.:Twilight Series - Nightshade's Hale:.
Hello guys and girls, here's another chapter up. As always I hope you enjoy this chapter.
This chapter contains a sex scene, and I'm actually proud of this one more than the other one I did.
As always, I owe nothing, it all belongs to Stephanie Meyer... Well beside my own OC characters, but other wise it still all belong to Stephanie Meyer . . . SO PLEASE DO NOT SUE ME . . .
.:Chapter Twenty-Six – Don't Let Me Get Me! - Lace's POV:.
What seemed like years later the pain seemed to slow, I was still aware of the other presences, even though there weren't as many, I knew that there was someone there with me at all times. The hand I held, Edward's I had continuously reminded myself, was still there with me, clenched tightly in my vice like grip.
I was aware of voice, an angel like voice that sound so familiar, but every time I tried to put a name to that voice I would get so close and the forget. I was more aware now that the pain was slowing as it was now becoming more of a dull throb, rather than a white hot searing pain.
I don't know when the haze finally left, or nor when the pain fully stopped, but when I finally realised it had everything was clearer,.. crisper than it had been before. I felt the hand wrapped in mine loosen as I stared up at the familiar ceiling.
With a blink I was looking at the owner, Edward, whose posture straightened out quickly when he saw me looking at him.
"Your awake?" he asks slowly.
In another blink I'm sat up, my eyes quickly adjusting to the billions of bright, unknown colours in the room. A sharp shadow falls over me, and I find myself looking up at a woman I swore I knew.
"Rosalie?" I ask slowly.
I flinch slightly at the sound that passes my lips, it sounded like softer, almost like what I'd imagen honey would sound like if it made a noise, and instantly I could feel my anger rising. Images flashes through my mind, bringing back all the memories of what had happened to me.
My anger grew more, my free fist clenching in my lap. I look down as I force my hand to unclench, and take a long look at the sight before me. It was white, like shined and smoothed marble, my nails longer and finer, even rounding at the tips like dagger ends.
I glance up again at the sound of my name. Rosalie half smiles at me, her golden eyes shining with sadness as she looks down at me, her hand reaches out towards me in a comforting gesture.
"How do you feel?" she asks gently as she watches me, her hand finally resting on my shoulder.
I look towards her hand momentarily, and then down at the hand that was still encircled in my other hand. With slow movements I gently pull my hand from Edward's as I look up at him. His hair was brighter now, showing off all the different tones of bronze, and his eyes like Rosalie's were brighter, though at the same time they had a slight darkness to them.
"I feel..." I begin as I slowly stand, the texture of the carpet beneath my feet was amazing as I did so. ".. I can't,.. explain it".
I turn back to face Edward, my movements still seeming to fast for my to fully understand. "Thank you Edward,.. for holding my hand, through the pain".
Edward nods slightly as he says "Anything for family".
His voice was even higher now, sounding smoother and softer. With a small smile I turn and look towards the wall mirror that stood beside the bedroom door. I didn't want to face my reflection, but I knew I had to, and again within a blink of an eye I was stood in front of the reflecting glass frame.
I sudden wave of sadness hits me as I look at myself, the rest of my skin colour matched the colour of my hands, but patches seemed to shine from the direction of the lighting, the red of the dress I had been put in seemed to bring out the sharpness of the skin colour, it even helped amplify my breasts.
My cheekbones were a little more prominent, having taken away the slight roundness that had given me a slight baby look before. My lips were fuller, helping point out the reddish-pink tint of them. My hair seemed longer, though I highly doubted it was, but it was definitely brighter than before, now looking golden white. And finally my eyes, no longer the pale green I was accustomed too, they were now a very deep set of red, lined with thick black.
A wave of anger comes over me at the sight of my eyes, out of all the things I was unhappy with it was my eyes that really made me unhappy, no angry. I figured I would have golden eyes, not the eyes that would remind me of the monster that did this to me.
In another burst of anger I grip the mirror with a scream, only for it to fall in shards around my feet. I look down at my hands again, only to find glass resting against my skin as if it was paper. Upon seeing this, I squeeze my hands around the pieces, only to watch as the glass crumbles as if it was a biscuit in a child's hands.
I turn and head for the door, only to find I'm already there and pulling it open. I hear Rosalie protest behind me, but I don't listen, instead I fling the door open. My eyes quickly find Sirius standing in the hallway, he seemed to look scared at the sight of me, and then a small smile comes over his face.
Emmett stood to the side of him, his larger arms tense as if he was ready to attack. Beside Emmett was the man I most wanted to see, Jasper.
