Okay I made a mistake that my reader had pointed out to me.

The kids are in high school.

Their ages are.

Ben: 15, Junior

Bailey:14,Sophmore

Summer:13, Freshman

Sammy:13, Freshman

Natalie:11, Freshman(skipped grades)

OTHER CHARACTERS

Samantha:15, Junior

Scott:16, Junior

Diana: 13, Freshman

I hope you can forgive me for my stupid mistake.

Bailey: finally your writing about us!

Summer: now after us you can write that other story about Shawn.

Me: its Shane and after this I will….I hope.

Ben: well lets get this done shall we?

Sammy: alright. REVIEW!

Bailey: And Enjoy!

Chapter 5

Scott's POV

A lot of people called-still do- her a slut or a whore but when I saw that beauty singing and dancing in that music room like she was somewhere else, it made me want to be the real me for once. It made me see how much I hid my real self from this place, after realizing that I need to be just me, I knew I wanted her to be mine. I broke it off with my girlfriend who was a cheater anyway. My girlfriend didn't want me to go but I didn't want her. Not after I saw that angel. For weeks I watched her. Dance and sing. It was amazing. The way she moved her body along with the songs she was singing. I wanted to go over to her so many times in the café but all the times she was with her friends and guys, I knew an angel like that couldn't be a slut. I never believed in rumors anyways. My mother always told me that rumors were nothing more than just a deadly cold for the stupid. I will always miss those sayings.

More than ever now that she was high up above, but I don't let it get to me too much, I know she will always be with me even if her body isn't here I know her spirit rests in my heart.

I was on my way to pick up my step mom when I heard a loud scream in the near by alley way. A girl screaming in a town like this one couldn't be a good sign but that's in any town…right? I raced out of my car and rounded the corner to see a gruesome sight. The angel that sang and danced laid on the ground with a bunch of men huddled around her naked, bloody, beaten body. I went back to my car, loaded up my gun I always stash away and rounded the corner to see one guy was about to do something gross to her, not making love but rape her I guess you can call it. I raised the gun towards the sky so I wouldn't shoot anyone, I pulled the trigger and once the bang came out the men scattered in different directions, leaving me alone with the passed out angel. I shoved the gun in my pocket while running up to her. I kneeled down, scanning all of her. I took off my jacked, laid it on her body so she wouldn't be exposed to me and I wouldn't want to be a non gentleman, that's not what my mother brought me up to be. I picked her up, laid her gently in the backseat of my car and headed off towards my step moms work.

After explaining to my step mom and my father what happened my step mom was understanding about the whole thing, my father seemed to lost to even get it but he didn't protest about her staying. He just sat down, smiled at me and went to watch his television. It was around 9 when I decided to get some food together for the angel who slept upstairs, I opened the door, turned on the lights and that's when I saw the beauty up and blinking rapidly. I think it was the lights. Oops. "Well I see your up." I smiled, laying down the tray on the nightstand by the bed I proceeded to sit beside her. "You been asleep for hours."

"Hours!" Her eyes grew wide when she saw it was pitch black. "Oh crap I have to go!" oh no she doesn't. when I saw her trying to get up and her face twisting in a pained expression I grabbed gently on her shoulders and laid her back down.

"You need to recover. You were in pretty bad shape back there." I should know, I saw your wounds.

"Unknown boy say what?"

I laughed and with I smiled I greeted. "Im Scott. Scott Derby."

She looked very surprised when I spoke my name. "Scott? The Scott who is a legend worrier that defeated all the bad zombies in Zombie land 5!" A few moments passed, covering her mouth, her face grew pink. She let out a nervous laugh which warmed my heart. "I mean nice to meet you. Im Bailey. Bailey Deans."

Oh I already knew who you were angel. I smiled softly. "I already know who you are honey."

"Y-you do?"

I nodded. "Im one of your fan boys….." did I just use fan boys? Really. She isn't a pop star. You idiot.

"Fan boys?" Shit she sounded a little perturbed. Great going genius.

"Well others call them victims but I will just say fan boys" okay dude. Stop talking.

"Well that's rude. How dare they call the men I slept-I mean dated my victims." I laughed and smiled at her cuteness.

