AN: Seems like the guy I was dancing with… he seems to have his own group of popular girls and others I don't even like. I was just talking to him and suddenly they come up and take him away. He says it's only once a week but I really don't even know. I just gave him the invite to my birthday party (had my face on it with Taylor lol) so if he's coming. He cares. It's not that I like him, it's that he's my friend and I don't want to stop hanging out with him because of what we look like to his friends and others: a couple. Even boys who missed the dance for a basketball game knew about it. (sorry for being rude to you Adam. I just don't like you at all… and don't laugh I signed up to be Jesus in religion. I know very well you AND Vince don't read the bible… I TOLD YOU THERE WERE GUARDS!! We didn't have to go through a 3 day argument for it!)
Breaking Eclipse: Renesmee and Jacob
Chapter 14: Don't
Renesmee Cullen
I avoided Seth after what I heard from Jacob. Not only for that reason, but the latest dream I had was of someone's hot lips against mine… like Nahuel's years ago but… almost like Jacob's... It confused me. How did this hurt me? How could Seth protect me if I was pushing him away?
I still had to see him at rehearsals so I couldn't avoid him there. I couldn't even avoid David, he was stage manager and saw me any chance he got. So I had no choice but to talk to Blaze. Adrene just broke up with him and was always flirting with Seth, mean while, Blaze never tried flirting with me… that or I haven't noticed. The only time Blaze did was when I rehearsed lines with him as Rizzo.
I had to admit though, I missed Seth… a lot. I missed his laugh and his friendly character that I didn't see on stage. I even missed his smile. I tried to cover it as much as possible. I always ate lunch alone. Before, Seth would ask if the seat was taken. But then, the drama kids would join in and it would be a party. I usually only liked to eat with one person at a time: Jacob, Seth, or Charlie. No one other than that and no more than that. I settled for not eating at all. I would grab my food, and dump the rest in the garbage. Some days, I would leave it because one of Seth's new friends would ask if I was going to eat.
Once, when I left I heard Adrene say "Kind of bitchy, isn't she? People like her don't deserve to sit with us. I don't know how you survive, it must be a gift of yours." Then she ate off her salad. That day, Seth ran after me as I left the table.
"What did I do?" he asked. I kept walking, trying to ignore the fact he was talking to me. It was good to hear his voice, but I pushed that fact aside.
"Nessie, talk to me!" he demanded.
Seth Clearwater
"Nessie, talk to me!" I demanded. She kept walking, I continued to follow her. I don't know where she was going, but it didn't matter. She turned to me by the time we reached her car.
"What do you think you did?" She snapped. It bruised me a little, but I ignored the pain.
"Nessie, stop avoiding me! I miss you!" She rolled her eyes and leaned against her car.
"What do you miss? Me or my body?" What was she talking about?
"What?" I asked.
"Jacob told me about—," Oh… Jacob… he's so getting it. I rolled my eyes.
"It's nothing I can control, Nessie… you're just so…" I was parting from myself for a second… this happened when I had the urge to touch her in a way that out pass her friendship boundaries. "You're so… irresistible…"
I pressed my body to hers against the car so she wouldn't escape me. She tried to push me away, but she couldn't, which surprised me. I grabbed her face and pressed her lips to mine.
Renesmee Cullen
When I tried to push Seth away from me, I couldn't. Here goes the dream. Seth couldn't protect me from this, he was the one involved. He didn't want to protect me from this dream. He wanted this one to come true.
The dream was right. His lips were like he was attacking me. Full of passion and lust. I also felt confusion in his lips, like he had no idea what he was doing. I really didn't think he did. As far as I was aware of, he only kissed Roxanne.
I tried pulling Seth's head from mine, but he pulled me closer. He tongue traced my lip asking to enter, I didn't grant it. He tried again and again begging for a response that never came. I wasn't furious to be honest. But only because this was to be expected. That doesn't mean I didn't want it to stop. He was too strong for me, so I gave up.
I held stopped pulling him away and opened my eyes to show anyone who was watching, I was sure a crowd developed, I wasn't enjoying this as Seth was.
Seth let go for a second, then pressed his lips to mine again. Once, twice, a third time, until I felt my strength come back to punch him in the gut. Seth was on the ground and I heard laughs.
"OW! JEEZ! What was that for?!" he coughed a little. I wasn't worried though.
"Leave me alone!" I shouted, tears stinging in my eyes.
I didn't bother taking my car like I thought I would've. I walked off school property and grabbed my cell phone. I opened and hung up the phone for UNKNOWN and sat down on the side of the street. Now I understood how this hurt me: it was emotionally.
Seth Clearwater
That kiss just felt so… right. I knew she didn't kiss me back and I didn't care she punched me to the ground. Jacob was going to give me hell for it but I didn't really care. It was worth it and I would do it again.
Adrene helped me off the floor. I really didn't care about her to tell truth.
