A/N: Sorry for the lateness but this week got a lot more busier and because of my lateness I'm hoping that uploading another chapter would make you guys forgive me.

So read go ahead and read on...


BPOV

When Edward and I got back from my dad's house, we went to go put my stuff in Alice's room. That was a huge mistake because they were making out and ready to do something I really didn't want to see. I quickly shut the door.

"Sorry" I apologize because I should have remembered them going upstairs when we left. I looked at Edward and saw he was disgusted with Alice and Jasper's make out session.

""Uh, I think we should just… put my stuff on the floor" I say to take some of the awkwardness away. He did as I told, then out of nowhere he takes my hand.

"How about we just help out my mom set up or something" he says rushed. I didn't want to be rude and yank my hand away from him but this constant contact with him was making me feel weird inside.

Why would just simply holding his hand make me feel all warm inside?

Well I knew one obvious answer, we never held hands before. Unless, like I said before, if we were high fiveing each other.

Why is he having these effect on me?

It was like Edward had the same thought because he let go of my hand and was looking at me confused. This is getting weird.

Good thing we were close to the kitchen because Esme was calling Edward.

"Uh… sorry?" he apologizes confused and left to Esme before I could tell him he didn't have to apologize at all.

Why is he acting so weird?

Why am I acting so weird?

I was now staring at the wall in front of me like it would solve my problems. I couldn't go to Alice's room because it would be too awkward and I'm definitely not going to the kitchen.

I then remembered how my dad wanted to talk to Carlisle and decided to take a trip to Carlisle's office. When I got there I knocked on his door.

"Come in" I heard him respond. I opened the door to him on the computer looking like he was busy with something important.

"Hey Carlisle, I didn't mean to disturb you," I say pulling the door to close but he waved his hand to tell me to come in.

"No that's ok, what's wrong Bella?" he asks leaning on his chair to see me.

"Well, Charlie wanted for you to call him when I got here for something" I explain.

"Uh ok, no problem" he says relaxed. "Is that all?"

I wanted to ask him something else but thought it would be too embarrassing to ask him about it.

"No, that's all" I say shrugging my shoulders but standing emplaced.

"You sure?" he asks looking at me concerned. "What ever it is Bella I'm sure I could help you" he offers.

Though this is was going to be embarrassing, I decided to ask him anyways.

"Does Edward have someone?" I spill out closing my eyes afraid to see his reaction.

"What do you mean?" he asks taken by my sudden interest in Edward's love life.

Yeah Bella, this is dumb.

"Uh, never mind…I shouldn't have interrupted you" I say now opening the door and getting ready to leave.

"No Bella, you can't leave now… you already asked so I'll answer" he says getting up and takes my arm to pull me to the seat across from his desk as he leans on it.

"Um, I don't think I want you to answer anymore" I say totally embarrassed.

"Bella, don't be embarrassed… if it makes you feel any better I won't tell anyone about this conversation" he says whispering the last part to me jokingly.

"Thanks, Mr. C" I say laughing timidly "I just want a yes or no answer and I'll be out of your hair" I say looking at his desk's leg avoiding his curious gaze.

"Well no then… I haven't heard Edward mention anybody, yet" I could feel his curiosity rising.

"Well then, I'll leave now" I say getting off the chair but I felt him grab my arm.

Oh darn

"Bella do you like…" I interrupt him quickly.

"Of course not" I say scoffing and slapped my hand on his shoulder lightly. "I wouldn't do that… Edward and I are just friends and nothing more, why would you ask such a silly question Mr. C" I lie, which I've heard from my mom say I suck at it terribly. He looks at me for a second and smiles at me like my lie was convincing.

"Of course Bella, I should have remembered" he says smiling at me. I thought it was over but then he continued. "It's just that, why would you want to know then?"

"Uh…" think quick, think quick… O I got one. " I was thinking of hooking Edward up with… a friend" I say proud of my last minute save.

"Oh ok, what friend then?" he asks back.

Uh, I dunno just tae the bate Mr. C!

"You wouldn't know her Mr. C" I say patting his shoulder and smiling at my quick wits. He just laughs and finally gives up.

"Alright Bella, I just hope this… girl is a good one, Edward hasn't been with someone since…" he looks up and then looks at me like something slapped him in the face " Since you left, actually" that surprised me.

Why did he stop dating after I left?

I'm surly not going to ask Carlisle or he might tell me something I wasn't ready to hear.

"Well, I better get going… I think Mrs. C is done preparing dinner" I inform him.

"Oh yes, tell her I'll be down there in a few minutes" he says getting back to his computer.

I quickly took that opportunity to leave the awkwardness that derived from the room and go to the safety of the hallway. I closed the door behind me and lean on the door to blow out a relieved sigh.

"Bella, are you okay I'm sorry for what you saw back there?" Alice says coming out her room.

"No it's alright" I say truly not bother after having an embarrassing conversation with her dad about his son's relationship status.

"You sure?" she gets close to me and looks at my eyes.

"Yeah …Alice" I wave my hand away at her concerned look " Trust me I'm ok, it just took me by surprise that's all" I say taking her hand and walking towards the dinning room.

