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This chapter, is the one that explains alot. It is the explaination from Jonas and the others. I want to say it may be slightly confusing, I do switch POV's a few different times during it. If you have any questions let me know! I did my best to try and explain everything, but... there may be places that I missed something. Don't hesitate to ask :) I will shut-up now, hope you enjoy!
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JPOV
I lay with Bella watching her sleep. The past few days were so hard on her, so much happening, and today wasn't going to be any easier. Alice had called last night after Bella had gone to sleep and said that we would all be meeting in the baseball clearing today. Jonas, Xavier, Peter, and Angela had a lot of things to tell us. I asked her if they couldn't wait, with all Bella has been through. But I knew when she told me that it had to do with her visions that it couldn't.
Bella's agitation grew again in that moment and I sent her another wave of calm and lethargy. I was trying to let her get as much peaceful sleep as I could. This is the second time that I had had to use my power on her to help her sleep. But with all the pain, confusion, and worry, amongst the other emotions that she has been feeling I would have been surprised if she hadn't needed the help. Edward's coming back, and learning about Angela had been hardest on her. I knew she felt she needed to talk to him, but I worried about it. He was her first love, and his leaving had been hard on her. Would he break her again? I worried for my Bella, my Angel.
I heard her sigh my name in her sleep, and I felt that same calm wash over me. This was something I could never tire of. Her gorgeous brown locks spread out, the peace in her features, the steady breath coming out of her sweet lips. Even in sleep she captivated me beyond measure, making the love that I had for her grow more each day. I lay with her for a few more hours, trying to let her sleep as long as possible. Too soon I had to wake her for us to be able to make it to the clearing.
"Bella Darlin." I whispered softly in her ear, brushing my lips across her cheek. She stirred slightly, but didn't wake. "Bella, my angel, it is time to wake up." She stirred again, this time opening her eyes and looking straight into mine. I felt the love, lust, and need coming off of her as the fog of sleep left her.
Before I could speak she crashed her lips to mine, weaving her hands through my hair and pulling herself closer to me. She poured all of her emotions into that kiss, and I understood her need. I pulled her over on top of me as I released her lips to let her breathe. I kissed down her neck, sliding my hand under the hem of her shirt.
"Jazz, I need you. I want to feel you." Her whispered words made my lust rise higher and I stripped her of her shirt. I rolled her onto her back and she tugged on my shirt to pull it off. I helped her and it fluttered to the floor. I returned my lips to hers, kissing her with a passion and sending her all of my love and lust.
I made my way from her lips to her chest, caressing her breasts as I sucked and nipped them. Her hands trailed down my chest and I hissed at she grasped my erection through my jeans. I looked up at her before ripping her shorts and panties off and thrusting two fingers into her core. She moaned arching her back and her sweet juices immediately coated my fingers as I slid them in and out of her. The intoxicatingly wonderful scent of her arousal filling my senses.
I moved slowly at first, picking up speed at I felt her climax building. Her walls clenching around my fingers as she arched her back and gripped the blankets, letting out a cry of pleasure. I continued to gently pump my fingers in and out of her, bringing her down from her high, a look of pure bliss on her face.
Our eyes met, and she released her blankets grasping at me pulling me forward. "I need you inside me Jasper, Now." I grabbed my jeans and boxers and ripped them off quickly, placing myself at her throbbing entrance. I rubbed gently up and down coating my erection before thrusting into her.
"Ahhh…" she gasped as I pushed gradually in and out of her. "Harder Jasper, Faster." Her need matched mine as I picked up the pace, watching her pleasure cross her face as she moaned and gasped.
"Oh Jazz." She cried as her second orgasm pulsed through her body. I flipped her so she was on top of me, never ceasing my thrusts. Her moans growing louder as her third orgasm built. I watched her beautiful body move on top of mine, and felt my own orgasm building. I reached down and rubbed her clit.
"Cum with me Darlin. I am going to…." I released my seed into her as she reached her climax both of us calling out the others name. She fell on top of me resting her head on my chest. I pulled out of her, and she rolled next to me laying her head on my chest. I buried my face in her hair, inhaling her scent.
"I love you my Angel." I whispered into her hair.
"I love you too Jazz." She whispered in a ragged breath, and though I could still feel the undercurrent of pain coming from her, I felt her love and happiness. I relished in it, pleased that I could be the one to bring her those feelings. She groaned as she rolled off of me, turning back to look at me.
