A/N: Okay so this took me like 5 days to write… never have taken that long to write a chapter unless it was complicated… I guess this one was a little complicated for me. I didn't know how to fix one of my problems, but I think I did nicely here. I hope y'all enjoy it. So as always, review! Don't be shy.

Tell me how you really feel. — S.K.


Cupid's Chokehold


Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

"Cupid's Chokehold" – Gym class heroes


We dropped Cat off at her house first, and told her we'd meet her later wherever Tori decided we'd go. I was not going to be alone with that girl anytime soon. When we got to the house Holly was there. They were in his room. Jordan helped me with my things, and we stood outside of his door listening.

Jordan tried the handle on his door but it was locked, so she pulled at one of the pins that had been holding my hair back and picked the lock we just walked into his room. "Jade! What the-?"

I smiled at the sight of him all flustered. His shirt half open and Holly's skirt was all skewed. I was so glad they were dressed; I didn't want to see anything, but I did want to disrupt whatever was going on. I ran over to him and I kind of jammed myself in between them and hugged him. "Hey there bro."

Jordan plopped herself down on his desk chair. Then laughed at the look on Holly's face. "Why do you think I had to break up with her? She and he are waaaay too close. No alone girlfriend time, no best friend time… no good," She paused and looked at me seriously. "I guess you just have to deal with it Holly."

"Jay…" Jaden said in a warning tone.

The three "J's", that was what we were known as. Inseparable, always together. When Jordan "came out", I was there, and that is how we kind of got together. But It just wasn't enough, not for her and she dumped me. Yeah she did, but she still is a very good friend. "Well… I'm with him now, so if you will excuse us…"

"Holly, I haven't seen my sister in months!" Jaden finally said returning the hug fiercely, then letting me go. "I mean, she's my family."

Holly laughed, "That's a joke, your family doesn't put too much stock on each other…" She folded her arms across her chest sitting on the other side of Jaden's bed. "I mean, they are sending both of you to a boarding school that is practically down the street so that they don't have to see you. You could have gone to see your sister any time! But you said you haven't seen her for months!" She scoffed. "Oh yeah you love her that much."

"Holly, I haven't seen Jade because I'm always with you!" Jaden said turning to her. Jordan and I looked at each other and headed out of the room. "I Mean, You wouldn't even let me go pick her up from school this morning!"

Jordan chuckled and we slapped hands before heading to my room. "You could have said no! But you didn't care you just caved at the promise of getting laid!" She screamed.

"Wait… You hungry?" I asked Jordan before opening my bedroom door. She nodded and we headed downstairs instead. The fight upstairs stopped after a while, and Jordan and I lust looked at each other. We took off running back to his door. It was ajar, and they were in the middle of their naked dance. I growled and walked away, no stomped away into my room.

"Bay, It's okay, she won't last the weekend." Jordan said.

"How will we stop this insanity?"

"Just get her alone in a room… I'll take care of the rest." Jordan said getting a mischievous look on her face.

"What are you thinking?"

"Don't worry about it."

"Jay… it's not illegal is it?" I asked becoming alert.

"No, Girl… You know I don't roll like that." She moved to me and wrapped her arms around me to calm me down.

"Jordan, can you let go of me now?" I said after a while.

She laughed. "No, I like it here."

"Tori's at the door." I said and Jordan almost jumped out of my embrace. I began to laugh.

"What the fuck Jade?" She said frowning at my laughter and sitting on my bed. "Your crazy ass girlfriend will cut me," and that just made me laugh harder. "By the way… she is fine as hell!"

I blushed slightly. "Yeah… you know…"

"Yeah I know how you do…. Did I hear you tell her you have a boyfriend?"

"I do." I said turning and pulling Jaden's Shirt up over my head.

"You dirty…"

"She's dirtier… she went on a campaign to steal me from him, she got up under my skin before he really could." I said pulling Jaden's shorts off of me. Jordan turned away from me. I suppressed a giggle and grabbed my robe, I needed a shower, I still smelled like Tori. "She had a man…. An Ass of a man, but she was taken."

When Jordan turned back to me she was a little disappointed to see me covered but she didn't let the disappointment linger. "Hear Cat tell it, you kissed her first."

"It was a bet, I was only doing it to get a date with my boyfriend."

"So YOU are the one that got up under her skin." She said emphasizing that it was really my fault.

…Really? "I guess…" I said heading toward the bathroom. "Girl I need to wash her off of me before my mom gets home."

"Alright, I'm going home and crash for a few hours." She said following me to the bathroom.

I gave her a quick kiss goodbye and she headed out… I really loved that girl. Never told her that, but I am so over it now. I love her as my friend even better.


