AN: Yeah, I know… I'm bad :( I was just working on homework a lot (my teacher is EVIL) and I was kinda lazy… oh, and I was working on another story: The Twilight Note Book (yeah, the note book and twilight mixed… of course is a Renesmee story!) check that out if you want. It's really cool if you love Nicolas Sparks and twilight (which I do). Yeah, so anyways, enjoy.

Breaking Eclipse: Renesmee and Jacob

Chapter 22: Nerves

Seth Clearwater

"What exactly happened?" Nessie asked in the car. Jacob had to take a shower since he was out in the rain, yeah, nice excuse Jake.

"Well, Adrene was yelling her head off about her skirt being too long. Then she started heading toward me, but then as she was insulting me about that stupid rumor and how she can never work with me because I broke her heart or whatever, David 'accidentally' bumped into her with boxes of props as she was leaving, and she fell backwards over a bench coming through and broke her ankle."

"Ouch." She said. "Sounds nasty." I nodded.

"Yeah, but don't worry, they cleaned up the blood before I left." she stared at me in shock, and then I started laughing. "I'm kidding."

She sighed in relief.

"So… um… I'm guessing it was your idea to put me in." I pursed my lips.

"Almost." I said. "Mrs. Verdonk almost fainted, then David brought you up before I could. She was on her feet as soon as he mentioned you." She laughed.

"Why didn't he come with?" she asked.

"I knew that Jake was taking you out so I figured that I should go alone, besides, David had to take Adrene to the hospital." she bit her lip.

"Um… did you expect us to be in Jacob's house…?" I knew what she was leading to. I tried not to have some kind of expression that would offend her, like laughing or smiling. That really was a funny sight, too bad I didn't see anything.

"More or less. I expected you to be at home base by the time I got there, really. That or just finishing up." She shivered.

"What did you see?" she asked. I bit my lip.

"Nothing." I said. "I saw a bra on the floor so I knew you were…um… topless. But Jacob was um… on top so—," she stopped me.

"Let's just settle for nothing." I nodded in agreement. We sat in awkward silence for the rest of the drive. Suddenly when we reached the school, I could see Nessie frowning.

"What?" I asked. She bit her lip.

"What makes you think I can sing?" she said, not looking at me. I laughed.

"I've heard you sing before, Nessie." I said. She frowned.

"What? When?" I laughed again.

"Back stage, watching those movies, everywhere." Her lips became a fine line.

"I thought I was quiet."

"You were… but I'm a werewolf." She smiled shyly.

"I'm not good—,"I didn't let her finish.

"Nessie, you're amazing!" I assured her, holding her face in my hands. She closed her eyes and sighed, then took my hands into her own. Then she froze. "I'd like to hear it louder though." She looked at me, expressionless. "Please…?" she bit her lip and sighed.

"Okay… but, you have to promise you'll block me if they start throwing tomatoes at me. I hear Embry brought some."

"No, those are for me." She laughed, my heart skipped a beat. Then she got out of the car.

Renesmee Cullen

I couldn't believe I really did the same thing I did to Jake! Taking Seth's hands into mine and playing with his fingers, that was for ME and JACOB! I froze because I felt… something. Just like that same day Seth kissed me the second time, the same feeling. It didn't feel bad, only the betrayal I felt in that feeling… I always wanted to feel it again. While I was changing—being almost the same size as Adrene—I wanted to feel Seth's hand in mine. I wanted to talk to him. Tell him… I'm engaged.

As people did my hair—still a little wet from the rain—I looked at my ring, the feeling of Seth was gone now and I was back to thinking about the wedding. About Jacob… my fiancée… I sighed and smiled.

I finally got to look at the ring I didn't get much of a chance to observe. It was almost as I remembered it, except I didn't get to look at the real beauty of it: It had a small diamond, and was actually silver, not gold. I also saw that it wasn't new. It was old, I guessed it was his mom's… I felt more part of the family… wearing Mrs. Black's ring felt like such an honor! I wondered how long Jacob kept this ring… how long was he planning to propose? Maybe I could ask Seth, maybe he'd know.

I never took the ring off. As soon as Jacob put it on with his own hands, sharing our first engagement kiss, I vowed I'd never take it off, even if the directors told me to.

I saw a few people looking at it, staring at it and then blinking a few times. I saw some of the makeup artists at the corner of my eye frown. No one asked who gave it to me, but I knew they assumed. At the same time, I wanted them to ask, so I could clear it up that Seth and I could never be together, that I'd never wear Seth's ring because I was engaged to his alpha… his best friend.

I saw people whispering about the ring too, saying I'd have no trouble acting like I was in love with Seth… now that would be the worst part of all… I'd have to kiss Seth in front of the whole school… no, I'd have to make out with him. I've seen the play before, read the script, yes, it was tongue play, open mouth, that's what making out was. I was really no actress, so I couldn't act like I was enjoying it. Especially in front of Jacob, I saw him get into his seat while announcements were being made about me replacing Adrene, snacks outside at break, no eating and drinking.

Seth gave me a look after I saw David whisper something to him, then he left to the stage in his T-Birds outfit I bought.

What scared me was that in that short glance, I saw so many things in it… pain, anger, worry, betrayal… nothing happy what so ever. My heart started beating at a fast pace. People thought it was stage fright as Mrs. Verdonk offered a glass of water. I took the water hoping it'd help. I started pulling my hair from this… why I felt this way, I'll never know.

Before I knew it, it was my turn to go on stage when Tessa Camps, the girl playing Frenchy, took my hand and said "Let's go." And put the book props in my hands.

AN: Review, review (oh, and sorry about the quick emotions for Nessie, you'll see why.) don't forget to read "The Twilight Note Book", make me happy and review it! More reviews I update faster for it.