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Maybe it wasn't a good idea, but I think rejecting that question last night was for the best. It's hard to understand that protozoan! Is it me he likes or does he really mean another person? I don't know, but I couldn't sleep last night because of that question.
"Someone looks tired." Shinra smiles.
I smile "What are you doing over here in my class?"
"It's lunch, I am allowed to come over to this side."
I chuckle "And you came to see me? I'm touched!" I say sarcastically.
He laughs. "Actually, Shizuo wanted to eat here with you. I'm guessing you two are finally getting along."
"What?" my smile drops.
"You heard right, he went to get some food for us."
"Well then I am leaving." I push my chair back and I stand up.
"Why?" Shinra's smile drops as well.
"Because that idiot thinks we are friends when we are not." I walk to the door.
"At least he is trying!"
I huff and I slide the door open and steps out, but I was shortly stopped when I bumped into the blonde.
"Izaya!" he smiles.
I glare at his smile, instead of showing how surprised I was of his smile. I run pass him.
"Izaya!" he calls out.
I hear him call out my name but I ignore his yelling and I keep running.
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What is he up to? Why is he being nice? Doesn't he know I kissed him? Doesn't he remember that we are enemies?
"Argh!" I fall on my back and I stare up at the sky. "I shouldn't over think this…Of course he doesn't like me…
Realization hits me and I sit up right away.
"I sound like a fucking school girl!" I fall back again frustrated, but when I do, I see Shizuo above me.
"When you say it like that, you do." He chuckles with a grin.
I glare up at him while I feel my face heat up. "Fuck off!" I sit up and I look away.
"I was right, you are." He sits next to me.
I turn to him confused "right about what?"
"That you are a two face."
"A two face?"
He nods "Out in the open, you are in charge. You make people's life miserable and make it seem like your life is great. But… when you're at home, your different. You change the subject or walk away when you don't like to talk about it. Especially if you are embarrassed, and it's just not at home, you also do it around me now."
I am shocked. Who would have thought Shizuo observes. Especially me, but now he knows! This is why I didn't want to live with anyone else! My true self has been exposed to my enemy, and I thought he was too stupid to figure it out!
I turn away to him "So?"
"Nothing… just surprised that I figured it out."
"I think everyone would be shocked that you figured it out, especially how dumb you are."
"I'm not that dumb!" he growls.
"Then why do you need a tutor for hours when you can't even answer five answers right"
"That's different!"
I shrug "Whatever…"
Then it was quiet. I feel a small awkward atmosphere and I don't want it to grow. I should leave, but of course he speaks.
"Can I ask you a question?"
"Does it matter?"
"To me it matters…"
I hesitate "What is it?"
"Why…did you kiss me?"
I feel my face heat up again "I-I don't know what you're talking about…" I walk to the door quietly.
"You do know what I am talking about!"
I hear him coming over so I rush more to the door. I opened the door, but he slams it shut. I still have my back to him, not wanting to turn around.
"You're doing it again."
His voice is calm and it was making me more uncomfortable.
"Then leave me alone…"
"Why? So you can drop this?"
"There is nothing to talk about!"
"Yes there is!"
"It doesn't even matter!"
"It matters to me!"
"Why! " I turn around to him with a glare.
I see his face soften more when he sees the look in my face. Shizuo reaches down and holds the side of my face. I flinch and was confused on what he was doing. He then rubs his thumb on my cheek.
"You look like you're about to cry…" he frowns lightly.
I glare harder from that comment and I slap his hand away. "Now who is dropping the subject?"
"We are still on the same subject."
"You ignored my question." I keep glaring.
"You ignored mine."
I keep glaring, he sighs. "I don't know…" He answers my question when he looks to the side.
"You're not a good lair."
He looks back at me but stays quiet. Shizuo opens his mouth then closes it, trying to find the right words. Now he is looking more nervous than I am.
"I…liked it… the k-kiss I mean…"
I feel my face heats up more. I lower my head from that comment from embarrassment.
What am I suppose to say from that! More like the question is, how can he like that! Shouldn't he be grossed out!
"So can you answer my question now?"
Before I can say anything, he lifts up my chin and looks at me serious and sweetly, but also his face was very close to me.
"I really like someone…but I shouldn't like them…What should I do?"
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