RPOV (8 1/2 months pregnant)

Everything seems to be going smoothly between Dimitri and I. That Tasha girl still attempts to flirt with Dimitri, but he's learned to ignore her constant pestering. My stomach has gotten bigger, and the boys are kicking up a storm. Dimitri and I haven't thought of names yet, though we have a few that we're thinking of using. The one problem that seems to be bugging us the most is where are the boys going to live after they're born? I suggested them living with me, but I don't think my parents would enjoy having two newborns crying all the time. Dimitri said he'd ask his mom if the boys could live with them, but he wanted me to live with them, too. I said that it's a good idea, but I don't want to put anymore stress on his mom's life. But Dimitri said that his mom wouldn't mind, hopefully.

Dimitri and I had both agreed that I'd have a c-section. The doctor suggested it, she said that delivering twins naturally could be a huge problem. Dimitri and I didn't want our boys to have problems if I decided to deliver them naturally.

Over the past couple months, Dimitri and I have bought all the essentials for the boys - cribs, diapers, baby clothes, formula, carriers, baby wipes. Dimitri's mom had helped us buy a majority of the baby things, and it made me feel even more guilty. Which, afterwards, led to me bawling my eyes out and Dimitri having to comfort me for an hour. I know Olena is trying to help us out, trying to make sure her grandsons had everything they needed, but it makes me feel terrible, like I'm using her to get what Dimitri and I need. I had told Olena how nice it is that she's doing all of that for us, but it made me feel bad. She said she didn't mind. That made me feel a little better, but the guilt didn't go away.


DPOV

Roza's emotions have been going crazy. I know it's because of the pregnancy, but it's unbelievable how it can affect her. She started crying her eyes out when Mama had helped us buy baby things for our boys. Roza said it's nice of Mama to do that, but it's making her feel bad. But, Mama being the way she is, said she didn't mind at all. Roza has mentioned a couple times on how guilty she feels when Mama buys us things for our boys. I try to tell her that Mama's just trying to make sure her grandsons get the best, but that only makes her feel even worse.

Roza's c-section is going to be in two weeks. I can tell it's getting to her. Having to be cut open, and you're still awake. Roza has told me she has a terrible fear of needles, and an even worse fear of blood. So I'm wondering how she'll do once it's time to actually have her c-section. The doctors will probably have to use lots of needles for numbing and other things.

I'm just worried on how all of go out.


QUICKY A/N: SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO PUT THIS CH. UP. AND I'D LIKE TO THANK THE ONE REVIEWER WHO GAVE ME SUGGESTIONS FOR ROSE&DIMITRI'S BOYS. I WAS HOPING I COULD GET SOME MORE SUGGESTIONS, BUT I'M MOST LIKELY GOING TO HAVE TO USE THAT ONE REVIEWER'S. THANK YOU!

YOURS TRULY,

~SMITHY