Jasper seemed tired as he watched me, his eyes scanning every inch of me as if looking for some kind of problem. His eyes, like the others were brighter, but again darker, his skin seemed whiter, along which I could make out ragged silver lines that resembled that of teeth marks. His golden hair was much brighter, but seemed to give off different shades of gold that I'd never seen before, and if possible I could make out nearly every curl on his head.
"Jasper?" I ask as I look into his eyes.
I close my eyes as I suddenly find myself pulled flush against his body, his arms wrap firmly around me as he holds me close. I take a deep breath as I take in his scent, it was the same as it had been before, nothing had changed it was just that now everything was amplified.
I pull back to look at him after a few moments, as I do I cup his face in my hands, making sure to take extra care after what had happened to the mirror.
"I thought you'd left me" I tell him, my voice cracking slightly.
"I could never do that to you. Never!" he responds, a firm undertone lining his voice as he spoke.
"Where were you? I needed you, and you weren't there" I tell him, a stray tear ran down my face as I look at him.
Jasper reaches up and gently brushes stray strands of hair from my face as he says "I wanted to, I did, but we all felt it was best that we not crowd you when you came too. And you also refused to let go of Edward's hand, Carlisle believes its because subconsciously you feared you'd lose yourself if you let go. As well as myself and Sirius finding it unbearable to see you in such pain".
"We may not have been right next to you, but we were with you every step of the way".
I look round towards Sirius, his eyes were shining with relief as he looks at me. It was strange looking at him as now I could make out the under tones of lighter brown in his dark hair. I take a deep breath as I Sirius suddenly steps forward and pulls me into a deep hug, his form was hard, though now like Jasper I could feel nearly every inch of hardened skin as he held me.
I look up towards the bedroom door when I hear foot steps, I pull away from Sirius and reach out towards Edward as he exits the room. My hand curls around his wrist just as he turns to leave. Edward stops as he turns to look at me, his face seeming worried as he watches me.
"Tell Bella,.. tell her I'll see her soon. Don't tell her how long that may be, but let her know that, when I'm ready, I'll go straight to her" I tell him.
Edward turns fully to face me, his face softening as he looks at me. "That could be a long while. You know that, right?".
I nod in response as I say "I know. Nothing ever comes easy, but, I want her to know, I'm not gonna forget her".
"I'll let her know" he says and then turns and walks off.
I nod as I watch him turn and leave the hallway in a blur, well now a distinct line almost like a smudge picture. I turn back to face Jasper when I feel him reach up and cup the back of my head in soothing circles.
"Come, Esme and Carlisle are waiting for us" he says as looks at me.
I nod as I reach down and take hold of his hand. Jasper nods and then leads the way, following after Sirius and Rosalie. Emmett was behind us as we made our way to find Carlisle and Esme. I look round quickly when I find were stood in the living room mere seconds later.
I look away in embarrassment as soon as my eyes find Esme and Carlisle waiting for us, small smiles on their face as they stood together. A soft hand against my chin causes me to look up to find a smiling Esme.
Esme nods as she brings her arms around my shoulders and pulls me into a deep hug, and I can't help the wave of relief that comes over me as I hug her back.
A strong wave of hunger comes over me when Carlisle walks towards us, and lays his hand against my shoulder in a comforting manor, and I can't help the way I sniff his hand.
"What is that smell?" I ask, my mouth watering slightly at the sweet scent. "It's smells amazing, like... candy".
My eyes snap up to meet Carlisle's as I take a step back and say "It's blood isn't it?".
Carlisle nods as he says "Yes. I'm around blood most of the time, so its no wonder you smell it on me".
A burning sensation began to build in the back of my throat, and had it not been for Jasper's hand curling around mine, I feared I might have attacked Carlisle, even though a voice in the back of my mind reasoned that he held nothing that would soothing the burning that filled my throat.
"I think its time" Emmett says behind me.
I turn to face him as I ask "Time for what?".
"Your first hunt" he tells him, a smile coming over his face.
I stood between Jasper and Sirius, my eyes moving rapidly across the mountain pass as I tried to catch everything that made the slightest noise.
Emmett and Carlisle stood up front, both crouched slightly as they waited to show me what I needed to do. Alice stood with Rosalie and Esme off to the side.
My hears twitched when I heard a branch snap off to my right, and on instinct I was off, moving like a blur through the trees, my eyes instantly finding the source of the nose to be deer. I leaped at the very last second, sending myself and the deer rolling.
I sank my teeth into its neck as we stilled among the grass, one hand holding its head, the other pressed against it stomach. The burning in my throat soothed at the blood of the animal beneath me slide from its neck straight to my mouth.
