Hi guys! Sorry it took me so long to update but with my husband coming home and then leaving again it took me some time to get back in the mind to write again. I am truly sorry for it taking so long. However I would like to thank everyone who sent their warm wishes for us. And just to let everyone know we had the best time!! And everyone who has kids should visit the Atlanta Aquarium!! Also I know that I got a few questions in some of the reviews, just to let you know I will answer those soon, I was trying to get this chapter out first.

Now on to the part that you all have been waiting for!!


PPOV

As soon as Bella stalked off with Edward following, I went to Jasper. I hoped that although he knew the truth of my past, and that my coming to him was part of a mission, he could still consider me a friend. He was watching them walk away, though I knew that his eyes were on Bella, the anger in them was directed towards Edward.

"It is something she needs to do. Ya know that right?" Jasper's glaring eyes turned to me for a moment, and all I could think was aw fuck. But then his eyes cleared, and the look he gave me was accepting.

"Just like you did what you had to do?" I started to say something, but he cut me off before I could. "Don't, I am glad that you did what you did, for whatever reason. I would probably still be in that Hell hole with Maria if you hadn't."

"Jasper, the reason I came to Texas and joined you was for my mission. The reason I came back after five years was because you were my friend. Yes, I still wanted to get you on your path to Bella, but it wasn't because I was told to anymore. It was because I wanted to see you happy." He started to reply, but stopped as the sky started to darken and we heard the thunder rumble.

"Shit." The glare was back in his eyes, and he turned to walk towards the forest.

"Jasper wait. This is something that she needs to do, and with her powers, she can keep him away from her if she wants to. She might not actually do him bodily harm but…" He glared at me.

"If you think I am going…" He started, but I interrupted.

"Listen, everyone knew this wasn't going to be easy. You have to trust her to take care of herself. It is your trust that will either make her or break her."

"I do trust her. It's him that I don't trust. He can be manipulative when he wants to." I grimaced. I knew just exactly how manipulative he could be. The members of the Coven and I knew Edwards little secret. Knew what he had done to Jasper and Bella on her birthday.

"Alright Jasper, will it help if I go check? I am able to keep myself from detection, and they won't know that I am there. If I have to step in I will. Ok?" He thought about it for a second and then nodded at me and I took off into the forest. Once out of his view, I quietly said the spells that would keep them from detecting me, and then followed their scent deeper into the forest. I was not moving at a quick pace, trying to give Bella time. But when I felt the winds pick up and heard the thunder roll again, I knew I needed to get to them. I could hear Bella before I could see her, and was instantly concerned.

"EVER IN MY EXISTENCE," She paused and I heard a loud crash. "EVEN LET THE FUCKING THOUGHT OF TOUCHING ME WITH ANY PART OF YOU," By this time I could see her, and I watched when she paused as she took another step and Edward went flying into a tree. Well that explains the crash that I heard. "CROSS YOUR SELF-ABSORBED FUCKING MIND AGAIN!" Fuck she was pissed. I wasn't sure exactly what he had done, but it was definitely something physical. I stayed hidden, waiting to see if she would calm down now.

"We are done. DO YOU HEAR ME EDWARD. DONE." He turned to her then, and I knew I would have to step in when I saw the look on his face and heard him growl. Before I could do anything she had growled back at him and he went flying backwards again. I let out a quiet laugh, because though the situation was serious, she fucking growled. Not even a vampire yet and she can growl like a pro. She wasn't going to calm down on her own, I could see this now. So I did the only thing I could do and talked to her in my way.

"Calm Bella, you are losing control, you need to stay calm." I could see the slight confusion on her face mixed with the rage. I quietly laughed when I heard her yell through her thoughts "SHUT UP!" But I could see her trying to calm down, so I kept myself hidden to see how things went. I looked to Edward and he was up with a fierce livid expression.

"So that's it then? You are going to stay with him? After what he did?" He spat the words at her, walking towards her a little ways as he talked, and though she looked very uncomfortable with it she stood her ground. I on the other hand was getting angry. But I waited as he continued. "I left because of him, because he couldn't control his own bloodlust. I left because he tried to attack you! And yet you choose him, you let him defile you, the least of all of us who is safe for you!" I saw red, I noticed on some level that Bella had started to speak, but it didn't matter to me. I stepped out of the trees, quietly saying the spells to uncover myself, and went to stand beside her looking directly at Edward.

