A/N:

I am back with chapter 2 already. I don't hope the letters are as big as they are when I write this. Seriously. Seth and your relationship are heating up ;D Be prepared for everything *Snicker* Please enjoy and review :D I LOVE YOU!Letting Go.


Letting Go.

Is never easy.

Seth/Reader - Embry/Reader


Chapter Two:

No secrets between friends.

"Argh, Seth!" You grunted as you sprinted down the aisle of the Super Market hot in his tail. The laughter that ignited from the taller boy made you grith your teeth as you pursued to tackle him against the counter if he didn't stop now. Of course he had to tease you, pull your hair and flip your dress. To The Entire Store. Which caused more than five of the innocent bystanders to see your frilly white panties. Just great. Everything was just great. Hell, he acted no different than from the last time you hung out, though that time the victim had been his sister and you were his accomplice. The barking yell of Leahs pissed off voice still rang in your ears as you saw her flushed face before you. But this time was different, this time it was you. And now you totally understood Leah and would never, ever call her a cry baby again. If you couldn't handle it, no one could.

"Aw, C'mon! It's not that bad, 'Sides, ya panties are cute." That was the last straw and you launched forward, trough the air until you - banged your head against the counter and did a flip flop to the site landing face first in a row of cans, which were now rolling everywhere on the floor, making it a dangerous place to walk.

"Oh Shit! Miki! Are you alright?!" The concern in his voice did its bit to calm you down, or else the pain would. Your nose were burning and buzzing and hadn't your hands trembled so bad you would have felt it up to make sure it wasn't broken. Before you could even turn on your back or sit up. Seth had already scooped you into his arms and stood with you. The hand that wasn't supporting your weight, ran trough your messed hair and undid the knots. Seth liked long hair, preferable straight, he had told you that countless of times through the last 2 days he had been here. Ever since your intimacy on the couch and in your chair - which was you fault since you started it - you had been making out a few times in the kitchenette (Which were pretty much the living room since it was two rooms in one) in your bedroom and even in the bathroom. Which you still hadn't figured out how happened. You hadn't actually kissed yet, your bodies did all the touches and your lips where everywhere, but on each others. So making out maybe wasn't the right word for what you did. Regardless, Seths hand on your slightly sore cheek brought you back to reality and you blinked a few times. Dizzy as a rodeo clown who took too many leaps around the arena.

"No." You told him, surprised you could even speak clear, but a silly smile crossed your lips and you rested your head against his chest. He shook his head of you, your answer had been negative, but upon your smile he couldn't help but feel relieved. You seemed to have gotten off easily, without any scratches or bruises. He knew he should feel guilty, because it was mainly his fault. He didn't, however he silently told himself he would make it up to you. One way or another. Hopefully his way. His own smirk greeted your vision as soon as it became clear. The groceries in your wagon was spilled out over the floor, including the eggs who miraculous wasn't even scratched. Wow. He sat you down when he knew you could stand, placing your hands on the front of the wagon for stabilization, before he went to pick up the wasted packages. It didn't take long and he placed it all back down on the iron of the bottom.

"Let's go pay for this and get you back home. You look like someone who needs a bit comfort." Your eyes blinked of him again, your face completely innocent, a bit confusion finding its way, but he just smiled and shook his head again. On the way home - you were walking - Seth carried both you and the back pack with the groceries. It had just been a small trip to get stuff you ran out of. He hadn't planned to tease you, but when he had accidently - yes, accidently - pulled out one of your hair bands and you bend down to pick it up, the temptation to show the rest of the world - or the store - that beautiful view had been too big. And you reacted just like he expected. The sweet memory of it made him laugh again and you hummed softly against him a small smile crossing your face. of course you were completely obvlious to what graced his mind at the moment. But you took it wasn't anything to bother with really. It was always nice when he laughed. Unless it was of you, which is usually was.