"Well here." I gave her phone back and stood up, thinking she needed to be alone on this. "Call your parents, tell them your at my place. Oh they shouldn't worry since my mother is going to be watching over you. Checking in on you once in a while. Make sure you eat…after that we can bandage up your wounds and stuff."

She smiled the smile that gave me butterflies in my tummy. "Thanks…" I nodded and so close to being out the door her voice stopped me. "Scott….how bad did I look….I mean what did they do."

I looked at that beautiful face than looked away. "Trust me Bailey you don't want to know. Im just glad I saw you when I did." I smiled back at her. Nodded than fled out the door. Leaving her to her duties.

Thinking back to those days where we both were so unknown to each other made me think about how much I really actually cared about someone other than my family. Sure I had a lot of girlfriends but the girl who was standing in the center of the music room getting ready to perform to me was the girl for me. Her hair. Her big brown eyes. Those cute freckles that laid scattered on her cheeks. Her wonderful body. She was perfect. Even though she would deny everything if I told her how beautiful she really was.

Bailey had a rough patch. All her life she been fighting with her weight and now she's fighting with a lot more. Rumors. My ex girlfriend. And her ex boyfriends. We tell each other everything these days. No matter how bad it sounds, we both know we will stand and fight. Bailey is so much more than just a body and a pretty face, but people don't want to see her in that perspective. It can be annoying but that's because we have stupid ass people in this school.

"Scott?" I was sucked into a vertex in my own thoughts that I didn't even notice Bailey in front of me. I straightened up my pose to get a better look at her. "How was I?"

Oh crap. I didn't even see or hear her. I bit my lip. When I saw her frown I knew she knew that I didn't even listen. "Scott! I did this just for you and you didn't even bother to listen." She sighed, rushed off to the far side of the room where her bag lays. I got up from the chair, skipped down the steps and rushed to her. Stopping from behind I dared to grab her waist from behind. That was a dare I shouldn't have took. I got elbowed in the rib as she was turning.

"Bailey."

She made a yikes face than drew close to me. "Are you okay. Sorry. I really didn't mean to do that."

I nodded. Rubbed the spot a bit and followed her to where she walked back in the center of the music room. "What's wrong Bailey?"

"Nothing."

"That's a lie. Tell me."

She stopped, gripping the mic in her hands she had her head hanging low. Her eyes shifting in different directions. "Bailey?"

Her hand shifted towards her curly hair and stroked through, she was playing with her hair. Meaning she was nervous or worried…..now im worried. I stepped a bit closer to her. "Bailey?"

She placed the mic back where it was, grabbed my hand and sat down. I saw close beside her. This time she used two hands to strok her curls. "How much do you like me?"

I blinked a bit, taken aback by that question. I sucked in my breath and said. "A lot."

"That says it all." She sighed, I heard the irritation in her voice.

"What's the matter Bai?" I call her Bai as a nick name. surprisingly I was the only one who does.

Her breath shook and I felt her shoulders shake. She was hunched over in her chair, leaning forward. Her hair hanging down, covering her face. Was she crying? I laid my hand on her back, rubbing her softly like a friend would do. She sat upright and leaned back in the chair. I looked at her still hanging, covered face. "Your scaring me Bailey. What the heck is wrong?"

"Scott….could you keep a secret? And promise me you wouldn't….push me away when I tell you this."

"I can and….I promise. Honey what's the matter."

She turned her face to me and I saw tears streaming her face. This was serious if Bailey that take no crap gal was in tears. I grabbed her arms, laid them on my shoulders. Grabbed her waist and slid her over, sat her in between my legs. Her body twisted towards me. She hugged my neck, laying her head on my shoulder.

"T-This morning I went to the doctors….and found out that I have…HIV and Gonorrhea…"

"Oh…..Bailey…" My arms wrapped around her tighter. I kissed her head a few times, knowing her secrets are safe in my knowing, I rubbed her back softly as she started to sob on my shoulder. "Your going to be okay honey. It will be all okay."

"How do you know." She sniffed.

"Because I know you. And I saw you in desprate situations. Don't let this discourage you. We will get through this."

