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Also this chapter is slightly more mature, not too bad alongside language or actions,
but I just wanted to warn any young readers ahead, so if you feel uncomfortable please do stop reading.
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I could feel that what we were doing were somewhat wrong, I was finding comfort in the arms of a man who had kissed me, who I had kissed back just as willingly and acceptingly. Life had just gotten complicated. I had to give it to him he knew what he was talking about, I don't believe there had ever been a time where I had fallen in love with Bill, a part of me had always hoped to fall in love with him. But as the year progressed it still remained unchanged, untouched and a part of me had wondered at one point if I made the right decision. I shoved that single thought into the depths of my mind and never let it cross my mind until now.
"I um, thanks" I pulled away smiling up at Eric briefly as I dabbed at my cheeks, "look I'm kinda running late now, I have to go meet Sam"
"want me to come?" he asked
"you seem like you have a lot on your own plate Eric, so I think you should just do what you need to do and we'll talk later or something." I needed my time alone, I had things to think about, things to do and Eric in close proximity just didn't help.
"sure sure" he replied plastering a smile on his face, leaning up I kissed his cheek and pulled away almost too quickly to notice a smirk forming on his face, "scared we'll go further this time?" he winked earning a gasp from me.
"don't even!" I held up my hand which was formed in a fist playfully shaking it, "I'll take you out Mr. Northman" he chuckled taking a step closer towards me his eyes amused,
"you wouldn't dare, you think too highly of me already" he mused leaning closer until I realized just where he intended his lips to land, swerving out of the way I raised an eyebrow and shook my head,
"I do but if you don't watch yourself you'll find yourself hardly known by me any longer" I smiled sweetly before turning and unlocking my car door,
"I'll see you"
"and I'll see you" I added before I put my car into drive and took off out of the parking lot and down the all too familiar road. I saw his corvette turn after me so I immediately slowed down keeping my speed at twenty five miles per a hour in a fifty mile zone earning me a couple beeps from him before I saw him over take me rolling his eyes waving out of the window. Once he was out of my sight, I quickly did a u-turn as the road became empty and headed back towards my first location…Bill's workplace. My mind had been telling me something had definitely been off, something wasn't adding up so I thought it would have been best for me to go check it out while I had time before I actually needed to meet Sam at Merlotte's.
Arriving within ten minutes I made my way into the building, Selah Pumphrey the buildings from desk receptionist was on the phone and merely smiled at me before letting her attention transfer back to the call. Through a series of halls, after an elevator to the fifth floor, I spotted Bill's personal assistant Lorena. She was a class A bitch in every sense of the word and what a bitch she was. In the beginning of our relationship she desperately tried to get Bill with her. Flustered she was smiling as she saw me. Which was quite odd seeing that Lorena had never actually liked me, she replied back with very little emotion, never seemed to ever be in a good mood – not with me anyway.
"Mr. Compton is not available at the moment" she smirked, probably thinking it would hold me away,
"I couldn't care less" I replied before knocking and entering his room where he was laid back in his chair his arms stretched out behind him, a smile on his lips.
"Back for round two?" he smiled sheepishly eyes still closed as he moved his hands down his chest resting them over his still semi-hard on. Nostrils flaring I still kept my cool closing the door behind me as I still stood there in complete silence.
"Come on Lorena no need to be shy, we've got till night Sookie will never know t-" but before he could finish his sentence he noticed just who was standing where. His mouth dropped, and I could immediately see his hard-on was no more, the color from his face (which wasn't much) had drained and he looked completely horrified. His lips parted and I could swear I felt a gust of wind directly blow out from in between them.
The only thing that had honest to God struck to me was how calm I was, I was still stood in the same place, although biting back tears, my lips were pressed into a tight line, and my teeth were clamped down tightly, without allowing him to get a word out, or a word of my own even, I easily removed my engagement ring from my fourth finger, holding it in between my index finger and thumb I flicked it towards him, my free hand reaching for the door knob as I made my way out of the room, my head held high wiping quickly away at the two tears which had fallen down defeating my hard exterior, I was slowly beginning to crumble when I felt myself spun around.
