Ch 17- Under the Stars
Closing the door tightly behind him, Roy stepped forward.
Ed had backed himself up against the window.
"Ed. Open the window."
"Why? Its night time now, there won't be any light."
"I know."
Ed did as Roy told him to, and opened the window.
Roy took a step closer to Ed, placing one hand on the cool window.
He knelt down, and cupped Ed's chin within his hand.
"Ed, after everything that has happened, I need to tell you something once more. But more than that, I want to show you."
"Roy, what are you talking about?"
Roy brushed his thumb over Edward's bottom lip, gently he traced it, back and forth.
This movement, sent a shiver down Ed's spine.
"I want to show you, everything."
Roy replaced his thumb with his lips, gently pushing them against Ed's.
It wasn't as fiery as their kisses usually were, this one was...different.
"Roy, I..." Ed tried to slip his tongue passed Roy's teeth, but Roy wouldn't let him pass.
Roy looked at Ed, and saw a slight sign of rejection,
"Roy why won't..." Ed trailed off.
"No Edward, take it slowly this time."
"What?" Ed didn't understand what Roy was talking about.
"Shhhh" Roy whispered.
"Ro-y" Ed's sentence was cut short once again.
Roy kissed him, this time with more force, but still with just his lips, he held Ed there, radiating with warmth, with love.
He moved his lips upward. Kissing Ed on the cheek, the nose and then pressing them gently on his forehead.
He mouthed the words, "I love you."
Ed closed his eyes, and wrapped his arm's around Roy's waist, embracing him, feeling him, enjoying his warmth.
"Roy..."
He was suddenly picked up, and put up on the seat.
Roy then came up onto him, and layed down, sprawling his entire body over Ed's.
"Roy, your so warm."
Ed again, embraced Roy. Caging him between his two arms.
"Edward..."
Roy unbuttoned Ed's jacket.
He slowly placed his hands on Ed's lower abdomen, and pulled Ed's tank top up, tracing his muscular form with small circles, blowing cool air onto him.
Ed moaned.
Roy slowly lifted Ed's shirt, pulling it over his shoulders.
Roy moved his hands up, circling Ed's nipple slowly. Ed whined.
"I see I found a sensitive area, Edward."
He circled it again, Slower, gentler.
"Mmmmm..." Ed moaned again.
His body arched up, pressing the two closer together.
"Edward, relax...:" Roy whispered.
"Roy...what..." Ed was breathing harder, he wanted Roy.
Roy felt Ed's need below him.
"Edward, that not what we're doing now."
"But...I...need.."
Roy kissed Ed once again. Silencing the boy.
"No Edward, tonight, all you need is to feel me, I am not going to cause any pain, whether it be pleasurable or not." He licked Ed's top and bottom lip. Kissing him again, all the while, placing his hands on Ed's bare back.
"Mmmm, Roy...your hands are..cold"
"I'm sorry..." Roy moaned as Ed instinctively arched his back again, pressing his sign of pleasure against Roy's thigh.
"Roy please...I.." He wanted Roy to satisfy him.
"Not tonight Ed, relax." Roy wanted to control himself, he just wanted to be with Ed tonight, to show him.
He lowered his head from Ed's lips and used his tongue to circle the sensitive spot he'd found on Ed's chest.
"Ahhhh, Nnggg ...Roy..." All Ed could say was his colonel's name.
Roy brought his lips to the middle of Ed's chest, and kissed it, and once again softly mouthed the words, "I love you"
He kissed Ed, from his chest up to his collar bone, tracing the outline with his finger, following his lips.
He kissed up Ed's neck, and stopped under Ed's chin.
"I love you." He mouthed once again.
"Roy...I"
"No, Edward, please not yet."
Ed wanted to embrace Roy's lips with his own, and awaited as his approached closer.
Roy dodged them.
Ed tried to lead Roy's lips back to his own, but failed.
Roy kissed the side of Ed's face, slower than before.
