AN: You know what's weird? I, Renesmee Cullen, am getting notised… by THEM… funny, huh? THEM is a group of "popular" girls… I don't know what's going on… they're talking to me more and pronounced me their "sister" (Well, now drunk sister since they heard about me "drunk incident")… weird. I know something's up… I just know it… anyways, enjoy :)

Breaking Eclipse: Renesmee and Jacob

Chapter 24: Heartless

Renesmee Cullen

After the play ended, Seth and I quickly got out of our costumes and met up again. We knew Jacob would've figured that it would take everyone much longer to change, but we didn't. When we finally met up his lips attacked mine instantly, I responded. The same thing that happened on stage, happened with us, except for much, much longer, and more passion then anger.

He was the one to let go, which surprised me.

"Nessie… I can't have you." He said. I sighed and put my hands down from his neck.

"I know…" I whispered. I could see tears developing in Seth's eyes. I hugged him tightly. "What am I going to tell Jacob?"

I was really panicking about that fact. What was I going to tell Jacob? I'm technically cheeting on him. Not that I didn't love him anymore… just the fact that I'm in love with two of the same men. They've both been in my life for so long and were both my best friends. How can I choose someone over Jacob? I couldn't. It would be impossible. Did I regret telling Jacob I would marry him? No, definitely not. But did I want to be with Seth? Yes, I did… who did I love more though? My soul mate or my best friend? The one kept out of the secret or the one to protect me from it?

The secret…

"Seth," I said, letting go of him. "We have to tell Jacob about Unknown, tonight." He nodded.

"You're right." He said. I took his hand—and I enjoyed holding it—and dragged him out to face Jacob.

Jacob Black

Something was going on with those two. I could tell something was up with them… I could tell that on stage, something happened not according to plan. As good as actors they both are, they can't hide something from someone who's known them for years.

Did that mean that Nessie really enjoyed that kiss? I didn't want to ask because I was afraid of the answer… what if she said yes?

I knew I had to get something out of those two tonight. That secret Nessie was keeping from me and the one I was keeping from her.

When she came out, he hair was neater then it used to be, which surprised me since it looked like they used a lot of hairspray for her new hair at the end. I tried to ignore the fact that she was holding hands with Seth. When she got to me, she let go of him and kissed my cheek. I almost forgot why I was so worried… almost.

"Great show! You were great!" was all I could say. Seth shrugged and Nessie smiled.

"Thanks." She said. Then the rest of the pack came in and congratulated them.

"You guys were great!"

"I'll never watch grease the same way again!"

"I enjoyed the kissing scene."

"I couldn't throw my tomatoes, what a waste." They all exclaimed at once. I laughed.

When things quieted down, I took Nessie's hand and took her to my car. Seth followed, due to the fact his car was right beside mine.

"Seth," I said before he got in and Nessie was inside. He looked at me with a worried expression. That bit on my conscious a bit about their acting.

"Yeah?" he asked, him trying to cover the worry in his voice without much success.

"I'm taking Nessie to my house. I want you to be there too… we need to talk." He nodded and got in. When I got inside my car, Seth followed behind us.

"Is Seth coming with?" she asked. I nodded.

"Yeah, he might be staying the night." She bit her lip. I took her hand with my mom's ring on it and kissed it. "I love you, you know that?" she smiled widely, which surprised me. It made me feel a little better.

"I love you, too." She said, leaning her head on my shoulder. I kissed her head, then we were silent for the rest of the ride.

Renesmee Cullen

What was I supposed to say? Jacob, Seth and I were all sitting in silence in Jacob's living room. Jacob was sitting on the couch we made out on many times, Seth was sitting on a kitchen chair and I was sitting on a one seater.

We waited for someone to break the uncomfortable silence, Seth was the one to break it.

"Jake," he said. "Nessie and I have been keeping something from you—" Before Seth could talk further, Jacob butted in.

"What the hell was that on the stage?" he growled, getting up looking like he was ready to punch someone. I got up too.

"Jake, calm down." I said.

"I can't calm down, Nessie!" He turned to Seth. "You had your tongue down my girlfriend's throat!" Seth shrugged.

"It was in the script!" he defended.

