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A/N: CHARACTERS BELONG TO STEPHANIE MEYER!

CHAPTER 3

BPOV:

Its been a week since the first day of school. Its also been a week since I started using drugs again. I know I'm very stupid for doing it but what can I say. Its the only way I can deal with my new life, the only way I can deal with my mom. How has it been with my mom, you may ask? Its been fine, I guess. Two days ago I talked to her about what I heard that day she was talking to Phil.

*FLASHBACK*

"Bella, its time for dinner," Renee said knocking my door. She slightly opened the door and saw me laying down staring at the ceiling.

"Baby, are you okay?"she asked sitting next to me.

"Can I ask you something," I said not looking away from the ceiling. I didnt wait for her to answer,

"Would you ever hit me?" I felt her tense. "Sweetie, why would u ask me that," I was about to answer, when I heard her gasp.

"You heard me didn't you," when she saw that I was not going to say anything, she continued "Look, I regret ever saying that, I was so confused about this whole situation. I guess I expected you to be fine with this whole thing and when I saw you weren't I guess I just panicked. Phil talked to me that same night and told me to give you time, and I promised him I will. Bella, you have no idea how sorry I am you had to hear that. I just want you to know that that just came out in the spur of the moment, and I promise, no I swear to you that I will never lay a hand on you."

"OK," that's all I said and all I could say after hearing that. I decided to just leave it alone.

*END FLASHBACK*

So hear I am, driving to school and hour early knowing mike would be there doing his homework since he never did it at home. I needed him to give some of what he carries. My hands were shaking against the steering wheel with need of it. Last time I had some was yesterday morning, and I needed some more now. I know everything is average at home but now that I started I cant stop.

When I got there, I saw him sitting on a table. I got to him and shoved him on the shoulder.

"What the hell," he exclaimed as he turned around. When he saw it was me he just rolled his eyes and turned around. " I don't have any today"

" What do you mean you don't have any today," I said turning him back around.

"It means I don't have any on me," he said annoyingly.

" Please, I need it Mike. I-I-I know you know how to get some, just please I'm begging you. GET. ME. SOME," when I saw him shake his head no I started to panic. " I'll do whatever you want me to do."

"Whatever I want," he asked putting his hands around my waist.

"Let her go," he immediately took his hands off me. I turned around and saw Edward standing there in all his gorgeousness. "Mike, what did I tell you about doing that to girls," he said walking up to us. Mike was fidgeting with his shirt " I told you that if you did that again you would regret it," he pulled me to his side " See, I'm in a good mood today so I'm gonna let this slide, but not before telling you this," Mike was pretty much on top of the table at this point, " Never lay a hand on her ever again you hear me?" mike just nodded and walked away. I was under shock of what just happened.

"Why were you here with him," he asked turning to look at me. I didn't notice that I was still shaking,

" I needed something from him," I said hoping he would just turn around and leave. " you wanted drugs didn't you." I looked down at my feet and he already knew my answer, I expected him to walk away but he surprised me by taking my hand, pulling me to sit next to him.

"Edward, why did you do that, I was this close to getting it. He was going to give it to me," I was playing with my fingers, God I wanted it soo badly.

" Were you really going to let him touch you like that only for a little packet of coke, are you..," I didnt let him finish, " What I do or do not do is none of your business. I mean you totally ignore me the past week and you also want me to stop doing this when I know you do it too. What is your problem?..you know what I admit it I want the drugs, no I need the drug and I am willing to do pretty much anything to get them," at this point my whole body was shaking, I couldn't handle it any more I got up to try and look for Mike. When I was walking, someone pulled me back.

"Please don't do this, don't do this to yourself," Edward whispered as he placed his forehead on mine, I could feel his breathe on my face, God its soo good, "Why are you doing this to me," I whispered. He took my face between his hands then whispered, "I don't want you to end up like her"

A/N: I had no idea how to continue after the second chapter and I just started writing without stopping and this is what came out..i really hope you liked it..review please..and feel free to tell me ideas for the next chapter or what you would like to see..Thank you soo muchh.