Disclaimer: I don't own Death Note.


I quickly got into the car, greeted by the scolding face of Mels.

"Hey Mels," I said quietly. "What's up?"

He looked at me and mumbled nothing fucking much, so he was still mad. Shocker.

"Don't be mad." I whispered.

"I'm going to be whatever the fuck I want to be, Matt, you've been doing this for 6 mother fucking years! I can't believe you doing that to your beautiful skin! You know you can die from that shit! And it's even worse that you started because of me! How does it make you feel Matt, how the fuck does it make you feel?" He yelled.

"Happy, sad, nervous, mad, alone, and guilty." I said embarrassed.

Than he looked at me for the first time since I got in the car, and put the back of his hand up to my face and mumbled "Your swelling, but that's my fault too."

"…" I looked outside to see we were already at our apartment I quickly got out of the car ready to chop my arm off when Mello grabbed my shoulder and spun me around.

"What is it, Mels?" I asked innocently. "You won't anymore." It wasn't a question it was a statement.

"I need to take a shower." I said angrily. Who was he to say what I will and will not do? I knocked off his hand and ran inside, and into the bathroom.

I look into all of te drawers to see that Mello had took all of my blades, that ass hole, but thats alright I rolled up my sleeve to see my emergentcy blade taped to my forearm along with scars some faded, and some bright red. I took my razor and slid it across my wrist, I repeated that motion 16 more times until Mello knocked on the door.

"Matt, get your ass out here, you've been in there 32 miniuts and I don't hear the water running!"

I hurried and put the razor back, cleaned up the blood rolled down my sleeves and opened the door.


Ohhhh cliffhanger! I love reveiws...and Matt!