RPOV (two months later)
Ever since Dimitri wanted "time apart" I've been miserable. During the two months without Dimitri, I had an ultrasound that confirmed I was pregnant. With twins. During this time, I've become emotionally disconnected, I miss Dimitri and I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I've avoided any contact with Dimitri completely. I stopped going over to his house, I don't call him, I don't socialize with him. I was able to make a new friend with some new girl named Lissa. Her and her family moved to Montana from Oregon. Lissa was able to accept my pregnancy, so did her family, who practically took me in. I told Lissa everything about my relationship with Dimitri, and how he acted when I said I was pregnant. Lissa was pretty pissed.
~Secret admirers~
It was the middle of Alto's class, and I wasn't listening to a word he said. My hand absently rubbed my swelling belly, my mind wandering to Dimitri. Was he thinking of me? Did he still love me? I felt my eyes sting. I gave a loud sigh and rested my chin on the palm of my hand.
"Is there something wrong, Ms. Hathaway?" Alto snapped. I didn't answer, and he droned on.
~Secret admirers~
It was lunch, and I was trying to find where Lissa was sitting in the cafeteria. I felt awkward and uncomfortable walking through the cafeteria; I hadn't eaten in there since I started dating Dimitri. When I couldn't find her, I sighed in defeat and shuffled to the hall. I sat against a wall, nibbling on my food miserably.
"You okay?" My heart stopped. I knew that voice. That deep voice with that Russian accent. I didn't look up and I didn't answer. Dimitri hurt me. Dimitri sat next to me, so close our arms brushed. I tried to ignore the old feelings that started to bubble up. I could feel Dimitri's intense brown eyes looking at me. "I'm sorry," he said. I scooted away from him. "I just needed to think about this. I wasn't trying to hurt you."
I bit back a snarky remark. I just kept nibbling on my food. "Did you go to get an ultrasound?" he asked. I didn't answer. "If you did, can I see the baby?" I scooted farther. Dimitri gave a long sigh. I heard retreating footsteps. When I looked, he was gone.
DPOV
I hurt Roza. She doesn't love me. I just wanted to be able to absorb the fact she said she was pregnant, but she hates me because of that. Roza, my first girlfriend and mother of my kid, hates me. She probably won't allow me to see the baby after it's born. Talking to her won't work, and I know she won't talk to me over the phone. She won't do anything with me. She wants nothing to do with me.
RPOV
I know I hurt Dimitri. Honestly, I think he deserved it. Knowing he wanted "space" when he knew that I was pregnant made me miserable. It made me feel like he didn't care. It'll take me a while to get back to Dimitri, if he even feels for me anymore.
Life is so fucked up.
