Chapter 15

After My shift I went to the mall to pick up some groceries & toiletries for Edward & also to get him a cell on my plan.

He'd probably be upset at me spending more money on him but I wanted him to have a cell so we could check in with each other when I'm not there.

I told Esme all about him today, I felt a little guilty that I haven't even told my own parent's yet. She was happy for us & made me promise to come to the Cullen family Barbeque on Sunday with Edward so she could meet him.

Alice was ecstatic when I saw her, she was going on a date with her mystery man whose name is Jasper he was coming to the barbeque too, everyone was in a happy positive mood & it was contagious even Rosalie was smiling all day.

This morning was probably the most peaceful…content I've felt in a long time. He makes me so happy only a few months ago Tanya was badgering me to find someone …& get laid & here I am deliriously in love.

I wanted to scratch her eyes out from her plastic face when I saw her this morning, she may have a fancy job & looks to kill but what I have is worth much more.

I decide to pick up a bottle of champagne to toast to Edward getting a job. It was so good to see him smiling & laughing this morning, I know now that were gonna make this work.

He loves me, I can't wait to get home to show him just how much I love him. We didn't have time to have sex this morning & I have been aching all day thinking about being with him.

Just as I reach the house I notice my dad's car in the drive, Holy crap Edward should be at home. My dad probably has him tied to a chair interrogating him right now. I Rush inside dropping the shopping in the Hall. I turn & look into the living room to find them both sitting stiffly, Edward on the sofa & my dad in the chair directly across from him.

''Dad Hi…um what are you doing here.'' He looks at me his nostrils flaring, this is not good.

'Isabella Marie Swan, why the Hell didn't you tell me you were attacked'' Oh crap, I look at Edward he looks like he's about to cry as he mouths 'I'm sorry.'

'' dad I'm sorry…I honestly just wanted to forget the whole thing & Edward came to my rescue & punched his face in so it's all good. Nothing happened''

''Nothing Happened Bella! My daughter was almost raped, you think that's nothing. How many times have I told you to keep pepper spray in your bag?''

''I know I'm sorry stop yelling, but I'm ok really Edward got to me in time''

''your not off the hook yet, why didn't you tell me about him'' he throws his thumb over his shoulder signalling to Edward, I don't know how much Edward has told him & it takes me a minute to answer.

''We weren't together when you came that weekend, & I just …I'm sorry dad I should have told you. I wasn't intentionally hiding things from you.''

''ok, so you two are in a relationship now''

''yes, we love each other. Edward's been really good to me'' I see Edward grimace like it's a lie, I don't like seeing him make that face, he's slipping back into he's not good enough for me mode.

''its true dad, Edward is the best thing that's ever happened to me. He's the sweetest, most caring man'' this makes Edward smile, he looks at me lovingly from the sofa & I wish my dad wasn't here so I could jump him. The man is turning me into a sex addict.

''ok fine, I'll cut you some slack since you saved my daughter, you hurt one follicle on her head or bruise her heart I'll be on your ass quicker than you can blink. You hear me? & you two better be taking precautions I don't want you getting pregnant till your married''

''Dad!''

Edward stands to address my dad, I'm Proud of him. ''yes…yes sir I promise I would never hurt her. I love her very much & I do intend to marry her someday & also I'm sorry for swearing at you earlier'' Edward swore at my dad, I'm glad I wasn't here for that.

''I forgive you, I know you were worried about Bells & coming home to find a police car in the drive would panic anyone, alright well I got to go pick up Sue, she wanted to go to some bridal shop hence my visit. be good & for the love of God call me if something Happens like that again or just call me for whatever you know...I miss you bells.'' Wow.

''I miss you too Dad, I'm sorry I promise I'll call you more often. Bye & give sue my love.''

Cue awkwardness, Charlie has never been one for hugs & what not so we stand at the front looking at each other.

''alright see ya, goodbye Edward don't give me a reason to come kick your ass.''

''I won't sir'' says Edward as he puts his arm around me. We wave my dad off as he pulls out of the Driveway. We go back inside as soon as the front door closes I have Edward pressed up against it kissing his mouth furiously. god I missed this all day, his taste, his smell, the sounds he makes when he's getting turned on.

''uhhh oh Bella, god what are you doing to me''

''isn't it obvious baby'' I say as I kiss all over his neck. ''I missed you''

''I missed you too, I'm sorry for telling your father about that night he was here when I got home. All I saw was a cop & I thought he was here to give me bad news I thought something had happened to you.'' He grabs my face in a desperate kiss & I can feel him hard against my stomach .I remove his shirt & move my hands down to undo his belt. '' Edward…take my clothes off''

He kisses me hard swirling his tongue inside every inch of my mouth. He pulls my blouse open buttons flying across the floor. It's like something has snapped inside him, he's being rough but it's not painful it's full of need & desperation & love. He unzips my skirt letting it fall at my feet as he grabs my legs to wrap around his waist. He kisses & sucks on my neck, Im sure he's going to leave a hickey but I could care less.