Back in the familiarity of your dear home, Seth placed you down on the soft fluffed couch, strolling over to the kitchenette to place away what you bought. Finding the right cupboards and drawers wasn't hard and he had seen you look trough it all earlier to make a list. He shot a glance back at you, mentally deciding if he should start cooking now or wait til it was actually dinner time. He was a little hungry, but then again he was always hungry. He shrugged his shoulders. Naw. The space between your legs looked so much more tempting than filling his belly. He was beside you in a few steps, his hand reaching over to grap the back of the couch before he leaped up and hovered over you. His hand was on you shoulder, pressing you down in the soft cushions. His legs were straddling each of your side, he had planned to scoop down between, but when you had sensed him your legs closed per automatic. Damn. His trademark smirk fluttered on his lips as he graced your hips and hunked you upwards, one fast arm moving in under your body and around your waist. Pulling you up against his chest before he flipped you over. Him taking the place at the bottom and you sat bewildered on the top of his stomach. His grin widened, at least he was between your legs now, as each slim limb graced either of his side. His hands were still on your waist and he abruptly slid you a little back, until your crotches came into contact trough the fabrics of you clothing. You were still wearing that delicious white skirt. Thankfully it had been a hot day today, and he would make sure it got even hotter. You was still only registering what went on, Seths impossible speed of action had you beyond confused and you could do nothing but stare down on him, your brows slightly furrowed. At the touch of his hand beneath your shirt, resting on your lower belly had your brows flutter into the hair line. He nuzzled the smooth skin beneath your naval with slow strokes as he smiled to you. Seth liked to cuddle, another thing you had noticed in the few days you had spend with him. He would always come up with one or two exuses to crush your body against his, or he would just do it trough your protests anyways. You had no power over him, but he had everything over you. You hated how you responded to him and yet you loved it with all your heart. Something in you always danced around in happyness when his attention was on you, which it was most of the time.

"Ahh Miki, your skin is so soft. I wish I could make you my girl you know." His body was lifting off the couch as he found your ear and whispered the last words. Everything about those words screamed; Seductive! And it made your body writhe in shivers, sweet arousal forming of that alone. "I would make you feel real good."

"Seth." Your words were almost a warning, that he should heed your words and stop now, before this really brought you both to a point where passion was all. His expression fell a bit, but his hands moved in the same slow pace. A new smiled moved to replace the sulking from his features and he did what you expected him to. He apologized.

"Sorry. I shouldn't hit on you that bad, I just wish I was more than a friend to you. If not much then a little more." You almost felt guilty right there - almost. But it wasn't enough to give in. You had done that far too much over the past days. You were too afraid of getting hurt when he had to leave again in a little less than Four weeks. Regardless of the tiny little voice inside your head, screaming at you to let go. Saying things like; What the hell is your problem? He is beyond hot and he wants you. Don't you want to know the secrets of that well toned body? Don't you want to feel him inside? Oh hell yes you do, girl you are crazy, give in already! And you would almost give in, but in the end you managed to stay strong, you just had no idea when you wouldn't be able to do so no more.

"It's not like I don't want you Seth." You begun slowly but wished you had shut your mouth when you saw the small hope in his shining eyes. Dammitall. "Getting attention from you in this sort of way. Hell, I know more than a few girls who would kill for this." He smiled at you, not a smirk, a smile. It was easy to catch the change in his eyes, he wasn't as flirty now, he listened. Interrested, no more than that. It was like he needed, craved to hear what you said. "I just know it wont last forever, in Four weeks you are out of my life again. -Ah bah!" You cut him off with a finger on his lips before he could even utter a word trough his parted lips. "I know we will probaly keep the contact. But it just wont be the same." His mouth was closed again, his eyes not as soft as before. He knew what you said was true, and there was no where he would take you and then leave you. He didn't want to hurt you, and if it hurted you, guess it would remain a no-no. However you next words had his eyes wide, and he stared at you in mild shock.

"Every ounce in my body screams for me to let you fuck me. Pound me crazy, your hands all over my body. Make sweet love. And to be honest I am so close in giving in." You showed with your fingers tightly pressed together just how close it was to add on the effect as you narrowed a single eye. In your head you were amused of his expression, he was utterly adoreable, disbelief all over his handsome features, but you fought back the smile and continued the words you felt like you had to share.

"If there was some way I could convince myself, giving myself to you would not cause me to give you my heart as well. Well then, take me as much as you want!" The smile you had denied him before came to your lips now and you looked at him with playful eyes. He was still in shock, until realization of your words dawned in. His wide eyes darkened and a sigh heaved from his chest.

