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BY THE WAY!
I'm working on his new story called "Red Dawn" and it's totally going to kick ass. I'm not going to drop this and I shant stop until I am finished with ToC so don't freak, but I'm definitely not giving up on RD. There's a tiny little snippit of it on my profile and some other updates on the rest of my stories.
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ENJOOOOOOOOOOOYYY!
Renesmee
Was I scared?
Maybe.
Was I nervous?
Yes.
Was I pathetic?
Definitely.
I had already put on some clothes, a pair of jeans and a long sleeved grey Henley, nothing special. My Converse were smudgy from old age and I would need sturdy shoes to get down the side of the house when Jacob signaled me.
"Renesmee, there's someone here for you." My dad yelled from the staircase. Oh my God! He knocked on the front door? "RENESMEE!" My dad screeched.
Oh no.
Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no!
"Coming!" I yelled and bounded down the stairs. Sure enough, Jacob was standing in the doorway, my dad visibly fuming beside him. When I made it down the stairs and turned the corner wall Jacob smiled and it set my heart on fire.
"Hey Ness." Jacob greeted casually.
"Jake, uh dad… this is-"
"I know who it is!" My father screamed.
"Oh, you told him I was your boyfriend?" Jacob smiled, obviously finding nothing wrong with this situation.
Time stood still for a split second.
"What?" My father snapped his face a frightening shade of red.
"Dad, I-"
"Renesmee, what the hell is this?" My father screamed, "Just a couple of days ago you and that Bryan kid were together!"
"Dad I told you-"
"And you," My dad pointed his finger in Jacob's chest. "If you put your hands on my daughter ever I will rip your eyes out of your sockets!" My dad screamed.
"DAD!" I screeched. He stared at me with his eyes wide open, his finger still in Jacob's chest. "Stop being a brute!" He opened his mouth to say something but I put my finger up to stop him. "I'm going on a date with Jacob and I'll be back before sunset. Goodbye." I grabbed Jacob's forearm and stomped out the door, shutting it behind us.
"That was great!" Jacob smiled and laughed out loud.
"Who said you were my boyfriend?" I asked incredulously. Jacob smiled and looked at me with a cocky grin lighting up his face.
"Isn't that what you want me to be?" Jacob raised his eyebrows at me and I put my hands on my hips.
"I don't know." I mumbled.
"It's okay if you do." Jacob paused and put his hands on my hips. "That's what I want you to be."
"Really?" I asked smiling. Jacob did the unthinkable and kissed my nose.
"Really." Jacob smiled. I was melting, liquid Renesmee in Jacob's arms.
"I might like that." I mumbled incoherently.
"I bet you would." Jacob kissed my cheek, just close enough to my mouth to make me have to catch my breath.
"Aren't we supposed to be going on a date today?" I muttered, trying my hardest to get Jacob to let go of me before I completely lost my mind.
"Mmmm, that's right." Jacob smiled and let go of me, though I did notice the hesitation in his eyes.
"Where are you taking me anyway?" I asked as Jacob moved his grip from my hips to my hand.
"A park." Jacob smiled and led me out to his car.
"To do what, exactly?" I asked.
"Basketball." Jacob smiled, flashing all of his bright, white teeth.
Oh my God.
"What?" I snapped incredulously.
"Basketball, y'know, orange ball, hoop, stuff like that." Jacob shrugged.
"I can't play basketball." I mumbled.
"Have you tried?" Jacob asked, opening the door for me and shutting it once I was inside.
"No." I whined when he got in on the other side.
"Then you can." Jacob winked before putting the car into drive and flooring it.
* * *
"This is a bad, bad idea." I complained once Jacob and I were standing in front of the basketball hoop, ball in Jacob's hand, his feet set firmly on the ground before he bent his knees, brought his elbows back and flung the ball perfectly into the hoop. Swish.
"Your turn." Jacob smiled, tossing the ball at me.
"Jake, I already told you I can't. I've never played basketball before." I sighed, barely catching the ball.
"Okay, look. Put the ball in both hands." Jacob ordered.
"Jake I-"
"Just do it." Jacob laughed. I put the ball in between both of my hands and looked at Jacob for further direction.
"Now plant your feet." Jacob explained. I did and Jacob smiled, "Bend your knees." Jacob continued. I probably looked like a complete idiot and I just wanted to watch a movie or something. This was getting ridiculous.
"Now what?" I asked, crouched with the orange ball shaking in my nervous hands.
"Now bend your elbows back." Jacob said softly, almost as if he didn't want to break any concentration he thought I had. "And shoot." Jacob ordered and I tried, failing miserably when the ball bounced off the side of the rim and bounced right back towards me.
"Oh my God." I sighed, putting my hand over my face. Jacob laughed and put his arm around my shoulders.
"Don't worry about it. It took Quil forever to learn how to pull his elbows back." Jacob smiled sweetly. I looked up at him.
"We don't have forever." I sighed.
"We have until sunset." Jacob winked playfully and jogged off to get the basketball, now rolling off the side of the court and into the grass. When Jacob came back with the ball he handed it to me, his face was playing with a smile and he stepped behind me, holding my elbows in his hands.
"I'm not going to make it." I said doubtfully as Jacob positioned himself behind me.