She lifted up from my shoulder and looked at me. "We? You still want me."

I smiled thinking that I still want this woman even if she wasn't that perfect…I would still love her. "I do. I know its early to say this…but I love you."

Her face turned pink and right than I laid my lips on her, but only to be pushed back.

"No you can get what I have."

I smiled at her. "I don't care, I been waiting to long. And im not about to let some stds stop me from loving on the girl I been in love with since I saw her dancing….as well singing." I didn't let her have a chance to push away or say anything. I kissed her, and kept on, till the school bell rang and we had to go to class, but even that didn't stop me from showing my love to her.

Nothing will stop me from loving this woman. Believe that.

Bailey's POV

While Summer was dealing with her brother I decided to step into the kitchen when her mother was making supper. "Aunt Betsy?"

Betsy looked over to me, turned off the stove and shuffled over to me. She smelled like chili. What a sweet smell. I sat at the table that was set in the middle of the kitchen. "Yes?"

I knew I couldn't tell my mother, or she would flip and my father would hate me. I know it. They thought their sweet daughter was still a innocent virgin. How could I ruin that. I bit my lip. "How-How did you get HIV?"

She rose a brow at me, sat across from me with full alert. "Why?"

I bit my lip and looked down. Should I tell her? I mean Scott was understanding, enough to confess his true feelings, I knew he loved me because if I said that to any of my ex's….they would have been gone.

"Bailey? Is there something wrong."

I felt pain swelling up inside me again, I hated this. I coughed and glanced up at her. Her face was stern and serious but yet concerned. I felt my heart racing through my chest, my body shaking like crazy. I laid my arms on the table and gulped. "Could you not tell my mother….or father…."

She scooted closer to the table and laid a hand on mine. "I wont but you would soon if its this serious sweetie."

"I know b-but not now…."

She nodded. "Alright…so go ahead Bailey."

I sucked in a breath and sighed. "I have stds….Gonorrhea…and HIV."

"Oh my. You sure?"

I nodded. "Uncle Aiden check me over this morning. He told me he could treat the Gonorrhea but has no control over the HIV."

Betsy scratched her neck and nodded. "Well when are you getting treated?"

"Tomorrow, first thing, Uncle Aiden has me scheduled."

"Well that's good. Do you wanna ask any questions or any thing."

"Well actually no. I mean I guess not, I just needed to talk about it to somebody who has what I have."

Betsy smiled a soft one. "Your welcome baby."

I smiled, feeling okay again. Till I got home to see Uncle Aiden, my parents and brother on the couch, they all were staring at me after I walked in the house. My parents were furious but concern or worried. My brother was just worried. Aiden was giving me a sorry look.

"You told them?" I growled at Aiden.

"They needed to know." Aiden spoke softly.

"Honey don't worry." My mom began. But I stopped her by yelling at Aiden. "You told me your doctor appointments were confidential! You said you couldn't tell!"

"Well I cant….but you're my niece and I knew you wouldn't tell-"

"I would of when I was ready!" I screamed. My brother came to my side, rubbing my arm to calm me down, like he always did when we were growing up. If I ever got mad he was there to rub my arm, and that would calm me down but not this time. I was to furious.

"Bailey-" My dad got out till I lashed out again at Aiden. "Your such a liar! At least Aunt Betsy would of kept her word! And she's not even a dang doctor!"

"Bailey!" My father stood up as he bellowed, I stopped cold, and backed away a little. He always scared me with that bellow of his. I love him and all but he was scary when pushed to the edge. I kept my eyes on him as he walked towards me. He gently shoved my brother towards my mother. She was sitting very still, holding my brother's hand. My brother was looking closely and was ready for anything. My dad kneeled down beside me, raised his hand, my reaction to that made him hurt a little but I couldn't help but to flinch. His hand stroked my hair softly making me smile just a little.

"Don't get mad at Aiden. He was only doing his job."

"But-"

"Your 14. Your still my little girl, and he needed parents consent."

"Consent? Well that's stupid."

He laughed, got to his feet, laid his hand on my head. "Aiden just treat her quick tomorrow so she wouldn't be late for school."