"Soooo, knowing that this wasn't the reason for waking me, since I instigated it." A glint of humor showing in her eyes. "Can you tell me what was?" She smiled her beautiful smile at me, and I smiled back. Though I wasn't sure how she was going to react to my next bit of information.
"Darlin, we have somewhere that we have to go." She gave me a confused look, and I continued. "Alice called last night, and said that all of us, including the wolves were going to meet in the clearing that we played baseball in. Apparently Jonas, Angela, Xavier, and Peter have some things that they need to tell us, that have to do with Alice's visions." Her confusion shown on her face, and radiated from her.
"Jonas is the one that talked to A…Angela?" I nodded at her. "But who are Peter and Xavier? Is Peter the one from your story?"
"Yes, he is the same Peter, and I honestly don't know what he has to tell us, though I believe he has some kind of connection with the others. Xavier you have seen, but haven't officially met, you will today." She nodded, deep in thought about something, I waited.
"I wonder…." She stopped. "I wonder if they are the people that Asana was telling me about." I hadn't actually thought about that, but it is possible.
"It's possible. Though if we don't get ready- Shit!" She gave me a worried look. "Sorry Darlin, but you do realize that I now have no clothes right?" I wasn't even thinking, well of course I wasn't, that wasn't a time for rational thought. But what am I going to do now? Shit! I was interrupted from my thoughts by her laughter. I gave her a playful glare, in retrospect this would be funny, but right now, I wasn't sure what I was going to do.
There was only one person I could call, without it being too embarrassing. I was going to have to call Alice. I got up to grab the phone, but before I could dial the number I heard a soft knock on the door. I could feel the amusement coming from the person at the door, and then I heard her quiet voice, so low I knew Bella couldn't hear.
"I saw you might need some clothes Jasper. I will leave them at the door." She let out a tinkling laugh and was gone. I turned to Bella as she went to get the door.
"It was Alice. She is already gone. But would you mind to get the clothes she left for me?" She flushed with embarrassment, but nodded at me.
Thirty minutes later we were both showered, dressed and ready to go. I helped her onto my back and we took off for the clearing.
Jonas POV
I watched as Jasper and Bella came into the clearing, the exultation showing on her face. The bond between them had grown so much in the short time they have had together. I looked around at the people standing with me. They were the last to arrive, and it was pointless to start without them. Alice still had the knowing smirk on her face, but she wouldn't tell me why. She just left this morning clothes in hand and said she would meet us at the clearing.
Evander, Elsa, Rueben, and Lavina had arrived shortly before we left, and had joined us here in the clearing. Edward of course had a scowl on his face, though if he knew that I knew his secret, the scowl would be pointed towards me instead of Jasper. I was glad in this moment that we had left the protective spells up around Xavier and I.
The pack went to greet Bella and Jasper, and Jacob left Selena's side to join them. They all retook their seats, with the Elders of the tribe. Except for Jacob, who stayed by Bella's side. The Cullen's then took their turn to greet them, and when all was done everyone sat, looking expectantly towards me and the other members of the coven. It was time. I nodded to our four new arrivals and they sat with the rest while Selena, Xavier, Peter, and I prepared to tell our story.
"Before we get started I want to introduce everyone. There are two of us that some of you know, Peter and Selena, Angela to most of you." I motioned to them. "I am Jonas. This is Xavier, Evander, Elsa, Rueben, and Lavina." I motioned to each of them as I said their name. "Our leaders have sent us here to help you all, and to tell you a story of the past that affects all of our futures."
"This story, your story," I said looking at Jasper and Bella, "and our story began many years ago. The world of the supernatural lived in a content peace. We all knew of one another and communicated when necessary, but there was no quarrel between us. The leaders of our Coven at this time were the elders, the oldest of our Coven. They kept in contact with many others of our world, learning of their ways and coexisting they said. But their methods were questioned silently, the amount of communication they had with them was unheard of until they had control. They again were questioned, but never doubted until the day they came to us changed. They had, without our knowledge, chosen to become vampires.
Aro, Caius, and Marcus, our three leaders at the time," I paused, hearing the gasps and seeing the shocked looks on everyone's faces. "made the choice that split our Coven. Many leaving us, seeing their choice as a betrayal of who we are, others wanted to be with them and like them, and there were those who tried to stay neutral. It was a new beginning in our Coven and the supernatural world. Although the brothers still thought themselves our leaders those who attempted neutrality chose new leaders who would lead in each new generation, the seers.
