"How is she Giles? Can i see her? Does she need anything i'll go-"

"Willow slow down. Buffy is fine physically but unfortantly." He took his glasses off and sighed "But emotionally she's drained and I do believe Faith is correct in a way. See I think she's going through to much for her to handle right now. She's up stairs looking up at the ceiling say the same thing over and over 'its my fault he left its my fault i got pregnent, i want to go visit my mom.'" He looks at Willow "Where's Angel, someone must try to help her and I do believe that's Angel."

"He's down in the basement, but its locked and he doesn't want to talk to anyone." Willow looked at Cole and Leo. "Maybe someone should just pop into the basement and talk to him. Maybe they can talk some sence into him before his kids kill Buffy." She walked over to Leo and Cole and explaned to them what to do. Cole smirked and shimmered down to the basement.


Angel was down kicking the punching bag harder and harder. "What do you want? I locked that door for a reason."

Cole smirked, "You have two beings in your house that can go anywhere within seconds and you thought a locked door would stop me funny." he laughed as Angel sat down. "Listen man I've been down the same path almost, Phoebe sent me to hell i came back only to find out she wasn't there like she use to be. The only thing different is you have kids that need their father and without you that girl upstairs is screwed, and so are Liem and Trish." The anger in Angel's eyes turned soft. "Dam if i were you, i would be running up those stairs and i would try to break that dam door down or get some magic help and be with her."

"I can't, she's been fine with out me for months and now its my fault she's like this. Our kids are in grave danger cause i wasn't there."

"O shut up Angelus, you're a dam vampire for god sakes not to mention the most powerful Vampire alive and your going to let some demon take something you claimed years ago." He grabs a sword and smirks. "You know what Angelus maybe you were right maybe Riley would be more help than you." he smirked as Angel looked at him with tons of anger. "Aww did i hit a nerve. Ah Angelus i found the real reason you won't help Buffy, Your afried she'd go back to fish boy."

Within seconds Angel grabs a sword and fights with Cole. He swings the sword nearly missing Cole's head. Before Angel could throw another swing Leo appeard "Ok Cole its my turn to try." Cole shrugged and shimmered out. "Now listen to me. Your going to talk to Buffy and your going to apologize for being an ass and making her kill you! And on top of that your going to tell her about turning back time and tell her how you truely feel!"


"Everything I've ever loved are all gone cause of me mommy. You, Angel, and now my kids, I want my life back, if i can't i rather be-"

Lights formed around and their stood Angel, "Please don't finish that sentence, I don't think thats how you truely feel Buff." They just stood there looking at each other's eyes. "Do you truely think you would be happyer dead? Don't answer that, but answer these. Why didn't you tell me you remembered the day i was human? And what about my kids, Don't you think i had a right to know about Liem and Trish? Dont you think they should know who their father is Buffy?"

All Buffy could do is cry tryin to blockout everything Angel just had said to her, but she couldn't. "Angel you know what i would have told you, but after what happened with your's and Darla's son, I dont want my kids to go through that pain. So i ran away as fast as i could Angel. When MY kids were born all i wanted to do is run to you and tell you about the mircles that you and i made, but instead i find out from Spike you were dating someone that you told him you loved more than me. So sorry i couldn't make myself tell you that you had two wonderful kids." she spat as she saw in his eyes that the words she was saying hurt him. "As soon as this is over Angel stay away FROM ME, FROM LIEM AND TRISH. Go with your girlfriend who kidnapped my kids and thank her cause now i know that you never loved me. God you turned back a day that we made Liem and Trish-"

"GOD DAM IT Buffy if i would have know about the two of them i would have stayed or tried to help." Angel walked over towards her, but stops to see she was near a break down.

"You didn't even look for me, you didn't care about me. I don't want any thing to do with you Angel. You win I GIVE UP!" With that she looked out the window, "You always said you'd love me forever no matter what. What changed Angel? Did i make you sick? You left me alone you left me becuase of Conner because of Darla you left and now I'm going to find my kids alone." she grabbed her jacket and cell phone, then ran towards the door.


"Buffy Ann Summers freeze" a voice stopped her as everyone turned around. "I've have never been so angry in my life with you young lady."

Tears ran down her face"Mom?" she turned and ran to her "Mom! O mommy i missed you, I'm sorry for disappointing you."

"Buffy, your choices disappoint me, you don't. Listen to me don't let your emotions take over you, i know your hurt, but move past that please darling. Don't dwel on the past for your children." she looks around "You've all given up so much since my death and-" she turns to Angel. "Angel, my daughter since the day you went away has wanted one thing and that's you Angel."

"Hold on for me darling, don't let go." she smiles "if you need me Leo knows where to get me." she kisses her daughter good bye and vanishes.

"Buffster you ok-" she drops to the ground as Xander tries to catch her, but Cordy stops him as Phoebe looks at her. She knew how it felt to lose a mother. Her sisters and her lost their mother at a young age, but unlike Buffy she hasn't died before.

"I think we should let her be."Angel turns to walk away, but Spike stops him.

"No you don't Peaches your going to talk to the slayer, Angelus save her. She loves you so please for the whole dam world and the little kittens talk to her so she can try to focus on the kids and not so much on her mum."

Buffy sat there crying wishing someone would hold her. Angel walked up and just rapped his arms around her. She didn't argue or protest she just cried on his sholder. "Shh Love we'll find them i promiss."

A/N: ok ppl thanks for everyones reivew and thanks to troypay-zashley-4ever this chapter is uploaded tonight chapter 6 will b up tomorrow night