Aiden stood up and smiled. "Alright then bud. See yeah Shane. Bailey." He smirked at me as I kept my eyes on him when he rounded me to get towards the door.

"Are you guys…mad?" I asked.

My dad looked down at me and smiled. "We are but not cause you-well we are a little mad that you did have sex-" I shivered at my dad when he said the word. My brother covered his ears and ran out of the room. He was so 13.

My mother glided towards us and stopped when she was in my dad's arms. "But we're more concern than mad. Why didn't you just tell us sweetie?"

I scratched my head, sat on the step that leads out to the foyer and that leads in to the living room. "I don't know. I thought I would be someone who you wouldn't accept….and I would get…a beating of my life if I told ya'll"

My mother came over to me, sat beside me. "Now Bailey why the heck would you think that."

I looked over at my dad who kinda looked guilty. "Remember when I was 10 and I did something that daddy didn't like?"

My mom looked over at my hurt dad which hurt me too. My father wasn't the best dad when I was little. He always yelled at us, and he always took his anger out on me. Not my mother or my brother but me. We didn't know why, he didn't even know why. He's gotten better at his anger problems I mean he gotten help ever since he hurt me really bad when I was 11. I knew he regrets those years and blames himself a lot. He feels bad for how he treated me and I felt bad for how I take every chance to point those years out. I frowned at the thought and said. "Sorry. I-"

My dad put his hand up, kneeled down in front of me. Laid his hand on my knee. "Don't worry about it Bailey. I would have been scared to tell my parents that I had the things you have if I would have been hit like I hit you. I fully take responsibility for those years. One of my worst times. I hurt my baby and I did what my father did to my brother. Im just glad I got help before you really hated me….I would understand if you do."

I smiled at him. "You may have hit me but I didn't make it better with disobeying you and testing you. We both had problems daddy. And you may make mistakes but you learned from them. I did too… I should of told you guys that I had sex but I was scared-" at this point my mother had her arm around my shoulders, my father had his hands on my knees looking at me.

"Bailey….no matter how bad or what you do….we me and your mom will love you, unconditional. don't be scared to tell us anything alright?"

I smiled more at his words. "Thank you….and I love you too. Both of you."

"No matter how annoying we get?" my mom chuckled.

"Or if we embarrass you?" my dad laughed.

I giggled when they started tickling me. After their tickle fest was over, laughing I smiled at the two people I love and said. "I wouldn't have it any other way. I love you guys unconditionally."

They both smiled. My mom was the first to dismiss herself to go make food. Soon after a kiss and a hug from my dad he joined her. I decided to go upstairs to go study…or call Scott. But what stopped me was some noises from my brothers room. When I came in I saw him trying to lift weights.

"What in the-" I stopped myself. I closed the door shaking my head. "What are you doing."

He dropped the weights and gave me a look, he was totally embarrassed. That face looked so cute on him. Ever since he was four.

"Working out. Go away."

"Since when do you-the nerd work out." I sat in his computer chair.

"im not a nerd. Just cause I like computers and wear glasses doesn't mean im a nerd."

"Alright mister nerd."

I saw his face was turning red. "Shut up. don't you have some place to be!"

"Where?"

"I don't know maybe at Scotts or in somebody else's-" He didn't finish that but I knew what he was going to say. I got to my feet and open the door, ignoring his calls. I slammed the door and stomped off to my room. I slammed my door and plopped on my bed. I can handle being called names by anybody…..anybody that wasn't my brother. My brother never called me those names or even hinted at that he thought that of me but now….I guess he did and maybe he was right. All I am is a bimbo fat whore. that's all I will ever be.

I got up slowly and gazed at myself in the mirror. Maybe I can loose weight.

"Dinner time." I heard my dad call. I held my stomach and sat on the foot of my bed.

"Hey sis…..dinner time."

"Go away!" I yelled. I got up and got into my bed, hoping sleep would catch me within a bit so I wouldn't have to pork down on a lot.

Sammy's POV

"So why was your sister ignoring you?" Diana asked. I shrugged. "Does she know that your getting hit on everyday."

"Why would she care. After what I said to her I wouldn't expect her to come to my rescue….and your not coming to my rescue either."

"What did you say and why cant I? just cause im a girl?"