He carries me to lay on the couch hovering over me, his kisses are frantic & I have to pull away to catch a breath, making him move his lips down my neck to my breasts, to my stomach to my clit Ohhh he kisses me through my lace thong, I cry out & grab hold of his hair keeping him there.

He moves my thong to the side & inserts a finger making me moan like a whore, ''Edward p-please''

His head flashes up to look at me their dark & full of lust, he kisses me again sucking my tongue into his mouth I can taste myself on him & turns me on even more I can feel how soaked I am.

He rips my little thong from my body he doesn't even hesitate he just slides right into me.

''oh yeahhh'' he groans into my neck. I hold onto his upper arms as he fucks me hard on my sofa. 'Oh god Edward, I love you…fuck baby that's so good. Yes faster...'' he pounds into me so hard & fast making me scream. My eyes are going blurry, it's like im losing my sight as my body focuses on feeling him.

''Ahh, yes mine… your mine. I can't lose you'' not gonna happen.

''I'm yours always, oh yes Edward sweet holy fuck…keep doing that…right there. Oh god baby I'm gonna cum.'' He swivels his hips fucking me at an angle that is just too fucking good & I explode all around him. He follows after me spilling into me & letting out a feral growl, god he's fucking perfect.

He's breathing heavily into my neck as he slumps on top of me. ''I love you Bella, I love you so fucking much'' I stroke his hair.

''baby is everything okay? …are you okay''

He leans up on his arms to look at me. ''Yeah everything's good I just…I'm so selfish god, are you ok? I didn't hurt you did I?''

''no Baby, you didn't hurt me…now tell me what's wrong.''

''I'm sorry I don't know what that was... I didn't mean to just attack you like that, I just felt like I needed to feel you or I'd drown.

I had a shitty day & then I came home to a police car & I thought something was wrong I thought for a second I'd lost you. That the police had come to tell me you were in an accident or something I was so fucking scared Bella. I… I guess it brought back memories of when they told me my parents were dead.'' I look at him with a knot in my throat, tears falling down my cheeks.

''I was so relieved & terrified when it turned out to be your father, he asked me to explain myself & what I was doing here.I'm sorry I didn't know what to tell him so I Just went for the truth…well almost I left out the part where I was homeless.''

'' I said I was coming home from a bar when I heard you scream rather than sleeping in a dirty alley.'' He looks remorseful & heartbroken.

''hey that's ok baby, it's not important… Your here & were together, this is your home now'' I kiss him softly & he smiles at me. ''oh hey how did your meeting go, did you get the job?''

And the remorseful look is back on his face.'' I didn't get it, I need a social security card & ID before they can refer me for jobs.''

Shit I'm such a dumb ass…

''I'm sorry I'm an idiot , I should have known to tell you, you need those things I never thought. Its ok we can get them & then you can look for another job if you want.''

''of course I want to, I want to be able to help with bills & groceries. I'm such a failure as a man I can't even support my woman'' he's so adorable when he pouts.

''Hey! Stop that. I love you ok & I love that you want to help but were fine & there's no rent to pay because the house is mine so don't stress over this. Were fine, & you. Are. Not. a failure. Say it!''

''what''

''say your not a failure''

''bel…''

''say it'' he lets out a breath & closes his eyes. When he opens them he stares at me.

''I'm not a failure'' he smiles at me. ''You make me feel like I can take on the world, I'm no longer hiding in it, I'm living in it. I love you''

'' I love you too'' I push him up & off me. '' stay here'' I run from him naked & giggling as he smacks my ass. I grab the shopping from the hall quickly putting away the milk & other perishables.

I grab the champagne & two glasses. Bringing some strawberries with me back into the living room to find Edward sprawled on the sofa still wearing nothing but a smile.

I throw my legs on either side of his hips as he stares at my naked body, licking his lips when his eyes meet my breasts.

I bring a strawberry to his lips & watch as he sucks the juice from it, making my clit twitch & my mouth water. I want him again, I squirt some juice from another strawberry all down his chest & lick it off him he groans. His cock hardening again as my clit rubs against him I'm so wet already.

I place my hands on his chest to lean up as I manoeuvre his cock into position I slide down on him taking him all the way inside me. We just stare at each other as I ride him slowly feeling each other & I know I'll never love anyone but Edward, were in this together now. Whatever life still has to throw we can take it, as long as were together.

''mine''

''Yours''