"You are afraid to fall in love?" He was actually relieved that was the only reason. He was almost afraid you were saving yourself for someone else, or that he wasn't arousing enough. Though he knew that was so not true. He could smell arousement on you even now. And more than that. Well, you weren't exactly virgin, so he guessed that outruled the other possibility as well. Back to the main course. He did not really have to hear your answer to your question, but he saw your nod and noticed the softness in your eyes. Well at least you weren't sad about it.

"Hm, alright. That is plausible. Just too damn annoying I don't see a way out of that." He groaned in slight irratation. When you had talked about how your body screamed for him - although he knew that from just watching you - the fact you had said it with words and so sexy ones non the less. Well, let's just say he was a little more than aroused now. By the soft blush that came across your cheeks as your eyes widened slightly, he took it you noticed too.

"I am serious about you Miki." And he was, you could tell from his words alone. His eyes clear with determination. He was laying back down again, his hands moving from your skin and waist line to rest behind his head, an action that made you a little more than a little dissapointed, but you did your best not to show it.

"But I know, that you and me. It probaly wont ever work out." That hurt too, but he was right. More or less. You felt great attraction towards Seth, attraction you wished weren't there, since you never ever wanted to loose him as a friend. Changing your relationship like that would danger what you have now, if neither of you were strong enough, you would both end up never talking or seeing each other again. That couldn't be risked.

"Not because I am not willing to take the risk." That surprised you. He would actually go that far with you? You watched him carefully for any change in his expression, but you only saw the same truth behind his sincere brown eyes. "You are a wonderful girl, and I mean, come on. The sparks between us are hard not to notice." You smiled with him. Him aching a brow his smile a little more playful than yours. One of his hands were back at your hip, circling around the soft fabric of your skirt and you wished he would touch your skin instead.

"You remember the old legends? Of the Quileute tribe I mean? About our ancestors and their tales?" Your head started to rewind as you tried to recall the said legends. Yes of course you knew them. You grew up in the reservation, well more or less. And the nights at the bonfire always picked your interest anew, even though the stories were the same again and again. Although the last story you remembered, had been a new one. It had been about love. At least of what you remembered. True love. Soul Mates. You nodded your head abruptly and he continued.

"You remember what happened to them?" Once again you tried to recall the exact words that had been told in the stories. They had been known as spirit warriors, until their leader had been betrayed and his body was taken, by an ally he had trusted. He then flew around in his spirit form, til he crossed a. . . What was the animal again? . . . Oh yeah, a wolf. They made a pact and the wolf let him inside his body. Together they got his respective body back, but after that you remembered very little.

"I remember the spirit warriors. And the part with the wolf." He was smiling at you now. His head nodding ever so slightly. "That's right." He said as he stroked your tigh a little harder, but still in a soft and caring way. "The wolf and the spirit warrior shared a body. And in the end they became one. When the tribe would be in danger, the warrior would phase into an enourmous wolf and defend the tribe." He listened as you spoke, with interest and the same smile never faltering. He was listening so intense, even though your version was so much more shorter than the original and even though he probaly knew it better than you.

"And then as he became father, it would happen to his sons. And so it was passed down in the genes of all males in the Quileutes. Well at leats those in his bloodline. Am I right?" Seth nodded his head, his smile widening and you swore he was beaming up at you by this point. Somehow beyond happy you hadn't forgotten them. Like it was important.

"Do you believe it?" That question came so sudden the next word left you before you could stop it. "Huh?" Instead of laughing like he usually did when you were being careless, he seemed to grow impatient as he asked the same again, this time his voice was lced with a serious tone. "Do you believe the legends, Miki?" His eyes were boring into yours as he awaited your answer. His body was tense and you felt the muscles flex beneath you. You couldn't help but feel cornered. He was acting like his life was dependant of your answer and that alone made it hard to think.

"Come on Seth, gimme a break. When you look at me like that I can't think straight." His muscles flexed again, but then he relaxed. A sigh spilled from his lips and he closed his eyes for a moment. When he opened them again, there were a lot softer and it mad eyou able to relax at well. "Sorry." He mumbled. "I just need to know if you believe them too."