"I told her to go she should leave me alone…and shouldn't she be at Scotts or in somebody's bed-I didn't say the bed part but she knew what I was saying and yes its because you're my girlfriend. Im not getting rescued by a woman." Diana folded her arms and gave me a cold look.

"No wonder your sister ignored you. It doesn't matter about sex it only matters that my boyfriend is getting his ass kicked because he cant get his ego out of his ass. Look call me when your back to being the Sammy that actually didn't say that crap to me." I stopped at the school gates and watched her walk off. I frowned feeling miserable. Nice one Deans.

"Hey Deans!"

I tuned around to feel something solid slam into my face, I felt the concrete beneath me in seconds. I held my head and groaned in pain. Great. My fans are here. I looked up to see big football jocks all around me. And eating? I sat up and opened my bag more to see it all gone. "My lunch!"

"Tell your mom that she makes great sandwhiches." One jock laughed.

"Hey Corbin I got the nerds glasses." I got to my feet and picked up my back.

"I-" I tried to step in but only to be ignored and shoved against the gate.

"Look nerd don't try to talk or you will get more!" Corbin laughed. I tried to blink away the blurriness but couldn't. I could see a little, but its still a little fuzzy.

"Hey get away from my boyfriend jerks!" I heard Diana scream, I looked over to see she had her hands on her hips. Looking pissed as ever.

"What are you going to do Freak?"

Corbin let me go and I slid down to the concrete. I kept my stare on them.

"I could get his sister on you. She would kick your ass!"

"After she fucks us first." One jock laughed and others joined in.

"That whore couldn't do shit." another jock laughed. I clenched my hands and stood up.

"She's nothing but a vigina to fuck."

"Shut your mouth!" I screamed. Making Corbin and the others look at me. Diana looked shocked. "Don't you dare talk about my sister! You don't even know her!"

"I know enough that she's an aid infested whore-" Corbin didn't get a chance to finish that cause something came over me. I punched the hell out of him, grabbed my bag and Diana's hand and ran fast into the school. When at the lockers I stopped and panted hard. I looked up to see Diana looking at me weird. "W-what?"

"That was the hottest thing ever!" She said and tackled me to the ground. Her on top of me I laughed and felt a blush come upon me. I sat up, she sat on her legs. "You were like Jackie-chan but not Chinese!"

I got to my feet and pulled her up to hers. "Your blowing it way out of proportion."

"Whatever sir! That was just…wow. H.O.T.!"

I looked around and blushed more. "Okay I get it. Could we talk about something else."

"Yeah like how your dead!" I head a person say from behind. I looked over to see Corbin and his gang pissed. Great.

"Diana….I catch you later." I grabbed my bag and made a run for it. Sliding and racing through the halls wasn't so bad. Thank goodness for my scrawnyness or I would have been dead already. That thought gave me an idea. I saw Natalie up a head. I grabbed her skate bored slammed it down and jumped on it. Riding it seemed fun. It was better than running. I looked back to see they were getting tired. Smiling I stuck my tounge out at them which made them more mad but I didn't care. I was unstoppable till I slammed into the principle. That…lowered my confidence a bit. Natalie grabbing her skate bored and glaring at me didn't really help.

While sitting in the office I saw my sister come in. she looked at me with a confused look. She sat by me and folded her arms. "So what are you doing here."

"I skateboarded in the hall and punched a guy in the face."

She stared at me with shock. "You…..my scared little brother skated and punched a dude! Okay where is Sammy?"

"Very funny."

Bailey smiled and circled her arm around my shoulder. "So how proud are you?"

"Very." I looked at her and suddenly guilt consumed me. "Bailey…. About last night. Im sorry."

"Hey siblings fight. We just don't do it all the time. I get that. And sorry to for joking about your….nerd self?"

I laughed at how she put that. "You know nerds can come in handy"

"Heck yeah. Nerds are so in these days. Jocks are just so last year."

As always my sister can bring me up when im sunk in the bottom. I smiled and hugged her neck. "Thanks."

She held me at arms length to look at me. "For what?"

"For being there."

She smiled and said. "Anytime little bro. plus I know you would be there for me. Its what siblings do."