The brothers changed our Coven and our future. They began their own way of life, taking most of those who wanted to join them. Many of them are still with them, as part of their guard. There was one anomaly that we found out about those who left in the years following the split. The brothers, and all of those they took with them, were able to keep their powers, they even escalated, but they lost their ability to do the spells that they had learned. The Coven has never understood why this was so, it was just known. We coexisted peacefully with them for thousands of years. Our Coven slowly built itself back up to the power it once was. The seers in each generation became the leaders, though they still had to report to the brothers if they had any great visions." I paused for a moment, taking a breath before continuing.
"Those who left spread themselves throughout the world, making their homes where they saw fit. The few that the brothers did not chose to take with them, left us, but also turned against us. There were only three or four of them that left, but over the years, they grew and created a new Coven. The Malach Coven. They stated themselves the enemies of our Coven, the Covinus Coven, and at times attempting to start a battle with us. They lost each time, but not by much. Because of these battles, the power of our Coven became known throughout the supernatural world, though we attempted not to flaunt it." I looked around at everyone before turning to Xavier so that he could take over.
Xavier POV
I had watched as everyone took in what Jonas had to say. The shocked looks at the name of our Coven, I knew that there were stories, especially over the last thousand years. Jonas told his part of the story well, it is a hard part of our story to tell, but mine, mine is the hardest.
"The peace between the brothers and our Coven lasted until a little over a thousand years ago. Advar, Nicholi, and Dexus, the leaders and seers of our Coven at the time, collectively made a prophecy that changed everyone's lives. At the time they did not know about whom the prophecy was made, it was not until recently that we found out. By this time, the brother's had set themselves up in Volterra, and the Coven had made its home about fifty miles outside the city.
Our leaders left to go to Volterra, to tell them of the prophecy. The Coven waited for weeks for their return. At the end of the third week, Nicholi returned disheveled and broken to warn the Coven. As they had arrived in Volterra, Advar had a new vision to add to the prophecy, one that affected his wife, Asana." I heard a gasp and saw that Bella had a look of pure shock on her face. I gave her a questioning look and she just shook her head, so I decided to continue.
"Advar's vision was the nail in their and the Coven's coffin so to speak. Nicholi told the Coven of this new vision, and the happenings inside the Volturi halls. The brothers did not want the information of the prophecy getting out. Nor did they want it to come to pass. Through Advar's thoughts they found that Asana's unborn child was the beginning of the line to the prophecy. They were to destroy us because of our knowledge of the prophecy, and Asana for her child.
Nicholi only managed to get away with the use of his second power, and many spells. But his life was draining, and as soon as he told the Coven of what was coming he was gone. The Coven ran and hid. The brothers and their guard managed to catch many of them before they were able to hide themselves well, and in the process we lost Asana. To this day we do not know what happened to her, but we do know her child survived." I looked to Bella, and she had tears in her eyes.
"Our Coven was once again decimated in numbers. Those who were left went into hiding, keeping their location hidden from everyone, especially the Volturi. Over the many years, because we have kept our presence in the world to a minimum, the Volturi believe we have ceased to exist." I paused. There was no way, with recent events, that they didn't still know we were here.
"Advar, Nicholi, and Dexus were three of the most powerful seers our Coven has ever had, and in such they are remembered as The Old Ones. Their story along with many others is passed down through the generations, as is the prophecy they made." I turned to Peter.
PPOV
I realized it was my turn. Damn I didn't want to hurt Jasper. No matter the reason I was sent to him, he was my friend. I just hope that he understands.
"My part of the story begins in the year was 1939. I had just turned 18 and come into the whole of my powers. I was one of the few in the Coven that had more than one power. Because of this I was second in command to the leaders. At this point, the Coven had almost entirely given up on the prophecy being fulfilled. But they had grown to trust my intuition, as they called it. I could not explain to them why, as was always the case, but this time it was me that had to go, to Texas" I paused watching Jasper's expression. He knew what was coming next. I didn't take my eyes off of him as I continued.
