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Disclaimor- Still dont own Twilight but when I take over the world, I will.....not. *sigh*


Butterflies

Ch.19- Changing My Life

BPOV

Edward.

I can't believe that I lay in front of him naked with bruises covering me.

Thankfully, Edward doesn't seem to notice.

The men jump off of me--startled by Edward's entrance--and begin to back off

to the door. I struggle to my feet, throwing on my ripped clothes. Edward

doesn't even look the slightest in my direction before he throws a punch at

the youngest of the men. The others are still there, drunk as ever, but are

too chicken to move near Edward. The man on the ground tries to swing back at

Edward but Edward grabs his fist and pulls, causing the man to scream out in

pain. I was too focused on Edward to notice that blood was starting to form in

puddles on the floor around me. As I was about to retreat out of the room,

incase the blood was too much for Edward, he bites the man's throat and spits

it out the window before I could do anything. The guy was dead.

Finally, Edward looks at me and I notice his eyes are coal black, which does

scare me but I know I can trust him. The other three were staring at Edward

with their mouths open wide, but Charlie had a look on his face like he was

about to kill Edward. Good luck with that dad.

"I am saving the best for last." Edward growled at Charlie.

"I'm gonna kill you!" Charlie yelled and Edward responded by a chuckle.

Then Edward went over to the other three and used the same technique for them

all. He would punch them out cold, pull their heads off like they were

vampires, and throw them to the side.

I stand here in shock after he is done and I notice Charlie is holding his

gun. I wanted to laugh out loud at him. Guns had no effect on vampires.

I have never seen my Edward be a monster before and now I kind of see what he

meant when he used to tell me that I really should be afraid of him. But none

of that matters , I love him and I always will.

"Stop!" Charlie screamed, slowly walking over to me. I stood there in

fear. He lifted his gun to my head and grabbed my neck. Edward was furious. He

dropped the fourth man's body and Charlie said, "Take another step and

I'll shoot her."

Just then, my big brothers jump in. Then I hear the booming voice that I

missed so much, Emmett, "Sorry we took so long, bro. Dad told us to wait."

Edward flashed over and Charlie was just about to pull the trigger when Jasper

grabbed the gun from him and throws him to the ground.

"I have always wanted my very own gun." Jasper says and starts to spin the

gun around.

"Give me my damn gun back, boy." Charlie said while struggling in

Emmett's grip.

"Here, buddy, give me some time to think about what you said." Jasper said

and Charlie sighed. The seconds ticked by, Charlie grew impatient. "I HAVE

MADE MY DECISION!" Jazz yelled happily. Then his voice turned cold,

"No."

"Jasper, sit with Bella. Calm her down please. You have your control. I

trust you." Edward tells Jasper before turning back to Charlie. I hadn't

noticed I was shaking with fear until I felt the familiar calm settle over me

as Jasper sat down next to me.

"I have really missed you, Bella." Jazz said as he sat next to me. Emmett

had started to choke Charlie. It kinda reminded me of the Simpsons, when Homer

would choke Bart. Emmett seemed to enjoy everything he was doing.

"I missed you too, Jazzy." I nudged him, laughing. It felt nice to laugh

even if it was Jasper's calming waves. With Emmett holding Charlie's arms,

it was easy for Edward to use Charlie's face as a punching bag. I laughed

again, feeling confident that everything would be OK.

"Edward and Emmett are having a great time messing with Charlie." Jasper

chuckled, "They have been waiting. I just hope Emmett doesn't drink his

blood as he has been planning on doing." Jasper smiled at me.

"I wouldn't so much mind if he did but Daddy would." Jazz smiled. Edward

bit into Charlie's neck, pulling his throat out as I have seen him do, a few

times today. Knowing Charlie had no chance of survival, Emmett dropped him and

ran over to me picking me up in a bear hug.

"Oh, SQUIRT, HAVE I MISSED YOU!" Emmett said, laughing.

"Emmy, I missed you too but I am also missing air." I said, struggling to

breathe.

"Oops." He said, resting me back onto the floor. Then I notice Edward

pacing back and forth in the corner with a worried look on his beautiful

face.

"Em, why don't we go tell the others what happened and leave Edward and

Bella alone." Jasper suggested to Emmett, who at first looked upset but then

perked up.

"Race you there." Emmett's booming voice said as he started out the

window.

"CHEATER!" Jazz yelled and started after Emmett. I looked over towards

Edward.

"I got my money on Jazz." I joked and he just stared.

"How can you be so casual after all that? How can you smile? How can you be

anywhere near me, love?" Edward asked. Love? Oh my God! Edward called me

love!

"Love?" I asked, ignoring his questions.

"That was a question. There were no answers to my questions." Edward

points out.

"Love?" I asked, again.

"I'm sorry. It just came out. I didn't mean to say it out loud. Damn I'm

such a freaking idiot. Can't keep my big worried mouth shut." He was gonna

keep going but I cut him off.

"I love you too. I always have. I thought you would never want me because I

was a stupid little human. I thought you could only ever love me as a sister

or even a best friend." I admitted.

"Bella,love, you are my soul mate. I have been to stubborn to admit it

because I wanted you to find a human love, not become someone like me. I am a

monster, Bella." He told me but all I could think about was that he loves

me! I want to dance around and sing but I can't, not here, not now.

"Edward, I could never love anyone else but you. And I know there is a

monster in you, but you know what? That monster today saved my life, and I

couldn't be anymore thank-ful. And if you're a monster, I want to be a monster

to because you are the most amazing person I have ever met. I, also, know that

I want to be with you forever. All of eternity." I say, smiling.

"Really?" He asks, as he walks over to me.

"Really," I say and lean in to kiss him softly on the lips.


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