Thanks for the support, again sorry for the previous chapter being so short but now it is time for Puck or should I say Noah and Rachel's heart to heart.
We enter the ultrasound room where the doctor helps me up onto the bed. When I am comfortable he lifts up my top and puts some of that freezing goo on my stomach.
The sonographer then moved the monitor around my stomach a bit and then the beating of Peanuts heartbeat could be heard.
I am crying, but with happiness because my baby is going to be ok. I feel someone hold my hand and turn to face that person, that person was Noah his eyes were also filled with tears.
"Wow Rachel, that's our baby, I regret not being there for you from the beginning. I miss being with you and I have missed so much of this pregnancy that I know that can't miss anymore of it. I left you on your own when you needed me the most. I am so sorry and I know that no apology could ever change the way that I treated you and I know that I have a lot of making up to do but I am so sorry about what I said, I should have been there for you when your dad's kicked you out, I should have been there for you when people were making fun of you but there I was doing the same thing that they were doing, only it was so much more worse because I'm your baby daddy and I really shouldn't have done any of it," he finishes his speech with the most sincere apologetic look I have ever seen in my entire life.
"Why did you do it Noah?" I ask, he may have been apologetic but I wanted to know why he did it to me in the first place.
"I did it because I was scared, I thought that I would be like my dead beat of a father, I thought that without a father figure to look up to that I would not be able to be an amazing father, the more I have been thinking about it these past couple of days the more I have realised that in fact you don't have a mother figure to look up to and yet there you was already protecting our child from arseholes, including me. I miss you, I know that I never hugged you or told you anything cute while we were fucking but that's because that's what I wanted it to be, I didn't want to call it love making because if I did then I would have realised that I would in fact be in love with you, and today has made me realise how much of twat that made me, I realised how much I love you and that baby in your belly. I want to be a great dad and I want to be an amazing boyfriend to you. I love you please forgive me," he finishes speech and is practically begging me.
"Noah, I forgive you now I realise your reasons and to be honest I have been in love with you since the first time we kissed back in middle school. I miss being around you, let's face it we were having sex multiple times a week. I want you in Peanuts life and I want you in mine too, but can we take it slow, with me I mean. I have to trust you completely before we start having sex again, but I am willing to date you, and maybe it won't be the best idea to live with each other even though that's what you generally do when you have a baby with someone," I say to him.
"That's fine babe. I understand I mean what I have done to you over the past few months and the way I have acted is unacceptable and I am grateful that you even forgave me. I'd love to take time to get to know each other properly, and you won't get rid of me that easily, I'll constantly be over Fabray's so that I can help out with Peanut," he says to me sincerely.
I make up my mind there and then, that scare has made him a changed man. I realise that we have been in the ultrasound room for ages and that they probably need it so I clean myself up and he helps me down.
"Thanks," I say and he knew exactly what for. We pay for copies of the ultrasound and we pay for a DVD of it also. Quinn is waiting in the waiting room for us and she knows I'll tell her everything later.
"Noah," I say in a voice that says that I will be telling him something important.
"Yes babe?" he says.
"There is the small matter of your mother that we need to break the news that she is going to be a grandmother," I say.
"Umm... yeah when do you want to do that, you do realise she is batshit crazy don't you?" he asks me.
"Noah, don't talk about your mother like that, and how about tonight?" I answer him with a question.
"Ok, might as well get it out of the way as soon as possible," he says running a hand over his Mohawk.
"Yes we will, I'll phone Quinn and Momma and let them know where I am ok, Momma is going to let hell break loose up the school after what happened earlier," I say to him.
I phone Quinn and Momma and let them know where I am and so on.
We pull up outside his house and he says "Time to face the music then."
Next chapter Noah and Rachel tell his mom and we find out what happened in McKinley after Momma went down there.