After my shower, I came back to my empty room. My laptop was open; I guessed that Jordan had been in there again. The camera was on, I quirked a brow and came closer and I saw her text was up. "Why is video on my laptop on?"

"I wanted a little peep show! LOL, no… Holly, video Holly talking to you… I just realized that he has never seen what she is like with you." She texted back.

"She's never been in my room."

"That you know of… anyway, your door is always closed. Open it."

I picked up the camera remote, walked toward the door and did as I was told. I walked around the room in my robe and grabbed some underwear and a bra. And just as I was slipping my panties on, she came out of Jaden's room. I turned my back from the door and I put my bra on. "OH MY GOD!"

It startled me and I turned to my door. Holly stood there with a scornful look on her face. "What?" I wrapped my robe around me again. I reached into my pocket and pushed the record button on the remote.

"Oh my god, you're such a little whore." She said coming further into the room. "Did Jordan give you those sex marks all down your back… and the hickies on your neck."

I went pallid. That is not what I was ready to hear. I felt like a whore now. I didn't know what to say except… "None of your business Holly."

She laughed, "You and your brother, are so whipped. The promise of a little pussy, and you let yourself get run over, or through in your case." She chuckled at me. I was speechless. "See how I got him to leave you stranded at school?"

I kind of deflated and moved in front of the camera. "He sent Jay…"

"Yeah… he really wanted to come get you, he missed you… but not enough to give up pussy for it," she laughed hardily. Man I hate that word. It's so crass and lewd. So every time she said it I just kind of flinched. "So unless you can give him pussy…" she laughed… again. "You would never be top bitch in his life."

With a whoreish swerve to her hips she walked out the room. I looked down at my hand I pushed the remote to stop recording. I zipped the file and sent it to Jordan then turned around and headed back to the shower. I felt dirty as hell.


I sat in the living room of Tori's house. Andre was here, and Trina was there, and I was confused. It felt weird. Her house was beautiful and modern. The red couches in front of the TV were as modern as the rest of her house. It all matched without matching. I liked it… though it was really colorful.

Cat had come with me, so we waited with Andre, for his best friend to finally come down the stairs. Tori came bounding down the stairs in a lacy top that with a black tank top underneath, some black skinny jeans, and Red Converse. I raised my eyebrow. It looked like she was planning to behave today. So glad. Because I wore MY skinny Jeans. She eyed me and frowned unperceptively. "Hey Cat, Hey Babe." She said to me and kissing me. I was shocked, because Andre was there, and he looked as shocked as I did. I looked around the room and her dad stood at the back door and cleared his throat. She let me go a little startled, and then she looked at me then back at her dad. "Hey Dad, This is Jade, My girlfriend."

"Did she know that?" He said coming closer to us and extending a hand toward me. I took his hand and shook it.

"I thought She was going out with Beck…" Andre said confused. Tori realized her mistake and face palmed.

"I'm Jaden's sister." I said softly.

"Oh, where is Jaden?" Mr. Vega asked.

"With his best friend Jordan…" I answered, and then looked at Tori. "They are gonna meet us at the club.

"Club?" Her dad asked.

"OASIS dad, Teen club remember?" Tori said and turned me around to face the door.

"Nice to meet you sir, Yes I knew, I broke up with Beck." I said answering his previous question before she pushed me out of the house.

"Alright girls, Have fun."

"Bye dad, Come on Andre let's go." Tori said leading us to our cars. "Lets ride in Jade's Beemer Your Z is too cramped Andre."

Andre and I stood side-by-side and just stared at Tori confounded. He looked at me. "You really broke up with Beck?" He asked.

I shook my head, "I haven't seen him, and I'm not about to do that over the phone."

"What the hell is wrong with that girl?" he asked with a shake of his head then he sighed. "You must be what has been driving her crazy lately. I knew she was hiding something from us."

"You guys coming?" Tori asked. Cat was already in the back seat, and Tori was about to sit in the front seat.

"Tor… sit with Cat…" I said softly. She looked disappointed. "Andre would be uncomfortable in the back seat, all three of us are tall, but he is taller. It's just the car ride."

Then I got a Text…

Beck: Back early; I have to talk to you.

The blood drains from my face. Shit…

Me: Okay… I have to talk to you too. Come to OASIS.

Beck: K

I drive numbly to Oasis. I think I'll let him talk before I say anything. The chatter in the back continued as I drive. It only stopped when I parked at the club. As I stepped out of the Car, Tori kind of hung back a bit, and watched for the other two to walk inside. Then she trapped me against the door of the car and leaned her body against mine.

I wrap my arms around her waist and lower my lips to hers, and she sighed into the kiss. This had been the first time I had initiated a kiss with her, and it was the one thing that seemed to calm her down. Then I realized that sigh was made of pure relief. I ran my fingers through her hair and cradled the back of her head in my hands and deepened our kiss. When we parted I whispered in her ear. "I'm sorry, relax. Everything will be fine after tonight."

