Chris's Room: 2:30 A.M

Chris's POV

"Sleep, damn it sleep!" I told myself as I hit myself with a pillow.

It was useless. There was no way I was going to get any sleep like this. After Denise walked away from me yesterday I hadn't felt the same. Candice and Kelly couldn't cheer me up in any way. Soon after they left I retreated to my room and laid in my bed. And now here I am, seven hours later. I didn't even eat dinner or shower. I even skipped my beauty regimen! I sighed as I turned over to the clock. Maybe if I turned on the radio I could fall asleep. I reached over and turned it on.

Want to but I can't help it

I love the way you feel

Just got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real

I need it when I want it

I want it when I don't

Tell myself I'll stop every day knowing that I won't

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it

Even if I did I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it

I'm taken by the thought of it

And I know this much is true

Baby you have become my addiction

I'm so strung out on you I can barely move

But I like it and it's all because of you

I unplugged the clock and threw it against the wall. I looked at the shattered pieces lying on the floor. The whole time that song was playing Denise was running through my mind. The song applied perfectly to my lifestyle. I had all these addictions but then…I see her. And she made a huge impact on me.
I finally couldn't take anymore. I flung my sheets off and walked out the door. A nurse passed by me and gasped as she looked at me. I gave her a slight wink and walked right by her. I roamed the halls looking for her room number. I saw a figure open its door and walk into that room.

It was Denise.

I ran down the hall toward the room. Before she could close the door I pushed it back open. Denise looked back and saw me. Her eyes grew big and her jaw dropped.

"Chris…" she started to say before I cut her off.

"I know it's really late and really early but I needed to talk to you." I told her.

"You're naked Chris!" Denise shouted at me.

I looked at her confused, and then looked down. Damn. I was. No wonder the nurse looked at me funny. I smiled as I looked back up at Denise. She looked totally mortified as she covered her eyes with her hand.

"What's the problem with being naked?" I asked.

"There isn't. But it's you. So cover up damn it!" Denise ordered.

"I like being naked. I feel free." I said emphasizing the last part.

"Oh for god sakes Chris cover up." Denise told me still with her eyes covered.

"Don't you like what you see Denise?" I asked smirking.

"Did you seriously just ask me that?" Denise asked.

"Yes, I did. Because I think you do. You wanna have a look at the Mini Beast but you're too embarrassed to look." I said proudly.

"You named it the Mini Beast." Denise questioned.

"Of course." I said smiling from ear to ear.

"Just…cover up." Denise said throwing her coat at me.

I put it on for her and she took her hand off her eyes. She took in a deep breath and sat down in her chair. It felt really weird being in her office then. Not just because I was naked under the coat she gave me, but because I hadn't been in here for a week.

"So what are you here for Chris?" Denise asked being serious.

"I'm here to apologize." I told her.

"You? Apologize? I thought I would never see the day." Denise said sarcastically.

"I'm trying to be serious now okay? So please listen." I pleaded with her.

Denise's head shot up as she looked at me. I guess the thought of me being serious was a surprise to her. Well it was a surprise to me too actually. I wasn't really all that serious.

"Okay." Denise said surprised.

I sat down in her chair with my legs wide apart. Denise cocked her eyebrow at me and motioned at my legs. It took me a while to realize that I was…well…exposed. I crossed my legs and pulled the coat down a little bit.

"I know what happened last night didn't make you too happy since I said some things. I didn't mean them at the time. Okay…maybe I did. But I don't now! So I'm sorry." I finally told her.

Denise sighed as she leaned back in her chair. She looked out the window and stayed like that for a while. I started to get worried. It had been at least ten minutes and she still hadn't said anything. Finally she slowly looked over to me.

"Why are you seeing Aiken." She asked plainly.

"He wanted me to try a session. He's much more laid back." I told her.

"Don't see him anymore." She demanded.

"Excuse me?" I asked shocked.

"I said, don't see him anymore." Denise told me leaning in closer.

"You don't control me." I said leaning in with her.

"So?" She asked.

"There's only one way I won't see him." I told her.

"What could you possibly want Irvine?" Denise asked.

"This." I said before doing the unthinkable.

I leaned in close enough and I kissed her. I could tell Denise was shocked because she wasn't giving much back. I pulled away and ran out the door, shedding her coat in the process. I ran down the halls naked and smiling. I soon reached my room and dove onto my bed. I looked back up and the ceiling and smiled. I loved keeping Denise on her toes.

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