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Chapter 8: In My Head

Previously on 'A Chance At Tomorrow'

He saw them take her into surgery as he slid down the tiled wall of the waiting room and started praying that the Almighty would give her back to him

Unknown to everybody else she would hear everything that was being said. Her body ached and every part of her screamed in pain. Ever pain sensor, every nerve receptor burned and tingled. It was know like battle was going on inside her body. He moment the bastard had shot her, her body had gone into hyper drive. To the ten second in which her heart was to fail a torment of thoughts ticked down with every second.

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……Tell my parent's that I'm sorry for every mean thing that I have ever done or said and remind them of the saying 'Your not a real parent if your kid has loved you everyday of every second but you're a real parent if you kid has hated you'

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…….The team has been like a real family to me. The lab family.

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……..I always knew that it would be the line of duty that would bring me down but if there is one thing Jessica Angell doesn't do it's that she doesn't go down without a fight.

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……..Remember to not to cry that it has past but to smile to the fact that it has happened.

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…… Life hates me

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……Look back and smile that you made the right choices

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……. Thank fate for bringing me to the NYPD because otherwise I would have never met Don.

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……. Thank fate again for pairing me up with Don Flack. The Irish, raven haired, blue eyed, 6ft 2inches, fair skinned hottie that I fell for harder than any man I ever had any feelings for.

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…….Scratch that, the hottie that I have loved for the shortest amount of but still he has managed to consume my heart and put my body on fire whenever he touches me or whispers into my year.

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…….Not die today but live to tell Don that I love him.

And that was when her heart stopped.

But later in the ambulance she heard his voice. And felt him holding her hand. How, she craved his touch. How she wished that she live long enough for him to hold her. For him to touch her, kiss her, make love to her. Even when he simply whispered into her ear or put his hand on her lower back when heading out of the room. Her body reacted to his touch in ways she couldn't define.

Then she had heard him talking

You are really something Jess.

-You got that right.

Only you could have the power of making me the happiest man alive or shattering my heart into million pieces.

-I'd never shatter your heart into pieces Don. I love you too much for letting them that happen.

Only you could make me smile on the day that the rain is falling hard and we would just get word that most officers are out sick and we have to stand out in the rain clearing up a crash, only you would make me forget all my worries.

-I remember how on the coldest day of the year and not to mention the wettest you and I were clearing up a car crash and you bought me coffee from my favorite Starbucks and how I thought getting wet in the rain was almost worth it.

And you are the only woman that I feel like kissing senseless whenever I see.

-OMG! He wants to kiss me. You have no idea how many times I had to fight the urges I get when I'm around you.

You mean so many things to so many people and I don't think any of us would bear losing you, at least I know I couldn't.

-And hopefully you won't. I don't want to leave Don. There are just too many things left unsaid and too many things left undone.

Please Jess you have to come back.

-I'm trying Don, I really am.

Come back to this world, come back to the team, come back to continue serving justice, come back to me so that I can continue loving you.

-Don you have no idea how many times I have wanted to hear those words from your mouth. I love you so much and I'm not done loving you either.

*******CSI NY*******

Suddenly it was light. There was a white blinding light everywhere. Jess lifted her arm and shielded her eyes. 'Wait' she immediately thought 'Where the hell am I?' then immediately following these thoughts her own voice echoed around the empty white vastness saying her thoughts out loud.

'What the freaking hell?' and immediately the voice came back on saying 'What the freaking hell?'

She was lying on a white floor. It would have been made of marble, glass whatever but it was so white no one would tell the difference. There were no walls or ceiling. No furniture's, just a vast expanse of white nothingness. She slowly got up from the cool floor and shakily stood up. She looked at her outfit. She was wearing her old faded blue jeans, a grey shirt with a glittery golden cross underneath a maroon hoodie with white and dark pink designs. Her favorite outfit during the time when it gets slightly chilly.

Her last memory was that of being wheeled away from Don. 'Okay there are three explanations for this. 1) I am having one of those outer body experiences 2) I am going loony or 3)I am officially stuck in the twilight zone.

"Hi, Jessica" she jumped around at the startlingly familiar voice. She turned around to see herself dressed in a elegant blue spaghetti strap dress, the same one she wore to the ball.

Jess's eyes went wide throwing her hands in the air she shouted "officially in the twilight zone here"

"No your not" said another voice. She twirled herself around to see herself in a white t-shirt, black skinny jeans tucked into her black stiletto's and a black jacket her normal working clothes.

"Okay calm down here Jess" she muttered to herself while staring at her carbon copies and then she pinched herself. Nothing happened. She took a shaky breath "Okay, am I dead?" she asked her carbon copies.

"No silly" said another voice.

Groaning she turned around to see herself as she was back at the station. Her hair messed up, blood covering her from wounds and looking like she came back from hell. Jessica gasped "Okay where am I?"

"In your own head" work Jess said. "Funny your suppose to be smart"

"Sorry but I've been shot, stabbed and know God knows were." She snapped.

"Cut her some slack" ballroom Jess said. She turned back to Jess "Basically your in your own head or also known as stuck between life or death, here you can make the choice of dying or living"

"Uhh huh" she said. Blood covered Jess then spoke up "to help you decide…."

"To help me decide? To help me decide?" she yelled "I want to live. I have to tell Don I love him"

All three copies smirked at each other as a pile of framed photo's appeared. She looked at the frames more closely and noticed each one was of her and Don. At the park, at the statue of liberty etc. Each one of a new story told and time gone by. But one really caught her eyes. It was of her and Don but the thing that made this one different was she was clad in a white dress holding a bunch of purple orchids wearing a veil and Don had swept her up in his arms, he was wearing a black tux. In the background was a white steeple church in the distance and a sparkling white river beneath the bridge the picture was being taken on.

Her breath caught in her throat. All three clones stood beside her and smiled softly as they stared at the picture. So young, so happy. Determined than ever Jess turned to them and said "I have to go back"

All three smiled at their determined counterpart as Jess heard a roaring sound getting louder and louder as ……………..

LOL, CLIFFY ALTHOUGH WE ALL KNOW EVERYONE GETS A HAPPILY EVER AFETR IF THE WRITER HAS ANY HEART AND SINCE I DON'T…………KIDDING!!! I DO HAVE A HEART. THIS WAS MY MOST FAVE CHAPTER IN THE WHOLE STORY. ALTHOUGH HORRIBLY CLICHÉ IS STILL LIKED IT. PLEASE READ AND REVIEW.