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Butterflies
Ch.14-Messed Up.
BPOV-age 15
Growing up is hard. Falling for him and falling for HIM. I fell hard for Dominic, a while back but now I don't even talk to him anymore because of our move. I am still falling more and more for Edward. But then there's Ryan.
Ryan is a guy who goes to Forks High with the Cullen's and me. Ryan has dirty blonde hair, brown eyes, and tan skin. And he asked me to a party with him. My parents agreed to let me go but Edward was a fight.
Flashback:
"EDWARD!, you can't treat me like I'm freaking five anymore!" I yelled at him, I can't believe he's refusing to let me go to this party it's no big deal. At least I'm not going with Mike Newton.
"What if something happens to you? What if you are pressured to drink or drugs or sex?" He shot back, I froze.
"Don't you trust me?" I whispered.
"Of course, I trust you and Amy. I don't trust who ever will be at this party. Ryan is a senior, Bella." He said, gently.
"If you trust me, then you should trust me enough to make the right decisions." Edward smiled and hugged me close.
End Flashback
So know I am in my room getting myself ready for this party with Ryan. I am super excited. So excited, I let Alice take Amy and I shopping for the occasion. She bought me a white and blue dress from American Eagle with sandals. And I purse from Aerospostale. I straightened my boring brown hair and applied black mascara and a small bit of blue eye liner.
"Bella!" Alice said, surprised. "You did an amazing job, almost as good of a job as I would have done." She hugged me.
"Thanks for the almost compliment." I said, joking. She smiled and let me downstairs.
"Presenting Ms. Bella Hale." She said and I blushed.
"Awe, baby, you look gorgeous." Momma Rose told me, while Emmett stood there grinning like a fool.
"Yeah, you look hot!" Emmett finally exclaimed and earned a smack on the head from Momma. I laughed.
"Thanks, Momma. Thanks, Emmy." Edward walked closer and grabbed my coat. Mommy and Dad told me to be careful and have fun. Edward handed me my coat and kissed my forehead.
"You look beautiful." I blushed and kissed his cheek while Daddy opened the door and I saw Ryan, wearing a white button down shirt, unbuttoned so you could see a while undershirt, with gray pants.
"You look great, Bella." He said, and I mentally sighed that he couldn't call me beautiful like Edward. Ryan looked boring next to Edward. *Sigh*
"Thanks." I said, blandly.
"Ready?" He motioned toward the door, I nodded and followed him to an old pickup truck. Not as nice as Edward's Volvo. Stop comparing him to Edward. We drove slowly and in a awkward silence. We pulled up to the quarterback on the football team's house. I'm not positive what his name was.
"Hey, Bella!" I turned around to see my best friend.
"Hey!" I said and hugged her. I looked around. This was loud, people were already drunk, and some people had blood shot eyes. I finally see where Edward was coming from, a while ago.
Ryan asked me to dance, and even though I can't dance, I agreed. Half way through the song, Mike Newton walked up to us, to offer us some beer. Ryan took the two cups and thanked Mike.
"What the hell are you doing?" I asked him.
"I took a drink for you, Bella. Live a little." He said.
"And why would I freaking to that?" He grunted and I walked off to Amy.
"Can you believe this?" Amy asked. Thank God, she wasn't doing anything.
"No. This is not what I expected at all." We both sighed, when Jack walked over to us. He was Ryan's meathead best friend.
"Hey, hot stuff." He said, addressing Amy. He had a little baggie in his front pocket. He must have noticed me looking at it. "Wanna smoke?" He said, this time addressing me.
"Do you wanna kill yourself?" I asked him. He stood there confused, while Amy was standing there, a little afraid of Jack.
"How would that happen, baby?" He slurred. I shook my head. He was already drunk.
"Do know how bad that shit is for you?" I said and walked off. But still listening for Amy.
"How about we go upstairs and have go at it?" He asked her. I turned around to see Amy slap him and walked over to me.
"He's such a douche." Amy told me.
"I know. I'm only staying a little longer. Then I'm calling Edward. I'm gonna go get some fresh air." She nodded and I walked outside, not noticing Ryan had followed me.
"Hey, babe, I heard you were a bitch to Jack? Why not try a little? Come on, it ain't that bad." Then he smashed his lips against mine and I felt his hand going up my shirt. Then his tongue licked to bottom lip. Just then I lifted my hand and slapped him with every bit of my strength,
"How dare you, try to force me to drink, then shove crack in my face and finally have sex with me out in the middle of someone's front lawn? You disgust me, I regret ever coming to this shitty party with you in the first place." I finished that with a slap and went to find Amy. I had to get out of here but I was afraid that Edward or my parents would be upset with me for staying here so long when I should have known to leave.
"Bella? Are you okay?" Amy asked me. "I heard you go off at Ryan. I'm sorry I knew you liked him."
"I'm fine. I wish I never met him to begin with. He's one of the most disgusting people I have ever met. Do you want me to call Edward to take us home?" I finished.
"Yeah, please. I wanna tell my parents and Cory what went on." I nodded and took out my phone and dialed Edward's number.
Hello?
Edward, can you please come pick me and Amy up? I want nothing more than to get out of here.
Is everything okay? I will leave now.
Not everything is okay. I'll see you soon. Bye.
Bye, Bella.
"He's leaving now." I told her and we walked outside. We waited in silence until I saw Edward's Volvo. We both got in and drove to Amy's house in an awkward silence.
"Thanks for the ride. Bye, Bella. Bye, Edward." Amy said and ran up to her house. Edward drove away.
"Can we wait to talk about this when we get home?" I asked and he quickly agreed.
We pulled up out front. Mommy, Momma Rose, and Dad were all waiting for me in the living room.
"Okay, Bella. What happened?" Edward asked.
"Well first when Ryan and I were dancing, Mike came over and offered us some beer. I said no. Then I was talking to Amy when this guy Jack came over with crack in his pocket. He started bugging us about trying some when I told him off and walked way then he tried to get Amy to do it with him. She slapped him and walked over to me. I went outside for a minute and Ryan had followed me. He tried to get me to drink and smoke again then he tried to have sex with me." I paused, wiping away some tears. "I slapped him and yelled at him, then called Edward to come get us." I told them, crying.
They sat there staring. "I promise you, I didn't do anything."
"I am so proud of you. You handled it, responsibly and I believe you when you say that you didn't do anything." Esme said and hugged me.
"I completely agree with your mother." Dad said and kissed my head. Rose just hugged and kissed my cheeks.
Edward hugged me and whispered, "I have never been so proud of my cupcake."
There you gooo!!! I hope the wait wasnt too long!! My longest ever Chapter so I am quite proud of it. I hope you guys liked it too!! I know, you can tell me in a review. All criticism welcome. You guys rock!! You can see Bella and Amy's outfits on my profileee
~aLlY