"You are one stupid fuck. Do you really think that you can keep spouting off all this shit like you are a fucking saint? I know your dirty little secret Edward, and I am now going to give you a choice. Either you tell Bella the truth, or I will." He growled at me, shooting daggers with his eyes. I saw his fists ball, and though I wasn't worried, I knew I could take him, I wanted to be able to get the story out without being attacked.

"Bella, concentrate for me." I saw her look at me from the corner of my eye. "I need you to keep him still. Otherwise the story will not get out. " I saw the slight shake of her head out of the corner of her eye. "What?" She turned to me, but I couldn't take my eyes off of Edward. He was as unpredictable as they come, in my opinion, doing whatever it takes to get what he wants.

"No Peter, when I said I was done with him, I meant it. I am done with his lies, and with his secrets. I am done with his overprotective bullshit." She turned to face Edward again. "If you wish to stay around fine, but stay the Fuck awa

y from me. And don't for even one millisecond think that you get any say in what I do, or chose. Any choices that I make will not be discussed with you. They will be discussed with Jasper, and possibly my father, but not you." With that she turned towards the forest to leave. I smirked at Edward, he may not realize that he has lost yet, but I know that he has.

"Bella wait. Please." I wasn't sure why she stopped, but she did, and turned to face him again.

"Wait for what Edward? More lies? More deceptions? I get it. You lied to me when you left, to protect me as you say. But that doesn't change things now Edward. Just because you came back doesn't mean that I am going to forgive everything that you put me through. It doesn't mean that I am going to forget, or push aside the love that I have for Jasper, which just so you know is a lot stronger than anything I ever felt for you. You wanted me to be safe, I am safer now than I have ever been, even if you don't include my powers. Jacob and the other members of the pack, along with Jasper make sure that I am safe. But they don't hold me back either. They let me be my own person. That is something you never did." She paused for a moment, taking a breath. "Edward if you can't accept that I am with Jasper now you need to leave. If you can't accept who I am friends with you need to leave. I know that the family would like you to stay around, so for their sakes, get it together and move on. That is the only way that we can do this." She turned around and left, and this time he didn't stop her.

I had watched his face fall more and more with each word that she said. Hell I almost started feeling bad for the guy until he turned to me glaring once again.

"This is all your fault." He spat. "If it wasn't for you and your Coven, then none of this would have ever happened. She would still love me and want to be with me. But that will never happen now because of all of you and your fucking prophecy!" I just stared at him. Is he really so stupid as to think there is a fault here? In truth, he is not even at fault. Fate is what it is, and it will happen no matter what.

"Edward, if it makes you feel better to lay blame then so be it. But there truly is no fault here, not even on you. Fate would have found a way, no matter what the circumstances. Jasper and Bella are destined for one another, and the quicker you come to terms with that the better off we will all be." I paused for a moment, thinking, before continuing. "Just keep in mind Edward I know what really happened the night of Bella's birthday," his eyes narrowed at me, "and I will let everyone else know should you try to start anything."

"I don't know what you think you know Peter, but you start spreading lies around and there will be repercussions." He glared at me as if daring me to say something so I did.

"So the fact that when Bella paper cut her finger it was you not Jasper that was about to attack is not true? The fact that she is your singer so your bloodlust was worse than anyone else in the room is not true? The fact that Jasper was coming towards you to try and stop you isn't true? The fact that you sent all of your bloodlust to him to hide your secret, as you threw Bella away from you isn't true? The fact that your plan backfired when Bella hit the plates isn't true? The fact that the only reason Jasper even attempted to attack Bella, is because of the strength of your bloodlust combined with the others isn't true?" I stopped seeing the look of rage mixed with confusion on his face.

"How do you…? What do you…? NO, none of that is true!" I started laughing. He actually thinks that I am going to believe that after the unended questions? Foolish, ignorant vampire, he must have really thought that no one knew his secret.

"You can lie to yourself all you want Edward, but I know the truth, and so does the rest of the Coven. We would like to keep the peace, so that we can prepare for the fight that is coming. That is the only reason that we have kept quiet so far. But I make you this promise. I will let everyone know what an Ass you truly are if you cross me. So if you decide to stay and help with the fight you had better do as Bella said, and get it together and move on." I turned and took off back to the clearing. I wasn't worried about him coming after me. I knew that between Bella and myself we had left him with a lot to think about. He had his own decisions to make now. My only question now was what would he choose?