"Indeed."

We both fist bumped and she left, leaving me with a smile on my face and ready to face anything.

"Samuel Glass." The principal called. I got up, sucked in a breath and took a step to face what music was playing.

Im ready…..so come at me.

Summer's POV

Is it possible to really see the future? Is it possible to see a man who will sweep you off your feet? I don't know and I cant be sure, but for the past weeks I been seeing this guy who was holding out his hand to me, when I looked in the nearby mirror I saw I was in a big beautiful white dress. It was like my favorite princess was inside me. Cinderella….or Smmerella. Funny I know. True I don't know. Its just a deam, so I thought. Till I met him. The guy who I bumped in to months ago, when I was in depression and he saw my blades. His auburn hair and blue eyes. We bumped into each other again, we both were in a hurry but was in the same class. His name was Racer Glenn. He was a year older than me, and gosh he was surely I first met him I didn't stop to see how lovely he looked, and I was with Steve at the time. I was twisted up but now that im better. I wanna go for it. So I did.

"Racer….do you want-" I started but was rudely interrupted by some sophomore. She gave me a disgusted look and scowled. "Can we help you freshman?"

Racer smiled at me and it made my heart stop. I gazed up at the girl and shook my head.

"Good now go back to your locker freshy. And stay back from my boyfriend."

"Boyfriend?" I meant for that to be in my head. When I said it she gave me a cold stare. She grabbed my shirt, making my cover my eyes, leaving an opening so I can see between my fingers.

"Hey!" I heard Bailey call. I uncovered my face and looked over my shoulder to see Bailey, Natalie, Ben, Samantha, Sammy, Scott, Diana and other peers circling around us. I looked back at the girl who still had a sour face.

"Let her go now." Racer gripped on the girls shoulder which made her let go, pushing me I fell in Ben's arms. He handed me over to Nat as he stepped up face to face.

"Tell your girlfriend to cool it. Or else."

"Else what?" Racer spoke, getting closer to Ben. Ben grabbed his shirt and pulled him closer, inches apart.

"Or I kick the living crap out of you. Since she's a girl and I don't lay hands on girls. But if I see your girlfriend hurt my friend I will make sure you will get hurt. Got me?"

Racer shoved Ben back and for a moment it looked like they were gonna duke it out, but Racer grabbed the girls hand and stompped off, but not before taking a good eye contact with me. When our eyes met it felt like sparks fly. I watched him walk in a cool manner than gazed at the beautiful girl beside him.

"Summer." Ben's voice snapped my head up.

"Yes?"

"Stay away from them."

"But-"

"Ben's right. Sophomores are not the people you test. Trust me I should know." Bailey said.

"Juniors are worse." Scott said. Samantha nodded in agreement.

I looked at Sammy, he looked at me than Diana. She looked at us than at Natalie. Natalie gazed at us, strayed away from our stares and onto her brother.

"If what you guys say is true than why are we freshman chilling with you guys?" Natalie asked.

"Brother and friend to your friends." Ben said.

"Sister and friends to my brothers friends oh and im yours and Summers friend." Bailey said.

"Im just getting to know you guys." Scott smiled.

"And I been with you guys since I met Ben in 5th grade." Samantha said.

We freshies looked at each other than back at the big kids.

"Well whatever. I will do what I want." I said.

"Summer-" Bailey tried to speak but I didn't let her. I walked off leaving them to themselves. I don't care what anyone says…..I want Racer and im not giving up till I have him holding out his hand, me in a white dress and dancing the night away.

Vision or not. Its true. I can feel it.

Samantha's POV

"So why havent I seen you lately." I asked Ben. Ben frowned a little. That was not like him, unless he has guilt killing him. "Ben?"

"What would you do if I broke your promise?" He asked. I rose a brow. His blue eyes gazing at me. I bit my lip feeling pain welling up inside me. I knew what promise he was talking about. And I bet he was dating Angelina. I folded my arms across my chest.

"How long have you been keeping this from me?"

"Um for a while. She wanted me to tell you before she did."

I felt tears in my eyes. I knew he would do this. Why did he have to be stupid and not see that I liked him.

"Well you told me. Im going to go now."

