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Butterflies

Ch.18- I Want to go Home

BPOV

How could they let me go so easily? I can't believe my love didn't do

anything. Now here I sit in the police cruiser with Charlie, my "father",

yeah, some daddy. I watch the slow town as we drive and I long to go home.

We pull up to an ugly white house and Charlie pulls into the driveway. "Here

we are, Isabella." I nod and grab my stuff. He doesn't even look back at

me as we walk into the hideous thing, Charlie calls home.

"Where do I put my things?" I ask him. He stares straight ahead for a

while then starts up the stairs and I follow, silently. He leads me upstairs

to a small room, that has only a bed with one blanket, a small table with a

lamp, and a desk which surprising has an ancient looking computer sitting on

it.

"This is your room, I don't care if you like it but you're lucky I gave

you the computer. It cost me 30 dollars, which you're going to pay me back

for. There's one bathroom and don't even think of taking up too much

space. There's a small closet for your shit. Enjoy." He ended with a grunt,

then walked downstairs and sat his fat ass down on his ugly ass sofa. I put my

things away and noticed how small the closet really was. It's about 5 feet

high, and only 3 feet wide, with a few hangers inside.

After I finished, I sat on my bed, exhausted, and pulled out my tattered copy

of 'Wuthering Heights'. After reading, I dozed off only to be disrupted by

Charlie 2 minutes later, pulling on my bun.

"What?" I ask groggily.

"Make me dinner, girl." He spat out.

"Excuse me?" I snap back, rudely. But that wasn't a very good idea

because he lifted his hand and smacked me right across the face, leaving a

handprint no doubt. I felt the tears swell up in my eyes.

"Don't cry or I'll do it again, harder. MAKE MY DINNER, GIRL." He

yelled the last part and I started downstairs to the kitchen. I started

preparing Charlie's dinner. Spaghetti with garlic bread when there was a

knock on the door. "GET THE DOOR, ISABELLA!" I heard Charlie yell.

"It's Bella," I mumbled.

"What was that?"

"Nothing," I mumbled and answered the door. There was an older man in a

wheel chair and a huge tan boy with long black locks standing on the rotten

patio. He was attractive for his age but nothing compared to my Edward.

"Isabella?" The older man asked. "I'm Billy Black but I am sure you

don't remember me. And this here is Jacob, my son."

"Hi Billy, Hey Jacob. And please, call me Bella." I said, then motioning

them to the living room. "Charlie's in there watching baseball if you want

to join him," I said with a smile.

"Thanks, Bella." Billy said, emphasizing Bella. I smiled and went back

into the kitchen. Jacob following closely behind.

"So where have you been?" Jacob asked, startling me.

"I lived with the Cullens," It was hard to say their name without crying,

" since I was about three years old. They're my family and I love them."

I finished, then noticing the disgusted look on his face I asked, "Whats

wrong with the Cullens?"

"If you have lived with them so long, you know what they are," he stated,

not asking. I nodded anyway. "Did they tell you anything about

werewolves?" He asked me.

"No, why?" I replied, calmly yet still upset about his reaction to my

family. When he didn't answer me I then went back to Charlie's dinner,

taking out the noodles and rinsing them.

"Well would you believe me if I told you they were real?" He asked after a

few minutes. I thought about it then nodded.

"And why would you believe me so easily, without having any proof?"

"Well, after finding out about the Cullens, I frankly believe that anything

could be real." I looked back at him and laughed. He was shocked.

"So you aren't afraid of vampires? Or werewolves?" I shook my head no

and he laughed. "Just don't get one mad," he warned.

"Jacob?" I asked. He looked at me. "Are you a werewolf?"

"Yes."

After that Jacob and I talked until Charlie and Billy were done. Jake is

amazing to have around, he almost fills the void--yet not quite-- but he just

makes me feel better. After saying good bye, Charlie was back to his old

self.

"THAT WAS THE WORST MEAL I HAVE EVER HAD!" He screamed. "Next time I

expect better," he said after, a bit calmer.

"I JUST WANT TO GO HOME!" I yelled back, fighting the tears that were

almost escaping.

"You are home, Bella." He spat out angrily.

"This is not my home. You left me, and I don't want to be here." I

whispered. He was furious after I said that and he grabbed the locket Edward

gave me, ripped it off my neck, and broke it. I burst out into tears, not

holding them in anymore and ran upstairs. I stayed there for three days

ignoring my father when he yelled my name and banged on my door. I was

surprised he didn't break it down.

When I finally did come out, it was one of the days Billy and Jake came. Jake

made me feel so much better than I have in the past 4 days. Even though I

missed my family greatly. Each and everyone of them. Alice and her happy ways,

Jasper, my amazing big brother, Emmett, my teddy bear, Rose and Esme, my

mommies, and Carlisle, my daddy! But I mostly missed my Edward.

I still sit in my room wishing to go home everyday, but Charlie wouldn't

even let me go to the same school.

Now, its about eleven and Charlie is out at the bar, again. That has become a

everyday thing, along with my beatings. I am covered in bruises and I look

like a mess.

Anyway, I sit up in my room reading Wuthering Heights again, reading it

slowly. When I hear Charlie walk in, he's drunk and not alone. I hear the

footsteps that lead up into my room. Then it began.

They started hitting me, taking my clothes off, and Charlie stood there and

laughed. His friends' ages varied from 20-40. There were 4 of them. And they

were all participating. But then, just as the youngest of the group was about

to well you know 'do it' to me,

I hear the window break and I then see the most beautiful creature with

gorgeous bronze hair. I didn't want him to see me like this but he was here,

finally here. My love, my life, my reason for taking every breathe I take. I

feel my heart heal up, knowing he will save me.

Edward.


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