AN: I probably figured the rest of this story is going to be in Nessie's POV. Unless I say otherwise, so no reminders :P Charlotte is HumanoidFilms (once known as ramboducky1213… with the water works and everything… I don't even know if she's reading this anymore… feel like she's a stranger.) I kinda thought this is actually going to be a little bit of a mature book. No lemons (can't write them) but talk of sex and stuff *shiver* once again, all part of the relationship and growing up. What else do you expect? ENJOY

Breaking Eclipse: Renesmee and Jacob

Chapter 7: Doubt

When I woke up, Jacob was snoring peacefully beside me. We were still on the couch and he was taking most of the space up. He held me tightly, his hand still under my shirt. I was actually feeling better now so I knew I had to go to school. Seth would probably insist on driving, so it really didn't matter. I noticed that there were a pile of clothes on the table in front of us, which meant I didn't have to borrow from Leah or sneak home to grab something. I hoped Jacob picked me something decent. I wasn't picky about clothes, but at least something I would be comfortable wearing.

My phone was still on the floor from last night, almost forgetting how it ended up there. I picked it up and looked at the time. 6:30, not quite my usual hour to get up but I knew that Jake and Seth would be hungry. When I tried to get up, Jacob pulled me back.

"Nessie…" he said in a tired voice. I wasn't really sure if he was still sleeping or not. His eyes were closed, but it was no help of knowing. I tried again, he held me tighter and began to laugh. Awake he was.

"Jake, I have to make you breakfast." I said. He opened his eyes now to look at me. He started rubbing my bare stomach.

"Are you okay?" he asked me. He was careful not to make his hand go too high, I was glad.

"I'm fine, Jake." I assured him, trying to take his hand off me. He sighed, and did an adorable pout.

"What?" I asked.

"I was hoping you could ditch school today." I shook my head.

"No, Jake. Besides, you're probably going to be out all day, anyway. I also have work." He rolled his eyes. I took this opportunity to get off the couch and head for the kitchen. Jacob followed as I got the eggs out. Seth was still snoring, but I knew that when I got started with the eggs, he'd most likely wake up.

Jacob continued as he sat down on the table.

"You're going to graduate anyway, and you don't need the money. Your parents send you that check every month." He said.

"Jake, I don't mind work. Charlotte and Grant are really nice." Charlotte and Grant were my best friends at work. Charlotte was a waitress, like me and was into Goth guys, so she had no interest in Jake. She wore heavy makeup and had black hair and pink highlights. Grant worked on the grill, he had blond hair and was about a head smaller then Jake.

Jacob rolled his eyes.

"Yeah, too bad Grant has that crush on me." I turned to face him from the pot that was beginning to warm.

"Shut up!" I said. "He just says you're cute, that doesn't mean he's crushing on you."

"You say I'm cute." He said.

"That's different. You're my boyfriend. I can say whatever I want about you." He rolled his eyes again.

"Whatever you say, Nessie… but Charlotte scares me!" He shivered a little. I beat the eggs and began to fry them.

"Jake, once you get to know her, she's less scary." I flipped the egg now and heard a rustle in the bedroom, Seth was awake.

"No, Jake's right." Seth said, as he entered the room. "Is she dating like, Bill Kaulitz?"

"Shut up!" I said. I hit his shoulder when I served him and Jake their food.

"Not my fault she's a scary Goth." Seth mumbled. I ignored him and grabbed my clothes to get dressed.

The dream last night wasn't so bad, really. If it wasn't for that human power that UNKNOWN had—I have to give them a nick name if I will be thinking of them often—then I would've thought it was silly to bleed. But no, now I had to avoid knives as much as possible; at least Grant with one at work. I was actually scared of the pain I'd get from it. I've felt worse, but what about from a human's perspective. Would I be able to handle it? Maybe somehow, I could avoid these dreams coming true. After all, nothing really happened yet. Maybe this is a prank, and I'm worrying for nothing.