"Too? Are you saying you believe them, Seth?" Your eyes widened as you stared down at him, watching every his move, his expressions. He nodded his head, a small smile on his lips. An almost ironically shine in to his eyes. "Let's just say I have a very good reason to." You could almost hear him snort, though he didn't do it. Your mind was racing with thoughts, almost too fast for you to register any of the words. And then. Your mind went blank. For a whole minut you just stared at him, trying to regain your train of coherency back again.

"They are. . . true right? . . ." You couldn't believe you were asking, but how his eyes responded told you his answer. They were. He spoke regardless of the realization he saw in your face. "If you believe them, Miki. Then they are." You just shook your head as you backed to get off him. Your reaction triggered his hands and they grapped your hips, as if to keep you in place, soft pain entered his eyes. But you weren't disgusted. You were just confused. Expecially because your mind was trying hard to decipher a certain sentence he had just said. "Let's just say I have a very good reason to." But you already knew the answer. And suddenly the story came flowing back to your mind. The last story you had heard at the bonfire before you left with your parents and moved away to Seattle. The story about the Soul Mates. How the leader of the clan had found his true love in his third wife. How he had given up the gift of the wolf to stay with her. Grow old with her. How she had given up her life to save her sons and her mate. The tribe. Love at first sight. Eternal love.

". . . All the legends are true?" Your voice was just a whisper, but you longed for an answer. As if he had read your mind and knew what particular legend you had in mind, his eyes became soft and his expression thoughtful.

"Yeah, also about the Soul Mate stuff. Never tried it, but I have seen it happen to my friends." That just about did it for you. Your hands were shaking as you graped his face and forced him to look you straight in the eye. Though that had been what he was doing before anyways.

"Never tried it?! Seth are you telling me you are. . . Are you a. . ." You couldn't say it, but his eyes became desperate, hell he himself was becoming desperate. His hands grapped your wrist and he held you tight, preventing you from releasing him though you had never planned to do so. "Yes?" He was not breathing even anymore and neither was you. You could hear both of your racing hard beats and non of you blinked as you stared at each other. Your whisper filled the room and seemed to echo as you spoke. It was a statement, not a question anymore.

"You are a wolf." You wasn't sure if that was completely correct, but you saw the humor that flickered in his eyes, before he released you and your hands fell down at your sides. His own back at their start position on your hips. His thumbs trailing soft circles, this time directly on your skin as he had moved his hands beneath your skirt. This would ahve made you shiver and ache, but the only ache you felt was forming in your chest. It was nearly painful as it all just dimmed on you. But the next one to speak was him.

"A shape shifter to be correct. But yeah, all the legends are true. I didn't believe them at first either, but. . . You can see what it did to me. In two months I went from slim kid to buff muscle man." He was smiling bright now, clearly amused by it all, but you couldn't join his joy. He seemed reliefed that it was out. That you knew, that you had figured it out all by yourself - or well almost, he had given you a hint or two alright. He was completly relaxed now and a content sigh left his lips as he watche dyou with soft eyes. You had no idea how long you just sat like that. Staring at him as he smiled at you. Waiting for you to recover, he didn't seem worried at all. Your prior reactions had put him at ease. And you were baffed. you had never given the legends second thoughts. Or well you had been impressed by the last on. The one about the Third wife. her bravery and love making you wish it had not only been a story. And he was, your best friend telling you - or letting you tell him - that it was all true. Suddenly you shook and then you laughed. A high pitched almost insane laughter. Tears stroked your eyes, making them misty, but they never rolled. You whipped you eyes with the backside of your hand and your body fell down on his. Your head resting on his shoulder as the last soft giggles left you. His smile never faltered, actually he seemed more reliefed when you laughed, though he had to admit he had been a little bit surprised.

"Oh my god. And you are not kidding. Oh wow!" You were looking back up at him, suddenly amused as he had been before. You heart was leaping, but differently as you felt joy fill you. Joy that your favorite story was true, joy that Seth wasn't taking steroids and simply just joy that you was here with him. Some time he had to show you, even if you had to force him. But you were afraid you wouldn't completely believe it unless you saw it with your own eyes.