"Wait. I don't want you to be mad at me Sam."

"Why would I be mad? Just cause my best friend broke his promise? Just cause he is now dating my ex backstabbing best friend?" I shook my head. And looked away trying not to hurt, trying not to cry. I can do this. I can.

I glared at him. "Just stay away from me from now on you cold heartless jerk." I grabbed my books from the table. Slammed my chair in hard, started to leave but was stopped by him.

"Sammy don't do this. We been friends for too long to-"

"Benito!" Angelina called out. I turned my head over to her, watching her skip up with a devilish smile. She hugged his arm and giggled. "Ben didn't you say we would eat lunch together?"

"But I was-"

"Sammy's okay aren't you sweetie." Angelina gazed her cold eyes to me. In my mind I was shooting her repeatedly. I glared at her than at him.

"Hope you have fun getting fucked over. sweetie." I turned my back to his calls, walked to the doors knowing my tears streaming my face, showing ever kid that walks by that I was hurt but at that moment I didn't care. Every promise he broken to me. It never meant anything to him. I never meant anything to him….how blind could I have been. When I got to the hall I covered my face, running out of the school and under the big tree where I sit everyday for lunch, alone now since Benito is no longer apart of me.

Loving someone who doesn't care about you sucks.

Benito's POV

I left Angelina to go find Sam, I knew this was a bad idea. I knew Angelina was up to something. When she scoffed after Sammy left I knew Sam was right. She was always the smart one out of us two. Angelina just wanted me to get Sammy all riled up. When it worked Angelina left as if I was nothing which really pissed me off. I hate it when she does that crap. She's been hurting Sammy for years. And I been falling for the same trick over and over, I keep coming back begging for another chance. But Sam could shoot me down this time and I would understand. Hell I would.

When I got outside I saw the big tree where me and Sammy sits for lunch everyday. I grew closer, when I did I heard her sobbing and saw her hands holding her face. What was wrong with her? I kneeled down beside her, laid my hand on her back. She jumped a little, she looked up. I widened my eyes to see her brown eyes filled with tears. "Sammy….?"

She turned away whipping her eyes. "What do you want? Aren't you supposed to be with your hoe or did she dump you?"

I frowned. "Sammy…"

"Just forget it." She got to her feet. Before she could really make distance between us I got in front of her, held her shoulders.

"I cant forget it. Sammy please-"

"Give me another chance. I wont fall for it again I promise." She mimicked my voice. She shook her head and looked at me. "You promise all the time but so far you broke everyone…..when you grow up and keep a damn promise then….maybe but not now. I cant take anymore hurt." I watched her eyes fill with more tears.

"Sam please….im sorry Sammy just-let me prove myself again."

She shook her head. "No. if I keep giving you chances than your just going to go-"

"I wont Sammy. I swear!"

Sammy looked away and shook her head. "For six years….I've waited…..I been crushed every time…." What was she getting at? She cupped my face and kissed my lips for seconds than moved away. "For six years I liked you…a lot. And you idiotic self didn't see it. All you saw me as nothing. Well you know what im done waiting. Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this Texas state!"

"Sammy-" When I tried to get close to her she stepped back and shook her head.

"I cant. Im sorry." Sam walked around me leaving me standing alone. I turned, watching her leave. Memories of us brought my feet running, my arms hugging her from behind and hugging her tightly.

"I know im stupid and I can be a jerk. I don't keep promises and I been asking for chances over and over. You been patient and enduring. And I cant let you go….Sammy we spent so much time together…..you're my best friend."

"But that's all I can ever be…..im not pretty enough like Angelina to be….more that your friend…and I cant take that rejection." I gulped, spun her to face me.

"No your not pretty. You beautiful. Your nothing like Angelina, your something more. And- I been a fool to not see the best thing I been looking for was right in front of me."

"Ben?"

"You said you liked me…..well the only reason I befriended you was how cute you were…..I wanted to go out with you but was to intimidated. I thought being friends would be better. And now for six years of chasing the wrong girl is for the birds. I love you Samantha Copper. I been since 6th grade." I cupped her face like she did me, I kissed her lips, felt my hands in her hair. Her books fell so I heard but didn't see. Her lips pressed against mine. Our lips were synced and so were our hearts. We pulled apart and looked at each other.