Kissing him on the cheek, Ed felt the word's "I love you."
How he wanted to respond. He didn't.
Roy went to Ed's forehead, and pressed his against it.
"Ed do you understand what I wanted to show you?" He ask softly.
Ed knew. But said...
"I think...show me a little more..."
Roy smiled.
"Alright...I will."
Roy pulled Ed's hair out of it's beautiful braid of gold.
He laced his fingers through it, and he brought it to his face, inhaling Edward's intoxicating smell.
He placed his lips at the top of Ed's head.
"I love you."
He held onto the golden locks as he lowered his eyes to Ed's and pressed his nose against his.
He stared, deep into the golden eye's of the blond.
"I love you."
He took his fingers and gently closed Ed's eyes, placing a kiss on each one, and again matching it with a whispered, "I love you."
Ed was relaxed now, he wasn't in the mood for sex, that would ruin this..this feeling that Roy had created for the two of them.
He wanted this to last...
He felt Roy pull himself up.
"Roy..wait..." He though it was ending.
But Roy proceed to place his back on the seat, and removed his shirt.
Following that, he allowed Ed to come on top and cover him.
Ed didn't know what to do, or...He didn't know what Roy wanted him to do.
When suddenly, he felt a hand on his bear back. He shuddered.
He felt the warm line of a finger tracing the back of his spine, starting from his neck, going down...
"Mmmmm..." he moaned.
Roy loosened Ed's pants, just enough so he could easily slide his finger down the back.
He traced Ed's cheeks, with little circular patterns.
"Ed, this is still my favorite part of your body..." Ed felt a rumble through Roy's chest.
He knew Roy was holding back his moans.
"Roy you shouldn't stifle your arousal...you can..."
"Shhhh, no, not tonight.." He kissed Ed on bottom lip. Then the top.
He still continued to trace soft, sensual circles around Ed's butt cheeks with one hand.
With the other he slowly removed Ed's pants, using his feet to pull them the rest of the way down.
He proceeded to do the same with Ed's boxers.
Edward, was now laying on top of Roy, completely naked.
"Roy..." Ed felt the cool breeze along his back, He shivered.
Roy felt his lover's shivers, and pressed himself closer to him.
"Is that better?"
"Mhm..." Ed felt Roy's warmth completely wash away the cold.
Roy moved his hands from Ed's butt, to his thighs.
Tracing the contour of his muscles with two fingers, he moved up and down slowly, getting close to Ed's most sensitive spot, but making sure not to cause Ed too much arousal.
Ed gasped. "Ro-o-y-y..." He bucked back and forth,
"Edward...I'm sorry..if I'm causing you discomfort I'll..."
"No! this feels good..."
"Alright."
He took Ed's hand and placed a kiss on the top.
"I love you."
He turned Ed's hand over. Kissing Ed's soft palm.
"I love you."
Roy took Ed, and cupped him into his arms.
Lowering both their bodies to the floor.
He set Ed into his lap.
Ed looked up at Roy, who was looking out through the window.
He looked, so peaceful.
"Roy..."
"Edward, I wanted to show you how I felt about you tonight, I wanted to show you that I could control my physical wanting of you, that I could love you, without having sex. I..."
He pulled Ed face up towards his own, And kissed him, with a fiery passion.
This kiss was ...amazing. That is the only word that came into Ed's mind.
"Ed I love you so much, I love you...I love you..." Each breathe Roy took, he filled it with these words.
He looked out the window once more, and tightly enclosed Ed into his arms. Hugging him gently. Roy Mustang fell asleep, repeating for one last time that night..."I love you..."
Ed looked off into the distance, and gazed into the stars, the moonlight reflecting off his golden eyes.
He nuzzled Roy's chest, kissed it gently. He fell asleep listening to the heart beat of his love.
He whispered the words " I too, love you Roy Mustang,,,my colonel..my everything..."
They fell asleep that night, as the train once again took them their next destination.