"Why didn't you just tell me?" Your brows were ached as you tried to figure it out, his soft grin and bright eyes laughed at you in silence before he inhaled and leaned back again. His hands stilling their movement and he closed his eyes for a second before he opened them to gaze at you. "I couldn't. You remember Sam Uley?" At your nod he gazed out of the window. "And Jacob Black?" This time he couldn't see you, but he was pretty sure your response was the same. "Sam and Jacob are Alphas. Before Jacob decided to become one, it was just Sam. He was the first to go trough what now the rest of us did. Or well, the most of us." His eyes returned to yours, his smile was gone, but his expression was soft.

"What the Alpha says is supleme. You can't disobey an order. It is the rule. No matter how much you try, it is impossible, and painful too to times. So usual we don't even try." Your brows furrowed at that. A bit concern filling you. That sounded awful, well for everyone beside the Alpha.

"A lot of things happened, but the main reason so many of us are phasing. Well. . . It's because of out natural enemies. Creatures we have to kill." You were listening to Seth, even more interrested in what he had to tell,t han you had ever been at the bonfire. Not even when the story of the Third wife had been told. "A human who Jacob loved. Was in love with one of these creatures, and she decided to be with him. Even though Jacob could probaly make her even happier. When the creature impregnanted her, she became weak and close to dying. The fetus in her grew faster than any human baby would. But then again it wasn't human, not completely. It was crushing her bones and draining her for life." You gasped, your hand went to your mouth and you stared at him in disbelief. You didn't know the girl and you probaly never would, but you felt so. . . Sorry for her. Seth just placed a wamr hand on your arm and carressed it soft, understanding lacing his eyes.

"Yeah, I know. It was horrible I tell you. But when Sam cast the order to kill her and the unborn fetus. Jacob refused. Sam hates to use his Alpha voice against us, but if he deems it neccessary he doesn't hesitate. But for some reason, Jacob broke free of it. He told me the instant he realized Sam had no power over him if he did not want him to, the bonds dissapeared and his mind became free. Just like that. Oh yeah!" He beamed as his grin widened to the double, his eyes bright and you were certain you saw them flash for a moment there.

"That's another abso-fucking-lutely awesome thing about being a shapeshifter! When we are phasing we can hear each others thoughts! Even by the distance of 300 miles. And not just thoughts, images, pictures from places the others have been. As long as they think of them." His expression became less blinding now, a soft blush covering his cheeks as he seemed to realize something he yet had to share. "And I really mean everything. You know. . . Even the, ehm. Intimate stuff the others have with their, ehm. . . Girlfriends." His blush increased and he grinned silly when his expression and words made you laugh. He joined you and you both just sat there, until a comfortable silence fell down around you two. A soft sigh left your lips. You had started to develop a headache, but it was just a small one, not really a big deal. You had also learned a lot, and it was a lie if you said you weren't overwhelmed. Wow.

"And you enjoy it, don't you? You pervert!" You smacked his arm playfully as you laughed again when he wagged his eyebrows actually giving you a perverted grin. "I do. I actually think I am the only one who likes this connection. Well so far all my thoughts are more or less innocent." Your expression changed by that and you blinked down at him. His cheeks were still a dusty pink and he started to look nervous. "What?" He didn't answer you, but averted his eyes as his blush increased and realization hit you like a truck driving too fast on a glitchy roadside. "Are you a virgin?!" You actually shouted that and you saw him flinch as he grithed his teeth. Never daring to look at you, but he just seemed to grow redder and redder. "Shh!! Are you planning for the whole neighbourhood to hear that?!" He hissed out trough his clenched teeth, finally looking at you as embarrassment filled his features.

Oh My God.

Your long time best friend. Seth Clearwater. Currently residing in your place running on day Three of the vacation. Is Still A Virgin. The same overly handsome young man who ever since he arrived had been hitting on you, feeling you up and cornered you in the most passion filled situations you had ever felt with another man. And those had been innocent, regarding you never took more pleasure from each other than you could fully clothed. You couldn't help it, you had to laugh. The same high pitched laugh that almost had you bursting with tears as your body rocked and cramped in way the giggles rolled from your being. His innocent face became a scowl as he growled at you, looking sour and evern more embarrassed. More or less completely humiliated. But you found it adoreable. So utterly adoreable. With a sharp intake of breath you calmed your body enough that you stopped shaking and with your palm you muffled the last remaining giggles. Whipping your eyes with the other.

