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"I really like someone…But I shouldn't like them…What should I do?"
My eyes widen slightly "W….Why shouldn't you like them?"
"Because 'he' has been annoying me ever since he entered this school, but I can't get him out of my head."
I was getting more shocked "D-Don't be an idiot… Do what you think is right with him."
"You think so?" his was soft as he leans down closer.
I relax a little more and my face softens as well. I nod "I know so…" I stare at him.
He hums and moves closer. I know what he is doing, and I am not going to stop him. I don't want him to stop. That's why I am also leaning up for that kiss.
"Shizuo! Izaya!"
My eyes widen and I push Shizuo away. I move away as Shinra opens the door with a smile.
"There you guys are!"
Without saying anything, I run past Shinra and leave. I hear Shizuo call out for me, but I ignore him and I keep running as fast as I can.
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Avoiding Shizuo wasn't easy. Shocking but it was difficult to stay away from him. It was mostly difficult at home since there is nowhere to hide. At home I can feel and see that his family noticed the awkward atmosphere between us.
The weekend came and his parents left for a business trip and his brother left for a theatre trip, but I can tell it was because of how Shizuo and I were acting. How could they not want to get away from us? We both made everything so awkward around the house.
"What are you doing?"
"I'm packing, what do you think I'm doing?" I hurry up.
"What!"
"Calm down!" I turn to him and I hold my bag over my shoulder. "I am spending the night at a friend's house."
"Who?"
"None of—"
"I hate when you say that!"
"Because it isn't."
"It has been since you started staying here! I need to know where you go!"
"You are not my fucking babysitter!"
"What happens if you get sick?"
"He knows what to do when I get sick."
I see the anger grow in his eyes. "Someone else knows!"
"Of course, I trust him"
"Who is this guy!"
I smirk "Just a guy I really trust~"
I walk past him, but I hear him growl and he grabs my arm.
"You are not going!"
"Let go." I try to pull away, but he is of course too strong.
"No, you are saying!"
I glare at him and I drop my bag and I flick my blade at him. "Let. Go."
He glares and pushes me against the wall roughly. I put my blade to his throat, but he still keeps leaning closer.
"You avoided me too long all week."
"So? I can do what I want."
"Did what we were going to do really gross you out that much!" he snaps.
I go confused at this. "What?"
"We were…about to kiss…" he growls a little.
I feel myself heat up. "Th-that didn't gross me out!" I said quickly.
"Then why avoid me?"
"How can I not! It confused me! I have never been this confused before!"
"I am confused too! I…" he trails off and his glare slowly drops.
"You what?"
"I…always wanted to kiss you…"
I drop my arm with the knife confused even more and now shocked.
"It's been like that… I didn't want to believe it…but the feeling grew. Before I knew it… your living with me…" he frowns at me. "Do you have any idea how difficult it is to not attack you! I want to beat you! I want to hurt you! I don't want you near me!" he slams his hands on either side of my head and stares down frustrated. "I don't even know what I am saying anymore…" he looks at me. "But...I end up liking you…"
I have never been this shocked before. Shizuo…feels the same? Is he messing with me? Is this a trick? I thought he was straight?
"Prove it…" I said nervous.
"Prove it?" he questions.
"Prove that you like me…" I said a little determined.
He hesitates "Will…you be grossed out?"
I shake my head, dropping my blade, showing Shizuo that I will not do anything. He got the message because he held the side of my face and leaned in forward. It was making me more nervous how slow he was going. I couldn't take it anymore, and I grabbed his shirt and I pulled him very close, having his lips ghost over mine.
"You are going to slow."
"Not that easy flea" he glares.
"Then grow some balls brute!"
He growls and he grabs my face and kisses me hard, I was surprised a little, but I kiss him back right away. I can feel the anger in the kiss, especially when he shoves his tongue in my mouth. I hum in the kiss and I keep kissing him back. The kiss was getting heated, and more intense. Shizuo then tangles his fingers in my hair as I wrap around him and pull him closer. I needed air, but I don't want to stop. This feels too good and he taste so good. He tastes really sweet and his lips are very soft, I want more…
The doorbell rings and we pull away panting. I blush lightly and I look away.
"That must be him…"
"You're not going are you?..."
"He is already here, he will be very mad."
"So?"
"I can't just say no to him."
"And why not?"
"It's…complicated."
He looks at me confused and little bit worried. I picked up my bag and I go down stairs, he follows. I make it to the door and I open the door for Shiki.
"What the hell kid? I was waiting for you." He stares at me with his arms crossed.
"Sorry… was caught up with something." I walk up to him.
Shiki turns to Shizuo and he smirks at him "I will be taking care of him for tonight." He wraps his arm around my shoulder.
Shizuo growls at this.
Fuck Shiki!
"Lets just go already…" I walk brush him off my shoulder and I walk to the car.
"You better be back here early tomorrow! We still need to talk!" he yells angry at his front door.
Shiki walks over and opens the door for me. I enter the car and he closes the door. Shiki then turns to Shizuo and I see Shizuo glare at him hard while Shiki grins back. I sigh at this.
He then enters the driver seat with a smile "You better explain to me what happened to you two." He drives off.
"There is nothing to talk about…"
"Are you really saying that?"
I ignore him.
"Izaya."
I ignore him again and I see him get mad at little in the corner of my eye.
"Fine..." he grins "I will make you talk tonight."
Shit.
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Here it comes! When everything starts and when things get a little serious!
I don't know when I will upload again. I will try to have new chapters up as soon as possible! I am working on 10 now!