I was thinking so hard I almost jumped when I heard someone knock on the door.

"Nessie, are you feeling okay? I can drive, you know." Seth, of course.

"I'm fine, Seth." I said. "You can drive my car if you want." I heard a silent "YES!" on the other side, I giggled.

When I was dressed, I got started on the dishes. Jacob and I had the same position as yesterday. His hands on my waist and kissing my head and neck every so often. Seth stopped us before anything could happen similar to yesterday, Quil was probably thinking of it last time they phased, and Seth wouldn't want to see anything similar. We also had to head to school. Seth was the first in the car obviously.

After exchanging I love you's with Jake, I got into the car and Seth started driving. We were silent… I could see something was bothering him.

"What's up, Seth?" I asked.

"What?" he asked, out of his fantasy.

"You look… angry or… something." I said. He bit his lip.

"Enjoying the ride, I guess." He said. I rolled my eyes.

"You know, Jake said the same thing to me when I was driving this for the first time. I know there's something else. This isn't your first time driving my car." I argued.

"I didn't have time to enjoy the ride last night. I was rushing you home because you were sick, remember?" I huffed.

"At least tell me what it is." I said. He shook his head and sighed. I decided to change the subject. "Does the pack know about Roxanne?" I asked.

"No… not yet." He said. I realized this wasn't Seth's regular mood. He was usually happy, today he looked… depressed.

"They're going to have to know sooner or later. Roxanne moved, you didn't follow." I mentioned. He sighed.

"Okay, some of the guys know. But not Jake, Quil, Embry or the new guys."

"So, only Brady and Collin know?" I was raising my voice, I really didn't know why. I was feeling angry.

"No need to yell, Ness." He said. I took a deep breath to calm me down.

We were in front of the school now and I stomped outside. Seth just locked the car and held onto the keys. He'd probably give them to me in home room. Seth was in all my classes, except history.

When I got inside, it was still too early to go to homeroom, I didn't care though. Seth would find something else to do, maybe talk to Kevin or something. He knew I didn't want to see him, not now.

When I got there, Rick the basket ball star of the school, took a seat beside me, his friends taking the other seats in my area.

"Hey," he said. "Where's your body guard?" they laughed, I rolled my eyes.

"Seth's no bodyguard. He's my friend." The others ohed as if Rick got dissed.

"So, how's the ol' boyfriend?" He asked. "Still with him or do I finally get a chance?"

"No way, man!" one of his friends said. "She'd be with me, better chance than with you."

"You wanna bet?" the two started wrestling, it reminded me of Jake and Embry yesterday, only these guys would never have the bodies they had.

I ignored them, showing I wasn't interested in their little gig. Seth came then and put the keys on my desk. He took Rick's seat as the bell rang. Rick glared at Seth for taking his seat, and then sat on my other side, pushing the person next to me out of his chair.

The day went on usual, lunch was a bore, Seth and I talked again like nothing happened. It usually happened when I had a fight with him. We'd fight, and then later we'd forget about it. The only time I really hung out with Seth was at school. Nowhere out of it… but I wished I could, just a little. But I loved Jacob's company as well. Jake was my best friend, lover, technical fiancé, imprint… the list was endless.

Seth and I usually sat alone at lunch, unless people decided to join us suddenly, without asking. Usually people backed off, rumor had it people thought we were dating and would start making out in the middle of lunch. People who sat with us took chances or were trying to woo Seth or me. Seth was pronounced the hottest boy at school when he arrived, I was always the hot girl so people thought we belonged together. Of course, that would never happen. I loved Seth, but not in that way. It'd always be Jacob, Jacob only. Seth never found interest in any of the girls here either. He always said there was better selection on the reservation school.

After school, I didn't really expect to see David at my locker.

"Hi." I said in a polite manner, getting what I needed together.

"Hey…um… so…" he was biting his lip. "Do you want a drive home?"

