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A/N: So there's some serious LEMONADE in this chapter. I know it's what you all want to read so I took care of you!
I don't have much to say but thanks to everyone who reivewed. I don't have a lot of time either so I can't give you the winner for this week. I'll tell you who won next week so don't sweat it!
The lemon actually starts next chapter but this is like pre-lemon which is why I called it "lemonade"... unless I'm not using the term correctly...
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Jacob
"You never told me you could dance." Renesmee smiled while she spoke to me as we sat down for Christmas dinner. She had pulled her hair up so only a few strands hung out of her bun.
"It's a Quileute thing. It's a Latin infusion thing we do." I answered, curling a piece of her hair in my fingers. She smiled and hung her head out of shyness.
"Dinner is served!" Uncle Joseph announced in his cheesy white suit, coming out with a huge chicken on a tray. Aunt Jane came out holding six plates on each arm. Guess it pays to be freakishly tall and a waitress. She passed out the plates with all types of side dishes on it to everyone at the table. Uncle Joseph cut the chicken up and passed it out.
"Time to say grace." Billy called out, standing up. Everyone stood up and held hands, I twined my fingers in with Renesmee's and she held hands with Seth on the other side of her. Seth's eyes went wide when Renesmee took his hand and then he smiled to himself, closing his eyes.
"Dear God, thank you for the food we are about to receive. Thank you for getting all of our family here safe and sound. Thank you for keeping us safe and in good hands. Thank you for giving us a holiday to spend together and thank you for bringing Jacob a nice, beautiful young lady to spend his life with. May the both of you last a lifetime." Billy announced. I wasn't really sure but I think I saw Renesmee smile and a tiny tear dropped from her eye. Before I had a chance to really see it, it was gone.
"Amen." Uncle Joseph agreed. An eruption of "amen's" was heard around the table before everyone started sitting down.
"I love you." Renesmee leaned over and whispered. I caught her lips on mine before she had a chance to slip away and a flash made us both jump.
"Sorry, couldn't let that moment slip away." Uncle Mitch said from across the table, holding a camera. Renesmee blushed and I held her hand under the table. "Don't worry, I'll send you a copy." He winked. I rolled my eyes and rubbed my thumb against the side of Renesmee's hand.
"Eat up everyone!" Aunt Lily called from the other end of the table. I let go of Renesmee's hand and we both started eating. I was freaking hungry so I tore in to my meal, not regarding anything else.
There was light conversation throughout the table but not from me. I was so concentrated on my plate I couldn't even look up. I could hear Renesmee talking to Seth and Paul and I could hear Quil make an inappropriate comment towards Renesmee. Paul slapped him and told him that's not how to "treat a lady" while Jared was on the other side of Paul, trying to make a pass at my aunt.
"No one bought anyone presents, right? We agreed this year." Billy began a table-wide conversation and I turned to wink at Renesmee. She smiled, real flirty-like and I felt my lower region ache. Renesmee and I have been playing this flirting game since I'd gotten back from the football tour. She'd give me that flirty smile the "come on" look that I knew all too well and I would sit there and gape.
Or, sometimes, we'd go up to her room after school and she'd take off her shirt, changing her clothes in front of me just to tease me because we both knew she wasn't going to let me do anything. I smiled back at her even though my erection was giving me so much pain at this point I was about to break my zipper.
"Yup. I did not but one thing." Aunt Kelly nodded pompously from the other end of the table, sticking her nose up in the air.
"Ditto." I raised my hand and Renesmee pressed her lips together to keep from smiling.
"Good, I'm glad everyone followed directions." Billy smiled, content with himself at the least. The rest of dinner was kind of boring but it's not like I could really complain. I had fun watching Renesmee try some Quileute food that even I knew was gross. Her face would scrunch up and then she'd motion towards Paul who would shove his fork in her plate and shovel it into his mouth. It made somewhat happy to see that Renesmee and Paul were getting along so well. I knew how much Renesmee hated Jared though and that bugged me.
It also bugged me how obsessed Jared had been lately with agitating Renesmee. He'd been making her really uncomfortable whenever we all hung out together, telling her inappropriate things and making me physically harm him whenever he did. It made me think he liked Renesmee a little more than he should.