"Last time I checked, I love you, Sandy ISN'T in the script!" I sighed and sat down again, Jacob followed. We were silent again.

"Jake…" I said. He looked at me, so I knew that he wasn't going to interrupt me. "Do you remember that night I screamed in my dreams, and the next day I went for a walk and I came home… looking like I just saw a ghost?" I repeated his words. He nodded, suddenly interested in what I was going to say. I sighed and bit my lip.

"That day, I got a phone call. I didn't know who it was since the ID said 'unknown'. When I answered it, this voice told me that those nightmares I've been having will be coming true… and they did." His eyes widened but didn't say anything, I continued. "From that night, I've been getting nightmares about everything that happened… Seth kissing me, the motorcycle accident, the cliff… the only reason why these things happened were because it was either me or someone else making these things come true."

I think he stopped breathing and I started to get worried. Then he took a deep breath and spoke.

"Why is it that Alice called me about you drowning then?" It was my turn to be shocked. I never told anyone about my stunt on the cliffs. I shrugged.

"I don't know, Jake. I'm human…through these things…" it hit me there. Alice could see humans… and she saw me because I was human through these stunts. He didn't look at me.

"Nessie… you know what bugs me through this whole thing?" I shook my head. "You promised you'd tell me what was going on when you figured it out. So you let Seth in on your secret and you don't even trust me."

"I knew that if I told you, you'd go after them." I spat at him, getting out of my seat. He followed again.

"Of course I would! It's my job to protect you, not Seth's!" I was about to yell at him back, then I realized what he said.

"Wait," I said. "How did you know about Seth?" I looked at Seth, he held out his hands.

"It's the only explanation about you spending all your time with Seth outside of school and in." I huffed and sat back down. He sighed as well.

"Nessie… I've been keeping something from you too." He said quietly. I looked at him, I actually started crying. He knelt down to my level and held my face in his hands and wiped my tears away. I slapped his hands away. "Nessie… that night you started screaming, all of us were chasing something… but we don't know what it is… it's just so fast, we chased it to the Canadian border that night. They kept coming back and after Charlotte died, they stopped. We stopped seeing that red flash, but the scent… we could still smell it." I looked up at him is surprise.

"A… red flash?" I asked, gasping. I remembered the liquid copper hair, the girl named Kenzii… after Charlotte died… I didn't notice I never saw her again.

"Yeah… like hair or something…" I got up in surprise and started pacing across the room.

"That's them." I said. He got up too. "Those people you're chasing, they're the ones." His eyes widened.

"How can we catch them?" he asked.

"You can't." I said, then I handed him my cell phone. "Call them, they call me all the time now." He looked at me for a second and then took it and redialed the number. He got nothing, like I thought. I guessed Unknown used a payphone to make phone calls.

"DAMN IT!" he said. I took the phone out of his hands before he could crush it.

"Jake, there's one dream left." I said. He calmed down.

"What is it this time?" he asked. Seth got up and spoke for the first time during this argument.

"That damn Volturi." He said, stepping in. "They're going to beat her up."

"Not if I can help it." Jacob ran to the door and was taking his shirt off on the way. Seth and I ran after him.

"Jake! Stop!" he didn't. He headed toward the forest.

"I'm not going to let you get hurt, Nessie. I'm not going to let that happen anymore." I ran at full speed to push on his chest to stop. It worked.

"Stop." I said. "Don't do this."

"I won't let it happen either." Seth stepped in. Jacob rolled his eyes.

"Of course not." He said. "You're in love with someone you can't have. Someone who doesn't love you back." Those words hurt Seth, I could see in his eyes. I then said what I was afraid to say before thinking about it.

"I do love him back!" Jacob stared at me. I started crying again and covered my face. I couldn't bear to look into his eyes.

"Nessie…" he groaned. I still didn't look up. I expected him to curse at me. To yell the things that I deserved. But nothing came out… not even a scold at Seth. All I heard was a rustle in the bushes, meaning Jacob left me…

AN: I know, a lot of ups and downs :P Anyways, poor Jacob :( ("poor poor Jacob watcha gonna do, things are bad for you hey watcha gonna do?" lol, I still love Joseph and the Technicolor dream coat) review, review (or PM PM for people on youtube)