heyy, guys!! I have too say the reviews I did get were amazing!! But i didn't get very many so reviews...so i was a little discouraged and took a little longer to write this chapter...and plus I was sorta busyy...anyway here is Ch.20....my beta Saralyn really enjoyed this chapter soo I hope you all do to!

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Butterflies

Ch.20- I Will Be

BPOV

Just having Edward hold me makes me feel more happier than I have been in

years and the only problem is, when he lets me go. I haven't seen my family

besides Edward, Jasper, and Emmett in such a long time that it feels like

forever.

"We should be going, love." Edward quietly says, stroking my hair. I turn

my head and stare into his eyes, as he gives me a short, loving kiss on the

forehead.

"I guess we should be. I can't wait to see everyone." I tell him and he

smiles his crooked grin.

"Our house could never be the same without you." He says as he lifts me

up, and carries me through the forest to the familiar mansion that I was once

shocked to see for the first time. I still remember in perfect clarity what my

reaction was to it.

Flashback:

I was sitting a big jeep with Edward as Emmy drove. I feel the same way I did

when daddy took me into the woods but this time, I have Edward! I really like

him. He's my hero.

"Bella, we're here." Edward told me as we pulled up at the biggest house I've

ever seen.

"Edwawd, dat's a big house!" I told him and he laughed but I didn't get the

joke. I took Edward's hand and followed him into the big house. When we walked

in I saw a pixie lady and a guy with blonde hair. The pixie lady ran over to

me and Edward.

End Flashback

I smile to myself as I think of the beginning of my relationship with the

Cullens. They were definitley my one and only heroes.

"What is it, Bella?" Edward asks, noticing my smile. I look up at him and

laugh.

"I was just thinking of the first time you and Emmett brought me here." He

chuckled and put me down, and then we walk into the house, hand in hand. I

look around to see Emmett and Jasper fighting over some video game, Alice on

her pink lap top, Rosalie flipping through a fashion magazine with her

favorite car magazine next to her, and then I saw Carlisle and Esme just

holding each other on the loveseat.

"BELLA!" Alice yelled and ran over to me at vampire speed, hugging me. The

force nearly knocks me over but Edward is right behind me and catches me

before I fall.

"Alice, I have missed you so much." I felt the tears coming back, "I

even missed playing Bella Barbie with you." I tell her now, almost sobbing.

"I am so sorry you had to go through all that! And I missed playing Bella

Barbie too!" Then she adds quietly, "Congrats on finally getting together

with Eddie here. Make him a man, Bella." I giggle along with Alice.

"Thanks, Alice. I will even let you take me to the mall without a fight."

After I said that, Alice got so jumpy. Jasper put his controller down and

walked over to where Alice and I were standing.

"Geez Bella, she hasn't been this damn happy since... Ever." He chuckled

and gave me a hug. "She and I have missed you so much. And I am feeling some

serious lust from you. Would you care to explain?" He let me go and stared

at me, his golden brown eyes pleading.

"Well, Edward," I began, embarrased but I was interrupted.

"I understand, sis. No need to explain further. Now I love ya and have

missed ya, darlin' but Emmett is starting to get anxious and he's cheating

so I will be getting back to my game." Jazz said, his eyes smiling at me.

"Go ahead." He looked at me, gratefully. So did Alice.

"Go say hi to Rose, she barely even spoke while you were gone. And you

better tell her about you and Edward or she will be **," Alice said, then

skipped back to her lap top. I looked back at Edward, he smiled, then I walked

over to the couch where Rosalie was sitting. I hadn't noticed her watching

me talk to Alice and Jasper.

"Momma!" I said and she dropped her magazine, grabbing me for a hug. "I

have missed you so much!"

"I should have killed him the minute he walked through the door." She

growled but then calmed down. "I just can't believe Charlie would bring

buddies home and just allow them to rape you, baby."

"I'm still a virgin, Mommy." I say, quietly.

"Good, I just didn't want the same thing that happened to me to happen to

my daughter. I just love you so much, Bella." She said dry sobbing, I

didn't realize that I was crying too. I hugged her tighter. We just stood

there and I heard someone say,"awe." It was Emmett, who was now hugging

the two of us in a death grip.

"Air." I managed to choke out.

"Oops, sorry Belly Bear." He says, then Momma Rose smacks him on the head.

"What the hell was that for?"

"For nearly killing Bella, again." Rose says, as I start to laugh.

"Its alright, Emmy Bear." He smiles back at me and runs back over to his

game. Rose shook her head for a minute then went back to her magazine. I

laughed then I saw Esme smile at me. I started over to them, some tears still

running down my cheeks.

"Oh my baby girl, I am so glad to have you back!" Esme cried. She has no

idea how hard this is for me. She doesn't know how hard it is to hold in all

these tears threatning to escape just at the sight of them."I missed you,

Momma." I say, giving her a hug.

"It's been far to quiet without you. Even Emmett hasn't been

himself."

"I feel bad. I thought you would all be okay but..." I trailed off in

tears. I was definitely just PMSing now.

"Don't feel bad, Bella. It's all over now, It's okay." Carlisle says

soothingly.

I jumped on him, not needing to say anything to him besides the quiet 'I

missed you,' that I mumbled. After finally being okay to speak, Edward and I

went upstairs.

"None of this would have happened if you would've just changed me when I

asked." I tell him. "It's the only solution."

"That's not a solution, that's a tragedy." Edward says sadly.

"I will be one of you. I want to be with you for all of eternity." I tell

him.

"Let's not talk about this, we have another problem to conquer together.

According to Alice's command." He says, looking a smidge worried.

"And what would this new problem be?" I ask, feeling worried too.

"Prom," he says eyeing me for an outburst which he is sure is going to

happen, but I am too happy to be here than to have a silly thing like prom

ruin my reunion.

"Prom," I say with a smile.


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