A/N: Her final year here. I don't know why I thought it would be 8 years, not 6… if you see any mistakes in the timeline, please let me know so I can fix it!
January 10th I think I'm going to go crazy waiting these last few months! My heartbeat won't slow down, I've been so eager to pack 4 months early and clean everything, Lady Kaede laughs at me. I'll kinda miss her; she was helpful and nice to me. I'll make sure to say a proper goodbye to everybody and tell them I'll miss them. It won't be long before Milord's last visit before we leave. Well, goodnight, Sasshi.
January 26th Lord Sesshoumaru and I walked to the river and back, talking the entire way. But, when we got to the river, the dagger Kazuko used was on the ground, lying there. It was really creepy, with dried purplish blood on it. We didn't move it, we just kept walking; I just wanted to talk to Milord, no trouble. I think he's even a little happy I'm rejoining him. He keeps telling me there's still time to choose to stay… I don't understand why he keeps reminding me. I want to go with him!
February 10th My menses have started to come at the beginning of the month now. That's the most eventful thing I can tell you for now, I've been busy taking care of a sick Kaede, again. I don't mind, but it's hard. She asks for a lot of things, and it has to be just right or I get yelled at. I knew I should've taken up archery or something besides medicine. Well, goodnight, Sasshi.
February 20th Lady Kaede is finally feeling better, but she told me her time is coming to an end, since she's so old. I felt kinda sad when she told me, I can't imagine her… dying. It doesn't seem right. Well, I think I'll start saying my goodbyes in March. Goodnight.
March 10th Kohaku and that fox demon Shippo came back to see what the village is like. I said goodbye to them, since they're only staying a day or two. Shippo thought I was dying! He kept asking what was wrong with me, and I kept telling him it was time for me to rejoin Sesshoumaru-sama. Kohaku seemed a little sad when I told him this, and he hoped I would be happy, and so did Shippo. I feel kinda weird tonight, so goodnight.
March 20th Nearly less than a month until I leave! I can't wait; I might 'spontaneously combust'! I think that means to randomly blow-up from excitement. I'm surprised it hasn't happened yet! Or maybe it's only for kids? I'll ask Lady Kagome, she was the one who told me about it. Goodnight, then.
March 30th Lady Kagome told me only 'atoms' and 'molecules' and other things like that are able to spontaneously combust, and under very specific circumstances. I don't get it. What's an 'atom'? I hope it's not important… well, goodnight.
April 10th I've started saying goodbye to people, since I leave in only a few days. Everybody seems sad, especially Lady Kaede. I told her that she would have Lady Kagome, and she smiled and told me I was right. Well, I'm going to sleep happy yet again, Sasshi. Goodnight!
April 24th I'm so excited, and I'm sure you know why, Sasshi! I'M 18! I'm writing this from the morning, because I don't want to wait until tonight to tell you what's going to happen… Lord Sesshoumaru is going to come, and we'll take Ah-Un back to the Western Palace. I think. Oh, and then we'll live happily after ever, like in dreams. Haha, I wouldn't be so stupid to actually think that. I really don't know what we'll do once we get there, I think I'll look around and see the place. But, Sasshi, I promise I'll never forget you, or the girl who looks like you. Maybe one day I'll see her again, and I'll tell you about it. Maybe she'll write me a happy ending, and I'll write yours. I'll keep you forever with me, Sasshi, no matter what. On my deathbed, I'll write goodbye to you, or have my children do it; but I will say goodbye. Today seems so 'surreal', like it couldn't possibly happen. I have to finish packing and cleaning everything… so goodbye, Sasshi-chan. I know we'll meet again soon, and then I'll write my happy ending for you.
A/N: Yes, I have decided to end the story here. There may or may not be a sequel. I am also not going to go back and spontaneously fix mistakes, but if someone does point them out, I will fix them. I really liked this story and was the first one I actually uploaded and liked. Okay I lied, there is a sequel.
