A/N: Okay so I know it's been a long time, and for those of you who enjoy reading this story, I'm very very sorry. What a strange story this is, isn't it? Very strange indeed. It almost appears that I'm talking to myself rather than you all, so let me talk to you. Oh, and this is to Sehena, such a strange name.
You reviewed to my story, "I highly doubt this is in character for Alucard. He'd rip someone apart before letting himself be raped. As for Integra, it's quite clear that she loves Alucard. So even if she was engaged to the man who had raped Alucard, she would obviously rip the said man in two. I believe that she would believe Alucard and possibly even help him through this horrible time."
Now to tackle this, we'll have to first start at the bottom which is with Integra. Not to be rude or anything, but it doesn't appear you actually continued to read the story after chapter one. Integra is struggling within herself. She wants to be loved, she doesn't want to be that ice queen that everyone thinks she is, and when she finds the right person she forbids Alucard to attack him though she knows Alucard would hate him. This is when the rape actually occurs, and at the time, Alucard happens to be looking at himself in the mirror and appears as he did about sixty years ago. Sixty years ago, he looked like a girl.
Now we're getting somewhere.
Integra doesn't want to believe this for obvious reasons. She actually loves the man that she's with and wants to stay with him, but because of the incident with Alucard, she'd forced to leave him. She herself is very confused and is making herself appear to be the bad guy, something she is not intending and doesn't understand. This is only because she is defending the one she loves despite who he is. And do believe me, people defend bad people because they love them.
But then again, I just wanted to make this one chapter, so as I piece this up, chapter's won't be updated quickly.
Disclaimer: I do not own Hellsing. (You're in for a short chapter)
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Pip and Seras paced back and forth in her room, heads both locked on the ground, words only being spoken moments apart. "I don't understand," Seras had said again as the pacing continued. Minutes later, Pip would join, "How did it happen, how could it happen?" Seras would only shrug, stop pacing and crisscrossed beside her coffin fiddling her thumbs together. " I didn't even know something like that was possible, a bit gross if you think about it, huh Pip," Seras had said finally ending the pacing spree. "You didn't think it was possible? I didn't think vampires were possible, but what am I talking to now?" he'd asked still finding humor in the darkest of times.
"Yeah," said Seras laughing a bit, "I guess so." And despite the fact that it may have been inappropriate at the moment, the two just laughed.
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Again, Walter had thanked the Lord for bottles of spray, packages of sponges, a bucket of murky old water and a mansion which consisted of windows…thousands of them. He'd cleaned them all up until his arm had been sore because of it, but he didn't stop there. He'd found a broom and swept every square inch of the house, even things he hadn't swept before. Just every and anything he could do to get his mind off the current situation that was upsetting the household.
He wondered how Alucard and Integra were faring with it. Well, that wasn't how he should've put it, he knew how they were fairing with it…badly. He'd thought that in a way they both felt trapped, trapped in many ways. Poor old Walter was so caught up in thoughts that he hadn't even realized Integra had been waking up the stairs and that he was now sweeping her shoes.
"Oh," he'd said suddenly, jumping back (he was getting too old for all of this jumping), "Sir Integra, I'm sorry I didn't see you there." She gave a nod of understanding and continued her way down the hallway and luckily for Walter, she'd managed to tread just a bit of dirt on the floor. "More cleaning," he'd told himself, again hopping towards the steps ignoring the growing pain in his back.
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Integra's words didn't help Alucard in the least. Truthfully, they'd gone straight out of his ears. He didn't concentrate on them because he'd only known that they'd hurt him more and he rarely ever showed emotion. If it wasn't being caught and tortured by Hellsing, then this had to be the worst moment in his afterlife.
With a shudder, he'd concluded to make things a bit easier for him and he'd closed his eyes as he'd felt himself shrink considerably. He didn't have to view himself to know what he looked like. He knew the shape and form all too well, at least it would make things easier as degrading as it was. Maybe if he was lucky, his small form would somehow lead to his death…his final death. He'd known that killing himself was now out of the option, but controlling other people to kill him wasn't. He'd just have to start with the most dimwitted residents in the Hellsing manor. That would be the Wild Geese and their two captains; Pip and Seras.
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Okay, so I'm sorry it was so short. This story is just getting harder and harder to right if you know what I mean, plus, schools coming up again. Hope you all enjoyed this chapter, God bless !
