I know i never upload very much, and for people , if any, that have added this to alert might get annoyed. or not. but i just suck and thinking of what the write.
plus it doesnt help that i have exams alla' the time and art homework, so i havnt really been able to think about the complications of plot.
I'm not sure if I've ever written this, but I'm on deviant art where ive drawn a fair amount of things for this story, my name on it is White-Fire-faire lol, i know, stupid name. :)
is where i do lots of art about this fanfic, so if anyone reading this wants to actually know what im thinking off when i describe characters, its there if ya want. (sorry if you dont like them) just puttin it out there.
sorry, its short, but to be fair i am writing this a 2 in the morning.
Paige
We walked in silence for the rest of the way to the Cullen's house. It wasn't an awkward silence, we both seemed to content without discussing anything. Well, its not like we could discuss anything with words, he was in wolf form after all….
My gaze shifted over to stare at the wolf's face.
How interesting, I thought lightly. I turned to look at the ground as I walked. That…when we touched…
I had lived a long time. But never…no, never… I didn't like it. I did not like this at all, in fact, it made me angry. I frowned slightly at my thoughts.
It was getting to be that time of the month. No. not that. I am too much of an advanced creature for something so trivial as the menstrual cycle. But it is similar I suppose. At one time every month, it varied. Sometimes it was a day, sometimes it was an hour, others it was over two weeks. Its when, I did not have immediate control of my emotions. Never over emotional. It would always be anger.
It wasn't here yet, I think I still had about…a week? No…just under a weak until it was here.
I sighed lightly, and looked up at the sky. Even when the view was obstructed by clouds, the sky really was beautiful.
We were almost at the Cullens house. I wonder where Muscles is? And grumpy. I don't imagine that he was too pleased about me walking away, neither would muscles, for he did have to walk back in the rain. Serves him right for not having an umbrella with him.
We came into contact with the drive to the house, and started walking down it. The wolf glanced up at me, and moved on ahead of me to get there first. I stared as he walked away. He was a very handsome wolf, just like a wolf should be. Strong, Elegant, majestic. But he was so different from any other shape shifters that I'd seen before. Which was strange considering how much I've seen.
I followed after him, and was greeted by Carlisle coming out of the house, Emmett and Jasper behind him. Carlisle was frowning slightly, but strained a smile when he saw me.
"Paige," he greeted me.
"Where the hell did you run off to?" Emmet grumbled. I shrugged.
"it doesn't matter, its just good to know that you didn't run off without informing us," Carlisle said gently, smiling at his adoptive sons. My instant thought was 'I am not some rebellious teenager to be locked away, how dare you!' But I shook that away and smiled apologetically at him.
"Sorry about that," I glanced as Jasper to see his face a little shocked. Ah, he must have felt my drastic mood switch there. Poor little cowboy.
Jasper and Emmett walked back into the house, huffing slightly.
Carlisle was about to walk in as well.
"….Carlisle," I murmured. He turned to me, raised eye brows at my quiet voice.
"What is it Paige?" he asked tenderly. I stared at my feet.
"….Thank you for letting me stay in your home until I have my own…" I whispered. It was hard to rely on people, so I didn't know how to go about doing this.
"It's perfectly fine, you're not causing us any trouble. Make yourself at home,"
I nodded and followed him inside, taking off my hat and putting it in my pocket, and leaving the umbrella just outside the front door, because it was wet.
Inside, no one was anywhere to be seen. I sniffed slightly. Jasper and Alice were in their room, as was Rosalie and Emmet in their own. Carlisle smiled as me once more before, saying that I could watch some TV or read a book, before walking away to what I assumed was his Office. Esmé' was in there as well.
Bella and Edward were a little of away from the house, in what I think was their own.
I stood in the middle of their neat living room, and sat down on the white sofa. It was very nice. I grabbed a grey white cushion and a grey blanket that was thrown over the back of the sofa. I turned on the TV, and switched to Comedy Central.
Huh. Today was a friends marathon. Not bad. I had watched every episode tenfold, but it was a funny program, something relaxing. During these times I needed to relax more…
"Maybe I'm just getting old…"I murmured as I rested my head on the cushion, and put the blanket over me.
I stared blankly at the TV for at least ten minutes before I gave into the growing exhaustion. I closed my eyes slowly. I didn't seem to dream, which was good. My dreams were never good. I actually preferred to have nice peaceful sleep. Who doesn't, right? I loved not thinking of anything….particularly….it gives me a rest….from other creatures and my mind….
I don't know how long I was asleep for. It could have been hours, days, or minutes. The TV was on still. But I wasn't alone in the room anymore. No…three people were in there. But they weren't the Cullens. I could hear three steady heart beats.
I stayed the same. Breathing slowly and keeping relaxed. I listened.
"She really is asleep," Renesmé's soft voice said.
"seems like it…" It was that Jacob boy. The rude one. Tsk.
"…what do you think she is?" she asked quietly.
"….I don't know, Nessie…what do you think Matt?" I felt ears prick at the name. The wolf…
"…" There was no reply at first, then for the first time…I heard his voice. It was deep, but not too deep, and gentle…
"I don't have an opinion on the matter…" Came the response. If I had a heart beat, it would have skipped a beat.
"Oh, Scotty's as cold as ever," Renesmé giggled.
I was still tired…even though I had just been asleep I…I didn't want to be down here anymore…
I opened my eyes and sat up swiftly. Renesmé was sitting on Jacobs lap in one of the arm chairs, while 'Matt' was on the other arm chair.
"Ah…" Renesme blinked in surprise. "Hiya, did you have a nice rest?" She asked pleasantly. I paused before answering.
"As good as it ever is," I replied and stood up, placing the blanket on the Sofa.
"Going already?" Jacob asked. I smiled lightly and nodded.
"I still need to rest more, I'm not feeling so hot," And I wasn't. Ah, the perils of being old. "Good night," I replied.
Renesme and Jacob said by as I headed over to the stairs. But what made me stop in my tracks was,
"Good night, Paige," Came the soft reply of matt, with a slight smile. I scowled to myself as I walked up to the stairs and into the guest room.
I took off my shoes, and my scarf, taking my hat out of my pocket.
I sank into the double bed of the guest room, turned off the lights and pulled the covers over my head.
Shit….why does my chest hurt like this? I thought to myself as I fell asleep for the second time, without dreaming at all.
wasnt a very good chap, or very long, sorry. but its a work in progress after all ^_^