BPOV

I walked back to the clearing with silent tears rolling down my cheeks. I needed to pull it together before I got to Jasper. I stopped for a moment to collect myself, and dry my tears. I took a couple of deep breaths, thinking back to my 'talk' with Edward. He is no longer the person that I fell in love with. He is so different now, more self-involved than he was just six months ago. Or maybe it is just that for the first time since I met him I am seeing him for what he truly is, a selfish asshole.

I shook my head. I can't think of this right now, I have to get back to the clearing and Jasper. He is probably worried, there is no way that he didn't see and hear the storm brewing because of my temper. Hmm… that may be why Peter was there. I started to walk again when someone grabbed me from behind and I was suddenly flying through the forest.

"AHHHHHHHH!" I screamed, but above that I could hear the laughter of whoever had me. I looked back glaring to find that it was Peter, a huge smile on his face. "Need a lift?" He smirked at me, and I glared back, but nodded and let him carry me back to the clearing. I knew it would be quicker than me walking. As soon as we got there he set me down, and I went running to Jasper as soon as I saw him. He saw me coming and caught me, lifting me up in his arms, and I wrapped my legs around his waist hugging myself to him.

I heard laughter coming from around us, and saw most of the people in the clearing watching us, with smiles on their faces, and many of them laughing out loud. Jasper released me from his arms, but I tightened my legs, kissing him before I got down. I turned to face everyone, grabbing hold of one of Jasper's hands as I did. I had things that I needed to say, and I would need his support to get it all out. He must have felt my nervousness, because I felt a wave of calm flow through me.

"I know that I need to let all of you know my decision, but there are a few other things that I need to figure out before I do that." I looked around at everyone, my eyes landing on Angela for a few moments and I gave her a smile, before setting my eyes on Carlisle. "Carlisle I would like to meet with you this evening if that is ok?"

"Of course Bella, just let me know when." I turned from him to Jake and the pack.

"Jake, I…" He cut me off with a wave of his hand.

"Bells, we all heard the prophecy, we all heard all of their stories." He turned to Jasper. "As of now, any conditions we have set upon you are null and void. We will stand with you when the fight comes, and stand by you after. Whatever Bella's decision may be, we will not hold it against you. There are much bigger things going on right now than us starting a fight over something she chooses." He paused for a moment looking around at all the other vampires in the clearing. "Though we do not and will not condone the way that some of you choose to feed, we will not condemn you for it now. We do ask that you travel out of this area to feed." I watched as all of the vampires, including the Cullen's nodded at him.

I could tell that it pained him to say those words. In fact the whole pack looked sick at the thought of the way some of the vampires visiting with us right now fed. It went against everything they were built for to let human drinkers continue to hunt, even if it wasn't in Forks. I shot Jacob an appreciative smile, knowing he was doing this to try and keep the peace with those who had come to help us. He gave me a small smile and I turned to Jasper.

"There are many things I would like to discuss privately with you, but first I would like to go see Charlie." He nodded. "There is something I need to do before we leave." I looked to Angela and then back to him, and he gave me a knowing smile. I gave him a chaste kiss, and let go of his hand walking towards Angela. I glanced around and noticed that everyone seemed to be picking up their own conversations, seeing that I was done talking to them for the moment. It made me feel a little better, knowing that I wouldn't still be the center of attention while I had this conversation with Angela. Regardless of the fact that ninety percent of the people in this field would hear what was said anyway.

Angela was standing with Jake when I walked up to her, and she gave me a timid smile. I gave her one back, and we stood there in silence for a few minutes before I finally spoke up.

"Angela, can we talk for a minute?" I looked to Jake who had been trying to ignore our silence, but when I spoke he turned around and looked at me warily. "Jake, I know that she is your imprint and you are protective, but really?" I had a smirk on my face, and that wiped all worry off of his.

"Sorry Bells, I just wasn't sure what your reaction would be to everything that was said earlier." He laughed and wrapped me in a hug. "Ya know I love you, but you have gone all badass on us lately…" He trailed off and I lightly punched his arm.

"Give me some credit. I am not going to hurt my best friend." Angela's smile brightened considerably over that. "Although for you Jake, I might have to make an exception." I narrowed my eyes at him mockingly, and he took a small step back before I started laughing. It took me a few moments to realize that everyone had been listening in and was now laughing with us over our little squabble. I think Jasper may have had a hand in how long the laughter went on for, because by the time we all managed to stop my sides were hurting.

