A/N Hello everyone still with me. Sorry it's been awhile I have been in and out of the hospital for a few months and some surgery's put me out of commission for typing. But I am back with a new chapter and another all written! Thank you for the reviews they mean alot. I hope you enjoy the chapter and if you have any feedback just review the story!
Dark, swirling colors surround me. I remember getting to start over. I was seventeen again, he was coming. For me. Only me. A new start. For us. Please let this be real, let me really start over, don't make me go back to that place where he doesn't want me. Where I hurt him so terribly.
Opening my eyes I realize I'm still at my dad's old home. I still have my dad, and Edward will be here in two hours! I jump out of my bed, excited for the day. Dad walks into my room and smile noticing I'm already awake.
"Bells, you gotta go soon."
"I know. I'm going to get ready now."
I hug him and kiss his cheek thanking him for the millionth time and jump in the shower.
"I'm walking on sunshine wooohooo! And don't it feel good!"
I haven't felt this happy since this year sooo many years go. I get out of the shower and get dressed. I'm looking good too. A shorter skirt with a tank top, and flip flops. I put on foundation and eyeliner wit a touch of mascara. I leave my hair down with the curl and run to my keys giving dad one last hug and run to my car. Starting the car I feel those butterflies and smile. I would get this chance. I get to make it right. Putting the car in gear I rush to the airport. It's early and I had no traffic due to the time so I got a coffee and sat down looking at the board waiting to see if his flight is getting in early. My leg is jumping up and down. I keep checking the time. 6:45. Fifteen minutes. I take a big breath and go to the terminal where Edward's plane is already on the ground. Standing there I wait and people start to pour our the door. I stand on my tippie toes and move around the people to see him. After ten minutes I start to worry. Did he miss his plane? When I saw him. Bag over his shoulder and looking just like I remember. After all, I get to relive this day. I smile and scream his name, he turns and we both run toward each other. I jump into his arms with my legs wrapped around his waist. Being able to change all of this is so much easier. To start this over right. I don't have to wait for him to touch me. I smile into his neck and he holds me tight. Gently setting me down he is smiling the crooked smile right back at me. Holding out a pack of cigarettes and I reach for them. He puts them above his head and tells me to say please.
"Edward pwwwease!"
"Bella you know I can't take those puppy eyes."
Handing me the cigarettes he sweetly kisses my cheek. I smile and pull his hand into mine. We work our way out of the airport and toward my car. We talked quietly and sweetly never being able to let go. He opened the car door for me and I start the car once his bags and he are in. We drive home still holding hands and talking.
"Bella, this is so surreal. I'm here."
"I know Teddy Bear. But it is real and we have all week."
The drive home was… exciting. We held hands and stole glances every chance we got. The conversation was easy and light. As we pulled up to my childhood home in New Jersey I smiled and parked. He smiled back and jumped out of the car running around to open my door once again. He held his hand out helping me out of my old truck. He grabs his bags and comes back holding my hand and we walk toward the house. My dad's cruiser was parked in the driveway.
Yeah, my daddy was the chief of police here. It's a small town but we are close enough to the city that it could be dangerous if you go on the wrong side of the railroad tracks. A few men's life's have been lost including my fathers in 2008. I was eighteen when my father was shot by a man who was holding his wife hostage. My daddy tried to get him to calm down and release his wife. The man decided my father's life was enough and killed him. I shook the thoughts from my mind
Edward opens the door for me and I smile walking inside. He sets his bags down by the door and closes the door once we are both inside. I pull him with me toward the living room hearing my father already watching the Yankee game.
"Daddy, we're home."
My dad stands and shakes Edwards hand telling him its about time he got to meet the man who stole his daughter's heart and if he broke it my dad would break him. I laughed knowing my dad was a big teddy bear and was trying to scare Edward just because he was Chief and I was his only daughter. Edward smiled and took it like a champ.
"Never in my life Sir. She has more of a chance of breaking mine."
I frowned knowing that I would end up doing that to him. He kissed my forehead and smiled down I smile back up at him making sure he never saw my frown. Dad tells us to go start our vacation. I hug my dad and Edward shakes his hand telling him he'd have me back by ten. Dad smiled and said midnight was fine. I grabbed Edward's hand and headed back out to my truck. Edward once again opened my door for me and I hopped in and closed the door while he got in the passenger side. I started the truck and drove toward the park. Edward held my hand never asking where we were headed. I parked close to the entrance and shut off the engine. Edward grabbed my hand once he had opened the door and I was out of the truck. We walked hand in hand through the park talked about anything that came to mind until we got to the swings. I ran with him still holding my hand and sat down on the swing. The park was pretty empty for a summer day but I didn't mind. Edward stood behind me and started pushing me. I close my eyes and let the wind run through my hair and against my face. All of a sudden the swinging stopped and when I opened my eyes Edward was knelling in front of me. Just inches from my face. He leaned in closing his eyes and began kissing me. I close my eyes and kissing him back with more love than I knew I was capable of. I wrap my arms around his neck and run my fingers through his messy bronzy hair. How did I ever let this go. The kissing got more intense and soon we were pulling away out of breath and panting like two dogs in the heat. I slowly open my eyes and smile. Edward had the look of bliss on his face. The same look he had when he first kissed me. I had made this week move faster all by making the first move.
