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BPOV
1 week after diagnosis
I had my phone in my hands-I really cant remember why. I texted Seth but was caught. "Why are you texting? Do you want to loose more hair?" what more hair? I shook my head 'no' and felt that my hair was shorter. "Good answer." He slapped me on the back and memories from what seemed like decades flooded back and I started crying. He took off the bandana and untied me- a surprise. I woke up in a gasp. Five am. Lovely. I got up and decided to shower. After that I made coffee and tried to understand why this medication isn't working. "Morning Bailey." Nessie yawned. "Your up early." She notices.
"Ditto." I say.
"The meds aren't working." She said with a frown.
"I know. I have to call Carlisle. Jake leve already?" I sigh.
"Yeah, old Pack stuff. Anyways call him now he doesn't sleep."
"Ok." I sigh. "They're hitting harder." I admit. "And that scares me." I admit sheepishly. Nessie walked over and sat next to me. I laid my head on her shoulder and we just sat there. After a while Ness said she had to go to class so I let her. I decided to open one of Seth's Mountain Dew's to wake up I'll reimburse him later. I should shower I thought. I took a quickie and waited for Seth to get up. After about an hour Seth finally woke up. "Mornin' Sunshine." I smile.
"What time?" he asked yawning.
"Five."
"Ok." He said going to make coffee.
"Sit. I'll make it." I say pushing him down in a chair.
"Your so nice." He smiles.
"I know!" I start brewing the coffee and sit next to Seth. "Bad night?" I ask playing with his hands.
"Sorta." He admits. "I'm worried about you."
"Don't be." I say stroking his cheek. "I'm calling Carlisle later and making an appointment." I say laying my head on his shoulder. "So you should be happy." I tell him getting up to get his coffee. "Here, drink." I order.
"Ok, Pushy." He chuckled. "Did you drink a Mountain Dew? You're never this awake…" he trailed off.
"Don't worry, I'll pick you up one on my way home." I giggle. "I swear I wont drink it on the way home."
"Oh?" he said. I felt him slide his arms around my waist.
"Yes." I smile turning around to face Seth. He kissed the top of my head which I needed. I rested my head on his chest. We stayed like this until my ring tone cut in.
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it's just a barfight
So just call me crazy
Say hello then goodbye
(okay!)
There's just one thing
(okay!)
That would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I Love you forever
But now it's over
"That's an interesting ringtone."
"I like the song!" I defend. "Grr, I have to go to class." I pout.
"You do?" he said pressing his forehead to mine.
"Yes."
"That stinks."
"It'll go by fast."
"Ok." He said , then kissed me. "Have fun." He smirked.
"I will try my best." I laugh shutting the door behind me. I pulled out my cell and called Carlisle.
"Hello?" thank god it was Carlisle answering. Well it really wouldn't matter Alice would've already told him I was calling. "Hello?" he asked again.
"Sorry Carlisle. It's me." I let out a heavy sigh.
"The meds aren't working are they?" he asked smoothly.
"No."
"What time?"
"Five."
Can you come in a six thrity again?" he asked.
"Yeah. I'll be there." I entered the class and was surprisingly the first one there. Eventually everybody piled in and class started.
Dear Lily,
My boyfriend has been cheating on me with my best friend of years. I've been listning to the song Who's That Girl by Hilary Duff. He doesn't know that I know but I don't know how to confront him. I don't want to be blunt, but I don't want to be like 'sooooo where were you?'. Please help!
Love,
Wanting2BthatGirl
Wow that's heavy. Like really heavy.
Dear Wanting2BthatGirl,
My advice, dump him. If he's cheating on you with your best friend then that's an issue. Well maybe sit both your friend and your b/f tell them you know then dump HIM talk to your best friend then go on from there.
Love,
Lily!
Wow that was difficult. Thank god we actually had stuff to do I didn't feel like being "Lily" for the day. Class seemed to fly by until I had to go to finances. I drove and to that part of campus. I was required to take this, science, and social studies for the next two years. The rest of classes went by fast time to see Carlisle. I drove the back way to the Cullen's and was there in a matter of minutes. Alice was on the porch and was waiting for me. I got out of the car and approached Alice.
"Carlisle is inside." She said looking down.
"Alice, I'm not going to pass out on you if you look at me." I tell her feeling embarrassed.
"Sorry."
"It's ok." I walked in the house and was led by Alice to Carlisle.
"Hello, Bailey. So the meds aren't working?"
"No. The flashbacks are hitting harder." I admit.
"I want to abserve you in the hospital. We've called Seth and Nessie and Ness is the only one who is alright with staying the night at a hospital." He explained.
"Hi!" Nessie's voice said from behind. We drove to the hospital so I could get tested.
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