"Are you sure?" She said. I smiled, wiped the left over tears from her small eyes and kissed her lips softer. I let up.

"Definitely. I been a blind fool. Its time I get glasses and see clearly."

She blushed. Hugged my neck. I held her waist, laid my head on her shoulder like she did with me.

Its true…..I love her. Losing her made me realize that.

Natalie's POV

Its been weeks since the announcement of my mothers pregnancy, and its been weeks since that night I got depressed. But unlike Summer I bounce back. Im not a cutter. Im not a emo. Im nothing like that. Im a skater and a rebel so if my parents don't care about me then I wont about them. I only care about my skating and my guy friends who back me up. Skating can teach you a lot about guys. And you can say I am one. I don't like dressing up or girl crap. I don't do dresses or skirts. And I don't do make up.

Although some of that changed….I love my parents and care for them deeply especially after the panic scare I been through.

"Mom im home!" I yelled. Closing the door, coming home from the park. When I heard no response I thought something was up.

"Mom?" I got to the kitchen and caught sight to my mother in the kitchen….on the floor passed out. I gasped. I kneeled down to her. I rolled her over on her back and checked her eyes, pulse and saw if she had any injuries. Her eyes were okay. Her pulse was slow. And she didn't have any injuries.

"Mommy." I called out. I patted her cheek. I aw her chest wasn't rising. Oh god…..her pulse was slowing by the second. I plugged her nose and did mouth to mouth cpr. When that didn't work I pressed on her chest a few times. When I heard the door slam my first reaction was to yell. "Help! Someone help!"

I looked back to see my dad coming in. "Daddy I need help. Mama's pulse is slow."

He sped down beside me immediately. He checked her chest, did what I just did but faster. When I heard some coughing from her and gasping for air, she rolled on her side and threw up. That kinda scared me.

"Mama? Are you okay?" I asked. After she stopped coughing she kept gasping. She looked over her shoulder and saw me and my dad looking at her. She smiled and got to her feet. My dad got to his.

"Are you okay sweet heart."

She looked embarrassed and ashamed. "Yes….I was choking on some food. Oops." She looked down at the mess she made and blushed more.

"I'll take care of it mama. Go rest."

She smiled at me. Kissed my head and nodded. My dad smiled at me. Patted my head and left me. I felt more confident knowing my parents were approving.

Looking back on it my dad didn't say much. But I guess he didn't have to.

My parents always were confusing. I still feel unsure but not depressed. If they care then they will show it. If they don't then I will grin and bare it. My great grand dad always said if you have to be someone your not to impress people then they aren't worth impressing.

I stick to that motto and with no exceptions.

My parents are my parents. I cant hate them. I cant give up on them. If I give up on them than they will give up on me. I simply didn't need that at all. Summer keeps talking about she's having visions of my death but I wont kill myself. What was the point in that? Nothing. So its pointless.

I am me. I am the only me im going to be. Im 12 and happy. Skating is my passion and my love for now. I don't need a guy nor anyone else who will shove me to the side.

So tell me, what would you do? Be a fake or make yourself somebody. Or maybe giving up on everything. Its your choice. Live with it.

My choice is making myself a somebody.

No one will take that from me.

And I mean nobody.

Alright. that's my chap. This one is long as heck. I hope you enjoy.

QUESTIONS!

1.) Should I do a talent show in the next chapter?

2.) Did you like this chapter? What did you like about it?

3.) What would you want to happen for each Character? (Bailey, Sammy, Natalie, Summer and Ben)

4.) If you could see the future…what would you see in these kids future? (This is a fun question)

5.) Rate this story? 1-10

1- hell no

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5-dude this story is good

6-this story is sooo getting better

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8-epic story dude!

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6.) okay one more question If I do a talent show what would you want the character to do? And who would you want to have the talent? ( it can be more than 1 character.)

Well that's all.

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BTW THIS CHAPTER IS 19 PGS LONG. SO REVIEW IF YOU LOVE ME LOL. IF YOU DON'T THEN REVIEW STILL LOL.

-MIKI-