"S-Sorry, but you are so cute right now!" He just seemed to growl more of that as he snorted and looked away again, his teeth still clenched and his face was completely flushed. "Gee, thanks. Exactly what every man yearns to hear from the lips of his crush." Those words stopped your laughter completely. Your heart skipped a beat when what he said sank in and you felt your own face heat. Was he just saying what you thought he said? Your hands shot forward as they grapped his face again, you saw the surprise in his eyes when you forcefully brought his face to yours, and before either of you could react as much as inhaling. You crushed your lips to his.

Everything after that went fast. His hands at your body moved to his sides as he probbed his elbows against the couch, lifting himself enough to bring himself closer. His lips melting against you own as you moved your legs from his sites to behind him. Straddling him further as your legs wrapped around his waist and pulled you flush against his chest. That position made him able to sit up and he he wrapped his arms around your middle, your own around his neck as you pressed your soft chest against his hard one. His hands weren't still for long as they eagerly started to explore your back side. Your long hair tickling his skin wherever he went up only to stroll back down and grapping your butt. You moaned open mouthly against his lips and he took the oppotunity to slide his tounge past your entrance and immediately challenged your own to a battle you knew you would loose. You already felt yourself loose it. All the fears of rejection and loss was pushed as far behind as possible. All you could concentrate on was him and his sweet assault. Seth was a great kisser, even that was an understatement. But you figured that though he was untouched, it didn't mean he had never kissed anyone before. You realized that thought made you jealous and you growled almost possessively into his mouth. That didn't go unnoticed by your lover as he responded with a growl of his own, more feral than yours, but you had an idea why. One of his hands were in your hair now, running trough the soft locks and he curled his fingers around the strains. You mimicked this action as your own hands wavered into his much shorter hair. It was softer than yours and it made you a little pissed. When he broke the kiss you both panted heavily for air, but Seth didn't rest as he descended his lips upon your neck, sucking and biting as you moaned again, your head lolling back and you closed your eyes. His body heat was radiating. Even at this point where you were nearly burning all over, expecially where his lips would touch and his tounge would trail, he was still warmer than you. It was only adding to it, you were already sweating as he was unfaced, but your mixing scent of sweet arousal and salt seemed to make him snap. With one swift movement he had you crushed beneath him, you felt your body being swallowed by the all too soft couch, but it all felt good to you. You were trapped, but you didn't want to escape either.

His hands trailed your hips, down your legs as he moved them to wrap around his waist, pulling your closer as your abdomen touched. Both of you loved the contact, but it was too painful still being seperated by the thin fabric of your clothes. Seth acted first, as his hands pulled at the hem of your shirt. Your arms lifted automatically above your head and he pulled it off effortlessly, trowing it somewhere on the floor where it would be forgotten for the next few hours. Or as long as this would take. He was a bit dissapointed to see you were wearing a bra today, though he had actually noticed earlier. Probaly because you had been out in the city. It didn't matter why, it was in the way, end of the story. He felt your smaller hands pull in his own shirt and a smile played on his lips. He caught your drift and pulled it off just as fast as he got rid of yours. He saw the awe in you eyes as you greedily watched him. Your tounge moisting your wet lips and that sight alone was close to send him over the edge. He growled dark with lust as he was back at your lips. Catching them in a hugry kiss, easily pushing trough your lips as he devored your mouth. Your were moaning against him, your body shaking with arousal and he could smell it. His own was hard and more than ready and he wanted you to feel it. Grave it. Beg for it. Rocking his hips against yours he swallowed your groan and did it again. He loved this, he abso-fucking-lutely loved this. How easy you responded to him. How your fingers pulled in his hair, how your legs clamped around him in desperation for him to come closer. oh god. it was almost too much.

