Esme and Carlisle in the love seat. Kate, Alice and Rose in another love seat and Jazz, Em, and Edward sitting in the couch. And Ray sitting in the couch facing them.
Alice nudge Rose and said "The show going to start no interruption."
"Okay lets talk."
"Bella you know that I know what he did to you." Ray sneered
"That's none of you business what happen. It's between us." Edward sneered back.
"The hell it's not business. I love her and don't say US because their a you and a her. Their hasn't been a US for four years"
Edward stood up and Ray stood up.
"Stop it NOW. You need to calm down."
"What makes you think that you have a right to waltz back in here after what you did to her is beyond me." And by the way Ray smirked I knew he was going to try to show Edward the mess I was when he met me and his conversation with Charlie, Ben, and Jake. So I shielded Ray and when Ray saw that it wasn't working and Edward saw it as well. They turn to face me.
Ray broke the silence " What the hell Isabella he has a right to know."
Before I could answer Edward said " I want to see."
".Don't." I said facing him and then turn to talk to Ray " Look Ray this is my life you, Charlie, Ben, and Jake failed to see it then as you do now," I paused and walked over to him and grab his hands in mine as I did this I heard a growl's again one from Kate.
But I continued "I was the one in pain but I understood that it was for the best. He need to move on if he didn't feel the same way anymore. But just because I understood it doesn't mean it still didn't hurt. I was in pain I need to grieve" I pause and Telepathically I said" Because I loved him then and I love him now." I looked up at Ray eyes and I say understanding and worry.
And I continued vocally " So please don't fight I'll discuss everything with him my way."
Ray nodded and pulled me in to a hug and spoke to me telepathically " I know you love him and you never will be able to stop. But you need to let him know how things happened everything. Then have him tell you what ever it is that he wants to tell you. So that if you guys can't get back together you can try to move on."
I nodded and said " Thank you and you know I love you right ." I heard growl's and then I continued and said " Your my big brother." I heard a snort from no one other then Edward.
"I'll deal with you later," I said as I face Edward then I turned to Kate " Can I talk to you ?"
She nodded and I shield her and mimic Ray gift and said " Do you have feelings for Ray. If yes nodded and I would tell you what to say if it's no but then you would be lying." I smiled at her.
Then she nodded and I smiled and said "Yay! Ray get your a-s-s over here." This earned me weird stare from the Cullen's all but Alice who had a smile on her face. But of coures she was blocking Edward because he looked positively livid.
Ray walked over with a smile and I said "I would like you to take my sister out and have fun. But hurt her and I will hurt you 'Kay." He nodded and they head out.
I smiled they would look great together before they were to far Ray send be a message " Thanks Lil' sis. And Good Luck."
"Thank you" I said out loud.
When I turned around Esme and Carlisle were heading towards me and Esme said " We have to go do something , but I would like to know if you could bring the kids down tomorrow."
I hugged her and said " Sure and Thank you for coming."
When they were gone went to the living room to see Em sitting with Rose in the love seat and Jasper was in the other one with Alice. Edward was still standing. I flopped myself in he big couch and grab the comforter that was draped over it. I cover myself and cuddled up and looked up to five curious eyes.
"Yes." I said since they kept staring.
"What are you doing." Alice asked
"Am laying down very comfortable. Why?" I asked
"Well, it just look like you were get ready for bed." Rose said
"I've been a vampire for on three years and even I know that the bed isn't meant for that purpose anymore." I said with a wink Emmett burst out laughing and everyone followed .
Then Alice stiffen and Edward said " Yeah I bet Ray enjoyed it." I t was so low I though I heard wrong but everyone reaction proved it was right.
"What did you say Edward Anthony Mason Cullen?" I asked I was so angry and hurt.
"You heard me how can you just do that..." I cut him off
"How can I just do what love someone else. Because I love him and if you have a problem with it then I don't know what to tell you. Because I love Jazz and Em too. And if I didn't love Ray like that if I love him like a mate it would be none of your business..." He cut me of and step forward then he said
" Yes it is because I still love you always have and always will."
I step back and said " No stop don't do this. Look am sorry it was out off line for me to say that. Ray and I are like brother and sister it's nothing romantic about it. And don't worry about the kids because you will always see them. But don't lie to me please." I could feel the pain creeping up.
" Am not lying Bella I love you I only left to keep you safe. It was dangerous for me to be around you. After what happen with James and then at you birthday party it just proved that we couldn't be together. I didn't want hurt you I couldn't have lived with self ." he said and in his eyes I saw all the sincerity I need to believe his words.
It was to much I fell on to the couch pulled my legs up to my chest and I cried. To my surprise their were tears. It felt like my body was releasing all they pain it had store for years.
I cried no one said anything I knew they were there, but were giving me my space. Then after a while I felt him heading towards me to pull me into his arms but I did back flipped and landing behind the couch .
