Sorry's Not Good Enough
2 weeks have passed since I came here and I haven't spoken to Dougie since that day. well at least I can actually say his name now. Anyways, lets see, what's happened in the last 2 weeks. Well, I've been to watch them recording their new album. Been to an award show. Danny's gotten stuck in a toilet, three times. Harry's become my best friend, he's just so funny and picks me up when i'm down. Tom's still pestering me about what happened with Dougie, but I just tell him,like I told you, I want to keep the past in the past. I've fallen for danny... wait, wait, wait, hold up, did I just say that! I guess I did. I don't know there's just something about him that I like, the way he laughs, his smile, is hair... sorry I just drifted off for a moment there. where was I again, o ie, that's it, I think.
Anyway I was sitting in the kitchen drinking tea by myself, the only sounds were me breathing and the clock on the wall. Tom was doing some recording or something, Harry was out with his girlfriend, Danny was out with some of his mates and Dougie was upstairs. I actually liked the peace and quiet, i get time to think about things, which I don't get to do when there are four mad people running around the house. Just then the door opened and Dougie walked in. He looked in the cupboards, got out a biscuit and then sat down opposite me. We just sat there for what felt like hours. I could feel his eyes watching every move I made. Finally he spoke.
"Becks..."he started.
"Don't call me that, only my friends call me that." I interrupted him .
"Fine, Rebecca.I've changed alright, i'm not who I used to be." he said. But I didn't believe him. No one, like that, could ever change.
"I'll believe that when I see it." I told him.
"I have, and i'm really sorry what I put you through, I know you probably won't ever forgive me, but I'm really, really, sorry." After he said that I just got up from my chair, leaving my half drunken tea on the table, and walked out of the kitchen, as I mumbled to myself.
" Sometimes, sorry's not good enough."
A/N: Thanx to everyone that reviewed the last chapter and to any one who's reading this. I'm sorry if some people stop reading this because of Dougie i know he's out of character but this story just came to me so I had to write it , hey, you can't please everybody. If you want me to keep writing this story can you please review B.T.W. I've changed a bit of the prologue because it fits in more with the story now.
