Alice's POV

I sat in me and Jasper's temporary hotel room. Everything was so tense lately- who knew the move would effect everyone so strongly. Jasper was the worst, naturally he took the blame- thinking it was all his fault. I tried to comfort him, tell him he had it wrong. It did no good. I remembered the previous night's events.

We sat along the large dinning table in our unused kitchen. Edward was at the head of the table, looking absolutely- sick. There was no other word to describe it, if I hadn't known better, I would have assumed he was about to vomit at any minute. Of course I knew what was happening- sometimes my gift was a curse. I heard Edward clear his throat. I awoke from my daze.

"Thank you all for meeting with me tonight. I have a thought I would like to propose." he looked around- but I saw his eyes rest on Esme, for a split second longer. She gave him a reassuring glance. Did she already know too? I hadn't told anyone, I preferred to let my gift interfere little as possible when it came to private affairs.

"Alright. son. Let us hear it." Carlisle prompted him.

"I do not hold anything against you, Jasper. In fact I'm almost relieved." I grabbed Jasper's hand and patted his knee with my other. I know he felt guilt that would haunt him forever. "This just proves how dangerous it is for, Bella to be around us." He inhaled sharply before continuing, "I suggest that we... move on"

Jasper dropped his head into his hands, I know he was thinking this was all his fault. Carlisle was a calm statue, he would consider whatever would make us happy- or make our lives easier. Rosalie face expressed what she wanted. Emmett was whispering in her ear- trying to calm her. Esme looked as if she wanted to jump up a wrap her arms around Edward. She hated anything that caused us pain- especially Edward- he was her first son. Also she had seen him, for so long without Bella, and then with Bella. We all had. She wanted what was best for him. She spoke up first.

"Edward, honey- are you really sure-"

"Positive. I don't want to hurt Bella." she nodded calmly.

He ran his fingers through his hair, took in a deep breath as he closed his eyes. He had the bridge of his noes clamped with his other hand. Slowly he regained his previous composure. "So- what is everyone's thoughts on this?" he asked, through clenched teeth.

"I will do whatever quenches your pain. But I will also take into consideration what the other's think. Esme?" Carlisle answered first, breaking the silence.

Esme jumped up and grabbed Edward around the waist. She only reached to about his shoulder. "I can see that you really don't want to do this- but I also know you love her very much. That is why I will leave, to make you happy." she looked near tears- if that could be true.

"Alice?" Carlisle questioning me second.

"Of course I don't mind" You know it won't help you any? I added mentally. He nodded slightly in response.

"I am so sorry- I wrecked everything-" Jasper looked up from his hands, pleading. I cut him off.

"It is not your fault! It could have happened to anyone- your just new. Nobody is blaming you!-" Edward was the one to cut me off next.

"Alice is right. The...accident made me realize, that I was being an complete idiot- for thinking this could work."

"Listen! I will move- by myself. I don't want to ruin you and Bella's relationship. And I wish you would hate me. It would satisfy the grief that follows me everywhere." of course if Jasper left I would follow, without questioning his resolution. But I can't imagine my life without my other family members.

"No. Either we all go, or no one goes." Esme declared, she liked his idea as much as I did.

Jasper's buried head, shook back and forth. He was torn. "Emmett, Rosalie?" Carisle turned towards them.

"Dude- ya gotta do, what ya gotta do." that was Emmett's brilliant reply.

"Personally- I hate moving all the time. It is such a pain in my ass. But- I do understand where your coming from." she glanced at Emmett then, "I would do the same for my Emmett." Edward nodded in acknowledgement, then returned his gaze to Carisle.

"I am absolutely, one-hundred percent sure this what I want to do." he was answering an unspoken question of Carlisle I assumed.

"All right, then. It seems that we will leave Forks. Where shall we go then?" Carlisle asked.

"If you don't mind, I'd rather go off on my own for a bit." Edward was looking at Esme when he said this. But unlike with Jasper- she agreed.

"Certainly, we all understand." She reached across where Carlisle sat and patted his arm.

After that we all slowly departed. Going off to our own rooms- some packing, others talking- and the obvious, "love" for Em and Rose.

The next day we did end up splitting up- in a way. Em and Rose left to Europe on another honeymoon. Edward was off to wherever. I did see him in South America at one point. The rest settled in Denali with Tanya and the rest of her coven- Jazz and I left. His depression state was effecting everyone's mood. I didn't mind, as long as it would take, I'd stand by his side.

I looked up at Jazz, shaking my head from my trance. I put my arm around his waist- kissed his cheek, and whispered in his ear.

"I love you."

"I don't see how. I feel like a monster- a real monster. How could I? I almost murdered my brother's girlfriend. And if I hadn't such a blood thirsty beast, and was actually good at this way of life... none of this would have happened. They would probably still be living in their bliss. End up married and happy one day. Ugh!" I let him get it off his chest. I knew he would feel better, even if he was totally wrong.

"Your wrong. It frustrates me because I can't say anymore. Just believe me!." I rubbed his back, trying to sooth him.

I reached up and pressed my lips to his. His were urgent against my gentle ones. We continued like this into the late morning.