AN: I had my first slow dance Friday =) Guess who it was with (No… not Taylor…boo hoo… he's more of like my Seth Clearwater, really. He's my best friend… best guy friend). I didn't mind the dancing, to be honest. I don't think he did either. I think he may be crushing on me… uh oh… any advice on what to do if your best guy friend asks you out and you're both single and you wouldn't mind going but you also want to stay friends because when you break up it would ruin everything? (he didn't ask me out… yet… but his friends are telling him to… people took pictures of our dance but I guess they didn't turn out well since they're not on face book (Michael… please don't tell me you can put videos on your ipod to face book…) Enjoy.

DON'T OWN THE TWILIGHT SERIES (but I DO own my twilight books!) OR GREASE!

Breaking Eclipse: Renesmee and Jacob

Chapter 13: Thoughts

Renesmee Cullen

Cast for Grease

Danny Zuko…Seth Clearwater

Sandy………….Adrene Salvers

Kenickie………Blaze Anderson

Rizzo…………...Jen Turns

Frenchy……….Tessa Camps

Marty………….Penny Henners

Teen Angel…..Wilbur Paterson

Vince……………Carter Williams

Doody………….Peter Callahan

Jan……………… Katie Marts

Charlene………Wilma Prelutsky

Eugene………...Josh Carolson

Johnny Casino... Marty Aller

Patty Simcox…Sarah Turns

I was pretty sure Seth didn't read the whole list. His name was there right on the top in black ink from my printer at home. People around us were either staring at Seth or the list. I could hear Adrene yelling at her boyfriend for getting such a small role to Seth. I knew she'd break up with him eventually. She only dates the boys who were 'the stars'. Which meant, Seth was next.

I knew Seth would never go for someone like Adrene. He never liked the snobs, heck, I bet he wouldn't even like to kiss her on stage. The thought somehow sent an shiver down my spine.

Seth wouldn't listen to anyone's congratulations. He was still in shock until I hugged him.

"Congrats!" I said, hugging his waist. He hugged me back and lifted me up to spin me in circles, which meant I had to wrap my arms around his neck now. We both laughed in joy.

I thought I heard people muttering "get a room" or something like that. Even saw Adrene glare at us and stomp away with Blaze following behind. I didn't care, neither did Seth. He hugged me tighter.

"Thank you, Nessie…" he whispered in my ear. I pulled back to look at his face. He didn't put my down.

"What did I do?" I asked.

"You supported me and… I don't know…" he bit his lip, like he was deep in thought. "I feel like… I got this role because of you…" I rolled my eyes.

"I only typed up the list." He smiled in humor and we both laughed. "You're welcome, anyway."

He put me down after that and I took out the Grease DVD out of my bag.

"Before work, care to celebrate?" He smiled.

"I wish the play was more like this!" We were comparing the movie to the play. We were home alone again. Charlie was still trying to find that case about the animals in La Push. I had to make Seth dinner before he could drool all over the food on Grant's stove. We were watching Grease and waiting for Jacob to pick us up for work. Since Seth started working and I had different hours, we car pooled. Jacob would sometimes drive us but others, I'd drive Seth. I didn't trust him too much with my Lamborghini.

I looked at Seth.

"I guess, but this is a classic." I defended.

"What about Rizzo? She's a dirty whore, that's what she is!" I rolled my eyes.

"And you're playing the player. Get used to it." He sighed and shrugged.

"What ever you say, Ness…" He was silent until he saw a nerd with glasses. "At least I'm not playing Eugene!" he laughed.

"Josh does seem to fit the part." I agreed.

"Hey, it comes naturally!" we both laughed and Seth joined me on the couch. I sighed as he tried to take my hand.

"Seth… not this again…" he looked at me with confusing eyes.

"Why not? I can't hold your hand?" he asked.

"Seth… you know I'm not comfortable with you touching me like this." He shrugged.

"Seems okay to me." I shook my head.

"No…" I sighed again. I may as well ask him. "Seth… why is it—," Seth cut me off with his hand.

"What?" I asked getting angry. He sighed and let go of my hand.

"Jacob's here." I heard Jacob cutting the engine and taking long strides to get to the door. Seth instantly sat on Charlie's chair and pretended to look busy with his script. I turned off the movie and Seth flipped to a random page, I had a script too for staging purposes so we pretended to recite lines.

"And I'm one of them." I recited as Rizzo. "Hey Danny, I just left your girlfriend at Marty's house, barfin' all over the place."

"What are you talking about?" Seth asked, in a casual tone as Danny.

Jacob knocked on the open door, he was obviously standing there the whole time.

"Knock, knock." He smiled, I smiled back and I ran to him. He took me into his arms for a hug and he started kissing my hair.

"I missed you…" he whispered in my ear and kissed my cheek. He kissed my lips in an incredible passion, in that split moment, I couldn't believe that Jacob was really mine.

"Ahem…" Seth interrupted. We let go and looked at him. Jacob gave him a dirty look I wasn't supposed to see. "Um… Nessie… work?"

I sighed and gave Jacob another quick kiss before going upstairs to get my purse. For some reason, when I came downstairs, Jacob and Seth were giving each other disgusted looks… I didn't understand. Why were they so angry about to each other? They were friends.