I turned to look at him and he just smiled sheepishly. I couldn't bring myself to be irritated with him, even though my sides were hurting. I was just glad that we were all able to relax and laugh, considering the cloud, figuratively speaking of course, that now hung over our heads, and would until the fight was over. I shook my head trying to clear my thoughts. I couldn't think of what was coming right now. I needed to think of the things I needed to do, and the first was talk to Angela, though I had just told her what I came to tell her. She was still smiling widely, after my proclamation of her being my best friend.

"So, do you prefer Selena, or can I stick with Angela?" She laughed and motioned for me to follow her to the edge of the trees away from everyone. She sat down on the ground and I did the same facing her.

"Angela is fine with me, I answer to both. Angela in the tongue of my coven actually means Selena, which is why those of the Coven call me that. It is the same for Peter, whose coven name is Lucas. When Peter joined Jasper in Texas, he dropped his coven name. Our language is not one that is heard of throughout the world, it is actually older than most of the languages that are known. I believe the only one that surpasses it in age is Latin. Almost all of our spells are still in the old language, and it is something you will get to learn if you will let us teach you." She paused, giving me a wary look. I knew what it was for, and I stopped her before she could voice her worries.

"I can't say that I wasn't surprised, and obviously shocked with the way I was introduced to your secret. I'll admit that at first I was a little hurt that you didn't share it with me, especially with everything that I had shared with you. But after today I understand, I don't hold it against you, and I am not mad. You are my best friend and have been there for me these past few months when I truly needed a friend." With that said I felt a little better, and it seemed as if she did too. "As far as learning the language and the spells, I am all for it, just not right this moment." She nodded in understanding.

"I want you to know Bella that I wanted to tell you. I really did. But I wasn't allowed, there are so many factors that can change things, and the leaders were worried that if you found out my secret, that it would change everything we had worked for."

"I understand Angela, I really do." I paused a moment for effect. "Now though, I get to ask the gossipy questions of how are things going with you and Jake. And what about Ben?" I gave a big smile, I was truly happy for her and Jake. But at the same time I was hoping that Ben didn't get the short end of the stick on this one. Being with Angela, he had stuck by me as well, and had become a good friend to me.

"Actually Ben and I had broken up last week. Long story short, you remember that friend that he met in Port Angeles that he has been talking to?" I nodded. "Well, he realized that he was having more than friendly feelings for her. He told me as soon as he realized it, and I was fine with it, because we both agreed that though we did still love each other, it had become more of love between friends. We both felt weird kissing the other, but didn't want to hurt the others feelings so we each kept quiet about it. I hope that he finds what he is looking for with her, I want him to be happy." I nodded in agreement with her, and I was glad that they had decided to be honest with each other, that way no guilt was felt, and things ended on a good note. She sat there looking thoughtful for a moment, and then continued.

"Jake is…honestly I haven't gotten to spend a lot of time with him since Wednesday, but the time that I have gotten with him…" she stopped, blushing. "Is it weird to say that I already love him?" I shook my head no and she smiled hugely.

"I am happy for you Angela, for the both of you. It looks like you found your forever love after all." I was glad that we had gotten over the awkwardness easily. But I was anxious to go see Charlie. There were some things I needed to figure out before I talked with everyone. The next words that she spoke told me that she must have noticed.

"Go Bella, spend some time with Charlie, we will all be waiting when you are ready to talk." We stood up and hugged, and then we walked back towards the group of people splitting off so that she could go to Jacob, and I could go to Jasper.

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Three days have passed since our meeting in the clearing. We went to see Charlie at the hospital, and I have spent a lot of time with him these past few days. In between visiting with him, I have spent time talking with Carlisle, Jonas, Peter, and the others. There is a lot to be decided, but I want to make sure that Charlie fully understands what is going on. He saw too much, and I promised him. That was one of the main focuses of my conversation with Carlisle. Though he believes it to be risky, he agrees that Charlie has a right to know what is going on. He is my father after all. Jasper and Jacob are going to be there with me, to help me explain, and to show him if he doesn't believe. That is crucial to the other thing that I talked to Carlisle about.

There is going to be a fight, there is no doubt about that. But I don't want it to happen here. There are too many innocent bystanders that could get hurt. So once I have talked with Charlie, and he understands, maybe not agrees with, but at least understands, we will be moving everyone to Alaska. Their home there is far away from the city and unless someone is extremely lost, they can't accidently walk into the battle. I haven't told everyone my decision yet, I am waiting until I can tell Charlie. That is the hardest part. I don't know how he will take all of this. Not only does he have to learn that vampires, werewolves, and witches are real, and that there is a prophecy that involves me. But he is also going to have to hear that his only daughter is a witch, and is soon going to be turned into vampire.