"Though the leaders trusted me, they did not want to send me off on an unknown mission, especially alone. It took me a year to convince them, because they knew of the wars in the South. But my intuition never changed, it only grew stronger that place that I needed to be was Texas. When I had finally convinced them, I made my way there. Upon arriving, I knew why I had been led there, the vampire of the prophecy resided in Texas. I did not know all of the circumstances surrounding him at the time, but I knew I had to tell the leaders. I immediately made my way back to the Coven, and told them what I knew. With the knowledge I was able to provide them with our mission became clear.
They were sending me back to Texas, to join with and help him find his way. They knew I would be the only one who could help him, and if I didn't go, then he would never find his way. It was because of this knowledge that they were able to start seeing what the future held for the prophecy, though many things were still distant and clouded. I said my good-byes to my family and Coven, knowing that it would be a long time if ever, that I got to see them again, and I headed back to Texas. I used the knowledge that was given to me by my power, and a few spells that I had learned to put myself in his path, and make sure that I was chosen." With the many emotions that flashed across Jasper's face, I wasn't sure how he was taking this. There was sadness there now, but I knew that was from the reminder of his time with Maria.
"I became a part of their newborn army, working alongside the God of War." There were quite a few gasps, and many turned their heads to look at Jasper then, but I kept my eyes locked with his and continued the story. "I despised this way of life, but knew that I had to do it. It took me almost a year to get him to allow me friendship. Because of this, and my usefulness to their cause, I was kept alive past my first year. I worked on subtly drawing him away from this battle for the next two years. But during the third year I met Charlotte. I knew she was my mate from the moment that I met her, and could not let her be destroyed with the others.
I diverted from my mission to save her life, but it left me at a loss. I didn't know how I was going to get to him now. I had left my friend and my mission, I knew I had managed to put some doubt in his mind, but I wasn't sure if it was enough. I found during this time, that unlike those that had been changed in the past, I was somehow able to keep my ability to use our spells. It was a blessing, though one that confused me. Because of this, I was able to keep watch on him for the five years after I left. I watched and waited for the right time to get him out, and finally it happened. He went with me willingly, but I knew his path was not to stay with me. He would need to make his way to the ones with the golden eyes that the leaders had seen. It took several years, and a bit of subtle coercion to get him on his path to find Alice." I stopped, seeing the pain in his and Alice's eyes. "Alice, Jasper, I am sorry. I knew that by leading him to you, Alice, would lead him to his path, to the Cullen's. I never… the leaders saw him with you as a friend, I didn't know that… I am sorry."
I saw Jonas start to step forward out of the corner of my eye. But he stopped as Bella pushed Jasper to go to Alice. I waited as they spoke quietly, trying not to listen. They got up and he pulled her back to where he and Bella were sitting, so that she could sit with them. He never let go of her hand, wrapping his other arm around Bella. I smiled as I continued. "From that time, I mostly kept watch from a distance, but occasionally I went to see Jasper. I had gone to the leaders after Jasper and Alice made it to the Cullen's. I told them of everything that had happened over the years, and also about my ability to still use the spells of the Coven. Though they were as baffled as I was, their bigger concern was with Jasper and the prophecy. With the changes, a plan had to be set in motion. Though we knew it would be many years before the other part of the prophecy came into play, there were many different ways it could turn out." I turned to Selena. This would be hard for her. But it was time Bella, Jasper, and everyone else to know the truth.
S/APOV
Bella knows only part of my story. Will she hate me after this? I didn't want her to find out like that…
"My part in the plan was set into action before I was born. The leaders in this generation are the strongest that we have had in five hundred years. The leaders had seen that Forks was where Bella was to be born." I heard a few gasps, but by this point, surely everyone knew that we were speaking of Jasper and Bella. I wasn't going to treat them as if they didn't know. "My mother moved here, with the knowledge the seers had given her, she would find love with the reverend here, and give birth to me. Though we were not with the Coven, I was trained in all the ways of the Coven. I was told all of the stories, including the prophecy, I was taught all of the spells, and I was taught to harness my power. I was also raised with my name in the Coven, which is Selena. My father, though respectful of my mother and the Coven, has always refused to call me by that name. I am known to the Coven as Selena, but to the rest of the world I am Angela.
