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Renesmee

"Jacob, please tell me where you're taking me!" I shouted. What the hell? I thought I might finally be able to get along with Jacob and then he went all crazy-psycho- speed-racer on me and shot down La Push street like we were in some kind of drag race.

"Just relax. You'll like it." He smiled. We pulled through the edge of a nearby forest. I screamed whenever a tree or vine came within touching distance. "Calm down!" Jacob yelled over the engine. We were driving over rocks and dirt and bouncing around like bobble heads.

"Jesus Jacob!" I screamed. He had a huge smile on his face as if he was enjoying this and I covered my face with my hands. I just wanted to go home! Away from this psychopath and this billowing forest, safe in my bed, safe in my room. The car slowed down and then stopped in the middle of East-Jesus Nowhere.

"Open your eyes." Jacob whispered.

I slowly pulled my shaky hands away from my face and gasped, marveling at the sight in front of me.

There were tons of trees cleared into a semicircle of deep greens and browns. At the flat end of the semicircle was a huge lagoon with a waterfall at least ten feet tall. The grass was tall and lush, greener than snow peas and glossy against the glare of the sun. It was big, but not as big as other clearings that I've seen. One thing's for sure, it was beautiful.

A part of me wanted Bryan to be the one to take me here. However, the other part of me was glad it was Jacob.

"What do you think?" Jacob asked, looking at me with the utmost intensity.

"It's amazing." I whispered, afraid to break its beauty with my voice. It was more than amazing, it was otherworldly.

"I'm glad you like it." Jacob smiled, and, content with himself leaned back in his seat and crossed his arms.

"Wh- why did you bring me here?" I stuttered.

"Because I want you to understand something Renesmee." Jacob started and turned his head to look at me. "You may not like me, but I like you… a lot. I want you to see me as so much more than you do, but you can't because Bryan is in the way." Jacob sneered when he said Bryan's name and I sighed, leaning back in my seat.

"Jacob… I think you should take me back." I waited and closed my eyes. Jacob sighed and there was a long moment of silence before Jacob angrily pulled the car into reverse. He turned around in the grass, the tires ruining the perfect grass in the clearing before he sped down the street.

He rolled up the windows all the way and turned off the heat. There was nothing but uncomfortable silence in the car. He pulled into the school's parking lot right when the final bell rang and unlocked the doors.

I turned back to say something but Jacob's hands were both on the steering wheel, his knuckles turning white -which must've been very hard to accomplish- and his jaw was clenched tight. I stepped out of his car and grabbed my bag, walking towards my Volvo. I heard him speed away without a second thought.

"Renessie!" Emily screeched at the other end of the parking lot.

"Emily! Emily, I need to talk to you." I sighed, running up and letting her catch me in her hug.

"What's wrong Hun? Are you okay? Are you crying?" Emily rushed through her words before holding me tight.

"I think Bryan's doing something behind my back." The bad feeling at the pit of my stomach evaporated with my best friend here, holding me together, just like she always did.

"Oh Renessie, shhh." She patted my hair down and held me close. Tears filled the rim of my eyes and I began to sob. Emily tugged me along until we were safely seated in her Toyota Matrix, the heater making me shiver with relief.

"Tell me what happened." Emily held my hand and waited for me to talk.

"I- I- I've been-" I tried to explain, but my chest was heaving and I felt like I was about to fall apart.

"Renesmee Carlie Cullen, you need to calm down right now and tell me what's going on." Emily said sternly. She pulled both of my hands into hers and stared me down.

I took deep shaky breaths until half the school had left and the other half waited around, chatting happily. Bryan didn't even call me to ask where I was, didn't even go looking for me. I didn't see him not even once.

"I haven't talked to Bryan since Thursday night. He's been avoiding me and being really weird. When I kiss him, he holds back and when I tell him 'I love you' or if I address him directly he ignores me. I feel so ugly Em. I hate this!" I screeched, "And as if things weren't bad enough, Jacob freaking Black is acting like he owns me or something." I slammed my hands on the dashboard and rested my forehead against it.

"Renessie, calm down. You're overreacting. Boys are stupid; you should know that by now." Emily shook her head and held my hand again. I hadn't seen Emily in what seemed like weeks, she lived right next door to me, I should've stopped by more often... I just never got the chance .

"That's not the point. Everything was fine until I met Jacob. Now everything's weird." I sighed. Emily looked down at her watch and bit her lip.

"Sugar, I hate to have to rush you out but I have ballet in fifteen…"

"It's fine. I'll go. See you soon Em." I hugged Emily before walking back in the direction of my car. I was slouching so much it hurt my back and my eyes were caked with dried tears. I slumped over my steering wheel and cried some more.