When dinner ended and desert was served, Renesmee absolutely refused to even take a second look at Cactus Fruit Jelly, something my family has been eating for centuries. I loved how she looked at it though, like if she stared at it long enough it could physically hurt her. When Aunt Jane served her a plate, she shoved it in Paul's direction. Paul slurped down the pink jelly and at that point I knew I had to have Renesmee at least try it.
"Ness." I nudged her and she turned to look at me, her eyes bright green and filled with laughter. "Babe, you gotta try this." I held a spoonful of it up to her mouth and she put her hand over her pink lips, her eyebrows knotted together.
"No." She mumbled, muffled by her hand. I stuck my lower lip out and she shook her head.
"Ness, please?" I asked, tilting my head to the side.
"Jacob, please don't make me." She sighed, taking her hand off her mouth. I pushed it a little further towards her and she eyed me wearily before opening her mouth slowly. I paced myself, slowly moving the spoon towards her mouth, making sure she wouldn't change her mind too quick and make me drop the shit everywhere.
When it finally touched her lips she cringed and I put the spoon in her mouth. She took the jelly and another flash made me want to punch my Uncle Mitch across the table but I waited until Renesmee swallowed and when she did a tremor rocked through her, making her whole body shake.
"Well?" I asked and her face puckered up.
"That was awful." She choked. I laughed and kissed her quickly enough so that Uncle Mitch couldn't get a shot.
"I'm glad you tried it." I whispered and Renesmee bit her lip.
"Only for you." Renesmee smiled.
"You should say that more often, I like it." I winked and she laughed, music to my ears.
"Maybe I will." Renesmee said playfully, putting her hands in mine.
"Okay, okay, c'mon you guys, I just ate. You're going to make me puke." Jared complained from his spot in between Paul and Quil. Renesmee turned to look at Jared and stuck her tongue out. He smiled and shook his head. At least he was playing nice tonight.
"So Jake, what did you get Renesmee for Christmas?" Embry asked, leaning back in his char, "I know you didn't follow the rules this year."
"So what if I didn't?" I snapped playfully and Embry rolled his eyes.
"Did you get her a diamond ring? Your dick on a platter?" Quil asked sarcastically. Renesmee put her hand over her mouth in shock.
"No you asshole, I did not give her my dick on a platter." I snapped for real this time and he made a face pretending he was hurt.
"So you got her a diamond ring then?" Seth asked, being stupid on purpose I guess.
"No." I shook my head and Renesmee smiled, already liking this game quite a bit.
"Did you guys have sex?" Paul asked in a whisper.
"No." Renesmee answered this time Paul shrugged.
"Well, you seem awfully happy, I was just guessing." Paul shrugged harmlessly, as if what he said was perfectly fine.
"Well, as happy as I am Jacob and I did not have sex." Renesmee shook her head with a nervous laugh and I smiled putting my arm around the back of Renesmee's chair.
"Wow, I didn't realize how perfect you guys were for one another." Aunt Kelly said from the other end of the table, watching Renesmee and I.
"Aren't they though?" Aunt Jane nudged her. Renesmee smiled shyly and I grabbed her chin, pulling her mouth into mine, just to make them coo and "Aw" which is exactly what they did.
"Don't change the subject, what'd you get her?" Quil demanded. I snapped my lips off of Renesmee's, warning Quil to keep his mouth shut.
"You bought Renesmee a gift?" Kelly screeched in surprise.
"No I-"
"Yeah you did, you were just talking about it." Jared shrugged, looking ever so innocent. I wanted to kill him.
"Aw! Can we see it? We won't tell Billy!" Jane begged, clapping her hands together.
"No Aunt Jane, I didn't get her a gift." I shook my head. Renesmee's eyes darted around the table as everyone took turns begging to see her gift.
"I found it!" Paul pointed towards Renesmee and Quil looked at him like he was a complete idiot… not that he wasn't.
"That's Renesmee, Paul, very good!" He patted Paul on the back and he grimaced.
"No, her necklace." Paul sneered, sticking his nose in the air. I sighed heavily and everyone leaned forward.
"Oh." They all cooed.
"What does it say?" Kelly asked, leaning forward.
"Nothing, it doesn't say anything." I interjected.
"It says forever and always!" Jane cooed.
"Aw Jake!" Kelly put her hand over her heart and Quil rolled his eyes.