"Guys?" I said, their faces changed when they saw me. Jacob smiled, Seth did the same.

When we were outside and I was getting inside the car, Jacob gave Seth another look and looked at me. Just as he was about to say something, Seth cut him off.

"Nessie," Seth said. "don't you think that maybe I should drive today?" he smiled.

"Why don't you walk?!" Jacob snapped. Shock took over my face. Seth growled.

"Nessie wouldn't let me do that." He crossed his arms.

"Maybe she would if I told her what the hell's going on in your perverted head!" Jacob barked. I've never seen either of them like this.

"What if I told her about the thoughts you've been having about her!" Seth snapped back. I knew I had to step in or this would turn into a fight on the driveway. Seth and Jacob were already quivering in anger.

"What's going on?!" I said. "Why are you fighting?!" When Jacob looked at me, I regretted saying anything. His face was so angry, I felt like it was somehow my fault this was happening.

"Why not ask him?" Jacob pointed at Seth. I crossed my arms across my chest. I did as he told me to.

"Spit it out, Seth." I said. Seth stared at me for a minute to calms down. His shaking stopped but he was still feeling pissy.

"It's nothing, Nessie." He said, not smiling.

"Nothing?!" Jacob yelled. "You know very well about your thoughts!"

"Why don't you tell me if Seth isn't?!" I yelled back.

"Maybe I will." Jacob said crossing his own arms.

"Maybe I will tell her about those dreams you've been having." Jacob growled louder and Seth was shaking in anger again. Jake looked at the urge of phasing. I wanted to calm him down but it didn't seem the time. I didn't want to get too close right now.

"I have a right to think about Nessie in that way!" It seemed that they forgot I was here.

"So do I." Jacob rolled his eyes.

"No, you don't! Nessie's my imprint. I'm sorry Roxanne wasn't the right girl for you but neither is Nessie!" That really shocked me. Jacob knew Seth's secret? What about mine? Did he know everything now?

Seth just growled and got into a crouching position. Jacob got into the same position and I had to stand between them before they could hurt each other, and also before they phase in the neighborhood. I was pretty sure someone was calling 911 on us and watching us from their houses. It was pretty loud for 6 pm.

"Stop this!" I said, extending my arms against their chests. I looked at them both, they both had that urge to kill, that look in their eyes.

I didn't put my arms down until Seth started walking away into the forests.

"Nessie, I—," I cut Jacob off by just walking into the driver's seat. Jacob sighed and got into the passenger seat.

It was an awkward silence between us. Jacob tried to take my hand sometimes, but I wouldn't let him. After trying to get my attention half way to Seattle, Jacob said,

"Stop the car." I didn't argue. I pulled over to the side of the road and just sat there, waiting for him to get out of the car.

"Outside." He commanded, using a tone I really didn't like. I obeyed though. I undid my seatbelt and slammed the door shut. Jacob did the same but didn't slam the door.

I followed him into the forest for about 5 minutes until I stopped. He paced back and forth. We were silent again, I knew I had to be the one to break it.

"What is it?" I asked, I was still kind of pissed. Jacob sighed and looked at me, stopping the pacing. His voice was soft again when he answered.

"Seth has been having thoughts about kissing you." I rolled my eyes and sighed.

"That's what the whole argument was about?!" Unbelievable!

"It wasn't only kissing you he was thinking about… he was imagining you…" he shivered, he didn't have to finish. I understood. It was hard to think of Seth in that way, especially about me. He was so polite and well mannered… well, except for when he tries to cross the line in my friendship boundaries.

"Nessie… I'm…worried…" my frown turned upset. I stepped closer to him.

"About what?" he looked into my eyes.

"Losing you…" he whispered. He grabbed my face and glided his thumb across my cheek on his right hand. I held his hand in place.

"To Seth?" I asked.

"Not only that…" he paused. "I feel like I'm going to lose you somehow… like you're going to disappear and I'll never see you again…" His forehead rested against mine. I looked at Jacob with wide eyes, I knew I shouldn't have looked surprised. He did have a right to feel that way.

"Nessie…" he whispered. I didn't look at him. He grabbed me and put me on his lap as he sat on a tree stump. I rested my head on his shoulder. He started kissing my neck.

"I love you…" he whispered. I smiled a little and giggled. I loved hearing those three words from his lips.

"Jake… not here…someone will see us…" I laughed a little. "and I'm late for work." He shrugged.

"It doesn't matter if you get fired." He kissed my nose, trying to persuade me to stay. It was working.

"Give me your phone." He said.

"Why?"

"I'm going to call in sick for you." I smiled mischievously and handed it to him.

AN: Har, har. =) Well, the secret's out now… I was planning on Jacob knowing about the secret but I couldn't sleep thinking it wasn't too soon. It really was. So I erased it =P Sorry if it turned wrong. I think there were some things I wanted to fix but I can't now because my mom put a time limit on my computer until she sees me doing chores (like getting As isn't enough… im graduating and my Quileute bonfire/birthday party is coming up... big woop!) AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE ECLIPSE TRAILER COMING MARCH 12th (Remember me! Luv ya Rob… but I hate your look…)