What exactly is he doing? First yesterday, now today? I never knew David was so desperate! I thought.

"No," I said walking to the parking lot. He followed. "I have a car and Jacob's driving me to work so I won't be going home yet."

Seth was running home so Jake was driving me to work, like always.

"Please, Renesmee… can you give me a chance?" he was desperate.

"I have no chances to give." I said.

"He's just trying to get in your pants. I can tell you that." My mouth opened wide. He smiled. I started to growl, uncharacteristic of me. He started to back away slowly, wondering what I was doing.

"Nessie…" familiar warm arms wrapped around my waist to calm me. It worked. "Breathe, Ness…"

He started kissing my neck and faced me. His lips met mine for a second as a sign of reassurance. He then turned. David was staring at us, his face almost sorry, but also a pout at the same time. Jacob smirked and kissed me again, this time, longer. When he let go, David was gone. I was actually glad Jacob kissed me, since this audience was irritating me.

It was true. I was used to guys hitting on me. But never like what David said.

"Let's get out of here." I said. I gave him my keys and he led me to the car.

The drive was silent to Seattle. I was mostly in shock of what happened with David and I. What he said was really bothering me. I knew that what he said wasn't true, never in a hundred years, but still… it was an insult.

"Nessie, honey, talk to me." Jake said, breaking the silence. "That guy practically had his hands all over you, what else was I supposed to do?"

"Jake," I said. "It's not you. It's what he said… it's just bugging me." He kept his eyes on the road.

"What did he say?" I gave him my hand to show him, better that then tell him in words. His eyes grew wide when he saw.

"Oh." He just said. "Nessie, you know that's not true."

"I know." I said. "But… no one ever said something like that to me… at least not to my face."

He grunted.

"I thought you were used to the guys hitting on you. Don't let those comments get to you." He said.

"I know, Jake! It's just… it wasn't about me… it was about you…" he was silent for a moment and took a deep breath.

"How was school?" he asked. I hated it when he changed the subject, but it was better than talking about David.

"Boring…" I said. "Did Seth tell you he has to audition for the spring musical?"

Jake started laughing. I took that as a no.

"Why is it so funny?" I asked.

"He never had any interest in singing or acting." He said.

"Yeah, but he has to because he got in trouble for fighting at school. He said he was just playing, but Mr. Greene said he had to audition as a consequence." He laughed again. I joined in.

"What about you, Ness." He said. I shook my head.

"No, Jake. I don't sing. But, maybe I'll play in the orchestra with my guitar or something." He nodded.

"What musical is it anyway? High School Musical?" he laughed.

"Hey! High School Musical is a classic!" I argued.

"Ness, that movie was just plain corny!"

"Okay, Zac Efron didn't have the best hair, but the songs aren't bad!" He snorted.

"Nessie, he barely acted or sang in that movie! 17 Again was probably the best acting he's done." I nodded.

"True, the Derby Stallion wasn't that good either. What about the second and third?" I asked.

"Okay, the second wasn't bad. The third one, well… let's just say it wasn't as good as the others."

"Gabriella's outfit for the prom did make her look like a peacock." I agreed. He laughed.

"That's what Embry and Quil said."

"You watched that movie with them?" I asked in shock. He blushed a little.

"We were a little curious, besides, we were like 14. Quil thought Vanessa was hot. Claire wanted watch the third one." I laughed, and I decided to answer his first question.

"I'm not sure about which musical we're doing." He chuckled.

"At least I have something to tease Seth about." I hit his shoulder.

"Be nice." I cautioned.

He pulled up to the employee parking of the restaurant.

"What time are you done?" he asked, as I grabbed by things.

"I think 7:30." I said. "Are you leaving the car or…"

"Yeah, only for a little bit though. I'll try to make it by then, but just in case…" he threw the keys to me and I caught them.

"Don't wait for me." He said. I kissed his cheek goodbye.