I pulled on my light blue skullcap with the green pom- pom on top and pulled it over my eyelids. I sighed and slouched back in my seat. I backed out of the parking lot after pulling my cap back from over my eyes and into the deep confines of the road.

* * *

It was pouring rain all around me. Rain was pounding on all of my windows and I sat back in the driver's seat with the cap pulled back over my eyes. I don't know what made me think that pulling off on the shoulder of the road towards the trees was a good idea, but I did it.

I couldn't go home. I couldn't go to Emily's. I sure as hell wouldn't go to Bryan's. My cell phone must've rang a million times, but I was crying so hard I barely noticed.

"Renesmee?" Someone yelled so loud that I could hear it from the inside of the car. I ducked my head, hoping I wouldn't be seen. "Renesmee!" Someone yelled again. "Renesmee?" A group of people.

Oh, shit.

"I found her!" Someone else yelled. Bright lights glowed through my back window and I sighed, slouching further down in the driver's seat.

"Renesmee! Renesmee, open the door!"

Jasper.

I unlocked the passenger side door and Jasper crawled in, dripping wet in a bright pink poncho. Jasper sighed and took the hood off the top of his head, making him look more like a guy and turned off his flashlight.

"What the hell are you doing out here?" Jasper asked. I couldn't tell if he was mad, all I knew was that for this moment… I wasn't alone. I wrapped my arms around Jasper and he sighed, pulling his arms around me too. "It's okay." He soothed and rubbed my back.

I sobbed and sobbed on to Jasper's neon pink poncho and just cried. I head Emmett and Esme get in the backseat, Rosalie and Alice too. Carlisle climbed in and stepped on Emmett's toes numerous times before my mom and dad squeezed in too. They were all sitting on one another's laps.

"I w-w-w-wanna go h-h-h-home." I stuttered. Jasper nodded and I pulled back to look at Jasper and then at my family in the backseat. Emmett was on Edward's lap and Alice and Rosalie were both squished in the middle of Esme on Carlisle's lap and Bella on her knees with her top half on Alice's lap. I couldn't help but laugh a big, snot-filled laugh.

"Start the car Nessie." Jasper laughed. So I did. I pulled out of the shoulder of the road and dropped Jasper and Alice off at their car. Then Emmett and Rosalie. Afterward Carlisle and Esme and then my parents.

"Go straight home." My father ordered. I nodded and started off on the road back home. I thought about what I did and I already knew it was stupid of me. I knew that to understand what was going on I would have to talk to Bryan. I would have to confront him about what has been going on and why he's been acting so weird.

When I got home my mom and dad gave me a short lecture about responsibility. I felt bad already and the lecture made me feel worse. I knew I had a right to feel bad, so I didn't make a big deal about it. When my parents sent me up to bed, I could hear them talking rather loudly in their room.

"Edward, I know she's been acting off lately. There's nothing we can do! I read about it in-"

"Jesus Bella, not everything can be solved by reading! There's something wrong with her." Edward argued.

"Honey, we can't just jump to conclusions, she could be going through depression. She never completely got over Charlie's death…" Bella sighed.

"Bella you cannot be serious. That was seven years ago. We took her to the physiatrists and she was better, it's not rocket science." Edward snapped.

"Edward, please. We have to consider everything. Depression never really goes away." My mom was cracking; I could hear it in her voice.

"For all we know she could be doing drugs… or worse! She could've lost her virginity to that Newton kid. That's it! She lost her virginity! That's why she's been acting weird." It was so like my dad to think I'd had sex.

"Edward please, where would they even have the time to do something like that?" I could just see my mother rolling her eyes now.

"Okay, look I don't want to envision this right now. I'm going to bed." I could hear my father shuffling into the bathroom that connected to their bedroom.

My mom got into bed and sighed loudly. I turned over in my bed and sighed. Now I had my parents worried. I was going to Bryan's house tomorrow, we had a teacher workday tomorrow and I planed on confronting Bryan about his behavior whether or not he wanted me to.

* * *

I pulled on my skullcap and got in my car. It was getting colder and colder outside and I wasn't about to get sick. I had already slipped on my new black coat and my "warm" jeans as I liked to call them. My boots were a little stiff from lack of use, but I put them on anyway. I backed out of my driveway and started for Bryan's house.

The road was full of fog and haze over the streets, which made me drive extra slow. When I finally got to Bryan's house, I pulled into his driveway and stomped up the porch steps. I knocked three times on the front door. Bryan answered the door with a stupid-looking smile on his face.

"Oh, Renesmee." His smile changed from weird and cocky to indifferent.

"Bryan, we need to talk." I crossed my arms and Bryan smiled.

"Actually, I wanted to take you to lunch, if that's alright with you." Bryan leaned down and kissed me so sweetly I almost hated him for doing it.

"Oh uh… yeah. Okay." I was drunk with his presence and it didn't even take him a minute to do it.

