"I want them back!! Why did they take my babies away?" she wept all over. "Why did i have to come back here? Why'd I listen to Spike?" she got up from where she was sitting "Why'd i fall in Love with you? Why can't I stop?!"

He goes to walk up to her, but she stept backwords "I love you Buffy, and no matter what I always will. Do you think it was easy for me when I came back to find out you were gone, cause it wasn't not even a little." he looked down hanging his head lightly "I'm sorry for not telling you about that day, ok I'm truely sorry Buff, but i know what i did was right. I'm sorry for everything, but can you truly hate me so much that you didn't want to tell me about Liam or Trish. That there was even a slight chance of having a family of my own, cause i would have love-"

"No you wouldn't you would have left again and again, and you know what Liam and Trish would have to go through so much pain just to be with their father and i'm sorry if i don't want them to go through that pain." she tried to walk away but stood frozen "Angel, this has nothing to do with 'us' this has everything to do with me and if Lothes wants me, he can have me." she turned and walked to the door.

"Buffy there is a way to find Liam and Trish-"a voice came from behind them, "you need to go to the one place in the world you ever felt safe."

"And Doyle, where do you think that is?" the vampire asked getting closer to Doyle.

"Ask her-" he points towards Buffy "she knows exactly where it is, she always went there with the two kids to tell them stories about their father."

She stars down at the ground "Doyle shut up thats enough. I need to go now. There's nothing you or anyone in this dam place can do to save them and I don't want to be followed." With that she walked out the door.

"Doyle where is the place she feels safe at?" the vampire asked walking closer to Doyle

"SunnyDale, thats all i can tell you the rest is up to you to find." He walked out of the room.


SUNNYDALE

Buffy walked into her mother's old house thinking of a way to save Liam and Trish. 'They're the only things i have left of my heart i cant lose them.' Little did Buffy know Beth was standing behind her in the shadows waiting to attack.

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