"Well ok… I'm just really sorry Bella, I know it must have been awkward especially with you not dating anyone and…"

"No, really Alice…apology accepted," I explain stopping her before she starts rambling about my dating life. Which was dead right now.

I had been going out through college but stopped because I was tired of the continual routine of my dates wanting to get into my panties and leaving once I woke up. All they wanted was a short term relationship or someone they could do it with, without being committed to. I had dated up to 5 guys that did one of those choices and found myself crying at night or in the mornings.

I thought it would be better to lay off the dating world and concentrating on my career until I was ready to get back. Until then I'm going to stay single.

Alice and I got to the dinning table and saw Jasper and Edward talking about something but stopped when they saw us. I didn't want to stay knowing something awkward might happen so I went to the kitchen where Esme was to help her out.

We got the table ready and set up. When it was time to eat Carlisle came down and join us at the table. I tried to avoid both of Carlisle and Edward at dinner. It worked out pretty good since Alice had a lot to talk about which distracted everyone from me. Everybody was finishing up and started getting up to get ready to go to bed. Jasper left and Alice helped me and Esme clean.

When we were done helping out, Alice and I headed to her room.

"Jasper and I planned that tomorrow we all go to the beach, is that alright with you?"

No, now I'm going to be the third wheel while you and Rose start being all lovey dovey with their fiancé/boyfriend.

"Sure, that would be great" I answer with enthusiasm I was faking.

"Alright then, we'll just make a quick shopping trip before we head to the beach"

"Ugh Alice, do we have to, I already got a swim suit" I plead.

"Sure you do Bella, I know you've improved the outfits but I saw your swim suit, it's a one piece" she says disgusted.

"Wait, you went through my stuff?" I ask hurt.

"Well I'm sorry but I couldn't believe you out grew your shyness so I took a peek at your clothes and found out that the old Bella wasn't completely out of sight" she says smiling knowingly.

"Alright so, I only have 2 skinny jeans and like 5 fitting t-shirts, but that shouldn't be your business anyways" I say defensive.

"It's ok Bella, I'm here" she says opening her arms to hug me " I'll help your fashion disorder" she sounded serious and I couldn't help but laugh.

"Thanks doctor Alice for your analysis," I say sarcastically.

"Your welcome and your prescription would be to go shopping with me tomorrow" she say stepping back but leaving her hands on my shoulders to smile at me.

"Alright, I'll go" I say defeated.

"Yes, Bella you won't regret it, I promise you" she says excited.

"Of course not, but after tomorrow we should plan on getting started with my furniture and stuff to fix my apartment up" because I don't think staying here for the summer was a good idea.

"Oh we don't have to rush, we have a whole month and a half" she says waving the remark away and grabbing a wedding fashion magazine.

"You're also helping to plan Rose's wedding?" I ask

"Yep, well just the dresses and suits… speaking of which I haven't found the maid-of honors dress yet" she says looking at me.

"What's the wedding colors?"

"Light green, I would never chose that color for my wedding but Rose thought it would be perfect since their wedding is going to be held outside"

"Oh, I think that's nice" I state.

"Of course you would say that" she laughs.

"I'm going to get a quick shower" I said and grabbed my towel and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

I had to say this summer could turn out to be fun especially with Rose's wedding coming up and me finally having my own apartment.

As I was almost done taking my shower when I heard a knock at the door but couldn't hear who it was. It's probably Alice.

"Hold on, I'm almost done" I yell over the showers noise. When I was done I quickly turn the water off and took my towel to dry my hair a bit then realized something.

Darn I forgot to get my clothes.

I wrapped the towel tightly around me. It wasn't a long towel so it came up to my thigh. I would have had a fit but since it was Alice at the door I didn't think much of it.

"Alice sorry for the hold up but I…" I was opening the door when I saw him.

A half naked Edward with just shorts that barely hung on his hips

Wow he's worked out a lot.

I could see his chest looked so chiseled and perfect, my mouth opened slightly with aw. As my eyes got lower I saw how v line was so pronounced that just by looking at him made me get wet, if you know what I mean. I just wanted to jump on him and touch him in very naughty ways.

But reality kicked my ass and I stood there like a retard, staring at his godly chest forgetting I was naked with only a towel that was squeezing the top half of my chest and barely came past my knees. I looked up to see his face and saw his eyes was also roaming in places that should be hidden away with material.

For some sick reason I wanted him to keep looking at me like that but remembered he's a friend that shouldn't be seeing me like this.

Oh my gosh what am I doing.

I quickly started to walk to Alice's room and closed the door behind me panting.

"Are you okay?" Alice asks.

No!

"Yeah" I say walking towards my bag to get my pajamas that I should have most definitely brought with me.

"You sure… you look kind of… scared" Alice observes.

Scared isn't even the word, Alice.

"No, no I'm fine" I say lying. I plopped myself on her bed stared at the ground. Edward's body was really getting to me.

Later that night, my dreams became filled with ways to play around with Edward and it wasn't things you would do with a friend, it was more like things you would after you had a really good date.

It was a… sex dream?


I thought since Edward had dirty dreams about Bella then it would only be fair that she too had one!

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