"Darlin, it is going to be ok." Jasper, my annoying, lovable empath, he knows that I have been worrying over this the past two days, and keeps trying to reassure me. I just wish I knew how Charlie was going to react. Then I might feel a little better. But Alice can't tell me, because Jacob is going to be there.

"You don't know that Jazz." I turned to look at him. "None of us know how he is going to react to all of this. Yes, I know that you will be here to help calm his emotions, but what if…" I trailed off, tears starting to fall down my cheeks again. We have had this conversation a dozen times over the past two days, and it is always the same. I end up crying because I am worried that Charlie is going to hate me when he learns about everything.

Jasper wrapped his arms around me and held me tight, letting me get my tears out. We have been staying mostly cooped up in my house, since the meeting, only leaving when we need to go talk with the others, or in his case, when he needed to hunt. Though I don't think that he could ever hurt me, he is still careful to hunt at least once a day. That is the only time that he has left my side since I got back from talking with Edward.

I told him everything that happened, and though he wanted to go rip Edward limb from limb, he did find my use of my powers on him amusing. Edward hasn't been seen since our talk. No one but Alice knows what he is doing, and she is not telling. I just hope that he is knocking some sense into himself, because I don't think that I will be able to talk Jasper out of burning him if he pulls any shit like that again.

Alice… something is going on between her and Jonas, I can see it, but it is like they are both denying it. I can tell they like each other, hell Jasper can feel it coming from both of them whenever they are around each other. But for some reason they are not acting on it. I will have to talk to her about that, when everything calms down. Or after I am changed, whichever comes first. I am betting on the latter.

"It's time Darlin. If you want to be there before they check him out, we need to go." I sighed as Jasper said that and I felt his lips brush across the back of my neck. It's not that I don't want to go pick up Charlie, it's just that I know what is coming tomorrow. The plan today is to get him home, and let him rest here tonight, before causing his stress level to go out the roof tomorrow.

"Alright, let's go." We got up off the couch, and headed out the door towards the hospital.

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"Char…Dad, please calm down just a minute and let us explain. We are not trying to keep anything from you. We were just planning to wait until tomorrow. Please Dad if you want to know now, just sit down and we will tell you now if you want." We had gotten home from the hospital a few hours ago, and since we had gotten home Charlie had seemed on edge to me. I had gotten Jasper alone for a few moments to ask him, and he said that he was anxious about something.

I wish I had figured it out then that he had expected us to tell him everything the moment we walked in the door. But I didn't, and a few minutes ago he just blew up at us, and when we tried to tell him we would tell him tomorrow, he started calling us both liars and telling us we were trying to keep things from him. I had never seen him like this, but I guess if I had thought about it, with everything he saw and heard from Victoria, and the time he has had to fester over it… I should have thought of it.

"Isabella Marie, I want the truth, and I want it now. No more stalling, no more waiting. I have been sitting in that hospital, wondering what the hell is going on, and what you had to do with a man's death. Now I am tired of waiting!" Shit, shit, shit!!!

"Dad, can you give me five minutes? Just long enough for Jacob to get here? He has a part in this story too, and needs to be here when we tell you. Can you give us that long? Please?" His eyes narrowed at me, but he nodded in agreement. I guess I shouldn't have said five minutes, because if he was driving it would take longer. But Charlie doesn't know that. I grabbed the phone and quickly dialed Jacob. He picked up on the first ring.

"Jake, hey. Forget tomorrow, we need you here now. Ok?" Please say yes, he is not going to put this off.

"Um sure Bells, but do you mind if Angela comes as well? She is here with me now." Well, shit again. I didn't factor in Angela being with Jacob. It's not a problem really. It is nothing she doesn't already know. I just don't want to overcrowd Charlie with people. But he really likes her, so maybe this will help him stay calm. Not that Jasper couldn't do that on his own.

"Sure Jake, just hurry please?"

"Alright Bells. But that means I will get there before her."

"That is fine Jake. We are explaining everything anyway, so… Well you know." At least I hoped he did.

"Alright see you in a few." With that he hung up the phone, and I headed back in the living room to wait for him. Approximately five minutes later, we heard him knocking on the front door, and I went to answer it. As soon as I pulled the door open he pulled me in for a hug.