I was to be here, in place to be able to watch over Bella as she grew, as a friend. But then plans got changed as… Bella moved away." I couldn't say it. I knew it would just bring her pain. "At first the leaders wanted us to come back to the Coven, but mother refused to leave. Her and dad had made a home here and were happy. After a few years it turned out that this was for the better, Bella was going to move back, though many of the leader's visions were changing, she would still be here to meet Jasper. But two years before she was supposed to move back the visions changed again. They sent two of the Coven to watch over Bella and Jasper. Xavier was given watch over Jasper, and Jonas was given watch over Bella." I had been trying not to look at Bella, not knowing what she would think of me. But I looked straight into her eyes before I continued.
"You see, the problem with the seers visions is always choice. Their vision of what will happen is a definite, until choice comes into the picture which changes things. All visions are subject to change, as the people directly or indirectly involved in the visions make their choices. This time we weren't sure why the visions changes, we just knew that they did. The prophecy was set, we knew that Jasper and Bella would find each other somehow, we just weren't sure how. My power was not fully developed, so I was not allowed full charge over anyone. We knew that Bella would still make the decision to come back to Forks, so we watched and waited.
About two months before she made the choice to move back, the leaders saw everything that would happen, through Bella's eighteenth birthday party."I didn't want to give all the details, most already knew them, and those that didn't, well, they aren't that important, except the party of course. "That night there was another change…" I cut off as Jonas shot me a warning glance. "Instead of just one Cullen leaving, all of you left. Our plans had changed again. The leaders decided that it was time to do more than just watch. They gave Jonas permission to use his powers to send Alice visions of the things they had seen, in hopes that she would send Jasper back." I turned my gaze on Alice and gave her a sympathetic smile. She smiled at me, with a knowing look on her face, and then turned to Jonas.
"She did as we hoped, and sent Jasper back to Forks. Bella and Jasper were able to find one another, and now here we sit." I turned to Jonas. It was his job to tell the prophecy.
Jonas POV
I knew it was time to tell them of the prophecy made those many years ago. I just hoped that they were ready. I had wanted to have more time to prepare them, for them to prepare themselves. Things had changed so much in the past few years. I looked around to all the members of the Coven that were here with me, they all nodded slowly at me and I began.
"This is the prophecy that has led us all to where we are today," I paused for a moment before beginning. "One shall come to be, a Witch, her powers, though unknown, will be greater than any of those who have come before her. She will join with and be turned by he who can control those around him and his coven. Their mating will be of that which is unheard of yet, a witch and a vampire. Her powers will only come into light when she has found this one and his lips touch her; until that time has come she will be as any other human. When the light of their power is known the fight will come, the outcome of this fight is unknown, as is the parties involved. The pair must fight to keep what they love lest all shall perish. This pair with their coven shall become the order in our supernatural world, should the battle be in their favor." There were gasps all around. Bella had tears in her eyes and Jasper was in shock. I waited until they calmed down a little before speaking again.
"This prophecy speaks of you God of War, Jasper, and you, the Supreme Bella, granddaughter through the centuries of Asana and Advar. The fight is on the horizon, the enemy is preparing now. There are many things that we have learned about the fight, and our enemy, which we will share with you. But first," I looked at Bella, to catch her eye, I knew the pressure we had just put on her with all we had told her, and I was about to put more. "Bella, you must make the choice. The choice on whether or not you wish to be changed."
"NO NO NO NO! I WILL NOT ALLOW IT!"
BPOV
I was in shock of everything that I had just heard. What about Charlie, what about school? Supreme Bella? I heard Jonas saying something about the fight, but I couldn't grasp what he was saying. Then I heard a voice in my head that wasn't mine.
"Bella, listen." I didn't have a chance to figure out where the voice was coming from before Jonas caught my eye.
"Bella, you must make the choice. The choice on whether or not you wish to be changed." I understood what he was saying but didn't get a chance to contemplate it before Edward roared.
"NO NO NO NO! I WILL NOT ALLOW IT!" I stood and glared at him, all confusion gone from me in a second. How dare he act as if he even got a say in anything that I do. I may not know yet… I felt Jasper's hand on my arm and I knew what my choice would be, I knew prophecy or not, my fate was with him. I turned and looked into his eyes, the golden honey color of them. I gave him a smile and then turned to Edward.
"How dare you? You talk like it is your choice. Did you hear what they said? It is not your choice it is mine. You lost any and all rights to have any say when you left me." I was trying so hard to stay in control that my words came out barely above a hiss. I watched as he glared around at everyone, before he turned his gaze back to me.
