Accidentally In Love

Chapter 2: Stay Away

It has been a few weeks since Tommy and I found out he was pregnant...are are still unsure on how things are going to work out; but we both said abortion was out of the question...so he is going to keep it... but...where does that leave me! That's the question I have yet to face; and it bugs and scares the hell out of me..

I'm in love with Tommy and I want to be apart of our child's life...but he doesn't want anything to do with me.. The band even noticed our lack of "chemistry" on stage, and I'm completely sure the fans noticed too.

I looked over at Tommy he was clenching on his bass..sweat streaming down his pale face.. he looked so ill. I'm worried about him...he doesn't look so hot.. But I couldn't worry much as Monte strummed on his guitar...I turned towards the screaming frenzy of fans that waited before me...

"Okay, everyone...this is a new song I wrote... Monte is just going to play it out for a little... he is the only one who knows the chords at the moment, enjoy."

The crowd screamed louder and I began to sing...

(ps i know this isn't a new song... but its my story so I can make it whatever I want to be 3 haha)

Ohhhh...yeah...

Guess it was not meant to be;

but it's not as bad as it seems,

it only burns when I breathe.

Yeahhh...

You saw the way that I fell...

But I'm better off by myself.

That's the tale I like to tell.

Yeahh.

But it's not that easy for me to say goodbye,

and everything in me wants you back in my life..

Can't let you go...

I snuck a peek at Tommy... but he wasn't there... my heart dropped and I looked out at the crowd, who was now all silent; as well as the band...

"Ill be right back" I murmured into the mic walking backstage. I ran into the bathroom to find Tommy on the floor crying... heaving over the toilet.. I sat beside him pulling his bangs out of his face.. he gave me a dirty look but I stayed there by his side. He puked some more and I cringed ignoring my own erge to vomit. He turned away from the bowl and went to go lean his head against the wall which happened to be my...

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chest!

I smirked at him which made him jump and scramble up to his feet.

"What are you doing here anyways?" Tommy asked in a low tone.

" I was worried about you."

Tommy smiled briefly but it didn't last long before he stormed out of the room.

I walked out of the bathroom confused and heartbroken. He really doesnt want me to be apart of thier lives.. I walked down the hall towards my dressing room with my eyes locked on the floor... deep into my thoughts... I didn't even notice Monte chasing after me until I felt his hand on the back of my shoulder.

"Adam." He said breathlessly "W..What's going on!"

I shoved myself out of his though and made my way into the room... I didn't want to talk to Monte.. or anyone... I just wanted to be alone..

"Adam" I heard someone else call my fucking name, only this time it was Tommy from outside... I peaked my head out and he came closer..

"Do me a favor" Tommy said hurt and confusion hidden deep within his eyes.

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"Stay out of our lives."

Tommy turned around and walked away; that was it.. it was official my heart shattered into a thousand little raggedy pieces and it was tearing right into my insides... tears started to stream down my face and at this point I don't care who happens to see.

Tommy paused looking back... as if thinking about what to say...

"Adam..." he sighed. "What do you expect... I'm straight... THAT... that was just one night... we were drunk.. and we got carried away.. it.. it was NOTHING..."

More tears streamed down my face and I couldn't control it.

"So..." I managed to say between sobs.

"After all of this time...and all this flirting...and after that one night... you don't feel ANYTHING!"

Tommy looked at me... then down at the floor.. and I caught the confusion.. in his eyes agian.. but there was a hint of something else hidden... a part I don't think he wanted me to see... I stepped closer looking down at him. He stepped back a few paces but I pulled him back by his wrist.

"It's not like you feel anything" Tommy muttered still looking at the floor.

"You just do it all for show."

"Really... Tommy... really!" I yelled.

"Do you really think I would be standing here crying in a hall if I didn't care... now come on.. please.. ANSWER ME!" I pleaded grabbing his hands...

"I have to go..." Tommy sighed shaking out of my grasp and walking down the hall.

"Where are you going...?"

"To pack..."