"I know you are worried about what he is going to say, but it will be alright Bella." He whispered in my ear, but before I could answer we heard Charlie yelling from the living room.

"Get in here now you two. I have waited too long for an explanation, and I am not going to wait any longer!" Ugh, this was going worse than I thought it would. Jacob and I walked into the living room, and sat down on the couch. I was in between Jasper and Jacob, both of them holding my hand in comfort, and looking at me expectantly. Well I guess I am starting this explanation party.

"Before we start Dad, I just want you to know that in a few minutes we will probably be interrupted with Angela's arrival." He raised his eyebrow at me, questioning what I said.

"Why is Angela coming? What does she have to do with this?"

"Well, she is coming because she and Jake are together now, and you kind of interrupted their time together. Also because she plays a part in our explanation that you also need to hear." He waited expectantly from his recliner, still bandaged, his arm and leg in casts, his leg propped up on the coffee table.

"Alright dad, everything begins a little over a year ago, with when I met Edward. I knew something was off with him, meaning that he wasn't entirely human. I found out later that he and the rest of the Cullen's, including Jasper are vampires." I heard his gasp, and saw the shock on his face but continued on. "They are not like the mythical vampires from the books and the movies. The Cullen's do drink blood like vampires, but they drink from animals." I smiled at Jasper, and was about to start again, when Charlie interrupted.

"Wait, wait, wait! How can you talk about this as if it is not a big deal? And then smile at him. What the hell Bella?" He was exasperated, and already not taking this well. This was not good, because I haven't even gotten to the serious parts yet.

"Dad, it is not that big of a deal, not to me anyways, and hopefully it will soon not be to you. I love Jasper and the rest of the Cullen's, because of who they are, not what they are. Now are you ready to hear the rest?" His eyes still held his shock over this news, but he nodded for me to continue. But before I could, there was another knock on the door. Angela was here. I looked at Jacob, and he got up to let her in. I waited as he walked to the door, and I heard him greet her, and as they started to walk back. As soon as hellos were said, Jake took his spot on the couch next to me again, and Angela placed herself in front of him on the floor.

"Everything really began the first night that I introduced Edward to you as my boyfriend. The night that he took me to watch the family to play baseball. That is the night that we met Victoria, James, and Laurent."

EPOV

The past few days I have been thinking over what Bella and Peter said to me. At first I was just so pissed off at the way she treated me, and the fact that Peter and the whole Coven knows. When Peter left I didn't know what to think or to say. I was pissed that they knew, I just didn't understand why they aren't telling everyone. But then I thought more about what Peter said. That they weren't telling, to be able to keep the peace. Which tells me that if everyone knew what I did, I probably wouldn't get the choice to stay or not. Jasper and Bella, they would never forgive me. The only ones that might are Esme and Carlisle, but that is just who they are.

I just can't figure out what I should do. Bella is not the same girl that I fell in love with a year ago. The words that came out of her mouth, things that I am embarrassed to even think, much less say. It isn't the way I was raised. But I can't help the fact that I still love her. So what am I supposed to do? Act as if her being with Jasper doesn't bother me to keep my secret, or continue to try and win her back but risk the family knowing my secret. Peter told me that no one is at fault, but he is wrong. This is my fault, she would still be with me and I would not be in this position had I not left.

But I did leave, and not entirely for the reasons that I told her in the forest. I did leave to keep her safe, but not from Jasper. I left to keep her safe from me. Thinking back on what I said, I was very cruel and heartless towards her. I shouldn't have tried to kiss her, but I had to know if there was a possibility she still had feelings for me. And now I know.

I know what I need to do. I just don't know how to do it without getting myself banned from the family. But I can't desert them now, not with this fight on the horizon. It is just going to take me some time to get over the fact that Bella is no longer with me. To accept the fact that she is now with Jasper. She may not have given everyone her decision yet, I am not really sure, but she inadvertently gave it to me. Ever in her existence, not life, she is going to be changed. I shouldn't have expected less from her, but that doesn't mean that I like it. She is right about that though, it is not my choice. I guess all of my thinking over the past few days has helped me in that aspect, I won't fight her on that, I don't have a right to.

But they all deserve the truth, all of them, Bella and Jasper especially. If I am going to attempt to get it together, then I have to do it with a clear conscience. If afterwards they ask me to leave then I will. But if not, I will stay and help with the fight. Bella's right I have been very selfish and it is time that I do something about it. But first I have to talk with the family.


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