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This is dreaming

BPOV

Nessie and I were in the hospital room waiting for Carlisle. "Nessie, how are you 'ok' sleeping in a hospital?"

"I dunno. Just one of those unexplainable things I guess." She said

"Knock, knock." Carlisle chuckled as he walked in the room. "Ready?"

"I guess."

"It'll be ok." Nessie assured me.

"Ok, what I'm going to do I sit in the room with you and listen to your dreams. Nessie will have to stay up because she has very interesting dreams. Emmett and your dad were both curious. After I told them…well you know."

"Yeah. Ok, lets focus on Bailey." Nessie says getting back on topic, thanks.

"Yes. Well, I want you to get adjusted so you can sleep like normal and Nessie?"

"Yes?"

"Caffeine, you have to stay awake."

"Ok." Nessie left to go to the vending machine and I got ready for bed. I was starting to think about how this could affect Seth and I…."What's the matter?" Nessie asked sitting cris-cross on a chair. "Are you stressed?"

"A little."

"Well don't be." Nessie and I talked until she went to get another soda and I drifted off to sleep.

Seth and I were on LaPush beach, where he proposed. It was different it was three years ago. It was close to sundown and the sunset was gorgeous. No one talked all we did was walk along the coast as if we had nothing to say. Then Seth stopped really out of nowhere. He turned to me and studied my face as if I was a stranger. Then he turned around and ran. He started out at a steady pace- so it was east to catch him. I caught him and fell in the sand with me. Somehow we ended up kissing… We fell asleep on the beach for a while then, it changed "Why don't you make me?" he asked with a devilish grin. Ok what the heck is this weirdo up to? He dragged me over to a wooden chair and tied me down. He tied a bandana around my mouth so I couldn't talk. "Now…" he trailed off stroking my leg while taking off my shoes. Then everything went black. When I woke up I saw that I had bruises that were in some odd places…I had my phone in my hands-I really cant remember why. I texted Seth but was caught. "Why are you texting? Do you want to loose more hair?" what more hair? I shook my head 'no' and felt that my hair was shorter. "Good answer." He slapped me on the back and memories from what seemed like decades flooded back and I started crying. He took off the bandana and untied me- a surprise.

I woke up in a gasp and Nessie was biting her lip, mimicking Carlisle. I let out a heavy sigh.

"Your brain is trying to calm you from your traumatic experience, unfortunately it's relating you good memories to well you know, resulting in this." He said moving his hands around.

"I see."

"We can put you on stronger medicine-"

"Carlisle!"

"But the medicine is very strong so…."

"So, I can sit here with my head screwed up or I can get drugged up and be helpless?" I say looking at Carlisle through my bed head.

"Or we can tap into a part of your memory and well erase it although you may loose some other memories, but not a lot." I should have Seth come up and talk. "I'll let you and Seth figure this one out." He said looking at Nessie.

"I got the hint." She said getting up.

"More caffeine?"

"No way! I'm going out to the lobby, the couches are crazy comfortable!" she laughed. "Plus if Seth is coming up here he might as well bring Jacob." I looked at her sideways. "I am in no condition to drive. So, if Seth brings Jake then Jake can just drive my car back home.

"Ahhh." Nessie just laughed and waited for the boys. "Carlisle, is there any way to just try therapy?" I ask.

"Well, yes. I was trying to-"

"Find the fastest way possible for me to get better?" I guess.

"Yes. I wasn't thinking long term. I know your engaged and-"

"I get it. You were acting like a-" dad, I wanted to say, instead this came out "concerned doctor."

"Knock, knock." I heard Seth laugh/sigh. I jumped a little. He always scares me when he does that. "Hi, Carlisle." He said walking in.

"Seth you know that your shirt is inside out, right?"

"Yeah."

"Juuuust making sure." Carlisle said stretching out 'just'. He left and Seth sat on the edge of the bed. So I crawled over to sit next to him.

"Seth?" I say when he just stares at his hands. He always did this when he was thinking or nervous. "Seth?"

"Sorry. I was thinking. Did you- do you have any ideas?" he stuttered. Poor Seth he was so stressed.

"Yes and I have options."

"Options are good."

"Well, these aren't. He said he can "erase" the memory, just that one with the risk of loosing others, stronger medicine, or a physiologist." I say.

"And?"

"And I think we should talk." Seth let out a heavy sigh and still stared at his hands. "Seth."

"I just want everything to be right." He admits.

"In harmony?" I suggest

"For lack of a better phrase."

"Well I think I should get a therapist, I don't want to have stronger meds- risk factors, and I want all memories- despite the fact that some are not to pleasant."

"So, did we just have our talk?" Seth asks confused.

"Yes."

"That's good, so you're going to get a therapist?"

"Yes." Let's just hope it helps.

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