AN: SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG!

I'm kinda in the marriage thing in this chapter. I was thinking of saving it for later (since we're barely in the story) but since what I have written in my note book (yes, the "forever" one) the pack seemed…well… I'm not going to spoil. You'll see my point when I'm done. (ps, I got more werewolf shirts for Christmas!) Enjoy!

Breaking Eclipse: Renesmee and Jacob

Chapter 4: Scream

Jacob Black

I kissed Nessie good night before she actually fell asleep. She was exhausted, I tried to stay awake.

After she left my house this afternoon, I didn't even bother seeing Rebecca. I went to sleep. When I woke up to the phone ringing—Sam telling me about taking my shift for patrol needing to get away from Peter for tonight, I had to tell him to tell the others what happened—I didn't bother falling asleep again. My mind was wandering about what Nessie saw, and I had to keep my promise about seeing her tonight.

Tonight at the meadow—which I didn't plan what so ever, I wasn't even thinking right I actually was about to propose to her. The time seemed right, and I knew she wanted to see Rebecca as soon as possible. Our previous conversation was kind of ringing in my head. But I was in no rush for her to meet Rebecca, that could wait. I didn't want to propose because of her sake, because I wanted to make her mine. Making out on the meadow didn't seem like the right time for it… I was too nervous. So, I didn't have a plan when or how to propose, the guys were helping me on that part. I wanted to do something she would never forget… the meadow seemed like the right place for it. But… It seemed kind of typical… too obvious.

I didn't want to propose the same way Edward did, her trying to seduce me when I say we had to wait for marriage and me proposing when we make that deal. That was too sick, and definitely not the best way to propose to her. And if that ever did happen, I wouldn't propose to her there and then. If it wasn't for Edward and the same thing happened with us, I would've gone with the flow.

If it wasn't for Edward… Edward and his rules about relationships. I thought.

"Jake…" Nessie sighed my name. I smiled.

"I'm here." Nessie cradled to my chest and held me tighter. Unlike before, I actually lay in bed with her instead of sitting beside her bed. Not that I didn't like the chair, it was just that a bed was preferable, especially with Nessie.

"I love you Jacob…"

"I love you more… more then you know." I said as if she was really awake. She smiled as if she heard me.

After about an hour or two, Nessie's hand—once flat on my chest that I was able to see her vivid dreams if I concentrated—clenched into a fist. Her breathing quickened and her expression turned pained. She even started screaming a little, just squeals that eventually started building. I knew I had to wake her up, so I started shaking her shoulder.

"Nessie! Wake up!" I whispered to her. It didn't do anything, so I scooted down to face her and held my hands to her face, hoping the heat would wake her. "Wake UP!" I said. She stopped squealing and opened her eyes. She took deep breaths to calm her beating heart.

"Nessie…" I whispered softly. I sighed in relief. "Are you okay honey?"

"I… I'm not sure." Tears from her eyes fell to my hand, still resting on her cheek and held my hand tightly. Her grip held me until her breathing slowed to normal.

"Do you want to talk about it?" She shook her head no. I pushed away the left over tears she had with my hand. I kissed her head, hoping that it'd make her feel better.

"You were screaming." I said.

"Really?" I nodded.

"One point you were sighing my name, then the next you were screaming." She bit her lip. I wasn't sure if it was because of embarrassment or because she was ashamed.

"Did I wake Charlie?" We were silent, we sighed in relief when he heard Charlie still snoring.

"Thank you." She gave me a little smile. I smiled back and kissed her nose.

"Nessie…" I thought now would be the best time to bring it up. "What did you see in the forest today? You kind of freaked Claire out."

Nessie sighed and didn't look at me.

"I honestly don't know Jake…" was all she said. I sighed in frustration.

"Can you show me?" I asked hopeful. She shook her head, which surprised me. There wasn't anything she wouldn't show me.

"I'd rather not Jake. I don't know why but… something's telling me not to."

"Why not?"

"I can't explain it. I just…" she seemed frustrated. So I let it go, for now.

"What time is it?" she asked, she started playing with my hair. I smiled a little.

"Three." I said automatically, not taking my eyes off of her.

"Hmm." She just said, staring back. "I'm not tired." She lightly kissed my cheek.

"What do you want to do then?" I kissed her back.

"I don't know…" she said. We kept staring at each other, and then I slowly leaned in and kissed her lips. The kiss turned out to be much longer then I thought it would be. I don't know what happened, when our lips met, we didn't want to let go. My hand went around her back so I could hold her closer, she sighed in my mouth and my head started spinning.

I started kissing her harder and she followed, the pace of both our lips quickened. I climbed on top of her with my weight supported on my hands on both sides of her head, resting on her pillow. Her hands then went to my back to my neck then to my hair that she stroked and started to tug. Then I did something that we only did when we got too carried away, (AN: This is kinda weird, but I wanted happy readers and I knew I had to make things more serious for this book… like Edward and Bella in Eclipse and Breaking Dawn… and Jacob did something like this in Eclipse…yeah, you'll see.) my tongue entered her mouth and she sighed again in pleaser.