"Just let me get my wallet." Bryan winked and grabbed my hand to lead me inside. I stood in the foyer while Bryan went to get his wallet. I smiled to myself and then looked down at my shoes. What was I doing? What was he doing?

"Alright, let's go." He took my hand in his and we walked out to his car. When we got in the car, Bryan did a double take at the top of my head. "What the hell is that?" Bryan asked bitterly.

"What?" I panicked.

"That thing on your head." Bryan looked in the rearview mirror before backing out, putting his hand behind my seat.

"It's my hat." I mumbled.

"It's ridiculous, take it off." Bryan said sourly. I put my hand on top of my head and slowly slid it off, stuffing it into my coat pocket. I wanted to get out.

"Where are we going?" I asked bitterly.

"I'm taking you to lunch." Bryan shrugged.

"Is there something wrong? Am I doing something wrong?" I asked, hurt that Bryan couldn't just be nice to me.

Bryan sighed before answering, "No Renesmee. Everything's fine. Don't worry." Bryan put his hand on top of mine and I looked up at his face.

His eyes might be concentrated on the road, but he was hiding something behind them.

"I love you Bryan." I said loud and clear. Bryan flinched at my words and then looked me in the eyes and lied to me.

"I love you too Renesmee."

* * *

Bryan and I pulled into the driveway to his house and he shut off the car. "Did you want to go inside?" Bryan asked softly. I sighed and looked at Bryan's face.

"Sure." I said softly. Lunch was awkward and we talked about Bryan's next swim meet. He kept checking his cell phone and his watch and asking the waiter what time it was.

We walked up the porch steps hand-in-hand and Bryan unlocked the door. Bryan took my coat and we sat down on the living room sofa.

Jenkins sat on my lap and purred. I scratched between his ears and Bryan put his head on my shoulder and kissed my neck.

"I don't want things to be weird between us." Bryan whispered against my neck.

"They aren't." I lied. Bryan kissed my neck again and leaned away to turn on the TV. I sat there and rubbed Jenkins until Bryan finished watching an episode of Everybody Loves Raymond.

"I have to go. I have to cook dinner for my dad; my mom went on a business trip." I sighed. It was the truth though.

Bryan looked down at his watch and his face lit up. "You have to go right now?" Bryan asked.

"Yeah. I'll see you at school." I kissed Bryan tenderly on his mouth and he groaned.

"You sure?"

"Yeah, unless you never want to see me back here again." I laughed helplessly.

"Alright. Jenkins, hop off." Bryan snapped at the cat. Jenkins hissed and hopped off my lap, landing agilely on his feet.

"Bye Bryan." I sighed and pressed my lips to his once more. Bryan slapped my butt on my way out and I winced, walking down the porch steps.

"See ya Nessie." He smiled. He seemed too happy to feel right, but I disregarded that and got in my car. Bryan waved at me until I had lost sight of him at the end of the block.

I drove past La Push gate and towards the empty road, I remember seeing Jacob's broken body on.

Right where he was lying there was broken glass shining in the dim seven o' clock at nightglow left over from the day. There was a sign sticking out of the ground of the middle of the glass that said "DRIVE SAFELY". I sighed at the irony of it.

I was halfway down La Push drive when I rolled down my windows and felt the chilly air assault my sleeveless arms. My coat! I drove down the rest of La Push drive and made a U-turn, heading back to Bryan's house. How could I've forgotten the one thing I need during the winter?

The street was getting slippery and dangerously icy; I would have to remember to get Emmett to put new tracks on my tires. I looked down at the dashboard clock, 6:20 PM. I had to get home before six forty, which is when my dad got home. I called Bryan's phone but it went straight to voice mail.

I sped up a bit so that I was going sixty-two in a forty-five mile-an-hour zone. I skidded to a stop in front of Bryan's house and almost hit a silver Mazda parked in the driveway. It looked a lot like Mrs. Newton's car and if I hit that little Mazda, I'd never hear the end of it.

I jogged to the porch, slipping and falling only once, thank you. I knocked lightly on the door and it creaked open. Someone forgot to close the door all the way. "Bryan?" I called aloud enough to echo off the walls of the living room. Jenkins meowed at me and I held up my finger to my lips, signaling him to be quiet.

My coat was hanging loosely off the corner of the couch and I grabbed it off the end where it hung. It smelled like winter and Bryan. Then I got an idea that seemed so funny I almost started cracking up right there. I crept down the hall towards Bryan's room, wanting to scare him.

Jenkins padded behind me slowly and I tried to shoo him away. I felt around the dark hallway for Bryan's doorknob. I prayed he wouldn't be naked or masturbating or something.

I grabbed the handle and flung the door open, flicking the light switch on and yelling "Surprise!"

Oh a surprise it definitely was.


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