It was quiet. The walls were a dingy grey and the lights were dim.

"Hello? Is anybody there?" I heard a noise behind me and turned around to see my father.

"Hello Michelle." I ran. Willing my legs to go faster but not fast enough. I ran around a corner and could see light. I took off towards the light but I could feel the pending darkness behind me.

"Michelle…"

"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I woke up screaming and Spencer was right there. I broke down. Nightmares became a regular thing for me.

"Hey, hey it's ok." He sat down beside me and wrapped his arms around me. I sobbed into his chest.

"T-the nightmares are getting worse and more real. I'm at the point to where I'm afraid to go to sleep."

"I've suffered nightmares before and all they are, are our fears following us into our sleep. Once you remove the fear from your life the nightmares will be gone."

"How did you get rid of them?"

"I talked to my boss; he showed me a picture of this family. He said that the girl was kidnapped and he saved her. She writes to BAU every year giving us an update on her life. He thinks about all the people they saved and it helps to block out all the bad memories."

"Spencer…I'm not…I don't have those kind of memories. I'm not an FBI agent. I don't have many good memories." He took my hand,

"Then focus on he ones you do have." I shut my eyes and focused on the time I was in England; me and Derek. He introduced me to Matt and Luke Goss. I remembered going to Vegas with Matt. Then I remembered my summer with Derek and his sisters. Then I thought of now, me and Spencer. His warm smile. Slowly I felt myself drift off, and this time no dreams came. It was just a peaceful sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Spencer pov~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I watched as she slept in my arms. She had a smile on her face. I knew she was at peace. I couldn't get up, for a small girl she was strong. She had me pinned. I waited for a few hours, I didn't mind. At about five in the morning Derek finally came around. He looked at me then chuckled,

"So, I see you two got comfy." My face heated up and I just looked at the girl in my arms,

"She was having nightmares." His smile faded.

"Dang, I thought she got rid of that. She used to have nightmares all the time after her father was supposedly dead. I'd get calls from Matt in the middle of the night saying she was screaming and crying. I took her to a doctor and she stopped having dreams." He looked at the girl then to me. He turned around and started to the into the other room,

"Hey, aren't you going to help me?" He smiled at me,

"No." Then he went into the kitchen. I just looked down at the sleeping girl and closed my eyes.