I put one of her legs on my waist and the other followed. She held me closer again and I held her up with my hand, but then I realized that this kiss was nothing like any other kiss we shared. This was an over the top kiss. Way over. Is this really what she wants? I was scared of the way we were both acting. The way I was feeling… the felling I had to need her… in the way Edward wouldn't approve of.

I let go quick before I could get lost again, Nessie's kisses were mind blowing.

"What's wrong?" she asked, rejection in her voice. She kept her legs around me.

"I…I was… We… can't do this here. My self control can only hold so much Nessie." I really had to try to get the words out. My heart was beating so fast and my breathing was so quick. I didn't want to listen to my own words, but I had to. She rolled her eyes.

"Jacob, Edward and Bella aren't here. They have no way of knowing we're making out on my bed." It wasn't quite what I was intending to but it was close enough. Her legs tightened around me.

"Nessie…" I tried to keep a serious face, Nessie eventually huffed in defeat and unwrapped her legs.

"You should get some sleep." I said when my breathing slowed.

"You need it more than I do."

"You were screaming in the middle of the night, I'm not leaving you."

"Jake, the last time you stayed her, you were protecting me from something… what is it?"I didn't answer right away. I couldn't tell her, at least not yet.

We were chasing a vampire… well, we weren't really sure what it was. All we knew was it had copper hair and was extremely fast. We just assumed it was a vampire because of the speed. It didn't have that burning smell most vampires had, just a scent we couldn't describe. We only got the scent three days ago so we thought we would be able to take it down soon. I didn't want to tell Nessie because I didn't want her to worry, she was like Bella. Nessie was always scared that I might hurt myself when it's no problem at all. It's almost insulting that she can't trust me. I was designed to kill vampires. Besides, if it got out of hand—which was very unlikely—then I'd tell her to call Edward. The Volturi were the last people on Earth we'd want to hear about this. We thought that it was the thing killing the animals but we weren't sure. We weren't taking chances it was a vegetarian vampire.

I had to protect her because there were chances that this vampire was after her.

"Do I always have to come into your room to protect you?" I asked.

"I guess not." She sighed. We didn't talk for what felt like hours, but eventually she fell asleep again. Later on that night, Embry sent me a text message (I got a cell phone, a gift from Nessie's parents for Christmas): I don't care if you're trying to lose your virginity tonight but I really don't think that Charlie's house is the best place for that.

I rolled my eyes, no duh he would know where I was. Embry was always hearing about the feeling I was beginning to have for Nessie, I think he was kind of sick of it.

We need to have an Alpha word now. Seth has more info about the vampire girl.

I looked at Nessie, God I didn't want to leave her. But I was tired and I knew that the cold air would wake me a little. I decided to stay near the house, so if she started screaming then I would be there, hopefully before Charlie woke up. I checked her dreams, just to be safe. She was dreaming about us… except it was what happened if we didn't stop what we were doing before. Embry was getting impatient so I sent him a text to meet me in the forest across from Charlie's house.

I kissed Nessie good bye before jumping out the window.

Seth said that there were more vampires now, but not the same one that we were following. This one even had the same vampire smell, unlike the complicated one. The others were hunting in Seattle, that wasn't good. Last time we went through something like that, we had to get the Cullens involved and the Volturi came after that. We couldn't have the Volturi come near Forks, especially with Nessie here.

I kept the meeting brief, making sure that I had said everything and nothing was left behind. We had to have all the wolves—except the ones who had kids—to keep phasing. Which meant Quil had to keep phasing, he complained but then nodded. It was not a good time to stop phasing now.

I hope that Mitch and Peter will phase soon. We need all the help we can get and I don't want to bite more people. I thought. I wasn't sure if Mitch would phase because his Mom is my sister which is the only one. It wouldn't be a surprise if he did, but also if he didn't.

How did that happen anyway? Why is it that you can pass the wolf gene by biting as well as by genetics through your kids… but not us? We only have the genetic thing! Embry asked. I shrugged.

I don't know. Sam said it might be because I'm alpha or something. We don't have a theory. I thought. So do you guys get it? We'll still be taking shifts though.

Everyone nodded and I trotted away. I instantly thought about Nessie screaming, I started to hear her stir again.

Screaming? Seth thought. That's not normal…

I have to go guys. Nessie needs me now. I suddenly heard her scream at the top of her lungs. I quickly phased back but it was too late. I already heard Charlie jumping out of bed and the door opening.

"Nessie, are you okay?" Charlie asked. Nessie must've nodded because there was a long pause. All I heard was her breathing rapidly and her heart faster than ever. I instantly felt guilty for leaving for the pack. I could've been there to comfort her.

"I'm… going to get a glass of water grandpa." She said. Charlie paused before leaving. I heard Nessie climb down the stairs slowly after that. I waited until I could hear Charlie snoring before I walked right inside.

AN: Sorry that it's not that long and I had you all waiting! I lost my book!!! The pack meeting was WAY longer but I can't find it. SO sorry about the long wait. And Merry Christmas and have a happy new year (2010 here we come)!