I stiffened and turned away. Jacob put his finger under my chin and pulled my face closer. "I need to know Bella." The question didn't need to be said, but I was dreading it. "Listen, Jacob. I love you, you're my best friend." Jacob paused. "You think after all of this, I'm just your best friend?" He turned away. "I..I don't know Jake. With Edward"- Jacob stared into my eyes. I saw anger, but I saw hurt too. I crushed him. Jacob got up and leapt out the window. "Jake!" I shouted as loud as I could without waking Charlie. "Wait..."I whispered.

This is Jacob's perspective.

I heard her calling me, but I didn't turn back. For all I did, it wasn't enough. I lost her to a filthy blood-sucking leech. I rushed into the bushes and phased, not caring that I had no spare clothes. I ran as fast as I could. I found the patrol team, and replayed what happened. 'Sorry Jake' Came the voice of Paul, 'Wow man, that's rough' And Embry. 'You okay?' Sam asked, concerned. I growled furiously. 'I'm not okay. And I never will be. I just need to be alone.'I growled. I flattened my ears and lowered my tail. I felt dead. I ran back towards the house, and phased in the trees. I ran to the front porch where Billy waited. He knew something was immediately wrong when I brushed past him and didn't even say 'Hi'. He opened his mouth. I turned to face him. 'I don't want to talk about it.'I brushed past him and threw myself onto my bed. Tears welled up in my eyes and I shoved my face into my pillow and wept.