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A/N: I know it's been a while but I figured you guys needed a bit of a wait. It's not that I want to torture you guys, trust me (if I wanted to I would've already). Thanks to all the love and support. Of course, thanks to Alex for being my best friend, my sister, and my rock.

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Renesmee

All night long I wasn't able to go to sleep.

My mind was thinking of one-hundred different things at once and there was no way I could get myself to calm down.

Jacob kissed me.

I felt my heart race at just the though of it. I don't know how it happened but, yesterday morning I hated his guts, tonight I'm madly, deeply, truly in love with Jacob Black.

I smiled so much on the drive home that my face actually started to hurt and my lips were still aching for his tender kiss. I never knew how special one kiss could be until I received one from Jacob. Bryan's kisses were always bland and boring. Jacob's kisses brought me a million different emotions and pictures of places I've never been, places I would sacrifice everything for to go there with Jacob.

My heart thudded impatiently in my chest as I waited for the alarm clock on my dresser to ring. I just wanted to go to school and see Jacob.

My phone rang lightly on my nightstand, reverberating through the wood. I snatched it off my nightstand and put it to my ear, not caring who was calling, just hoping it was Jacob.

"Hello?" I answered breathlessly.

"Hey." Jacob breathed, almost as if a weight was being lifted off his chest.

"How are you?" I asked, smiling. I was talking to Jacob Black on the phone... HOLY SHIT!

"I'm doing just great." Jacob answered, his voice dripping with hints of our kiss. "How are you?"

"I can't sleep." I confessed. Jacob laughed lightly on the other end and I lowered my voice to a whisper, afraid my father would hear and break my cell phone against his bare head if he came in and saw I was talking to Jacob.

"Me either." Jacob confessed and sighed. "I guess I should keep you company then, huh?" Jacob was such a flirt it was hard for me not to laugh.

"I guess so. That would be very 'boyfriend' of you." I bit my lip and Jacob laughed lightly on the other end.

"I guess now would be a good time to get to know every little thing about one another." Jacob chuckled.

"That doesn't sound like a bad idea." I smiled to myself. How could I not? Jacob was so charming and endearing I could barely stand it.

"Okay, I'll start. What's your favorite color?" Jacob asked.

"Green," I answered, "What's yours?"

"Green." Jacob answered, not a hint of joking in his voice.

"You can't pick my color!" I scolded softly and Jacob chuckled, "Why green?" I asked.

"Because it's the color of your eyes." Jacob stated, his voice soft and sweet.

"Can I change my answer?" I said lamely. Jacob laughed at that and then paused to answer.

"No take backs." He stated bluntly.

"Okay fine, next question, what's your favorite song?" I hoped it was something bearable.

"Good one, uh… Blame it on Me. By Floor Thirteen." Jacob answered. I'd heard that song before, I couldn't believe it was his favorite. It just made Jacob all that more amazing. "And what would be yours?" Jacob asked, smiling through his voice.

"Um… Sing Her Song by La Rocca." I answered. I hoped Jacob liked it too, it would make him the pinnacle of my existence.

"Interesting…" Jacob laughed I laughed with him until it faded off and it was just comfortable silence between the two of us.

"Do you think we can ever go on a date without your friends showing up?" I asked teasingly.

"No." Jacob laughed, answering honestly. I laughed with him, liking the sound of it. Light thuds came from the hallway and I panicked as they got closer.

"I'll call you later, my dad's coming." I rushed and hung up the phone sticking it beneath me. If my dad heard me, I was dead meat. No, I was deader than dead meat, I was murdered, mutilated, burned to a crisp dead. The footsteps were getting closer. I closed my eyes and shifted a little, maybe if my dad thought I was asleep, he would let up and think he was just hearing things. My bedroom door opened and I blinked rapidly and yawned, acting as if I was asleep.

"Sorry, I didn't meant to wake you." The light voice came from my doorway.

"Mom?" I smiled, glad she was finally home.

"Hey sweetheart." She smiled and her heels clacked against the hardwood floor of my bedroom as she crossed it to get to me.

"Mom I'm so glad you're home." I smiled as she enveloped me in a strawberry-scented hug.

"I'm glad I'm home too, trust me." She laughed lightly and kissed my forehead. "So your father tells me you've been having a boy over while I was gone." Bella raised her eyebrow at me and I bit my lip.

"Well… yeah." I shrugged, smiling shyly. I sat up in bed so I could get a better view of her.

"And it's not Bryan?" Bella raised her other eyebrow in utter shock.

"No… its uh…. It's Jacob Black." I confessed my mom smiled and looked both ways before looking at me again.

"He's cute." She smiled.

"Mom!" I exclaimed and slapped her arm playfully.

"What? It's true! That's why you like him isn't it?" My mom defended herself.

"Mom, first of all, if you ever say he's cute again, I'm labeling you as cougar for life." I laughed and my mom rolled her eyes, "Second, I don't just like him because he's cute, he's so sweet and funny and he always makes me smile…" I swooned and closed my eyes.

"You really like this boy don't you?" Bella asked, her face growing soft.

"Actually, I've fallen in love with him." I mumbled softly.

"Love?" Bella asked incredulously.

"Yeah…" I closed my eyes again and braced myself for a long speech.

"Well, I guess I can understand that." Bella sighed and I opened one eye to look at her.

"What?" I was totally shocked she actually didn't have a problem with it.

"I fell in love with your dad when I first saw him at that No Doubt concert… been in love with him ever since." She smiled.

"Really? So you think I'm not lying then?" I asked. I needed to know if what I felt for Jacob was indeed love.

"Only you can tell if you're lying Renesmee. You're smart, you'll figure it out." My mom smiled and put her left hand on the side of my face.

"I really do think I love him mom. I just need to find out for sure." I sighed and my mom chuckled lightly.