I lifted my head slowly as I felt the blood running into my mouth stops. My eyes land on Jasper and the others, all stood with wide eyes. I gently reach out and close the deer's eyes, and then stand slowly.
"I'm sorry" I tell them. "I don't know what came over me".
Jasper appears in front of me within seconds, his hand reaching up and wiping at the corner of my lips with his thumb, he then presses his thumb to my mouth and gently parts my lips with it. I close my eyes as I suck gently at the flesh.
When I open my eyes I notice the others aren't there any more, leaving just myself and Jasper along in the clearing. He pulls his thumb from my mouth, making a slightly popping noise as he does, and then grips the back of my neck gently.
He leads me backwards, his eyes locked with mine, and we only stop when my back hits a tree. His mouth crushes down against mine as soon as we hit the tree, his hand pulling my up onto my tip toes for a better angel, his other hand kneedling my waist the the soft fabric of the dress I wore.
I slowly raise my hands and rest them against his hips, the fabric of his jeans felt amazing against my grip. His mouth moves from my own, and on down my jaw nipping gently as he went, and onto my throat. His lips were soft against my flesh, his teeth adding a slight roughness to his movements as he nipped and like at my skin.
"Jasper..." I let out in a breathy moan.
Jasper pulls back, his blonde curls hanging in his face slightly giving his lust filled eyes a hint of darkness as he looks at me. I melt at the intensity in them, and can't help but lean back up and captured his lips with mine.
His hands reach down and cup the backs of my legs, he then lifts me, my legs instantly wrap around his waist as he pushes me back into the tree more. My fingers find his belt buckle, and with fast actions I undo it, and throw it across the woods, only to recognising the distant sound of it hitting something with a heavy crashing sounds.
My fingers quickly undo the button of his jeans, followed quickly by his zipper. Another moan leaves me when I feel Jasper attach his mouth to my boob, his tongue working wonders on my nipple. My back arches off the tree when he uses one of his hands to stock me over the thin cloth of my panties.
Jasper hooks one finger under the strap of the fabric and pulls, tearing it away quickly. I push at his jeans, making the fabric fall around his ankles, and then pull his hips closer to mine. His eyes lock with mine as he takes hold of himself and pushes himself into my core.
I gasp at the feeling of being stretched by him, my hands find perches on his shoulders as he begins to rock his hip up to meet my own. His left hand grips my waist, as his right hand presses against the tree behind us.
My legs tighten around his waist, the leather of my boots most definitely rubbing against his lower back as he trust into me. His mouth finds mine again, his teeth pulling gently at my bottom lip as he picks up his pace.
My hand finds his that's pressed against the tree, our fingers interlacing even at the awkward angle. Our mouths find echo other again, my hand against his shoulder squeezing slightly as his paced picked up again, causing the feeling of pressure to build.
"Jasper,.. please.. I can... feel it..." I manage to get out before my head rolls back and hits the tree with a heavy thud.
Jasper moves even faster, his rhythm becoming more erratic as his hold on my waist became strong, and both our hands pushed at the bark of the tree, causing it to crack against the pressure. My legs tremble as I feel the pressure getting more intense.
A voice in the back of my head told me that at the speed and strength he was using as he trust into me that I should have been in a heap broken and bruised but I forced it back, I didn't want anything to ruin the moment that was happening between us.
My body trembled as he thrust again, and pushed me right over the edge, my scream echoing through the forest around us, his movements slowed a few trust later, his head now resting in the crock of my neck as he breathed hard against my skin.
My breathing even out a few minutes later as I twirled the hair at the back of Jasper's neck, my cheek resting against the head as he held me.
Jasper lifts his head to look at me, a smile on his face as he did. I can't help but smile back as I pull him into a much softer kiss, and slowly uncurl my legs from his waist.
"So you do still want me!" I whisper to myself, forgetting that he could hear me.
Jasper frowns as he pulls back, quickly pulling up his jeans as he looks at me. "Why would I not want you?".
I freeze at this, the realisation that he'd heard me hitting me quickly, and I can't help but look away in embarrassment. "Because I'm not human".
His hands cup my face, forcing me to look at him as he says "Whether your human, vampire, or worm, I will always want you. I know its upsetting, but look at the good side, we can be together forever now".
I can't help the smile that comes over me as I cup his hands, and press my forehead to his. A deep laugh suddenly echoes out around us. I pull back at the sound, my eyes instantly going wide when I see the dark form of Dale stood across the clearing of the woods.
"I warned you Lacey!" he chuckles darkly. "Your mine! And only mine!".
A/N - BTW, I'm gonna start putting up the links to my Polyvore site, where you can see what Lace is wearing in some of the chapters, so just check out my profile page, and you'll find the links.
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