"You're so dreamy." Seth batted his eyelashes and put his hand over his chest as well.
"Alright, that's enough." I groaned. Kelly and Jane just smiled at one another and got up from the table, helping to clear it. Renesmee put her forehead against my shoulder and sighed out of exasperation.
"That was embarrassing." Renesmee groaned. I laughed lightly and kissed her forehead. Another flash went off and I sucked my teeth.
"Mitch, take one more picture and I'll stick that camera so far up your-"
"That's enough!" Billy came back in, taking the camera from Mitch and putting it in his back pocket.
"These are the moments they're going to thank me for capturing." Mitch shrugged.
"Alright, alright. Sure Mitch. Jacob, it's getting late. Does Renesmee have a curfew?" Billy asked, grabbing the display plate of cactus fruit jelly.
"Uh, yeah. I'm going to take her home now." I nodded, taking Renesmee's hand in mine.
"But I-" Renesmee started to argue.
"C'mon Renesmee, can't have you being late." I winked and she nodded slowly.
"Right." She smiled and let me lead her out into the living room.
"I'm taking Renesmee home, see you guys later." I waved and Aunt Jane stood up from one of the living room sofa's and hugging Renesmee.
"It was so nice to meet you." She smiled, hugging Renesmee close. Kelly hugged her next as did the rest of her family.
"Merry Christmas." Renesmee called out as we walked out the front door.
"Merry Christmas!" Everyone called back at once. Renesmee laughed and I held her hand, swinging out intertwined hands between us out to the car.
"Did you have fun?" I asked, running my other hand through my hair.
"Yeah, you're family is so nice Jake. I feel bad because mine hates you." Renesmee added the last part as a whisper. When we reached my car out in my massive driveway I leaned against Renesmee, pressing her against the passenger's side door.
"I don't mind. You don't hate me… right?" I asked. Renesmee smiled and pressed her lips to mine.
"Definitely not." She smiled once she'd pulled back.
"That's nice to hear." I smiled and kissed the side of her neck. She smiled at me, the heartbreaking smile that made me want to give her everything she ever wanted.
"So why exactly am I lying to your family about having a curfew?" Renesmee asked, playing with my tie. Renesmee had told her parents she was sleeping over at Emily's with her family for Christmas and snuck back up her window to change for tonight. So in reality, I could stay with her all night, she would never have to go to Emily's…
"I wanted to spend some time alone time with you." I shrugged, putting my hand under Renesmee hair, right underneath her ear. I kissed her, rolling my tongue in her mouth. I heard Renesmee's leg come up and hit the side of my car with her heels.
"Oops." She muttered under my lips.
"I really don't care." I muttered and caught her lips on mine again. Renesmee's hands were on my chest, pulling at my tie. As if I could get any closer she kept pulling me in. I continued to assault her mouth, ravaging all of it on mine, completely selfish and unwilling to let anyone ever have her like I do.
The porch lights flickered on and off from the front of the house and Renesmee and I both jumped. My entire family -without exaggeration- was standing in front of the front window, cheering and clapping. I sucked my teeth and hung my head, opening the passenger's side door for her and she got in without a word, crossing her legs and folding her hands in her lap. I walked around to get into the other side and I sped off, getting as far away from my embarrassing family as possible.
"Where are we going now?" Renesmee asked, turning up the heat. I swear Renesmee is the only person I ever let touch the thermostat in my car. No one ever gets that privilege with me.
"I was thinking we would go to the clearing." I suggested and Renesmee smiled a little at that. I knew how much she liked the clearing. Before I left for football we spent the whole day in the clearing, just doing nothing. Staring at one another I guess.
The drive was short and Renesmee played with the black ribbon on the side of her dress for the entire ride. She seemed tense and nervous, I was pretty sure I knew why. I think I was ready to do this with Renesmee. I was really ready to make love to her. It was something I'd never done before. I mean, sure I've had sex, but I've never really given it much thought. With Renesmee I was giving it so much thought my head hurt.
When I stopped the car, Renesmee and I both sat in awkward silence. I fake yawned and put my arm around the back of the bench. Renesmee sighed and leaned in to me, putting her head against my chest. I took that same hand and ran my fingers through her hair. When she'd finally turned her head up to look at me I kissed her, no regrets, no time to think.