"Love you." I said as I climbed out of the car. He did as well and he went running into the forest.

"Well, you're about two minutes late," Charlotte said, as I was putting my apron on. "That's a first."

I tied my hair back into a neat pony tail. Charlotte didn't care about that. She was into her pink highlights being shown with her hair down. Costumers don't really complain, as Seth said, she was "scary" to them. No one really wants to mess with Charlotte.

"Fight in school." I simply said, collecting my note pad and pen to put in the pockets.

"Please tell me it was a fist fight." She said, hoping for a story.

"It wasn't." her smile faded. "But, he said the most insulting things ever."

I headed out to start my job. When I collected drinks for the second table, Charlotte was there.

"What kind of things did he say to you, Nessie." I rolled my eyes.

"I'd rather not talk about it. Besides, I'm trying to work so don't remind me." I served the tables their drinks and then went to get the other orders from Grant.

"Let me guess," Grant said. "Boy trouble? More guys hitting on you?" I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah." I said. "Now give me the damn steak." He frowned, and then handed them to me.

Suddenly, I felt a pain in my right hand. I dropped the plates on the counter seeing a bloody knife beside them.

"Ow." I said.

"Oh, crap!" Grant said. "I'm so sorry."

It stung a lot. Déjà vu crept up on me, like what just happened flashed before me. It was that dream I had last night. It seemed like slow motion as Grant and Charlotte went to get me around the back. I didn't move. I saw the flash of copper again. I was stunned.

"Nessie… NESSIE!" were fait yells I heard. I didn't feel the pain as I was stunned. When the flash left. The pain came back. I grunted from it.

"Nessie, get your butt in the back! You're bleeding all over the counter." Charlotte said. She was right. The plates and the counter had little drops of my blood. My hand was covered in it. My eyes widened. The last time I remembered seeing my blood, was almost two years ago.

Charlotte began pushing me toward the door, but then Grant carried me. I didn't care, I barely noticed. But when I got inside, I told him to put me down to let me take care of myself. I knew how to take care of my wounds, but usually they should heal so, I would need props.

When I put my hand under the water in the sink, I only did it to get rid of the blood on my hand. I knew it wouldn't be flowing anymore… but when I dried my hand off, blood was on the towel… weird. I had to panic though. The cut was so deep, Charlotte offered to take me to the hospital, I insisted on taking myself though. Jake couldn't see me like this, my shift was almost over anyway so, I had to count my lucky stars that he wouldn't pick me up, for once in my life.

I used the bandages for real purposes this time and I hoped that I took care of it properly until I went to the hospital. Stupid power UNKNOWN had. My phone began to vibrate. It was a text from UNKNOWN. I went outside quickly to check it. I had to try not to use my right hand to open it, the pain was so excruciating. I have had worse though.

"Renesmee, Renesmee, Renesmee… shame on you for doubting us… but this is only the beginning…" it said.

I took a deep breath and tears started falling. This was really real. This was no prank.

AN: Spooky, huh? Anyway, I'm thinking of re-writing Twilight's Sun because I don't like the way I wrote it (skipping the love building and right to the problem…). What do you guys think? Of course, I'm going to finish what I started though (Breaking Eclipse and then MAYBE Midnight Moon) . Also, people KEEP FORGETTING THE APOSTROPHIE WHEN MAKING VIDS ABOUT IT, that or the S! So, yeah. What do you think of that? Also, what play do you think Seth should be auditioning for? I originally had Grease but then I remembered The Sound Of Music :P u think Nessie should land a part as well? Tell me in a REVIEW! (or pm me on youtube…)

PS: I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST HSM! I LOVE ALL THE MOVIES AND THAT'S JUST WHAT I THOUGHT JAKE AND NESSIE WOULD SAY ABOUT THOSE MOVIES!

PSS: Kenzii canceled… three times… but I hope who ever the winner of the contest is, is RELIABLE as well as the voice actors!