"I love you Edward Anthony Cullen."
"And I love you Isabella Marie Swan. Now how about some ice cream"
I smiled and took his hand in mine as we walked back to my truck and headed to the ice cream shop. I ordered chocolate fudge brownie while Edward ordered peanut butter blast. We sat outside and ate our ice cream sharing spoonfuls and smiling. At one point chocolate was sitting on the corner of my mouth and Edward leaned over and licked it off and kissed me once softly once he was done. I pulled him back and kissed him back slipping my tongue into his mouth. He groaned at the feeling as did I.
I pulled away and threw away our ice cream and pulled him to my truck. I threw the truck in gear and sped to the field out past Angela's old house. No one had bought the land so it remained empty. It was already eight at night and the moon would be the only light. I parked in the field and climbed into the bed of the truck I fixed the blankets I had hiding in the bed of the truck and threw the pillows up on one side.
Edward followed after turning on his Ipod to a playlist of every love song I have ever shared with him.
He was on top of me kissing me franticly and I pulled his shirt off his head before pulling him back to continue our battle of the tongues. Edward pulled away and slowly took my top off. He unhooked my bra and laid me down on the blankets I had laying in the bed of my truck. I ran my fingers through his hair as he kissed down my ear, to my neck and breasts. He kissed the outside edges first teasing me and making me go crazy. I pushed my chest closer to his mouth wanting more.
He chuckled "All in time princess." I smiled at his petname and played with the hair at the nape of his neck. Edward and I were both virgins, I have no idea how he knew so much, how he knew to drive me crazy. Luckily, me going back in time, I had knowledge he wouldn't have any idea about either. He made his way to my very ready nipples. He sucked one into his warm wet mouth and pushed his hand to rub and pinch the other. I moaned as he switched to the other breast and gave that one the same torture. He slid down my body kissing every inch of skin on his way and unbuttoned my skirt while his kisses tickled my tummy. I giggled and he smiled and continued down as he pulled my skirt and panties with him. "God Bella you smell so fuckin good." Lust had washed over both of us and as his warm mouth danced over my wet lady parts I couldn't hold back the moan nor did I want to. He needed to know how wonderful he was and how terrific this felt. In no time he had me scrumming and moaning as my orgasm hit and hit hard it did. I was screaming his name and I hit my high, he kept kissing, licking, and sucking my clit as I slowly came down from my high. He kissed back up my body and I came back down from my Edward induced high. "You taste like strawberries baby."
I pushed him onto his back and sat on top of his very hard and waiting member. I kissed him, tasting myself on his tongue. He was right, I could taste strawberries. I giggles and made my way down his body exploring every piece of skin and freckle there was. As I got to his waist I unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them, along with his boxers off,. I stared at his member committing it to memory. I kissed my way from base to tip and took him in my mouth. He moaned my name and ran his fingers through my locks of hair. I began moving up and down, never able to take him all the way into my mouth. I moved my tongue around his head and nipped at his more sensitive spot. He pulled me up to him and flipped us both over. He slowly pushed inside of me. I felt the pressure and a bit of pain but the pleasure soon took over and we were both moaning each others names. Neither of us lasted long and as we both came we held each other close. He slid out of me and held me for an hour just playing with my hair and whispering sweet nothings in my ear.
We both redressed but remained in the bed of my truck talking about anything and everything. Nothing was left out. His mother said hello and hoped I was doing well. He held me and ran his fingers through my hair never letting me go and I never wanted him to. Afraid if he did I would fall back into my real time and never get this back. Midnight was close and we had to get back to my house, as I pulled up out-front the porch light was the only light on. Dad must have gone to bed right after work. I unlocked the door and we both went inside. Edward grabbed his bags and brought them to the guest room. I lingered by the door and he came over wrapping his arms around me and kissed me passionately and I returned the kiss with everything in my body. We pulled apart and said good night. By the time I entered my room I had a feeling that would be the last kiss I would get. I knew I would wake up in the right time and I wouldn't have anymore good days with Edward. I was happy God gave me one day, I didn't need to be greedy but I wanted to be. I fell asleep crying not knowing what would happen when I opened my eyes again.