"I never told that you could leave Sookie" Bill breathed out, as I tried to pull free of his iron grasp I felt myself towed into his office, screaming and threatening him he still shoved me inside before I saw his eyes burning holes into Lorena who looked like she herself was about to break down,
"I PAY YOU TO KEEP ME NOTIFIED YOU DUMB BITCH!" he spat, causing her to physically flinch. For a second I felt sorry for her but as I saw the door close I lost every bit of remorse.
"don't blow this out of proportion" he spoke still by the door blocking my only escape route.
"out of proportion?" I almost shrieked but I kept it together, "you were fucking your secretary, I should have known something was up when you began turning me down" I shook my head wondering how blind and how stupid I could have been.
"how long has it been?" but he remained silent, his eyes moving from me to the wall behind me, "HOW LONG BILL?"
"five months, almost six" he replied with very little emotion, nodding I moved towards him reaching for the door knob but his firm grip tightened around my wrist, like a knee jerk reaction my free hand which had now been balled up into a fist collided with his cheek, igniting a howl from him as I took a step back cradling what I assumed to be my very badly bruised hand.
"almost throughout our whole relationship, and you still tried to…" I couldn't even finish the sentence, he fucked me whilst he fucked her…I was on birth control, we never used any condoms, heck we were responsible not wanting to be parents too early on, when we were both ready, that's what we had decided. And now there was most likely a possibility I could be positive for some type of disease.
"who else?" I asked as he stood there licking his lip which I had cut with my right hand, my mothers ring had done that damage and I felt a surge of happiness from it. An eye for an eye my conscious whispered, although the pain he felt was physical and would subside, mine was emotional, mental and physical, who knew how long mine would take to heal. As my mind rambled on with thoughts, he still remained silent, "WHO ELSE BILL? WHO FUCKING ELSE DID YOU SLEEP WITH?" my patience had definitely been running thin now and my anger was slowly beginning to surface,
"Selah" he whispered, and for a second I thought he felt ashamed but I came to see sense, Bill didn't care about anyone else but himself.
"I was just another person you had to screw and add to your list huh?" His eyes met mine blazing with a look I'd never seen in Bill before.
"you think I'd have asked you to marry me if you were just another simple lay?" he questioned, and immediately I knew he regretted his choice of words, "I didn't mean that you have to believe me" he took a step closer to me his hands held out but I moved away from the chair in a desperate attempt to get away from him,
"don't come any closer Bill or I will call the police stay the fuck where you are do you hear me?" but he had another thing on his mind closing off the space between us he knocked over whatever was on his desk, I was sandwiched in between both him and the desk, squirming to try get out of the hold he had me in,
"don't you get it Sookie, you belong to me, no man will ever want you, not like me, if I can't have you"
"your sick" I spat at him – literally and he growled his palm connecting with my cheek as I felt a sting, crying out I slumped back at the sudden stinging sensation I felt in my cheek, but before I could even think about the pain his I hand was gripping me by my throat forcing my face to look up into his, his other hand trying to rip away at the fabric which separated our naked bodies. My heart was pounding in my chest and I was praying for a miracle because I knew what was about to come, I knew it with every beat my heart took, and every breath I took, I was about to be raped if no one could save me. His lips met mine in frantic search; I thrust my leg up in between both his legs, hitting him right in the family jewels.
He bucked and fell to the floor cursing at me as I dashed towards the door and just as I turned the knob I felt his hand grab a fistful of my hair yanking me back against him, as I cried out, screaming and yelling for somebody to save me.
"If I can't have you" he hissed, "nobody will" he continued heatedly,
"GO TO HELL" I replied before he dragged me until I was being pulled whilst slumped onto the floor,
"you will learn to address me properly, you will learn to respect me Sookie" he growled his hand once again slapping my cheek as I let out a cry, still trying to fight my way out of his grasp which seemed impossible. I looked up at him once he had let go of my hair as I slumped to the side crawling backwards further away from him.
"now tell me your sorry" he smirked coldly,
"drop dead" I hissed cupping my cheek and at that moment I saw the door swung open, I was pretty sure it had come off its hinges and in the doorway stood a blonde, blue eyed Adonis and my saviour.