"Well, you have all the time for that tomorrow, go to sleep." My mom hushed.

"Night mom, love you." I mumbled.

"Love you too." She smiled and she kissed my forehead before getting up and walking out of my bedroom. She closed the door behind her and I sighed. My eyelids grew heavy and my head was full of unconscious thoughts.

I closed my eyes and thought of Jacob. I thought of how he had held me the time we kissed and I smiled as I drifted off into a sweet dream.

* * *

The next couple of days was nice. It was constant kissing and endearments at school. I sat with -or I should say on Jacob, seeing as though I sat on his lap- Jacob and his friends at lunch. He and I exchanged short, forbidden kisses during our third hour and things were going so well, it should be criminal.

"So when do I meet your family?" I asked nonchalantly. Jacob laughed, putting both hands on the steering wheel of the Rabbit as he drove me home from school. He shook his head and sighed.

"Trust me, you'll be better off not meeting them." He bit his lip and then shook his head again.

"Why not?" I pressed. Jacob looked at me and smiled, heartbreaking and lopsided.

"The guys are like my family, so, there. You already met my family, happy?" He smiled sarcastically.

"That's not what I mean." I crossed my arms, knowing how much it annoyed him when I crossed my arms.

"Okay, look… my sisters are coming up from L.A. this weekend. They want to check up on my dad and I. You can come over then." Jacob offered, turning into my neighborhood.

"Really?" I asked, smiling.

"If that's what makes you happy." Jacob smiled and took my hand into his.

"You're such a cornball." I laughed and Jacob kissed my knuckles, pulling into my driveway.

"I am not a cornball." He argued and ran his other hand threw his hair.

"Yes. You and this leather jacket." I laughed and Jacob cut his eyes at me.

"It keeps me warm." Jacob mumbled.

"I think it's cute." I smiled and gripped Jacob's collar, pulling him in and pressing my lips to his. Jacob put his other hand on the side of my neck and I knotted my hands into his hair. He leaned over and I leaned back. He put his other hand on the top of my thigh and he deepened the kiss by probing the bottom of my mouth with his tongue.

A thud on the front windshield made Jacob jump back. My dad stood over the front of the car with a sarcastic grin on his face. Jacob leaned back in the driver's seat, looking up at the ceiling.

"Hey there Jacob, how's it going?" He asked from outside. Jacob sucked his teeth and gave Edward a thumbs up.

"That's nice, c'mon in Nessie, you'll see Jacob tomorrow." Edward smiled ever-so-pleasantly and I sneered at him.

"Bye Jake." I said softly and Jacob puckered his lips out towards me. I pecked him lightly and got out, walking with my dad up the porch steps before Jacob backed out and sped off like a madman.

"He's so dreamy." I sighed.

"Oh yeah, he's just the cat's pajamas." Edward rolled his eyes and stepped into the house.

Up in my room, after I finally escaped my father and mother, bombarding me with questions, I laid on my bed and sighed, truly happy with myself. Jacob was with me, I was with Jacob. The thought made me smile uncontrollably. I really did feel like I loved Jacob. It wasn't something that I felt like I did when I was with Bryan, it was something completely different. I felt almost like this was what I've been looking for my whole life. As cheesy as it sounds, I was a new person with Jacob; a better person.

Tapping, light, intervallic tapping erupted from my window and I was on my feet in an instant. I looked out my window, surprised to see nothing there. I admit I was a little disappointed to not find Jacob swinging from the willow tree outside my window.

More tapping erupted from outside and I sighed, flinging the window open. I figured it wouldn't take much to snap off the twig that was making that noise against my window. I looked down and almost screamed when I saw Jacob standing under the willow with a handful of pebbles.

"What are you going? "I demanded through whisper.

"I came to see you." Jacob whispered back as if the answer was obvious. "Can I come up?" Jacob asked, I almost laughed.

"Of course." I whispered. Jacob reached his arm out and pulled himself up the tree like a monkey, swinging and jumping until he landed on my windowsill. He stepped down quietly and I smiled when he looked up at me.

"Hey." He smiled breathlessly.

"Hi." I bit my lip and Jacob dug his hands in his pocket.

Then he leaned forward and kissed me.

Oh sweet Jesus how great that kiss was.

"Can I ask what the occasion is?" I asked and Jacob laughed.

"I love you." He whispered and kissed my neck.

"I love you too." I said softly. Is that really why he came by? Oh my gosh I might just loose my mind, this boy was the boy of my dreams. My very best, most vivid dreams.

"You know I've never felt like this about anyone." Jacob said simply, "You mean the world to me." Jacob stepped in front of me and looked at me in the eyes. Everything was laid out for me to see. His eyes were open and honest, not cut off and cold like Bryan's. I leaned into Jacob and he kissed my forehead.

"Can you spend the night?" I asked softly and Jacob laughed his signature throaty laugh.

"No, I'm sorry. If I could, trust me, I would." Jacob said softly and kissed from my forehead to the line of my jaw then down my cheek. Right before he pressed his lips to mine, he put his hands on my hips. His lips were soft and probing against mine and he ran his hand up my back.

"I love you." He whispered when he released my mouth from his.

"I love you too." I said softly, my lips at the hollow of his throat.

"I'll see you tomorrow." Jacob said quietly before kissing my lips once more and letting go of my waist. He winked before he hopped out the window and then climbed down the tree. He ran across the yard and down the street where, I hope, he got into his car.

I sighed and fell back onto my bed.

Jacob Black was my one and only weakness. He was like heaven and hell for me.

When Jacob was with me it was sweet and pure and loving.

But when he had to leave it was sad and torturous.

That's exactly what Jacob was, heaven and hell, mixed into one.

The best thing that's ever happened to me.


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