He had never imagined his first time before. Not until you opened the door and he saw you. He didn't imprint, he had no idea if he had wished for it, but maybe he had. You had been so fucking beautiful, so tempting and grown up. So different from how he remembered you. And the way you had stared at him. It just did it. You were ogling, and it had turned him on. After that he couldn't help himself. He had to touch you, hold you close. Sniff your scent and somehow try to make you realize just how bad he wanted you. And now he had you. There was no way out of this now. If the fucking phone dared to ring he would crush it, but not before he had ravished you senseless and made you scream for him.

You were completely lost in sweet euphoria. Seths mouth on yours, his body pressed against your own. Everything felt so right. Absolutely everything. You felt his hands struggle with the clasp of your bra, aching your back to make it easier for him you heard the snap before you felt the straps fall down your shoulders. Mere seconds was what it took for him to remove it and it was all done without taking his lips from yours. Once in a while he would still against you mouth, giving both of you time enough to inhale hard trough your noses and regain breath, before the next battle of tounge wrestling began. The bra was tossed off somewhere among the other pieces of the clothing removed and he wasted no time before a warm hand was cupping a full breast. That was something you had always been proud of. The size of your breasts. They weren't so big they screamed; Surgery! But they weren't so small no one noticed. You had always been a slim girl with quite big hips. The size of your breast made you posses a perfect hourglass shape. Something you were pretty sure Seth was more than happy about right now.

Sultry hands flew around, feeling up every curve and bump and muscle on both of your bodies. You were exploring and memorizing everything in the short amount you lingered on a space before moving on. When the touching and kissing became too much for Seth, he pulled away from you and ignored your groaning protests as he knew would stop as soon as you realized what he had in mind. And just as predicted you went still when his hands where at your skirt. Mere seconds it took to button you up and slide the zipper at the site down. Your skirt easily went off and he slid it down your legs, letting go as you kicked it off and it flew somewhere you cared not. Now all that remained was your panties and his jeans. Probaly his boxers too, but you wanted those damn jeans off first. He was already working on your panties, you you stilled his hands, your eyes locked on his as you moved them to his pants. He caught the drift soon enough and with a smirk unbottoned them and slid them down. Commando. That was all you could say. The expected boxers were no where to see, only the impressive manhood pointed your way greeted your view. You swallowed a lump as you licked your lips again, you couldn't tear your eyes away and Seth noticed as his breath became ragged and his smirk wider. He was beaming with pride. Your arousal were spiking and poked his nose. The spicy scent so absolutely delicious it was hard to keep in control when all he wanted was to rip off those damn panties and let you take away his virginity.

He wasn't worried about that. About this being his first time, or worried that he wouldn't be able to please you. He had a big enough ego to know that he would. Your body was responding so eagerly to his just entering you should make you able to see stars. God, he couldn't wait. His heart nearly stopped as he watched you lay down, spreading your legs for him. His panting was horrible and it was hard to breathe. He silently questioned himself when and how you had been able to disgard yourself of your panties, but by the smug look of your face and smokey eyes, he completely lost it. His erection was throbbing to the lenght of being being painful and with a low growl he was over you. He felt how your legs flew around him immediately, your arms mimicking their action as you pulled his face to yours. When you kissed him roughly he was reminded this wasn't your first time. And as much as he secretly wished he could have been your first, it also made him relieved. He was way beyond the control of his beast. He was just barely able to make it last a few more seconds, and that was hard enough for him. He did not have to be careful. He did not have to be gentle. With those final thoughts his selfcontrol snapped. A swift thrust was all it took before he was burried inside you.

You groaned in pleasure, you body shaking soft as he filled you completely. There was no pain, absolutely no pain, but you hadn't expected any. As less as you had expected this enormous clash of sweet obvlion that already filled your body. You wouldn't last long, you couldn't believe this was his first time. He wasn't even moving and you already felt the coil tighten in the middle of your center. When he moved you cried his name. Your moans mixed together in a song of pleasure as he grounded into you. He easily sat a pace, hard and rough and faster by each stroke. He wasn't gentle and you loved it. As heavy as your lids felt felt, you had to watch him, his own eyes were closed tight and his brows furred in concentration. Sweat trailed from his forhead and down to his chin, it wasn't hard to see how much he was affected as well.