"Bella can we have that talk now?" His face was pained, and I could tell he was trying to calm down, but his voice still came out as more of growl.
"Fine, let's go." Now was not when I wanted to do this, not when my emotions were all over the place, with the stories, the prophecy, and the choice I would have to make. I turned to Jasper and felt a wave of calm sweep through me.
"Thank you." I whispered as I reached up to give him a quick kiss. "I will be back soon." With that I turned and started walking towards the woods. I assumed Edward was following, but there was no way to do that without turning around, and I wasn't doing that until I assumed we were out of hearing range of the others. Jasper's calm was starting to wear off as I walked deeper into the woods. I finally reached a spot where I thought we would be far enough out, but as soon as I went to turn around I tripped myself up, and went flying face first into the ground.
Before I could hit I felt two cold arms catch me, and stand me upright. I looked up into his scorching butterscotch eyes, and then jerked myself away from him standing a few feet from him.
"What did you want to talk about Edward?" I was playing dumb. I knew what he wanted to talk about.
"You and me, Bella, I wanted to talk about us." He took a step towards me as he said this, and I took one back, grimacing at him.
"There is no us Edward, you made sure of that when you left." He frowned at my words.
"I only left to keep you safe Bella. I wanted you to have a safe, happy, normal human life. I never stopped loving you, I should never have said that. I couldn't believe that you would believe that lie. You knew my feelings for you, you knew how deep they ran. I told you a hundred times how much I love you, that you are my life, but after your birthday…. I just wanted you to be safe. I have been in hell since I left you, and now it seems I never should have left. You are worse off now than when I left. Victoria, young wolves, and…" He cut off, I am not sure what he saw in my face, but when he turned to look at me again, he just stopped.
I was fuming. Worse off than before he left? "If you were about to say Jasper, you had better think again. Because of him and the wolves, I am alive. Victoria was the only threat and she is gone now. You left, whatever your reasons you left. YOU BROKE ME AND YOU LEFT ME!" I was trembling with the anger, and as I heard the thunder roll over head, I felt the angry tears roll down my cheeks. Keep calm, keep calm, keep calm. I kept repeating to myself. But it wasn't working. The more I thought about what he said… I glared at him waiting for him to say something.
"Bella, I am so sorry, I never wanted to hurt you. I thought at the time that it was for the best that you would heal..." Well he was right about that, I did heal, more than even I expected for me to.
"It doesn't matter now Bella. It is in the past, I am back now, my love for you had not changed. Can you forgive me? Tell me you still love me?" Is he fucking kidding me? The shit that he has said and he wants me to forgive him? That is going to take a lot longer than a fucked up self-righteous speech from him. In the past bullshit! It is the here and now or we wouldn't be talking about it. His love may not have changed, but mine has. The only love that I have for him now is that of a lost love, a first love. He no longer holds my heart, Jasper does. I turned to him trying to wipe the scowl off my face.
"Edward the only love I hmm hmm mmm…"I was cut off unexpectedly by him pressing his lips to mine. I tried to push him off, my anger rising again. But as he was made of stone, and I was not, it was fruitless. I felt his tongue touch my lips, something he had never attempted to do before, and my anger flared. He was off of me and across the forest a broken tree lying next to him from where I assumed he hit it. He scowled at me, but I didn't care, taking a step towards him, I started speaking, the small bit of kindness that I had felt moments before gone from my mind.
"YOU WILL NEVER," I took another step, and he went flying backwards into another tree. "EVER IN MY EXISTENCE," Another step and he went flying backwards again. "EVEN LET THE FUCKING THOUGHT OF TOUCHING ME WITH ANY PART OF YOU," Another step, backwards again. "CROSS YOUR SELF-ABSORBED FUCKING MIND AGAIN!" One more step and I sent him flying again. I stopped stalking towards him and glared at him.
"We are done. DO YOU HEAR ME EDWARD. DONE." He finally turned to me, and when he did he growled. He fucking growled at me! Without thinking I growled back, and he went flying again.
"Calm Bella, you are losing control, you need to stay calm." That fucking voice again. Where the fuck was it coming from. "SHUT UP!" Great now I am telling fucking voices in my head to shut up. Fucking Edward and his fucking shit, I continued to glare at him. Fucking voice, now I couldn't yell because I was trying to calm down. DAMNIT!
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