She looked up at me trying to make sure I was serious. "Really?"

"Beck texted me, he's here, we're gonna talk tonight." I said running my hand down her back, then cupping her shapely rear.

She moaned as she placed a kiss at the base of my neck and I nearly melted on the spot. Her hands wandered up my shirt and kind of pinched at the nipple. "Then you'll be all mine?"

"All yours." I whispered then took her hands off me. "Let's go inside."

She smiled and held my hand as we walked into Oasis. Jordan was looking at something on her phone, and when she saw me she let go of it and left it open next to Jaden who picked it up. She came over to me and hugged both Tori and I tightly walking us to the other side of the room. "Did he pick up my phone?"

Tori looked over her shoulder, "Yes," she answered.

"Good," she said then took a look at Tori. "Hey girl."

"Hi." Tori said a little confused. I looked over at Jaden as he pressed the screen and held it to his ear, then looked at Holly angrily, then over at me.

"I was watching that video you made this morning, act devastated." Jordan said and I dropped my head to her shoulder.

"What's in the video?" Tori asked

"Well Jaden's girlfriend calling yo' chick a hoe." Jordan said with an evil grin.

Tori looked at both of us with a confused look. "We were trying to get him to see what she's like." I answer watching the drama unfold.

"She set me up!" I hear Holly's voice drift toward me and Jaden's face get even angrier. I should be happy, but I'm not. Jay's doing a little dance with Tori explaining to her what we had planned. I just stared in Jaden's direction. He walked away from Holly and came over to me. He held me in his arms tightly. And I hugged him back. He was about to cry. He really loved this girl.

"Jaden, come on…" I said softly. "Her words don't matter okay?"

"Yes they do." He said. "I'm sorry." He kind of looked down the back of my shirt though for confirmation of the words that she'd said. The evidence ran all the way down my back. "You're bruised." He mumbled.

"It felt really good and I'd do it all over again." I whispered, "But no I'm no whore, and her words will not defeat me."

"Jaden, come on, Let's let these girls make out and things." Jordan said leading him away. Tori and I looked at each other then looked away awkwardly.

"Jade… I'm sorry about the markings on your back," Tori said.

I smiled and leaned in to kiss her. Just then' however Cat jumped out at me. "Hey… Beck's here!" I jumped away from her about a foot.

"I'm gonna… go—"

"Yeah… go, go!" She said interrupting me. I turned and found him standing next to an awkward looking Andre.

He smiled when he saw me, and he took me in his arms and kissed me, full on and hard. I grabbed the hair on the back of his head and tugged. He moaned until he realized I was pulling his head away. "Right… we need to talk." I nodded putting my hands in my pocket. I didn't want to look at Tori. "Do you wanna go outside for a minute?" I nodded and followed him out of the door. I risked a glance over my shoulder and saw Tori seething in her seat. I sighed and followed him out.

"I've never seen you dressed down before." He said taking in my Jeans and black t-shirt.

"What's up Beck… why are you stalling?"

He runs his fingers through his hair; He doesn't know what to say. He's breaking up with me… well that makes things way easier. "Things between us, never really heated up like …"

"Hold it… I fucked you in your car!" I said getting angry without really meaning to. I really just wanted this to play out the way it was in his mind because at least he had worked it out.

"Yes, but then we went inside oasis and you had more heat on the dance floor with Tori than you did with me in the Car. If I didn't know better I'd have said you were fucking her right there."

I blushed and turned away from him. Shit, he did see something. "Whatever;" was all that I could say. Why was this bothering me so much?

"Well when I went back home. I kind of saw my old Girlfriend and we kind of…"

"Did you fuck her?" I asked crying now. I couldn't stop myself.

"No… Babe, don't cry. I didn't, I really wanted to but I didn't… I had to do this first." That, just made me feel so much worse. I was a Whore, just like Holly said. I cried harder.

He held me in his arms. I should feel relief, but I am a teenaged girl. I am not a rational being. "What's her name?" I asked.

"Jade," He said pleading with me not to torture myself.

"HER NAME! What's her NAME?" I shouted at him pushing him away.

He sighed, "Alyssa…" he whispered.

"Well… I hope you're happy with that." I said walking back inside the club. I marched inside completely aware that his eyes were on me. I went straight to Tori pulled her away from Cat and into me and I kissed her deeply, drawing a deep moan from her. "Lets go to my car I need you right now." I said, my voice coming out so low and husky it surprised me. Tori gave me a look like she just had an orgasm right there. Those were words I had never said to her before. I had never been this much in control before.

"Okay, Yeah…"