"Yes you are." Jacob chuckled in my ear.
"I doubt that."
"Okay, feet planted, knees bent, elbows back," Jacob checked off, "Now this time, when you let go of the ball, let your fingers follow after it, follow through." I nodded and Jacob nodded as well, "Now shoot." Jacob pushed my elbows up and the ball flung from my hands and my fingers followed through. The ball hit the backboard and then spiraled down the hoop until it fell through the other side.
"Wow." I gaped.
"I told you you'd make it." Jacob winked. I couldn't believe it.
"How did you- I've never - How did I?" I stuttered. Jacob laughed and took my face in both of his hands.
"Don't be so shocked that you're good at something." Jacob smiled. At that moment, his face was so close to mine, his lips to close… I was freaking out.
"Thank you." It sounded more like a question.
"You're welcome." Jacob said softly. We were coming in closer. I could tell. Jacob's nose brushed mine and he breathed against my face. I was finally going to get a kiss from Jacob freaking Black.
Our lips were so close I could feel the shadow of Jacob's lips on my mouth.
"HEY YO!" Someone screamed in the distance and Jacob cursed. He slowly let go of my face and turned around, his face completely livid.
"Get lost Paul!" Jacob screamed.
"It's not just me." Paul laughed. Sure enough, Seth, Jared, Quil, and Embry walked out behind him.
"Oh my God, get lost!" Jacob bellowed.
"We're just here to make sure you kiddies don't do anything irresponsible." Jared winked.
"Like commit a murder." Jacob muttered. I giggled and put my hand over my mouth. Jacob looked over at me and smiled apologetically. I winked reassuringly and held Jacob's hand in mine.
"Aw, that's so cute!" Seth made a mock kissing face and Jacob growled.
"Shut up." He snapped.
"Touchy." Quil snickered.
"Why me?" Jacob put his head on my shoulder and his lips touched the base of my neck.
"We could go somewhere else." I whispered so only Jacob could hear.
"Like where?" He groaned.
"The Sandwich Shack?" I offered.
* * *
At first I didn't think it was that great of an idea, but it seemed to be going just fine. Jacob and I were in the backroom of the vacant, closed Sandwich Shack, legs intertwined, and tossing breadcrumbs at one another.
"You said you would answer." Jacob pressed.
"Okay, fine… falling buildings." I confessed.
"Falling buildings is your worst fear?" Jacob snorted.
"Well, you say what you want, metal hurts." I stuck my tongue out at Jacob and he smiled.
"What's your worst fear Mr. Macho?" I threw another breadcrumb at Jacob and he laughed, smacking it away.
"I don't know if I should tell you." Jacob bit his lip to keep from smiling.
"You have to!" I whined.
"Okay, fine." Jacob started and watched my face before he continued, "I'm afraid of rejection." Jacob mumbled.
"Oh, I thought you would be afraid of me." I mocked.
"Renesmee, you're about as threatening as a bag of Cheerios." Jacob snickered.
"I am very threatening." I threw another chunk of bread at Jacob and he threw one at me.
"No you're not." Jacob laughed.
"Yes I am!" I whined.
"Prove it." Jacob crossed his arms and I smiled.
"I once stole a bracelet in a store when I lived in Seattle." I stated as-a-matter-of-factly.
"We're not in Seattle." Jacob countered.
"I eat cereal in the morning sometimes… without milk." I raised my eyebrows at Jacob and he laughed out loud.
"I used to eat eggshells for breakfast." Jacob topped me.
"Well, sometimes I wear shoes with no socks." I stuck my tongue out at Jacob.
"You win!" Jacob put his hands up and I laughed.
"So I'm not threatening." I shrugged.
"No, but you are cute." Jacob smiled. I threw a breadcrumb at him and he dodged it easily, looking at me with a bright smile on his face.
"Why are you of all people, afraid of rejection?" I asked. Jacob's smile faded until it was only a grin, playing at the edge of his lips.
"I dunno. I guess it's because I'm so used to always being accepted that it hurts too much to be rejected." Jacob confessed. "And you're wrong, I am scared of you. I'm afraid one day you'll reject me. That would be the worst thing to happen to me, Ness. The absolute worst thing." Jacob sighed heavily and I felt bad for pressing.
"Jake, you don't have to worry about that. I will never reject you." I promised. Jacob looked unconvinced. I slid over next to Jacob and put my head on his shoulder. Jacob held my hand softly, loose and sweet.
"Renesmee… I know its kind-of early, but, I think…. I think I love you." Jacob said softly.
"Jake… I… I think I might love you too." I turned my head so that my lips were at his neck. Jacob smiled and turned to look at me.
I wanted to wait.
I didn't want to say I love you just yet. But, it was so clear that we already loved each other, it hurt. It had only been about a week, but people fall in love when they first see each other. I wasn't ashamed to tell Jacob I loved him. I wanted this to be real. I wanted us to be eighty-years old and sit like this on the front porch.
It was that moment that I realized how much I really loved Jacob.
But was it too soon?
A/N: WAS IT TOO SOON? TELL ME IN A REVIEW AT LEAST 15 OF EM'.
I think it's in everyone's best interest if I end this bottom A/N a little quicker because the first one was a little annoying, no?
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