"Oh, Seth!" She hugged me. "Like I said, she doesn't deserve you." I didn't say anything in response to that. I shoved her away and headed back to class. I would be extremely early but I didn't care. Anything to get away from her.
"I do Seth! Just saying!" She called.
Jacob Black
I was just working on my Embry's bike Nessie gave him for Christmas a few years ago. He didn't remember much about bikes so I said I'd help. As I was working, Embry asked a bunch of random questions I didn't really care about.
"When are you proposing to Nessie?" I stopped working for a second and sighed.
"I don't know…" I said, finally looking at Embry. He laughed a little. "I have a few ideas but they seems to common. You know, I almost proposed to her in February. But it was a total accident." I bit my lip from the memory of us making out in the meadow.
"Haven't you watched a chick flick before?" he asked.
"Yeah, but I don't pay much attention to them."
"Too mushy for you?" he teased. I rolled my eyes.
"No, because the only 'chick' I watch the 'flick' with is Nessie, which means I only pay attention to her and not the girl on the screen."
"Ouch!" Embry said. "You really do love her."
Isn't that obvious? I thought.
"So… no ideas?" I shook my head.
"Why don't you just take her to some restaurant and a movie or something? What about prom?" he suggested.
"I already heard those ideas from Sam but those are too common… I want to do something out of the box." He shrugged.
"Are you trying to be like Paul? With the flowers and the ring inside?" I shrugged and just sat down. I couldn't work right with Nessie on my mind.
"That's kind of what I'm aiming at but I'm not doing anything like it." Embry passed me a soda and I caught it in mid air.
"So, what? If you're proposing before she goes to College, you have to think fast!" I sighed.
"I know…" I bit my lip and we were silent. We continued that morning discussing other things besides proposals, but Embry would bring one up every so often. They weren't good enough or seemed to corny. I may as well ask Emily or Claire for some ideas.
When I was finally done the bike, my cell phone rang. A cute picture of Nessie appeared.
"Hey, Ness!" I said in a cheerful voice.
"Jacob…" she sounded like she was crying. That worried me in an instant.
"What's wrong? What happened?" I left the garage so I could talk. Embry followed but I didn't care.
"Can you come over to Charlie's, Jacob?" she asked.
"What's wrong?" I asked again.
"Seth… he…" I growled at his name.
"What did he do?" I demanded.
"He… he kissed me…" I tried not to break the phone or phase in that instant. Seth kissed her that son of a bitch! I wanted to call him every insulting word in the book, every language possible. But I only knew English and Quileute which didn't help much. I was going to kill him.
"I'm on my way." I hung up and stomped out the front door. Embry got out of my way like he knew he should. It was only safe for him.
When I got inside, the clock said it was 12:37. She was supposed to be having lunch, but I heard she was avoiding him so they never ate lunch together anymore. Instead, the drama geeks would get in the way.
I drove to Charlie's house, avoiding the route to Forks High School. I would have the need to beat Seth up, but there was time to do that tonight. I needed to see Nessie now.
Nessie was waiting for me on the porch and ran to me. I hugged her tightly.
"What did he do to you? Did he hurt you?" I demanded, looking at her eyes.
"No, Jake. He just kissed me." She whispered.
"What exactly happened?" I knew she didn't like the tone I was using but I had no control over it. "What did he do?"
She showed me through her touch. He pressed his body to hers against the car and kissed her.
I growled and my body quivered.
"Calm down, Jake." She said. Why was she treating this like it was no big deal?
"You're mine, Nessie! He has no right to touch you like this. How can I calm down?!" she hugged me again and I calmed a little. She started kissing my chest, the only part she could reach. I was so damn tall. I was 5 foot 10 and she was 5 foot 4 (AN: I know, Jacob may seem a little bigger but 5 foot ten is how tall Taylor Lautner is so…)
"Nessie…" I sighed. I kissed her patiently and lifted her up. Her legs wrapped around my waist and I groaned. I kissed down her neck and she shivered.
"Jacob…" she sighed. I smiled against her neck but I kept going. Our breathing was uneven and we were both breathless. Our hearts were beating so fast. Whatever she was doing to me, I swore to God I hopped she wouldn't stop. I wished that Edward hadn't set rules before he left, we would be doing much more than just kissing now. I had to settle what I could for now.
I placed my lips back to hers and she sucked on my bottom lip. I had to groan from that. I did the same to her top and her hands gripped my hair. I leaned her against my car for some support then I put my hands under her shirt and started traveling around the area under her bra strap. Imagine what I could do if we were… married… what we'd be doing.
"Jake…" Nessie let go of me and I frowned. She laughed a little at my pout.
"Nessie, you have no idea what you do to me…" I said, breathlessly. She shook her head.
"Jacob… I really, really want yo—," Suddenly, we were interrupted.
AN: Hah hah! CLIFF HANGER =P I didn't revise it once again no thanks to the time limit thing.