I knew I didn't have much time to react. If I gave Renesmee the idea, I would have to stick to it until she finally gave in. I put my hands at the back of her dress, toying with the zipper and she made a noise of disagreement into my mouth. I ran my hand up and down her back, gently tugging at the zipper until she became frustrated and pulled away.
"Jake…" Renesmee mumbled, leaning away from me, wringing her wrists nervously.
"What? Is there something wrong?" I asked, the heat was starting to get uncomfortable so I lowered it a little. My ego was being shrunken down each second it took for Renesmee to answer.
"No, nothing's wrong," She said softly, curling a piece of hair around her finger. "It's just that…Jacob, I just… I wanted to kind-of… wait." Renesmee mumbled.
"Wait? For what? This is perfect. We almost never get time alone…" I leaned in to kiss Renesmee again and she bit her lip.
"I wanted to wait until… marriage. I mean don't you think it seems a little wrong to have unmarried sex… on Christmas?" Renesmee looked down at her hands. How ridiculous. If Renesmee really thought that waiting until marrige was a good idea, I didn't know who she planned on getting married to. As harsh as it sounds, I'm sure I wouldn't be able to wait that long. Hell, I didn't even know if Renesmee and I would ever really last long enough to be married.
I looked deep into Renesmee's eyes seeing the guilt and reluctance hidden deep in her eyes. She was trying to avoid my gaze but I wasn't just going to let her look away. I needed to know what was going through her head. I put both of my hands on either side of her face and stared right into her beautiful green orbs. I felt bad for thinking Renesmee was wrong, I could see how truly serious she was about this. I pulled my hands back and ran them through my hair.
"You don't have to Ness. I understand." I sighed and started the car again, getting ready to back out. Renesmee grabbed my forearm and I turned to look at her.
"Yes?" I asked, looking into Renesmee's eyes, greener than grass and brighter than the sun.
"I want to. With you. I want to do this with you." Renesmee said confidently, looking more irresistible than I think she ever has.
"Didn't you just tell me you didn't want to?" I asked, really trying to see what she was thinking and why she had suddenly changed her mind.
"I never got a chance to give you a Christmas gift." Renesmee said simply, leaning in and kissing my neck.
"And you're sure about this?" I asked, already turning off the car.
"Yes." Renesmee said softly. I turned my body to look at her and smiled at her. Renesmee smiled back hesitantly before I kicked off my shoes and wiggled my toes.
"I love you Renesmee. I don't want you to do this because you think you have to." I told her as she laughed at my shoeless feet. She looked up at me and stretched her legs out, putting them on my lap. She slowly slipped her heels off, letting them hit the floor. I lifted her leg and kissed from the top of her foot, up her shin. She watched me with a worried look on her face before I reached her knee. Her skin was so creamy and soft I didn't ever want to take my hands off of it.
I slid my suit jacket off and threw it in the backseat, unbuttoning my shirt with it. Renesmee watched me hesitantly and I turned on the radio, lightly playing music in the background, something I always did. The song was soft and melodic and Renesmee seemed to relax a bit.
I laid back and Renesmee straddled my lap, running her finger down my scar, stopping at my belt. I nodded, encouraging her and she unbuckled my belt, pulling it off slowly and throwing it in the backseat. I knew Renesmee was nervous, but I sure as hell couldn't tell when he leaned forward and kissed my neck, sucking on my pulse point. I groaned and she smiled, obviously content with herself, as she pulled back.
"I love you." She whispered. She put her hands behind her back and unzipped her dress, pulling it down and revealing her red strapless bra. I was shocked she would let me see her so fast, but damn it, I didn't mind.
I helped her pull the dress all the way off and throw it in the backseat until she was in black panties and a lace bra. I was in complete and utter disbelief at how amazing Renesmee was. Her body was like heaven and I just wanted to worship it for the rest of my life.
I sat up and leaned in so I was on top of Renesmee and we were both breathing erratically out of anticipation for what was to come. I slid my pants off, leaving me in nothing but my underwear.
"Renesmee I love you so much. I want you to always remember this." I mumbled against her milky skin. She gasped when I'd kissed the skin right above the waistband of her underwear.
"I will." She moaned softly and I smiled, knowing this was it. I moved back up to look at Renesmee in the eyes, she smiled that sexy smile I always knew would be then end of me and put her arms around my neck.
Then it began.
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