He couldn't describe it. This unbelieveable feeling of being one. From the moment he entered you he felt complete. The way you took him in, clamped around him and pulled him tighter. God, you were driving him insane. It didn't take him long to regain his composure and he was out of you and inside again in a heart throbbing thrust before you could breath. His name spilled from your lips and he felt like kissing you. Moans left his own lips as he sped up, pounding you into the couch in a way that would make people wonder how it held and didn't break. His hands were tight on your hips, he was afraid he would break your skin and crush your bones, cause he knew he was strong enough. His chest heaved painfully with each shaking breath he took. He knew you weren't doing better as the sound of your rabid heart beat felt his ears along with your raspy moans and his own name once in a while. How he loved the way you said it, the way it easily fell of your tongue and rang in his mind. It was sweet music to him, sweeter than anything. Understanding for his pack members filled him. He had never been completely disgusted byt he images they had, more interested and then again not. But hot damn. Non he had ever seen before could compete with this. You were so hot and wet and all his. Right now you were all his and stood it to him you always would be. Forever.

Your nails dug into his flesh, leaving cresend shaped marks in their wake as you yanked a hand in his hair. Your fingers crushing the soft hair as you fistened your hand and pulled him forcefully down to your face. He caught your drift and clashed his lips against yours, locking them like the way your body was locked. There was just enough space between you for him to continue you his delicious onslaught of in and out. His lips moved with yours before his tongue danced along the bottom of your upper lip. Seeking entrance and who where you do deny him? Parting just enough for his tongue to slip inside he kissed you suprisingly gentle. The kiss was sweet and so different from the violent way your body met. Noisy slapping sounds filling the room from skin against skin. You breathing hitched when your eyes widened as he hit a spot inside you only a few had ever found. How Seth had managed to you knew not, but you cared less as the bubble in your belly bursted and sheer hot white pleasure quaked your body in violent spasms. Seth felt it as well when your inner walls clashed down on him and made him grunt in surprise and pleasure. His own body gave after as he felt your orgasm drag him with over the egde. He had no time to react as he buckled into you in an odd last thrust before his own release made him groan in total obvlion.

Your heavy panting was the only sounds in the world right now. Not just in this room, in the entire world. Seths arms where trembling, he had placed them beside your head to keep from crushing you as his body was taken over by his powerful release. He was fighting to keep his balance as he watched you beneath him. Your body was lax and your legs had fallen down as soon as you got them outwined after he came in you. The last thing he wanted right now was to pull out. The way it felt to be in your warmth, it was completely overwhelming him to a point where it shocked him to the core, litterally. But he could not keep this position, in mere seconds from now his arms would give in and he would crush your petite figure. He couldn't have that. Your couch was big, but not big enough for him to roll over, unless he wanted to kiss the floor, if he didn't hit the small coffee table first. With his last amount of strenght he managed to push himself off of you and sat down on the couch just behind your feet. He felt devastated as soon as he lost your heat. He was hot enough himself to function as a heater, but it was your warmth he needed. His heart throbbed with painful beats as his eyes glued to your form. You were breathing heavy, even more than him. You breasts bouncing soft with each movement. Your body was humming and trembling softly from the sweet aftermath of your little intercourse. As he regained his breathing to a somewhat normal state he watched you till you did the same before he grapped your arm and pulled you against him. His heart fluttering when he felt you back where you belonged. Your arms wounded around him lazily as you shared a sloppy kiss, before the both of you smiled against each others mouths. Damn, this had been the damned best thing that ever happened in his life.

Dread filled him when he realized something grave. The way his heart throbbed and his body as well as mind yearned for you, even though you had just been a few inches away. It wasn't possible and yet it happened. It probaly happened when he saw you again, for the first time in Two years. But realization wasn't dimming before now. He loved you. Seth Clearwater was head over heals in love with you. And it wasn't good. How the hell was he supposed to tell you?


A/N: God, why does the world hate me? I have never had so much trouble in my life than I had with uploading this chapter. Dear readers, if words are missing or everything looks odd or whatever. Please inform me ;v; I wrote another buttom author note, but apparantly this site swallowed it. So it is gone. I just hope it is not somewhere mixed in this chap =__= Gee. Cookies and hugs! Please Review ^^

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